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Saturday, June 18, 2005


   he dumped me.....im must be the stupidest persom in the world...
he dumped me.....im must be the stupidest persom in the world...i still want him... but i dont know right now...i think im just gunna make him make up his mind,..the other day he said that he wanted to ask me back out but he didnt know if he could...i just gunna say u rele need to make up ur mind billy...its not or never...i cant sit around here forever waiting for you...so its time for u to descide...do u want me or not...and i men yes i will cry if he doesnt want me but i have to move on...i cant sit here day after day wondering what he is thnking and if he is ever gunna ask me back out and if he is then when...like i sayd...now or never...i understand then having cassie do that was wrong...and he knows im sorry for doing that...and i wot ake that mistake againn...wow...and now me and one of my best friends are fighting b/c i tried to make him jelous to get him back...wow...i am stuopid/....i know it was wrong...but i asked her not to tell him what i was doing...and she told me she wouldnt then she did...i fucking hate her...sorry for the swearing but ohh my godd...when u promise 1 or ur best friends ur not going to do something then u turn around and do it u cant expect them not to be mad at you...and me and my cousin are fighting b/c i told her dad that she l;ikes a guy in her class that smokes pott...that was the right thing to do but i still feel bad...everyone is madd at me...maybe i should just run away or die...and seriously i have thought about taking my life sometimes...i know that i never would...but the thought has crossed mty mind more than a few times...o well....i dont expect anyone to care...but if u do i thank you...i promise that as soon as i can i will get msome pix on here...i dont have any of me at my dads wich is where i am now...and my moms house the pix are too big...so i ahve to have my freiend do it for me...soon enough i promise...
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