Monday, June 27, 2005

   nikki.........and me and nate!!!
hahahha...nikki wanted a paragraff bout her awsomeness so here i go:

nikki is the most awsonenessest person i know...she is a ree good friend and ii love hangin with her...omg nikki....wea re geniusses...even tho we dont no how 2 spel it...i think the yankees softball teem is da bestest but the beseball teem sux...me and nikki are sooo awsome...but nikki is wayyyy more awsome then i will evr be...

there-now nikki is awsome!!

and nate is too

he asked me out last night..well he didnt ask me out but like...everything just kinda fell into place and so we are dating now....imm kinda in a pickle tho...i need to help...pm im if u wanna know....im only tellin certian ppl the so dont get ur hopes up...

i <3 nate
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Saturday, June 25, 2005

   stuffs
my dad might get me a dog!!! that will be 3 daog and 2 cats...(a dog and cat at moms and a dog and a cat at my dads gf's house)

nate is the most awsomest peoson i know...if ur reading this nate- you rock!!!

love to everyone...esp. my girlied...the fortunate few and the burn bitches and coudy homies and bing bitches...i love you all...

love to my guys too...mostly the coudy homies and burn boiz...and NATE...the bestest person evr...

benesses
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   stuffs
my dad might get me a dog!!! that will be 3 daog and 2 cats...(a dog and cat at moms and a dog and a cat at my dads gf's house)

nate is the most awsomest peoson i know...if ur reading this nate- you rock!!!

love to everyone...esp. my girlied...the fortunate few and the burn bitches and coudy homies and bing bitches...i love you all...

love to my guys too...mostly the coudy homies and burn boiz...and NATE...the bestest person evr...

benesses
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Friday, June 24, 2005

...
no more billy...im giving up...and i like nate...omg that dude is sooo awsome...i love him(friendly)...and im sooooo crushin!!! haha...

im happy again...yay for me!!!

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

happy or sad?? u decide
i went to a baceball game last nght(the Auburn Doubledays)it was opening night...earlier that day i asked him to go and he was like that he didnt wanna and so i told him im like ok whatevr u dont have to go if u dont wanna go but then he got all mad at me...i didnt understand it...boys are jerks cause he didnt wanna go with me but h went with his friends...i saw his sister there too...she is way nicer than him....i dont understand why boys are such loozers...wow...o well..im movin on...are u proud of me??
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Tuesday, June 21, 2005

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its fer my othr sn...but that one dont work where im at riht now...maybe l8r
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i wanna hugg!!!





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   happy for a change
hahahahaha!!!!! read this...

"go to school get good grades go to college and rule the world"

ohh yess!!! rule the world!!!

im not depressed...i decided tht im not gunna let him make me so depressed anymore...haha...he asked me back out last night...i jss said idk... and i rele dont knw if i wanna...he broke my heart too many times and i dont wanna get hurt again...idk...he says he loves me and he goes"ill do anything"...i jss laffed....wow...i cant believe it...actually i can...i knew this was gunna happen...he is odd too...he made it a point to tell me yesterdat a.m that he hated me and my friend shauna and wanted nothing to do with her...then last night hes like i love you i dont lik shauna...i wanna be with you(not exact words)...i said to him i go if u rele want me back im sure ull find a ay to get me... he goes yes i will ill do anything i jss sayd ok...and he goes what u dont believe me...i jss said...actually i dobnt remember what i said...o well...i was lmao all night...then at like 130 this mornin i went to bed...and i sleepted a long time!!! i<3 sleep
buh bye for now...
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Saturday, June 18, 2005

   new site
my new otaku site is
xxfallentearsxx
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feelings of forever
love is such a strong word
but when two hearts are involved
the word has so much more meaning
so before you say you love me
please make sure you realy mean it
you know that id i was strong enough
id sit here forever and wait for you
but im not that strong
i cant hold on
i cant sit here forever
and wait for this to work
i loved you ohh so much
but i guess when this all began
we never realy realized
just how much we had against us
ill miss you when we've said good-bye
but i can not cry anymore for you
because every tear i shed for you
make my want to stay here more
and it keeps me hanging on longer
but i cant hang on
im not that string
i love you
but i have to go

*i wrote this last night at my dads gfs house*
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