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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
mmmmm.........
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ello pplz...im in a good mood for once...umm im sittin here at my bffe Shaunas house...its like rele early...i think this is the earliest i have been up all week...lol...not much to say...im goin to tha game with billy tonight...i hope everything goes ok...i hope i dont open my big mouth and say something about him liking nikki...its one of those things u no...i wanna kno wtf is going on but at the same time i dont wanna kno b.c im afraid of what the answer is gunna b...ok so i lied...there is more to tell...last night me and billy were talking on line and i was like do u still want me to go to the game with you tomorrow and he all like yea but if u got other plans its ok...and stuff like that...like he didnt want me to go...or he wanted omeone else to go insted of me...idk...this whole situation bites...HHHEEELLLPPP!!!!...and im blaming this whole thing on him but im starting to think...no offence to nikki but i was just thinking its like im balming it all on him but wht if she likes him too...then its not all his fault...i mean i kno nikki wouldnt do anything on purpose to hurt me or nething like that...but idk...if she likes him and he likes her maybe i should just give up on it...idk...i hate sitting here thinking everythign is ok when it wasnt...i dont know what to do anymore...grr...i guess im no so happy anymore
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
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wow...life sux...billy likes nikki...katie is still mad at me...i wanna just die right now...that sounds like the only thing that can help right now...
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Monday, July 11, 2005
im insane!!!!
woohoo!!! i beet nikki in my insanenesses!!!yayayayaya!! im wakkoooo!!!
lalala
indgjsbfiw...heeheeh!!
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4look at this
omg...billy is so sweet...he payed for me to go tot he baseball game...and he let me steel his hat...and som e of his friends were there so i figgered he didnt want me there so i started to walk away...and guess what he did!! he pulled me back to him and grabbed my hand and kissed me!!
yayayaya...
~ash
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Wednesday, July 6, 2005
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omg...someone help me cheer nikki up..she is sooooooo depressed...NIKKI-i love you girlie..hang in there
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coolness
i got alot of thees commin...heheee.
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yay!!!
yay...i love billy...yay
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i love you!!
im goin back out with billy now...NIKKI PLEASE TELL ME WHAT U WERE GUNA SAY...PLEASE
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Saturday, July 2, 2005
 nate
omg...im so frikken depressed again...he is on his xanga site i was reading his posts and he was talking about how hard it is and how he was in ldr's b4 and it was hard and it didnt work out...he goes i know she is trying to make it work and its not her its me...wow...i mean he is rihgt...i am trying to make it work...i rele want him...idont want to imagine life...everything is wrong...i hate this...i wish i knew what tyhey were thinking...wow...i gave up billy-b.c i still liked him-for nate...idk wuut in going to do now...omg....he sayshe rele likes me but anymore im not so sure...everything was going fine i thought...and what rele sux is i think he is avoiding me...his phone is like disconected so i cant call,he nevr emails me back,and he isnt on aim anymore...i think he is avoiding me...his post on xanga said he"didnt want to go on aim b.c of the chaos" well even if that is true i thinmk he is avoiding me and i dont know what to do anymore...i rele need my friends right now...he is probly gunna break up with me...OMG! i dont want him to break up with me...i need him...wow...i hate boys...i swear if he dumps me im just gunna give up all together...i cant take it any more...all bboys do is break your heart-and mine was just put back together and is being broken again...wow...i wish guys would realize what we go through...they thing they have it hard...wow...i need to go think about everything...i dont know what to do anymore...im gunna go cry and be a bummed out depressed loozer...write a zillion depressing poems,and then sleep... i hope i never wake up...life suckes major ass right now...he said its his fault for even trying...but its my fault...if i didnt like him that way then none of this would have ever happened...im so dumb...
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