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Saturday, July 2, 2005

   nate
omg...im so frikken depressed again...he is on his xanga site i was reading his posts and he was talking about how hard it is and how he was in ldr's b4 and it was hard and it didnt work out...he goes i know she is trying to make it work and its not her its me...wow...i mean he is rihgt...i am trying to make it work...i rele want him...idont want to imagine life...everything is wrong...i hate this...i wish i knew what tyhey were thinking...wow...i gave up billy-b.c i still liked him-for nate...idk wuut in going to do now...omg....he sayshe rele likes me but anymore im not so sure...everything was going fine i thought...and what rele sux is i think he is avoiding me...his phone is like disconected so i cant call,he nevr emails me back,and he isnt on aim anymore...i think he is avoiding me...his post on xanga said he"didnt want to go on aim b.c of the chaos" well even if that is true i thinmk he is avoiding me and i dont know what to do anymore...i rele need my friends right now...he is probly gunna break up with me...OMG! i dont want him to break up with me...i need him...wow...i hate boys...i swear if he dumps me im just gunna give up all together...i cant take it any more...all bboys do is break your heart-and mine was just put back together and is being broken again...wow...i wish guys would realize what we go through...they thing they have it hard...wow...i need to go think about everything...i dont know what to do anymore...im gunna go cry and be a bummed out depressed loozer...write a zillion depressing poems,and then sleep... i hope i never wake up...life suckes major ass right now...he said its his fault for even trying...but its my fault...if i didnt like him that way then none of this would have ever happened...im so dumb...
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