Tuesday, June 21, 2005

*yawn*

	Well, here I am, it's 1am, trying to download GoPets. I was on my mother's computer when Brandi told me about GoPets, but when I joined the site to download the software I found out that it's only compatible with Windows XP or 2000, and I have ME. So after being mad for awhile, I realized that our third computer which we never use has XP. Well since my computer and mom's are the only ones with internet lines, and mom's is the only with a keyboard, a lugged the third 'puter into my room, and took mom's keyboard, and eventually I had a whole, functioning computer. XD Unfortunately this computer, the one I'm on now, is insanely slow. 5% downloaded of 24.0 MB and it's been 30 minutes. T_T And these stupid Messenger service things keep popping up. ;__;

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Thursday, June 16, 2005

   **Whee**

	Today was a blast! Well, did the normal routine, stayed up till 3:30am, layed in bed for 15 minutes, woke up, ate some breakfast and went on the paper route with my dad. I've only been doing it for about a week now, I get 25 bucks a week. =D Well then we got home around 7:30am, I got on the comp for like 45 min then went back to bed. Woke up at 5pm when my bestest RL buddy Niffer called. We talked for a lil while about her new boyfriend and stuff, then when Mom got home she suggested that her and I go bowling. Mom didn't have the money to pay for Niffer and April too and I wanted them to come, but then I got my 25 bucks from Dad and I payed. We had a blast and were really perverted. XD I bowled horribly, I got a 55 and then a 64. T_T;; Of course on the way home, Mom had to complain about how Niffer and April are so perverted and they tend to swear alot. *rolls eyes* ***** On a more personal note, I'm finally the old me again. The me I haven't been in months, maybe years. I've really been struggling with my faith as a Christian and doubting alot, but then this morning I popped in a Christian CD because I couldn't find my favorite anime CD and it hit me like a load of bricks. Everyone can argue and tell you your wrong, and say you're just using some 'higher deity' as an excuse for being weak. But, I don't have to take crap from them, because at least I have hope and peace of mind, and without God I'll never get good night's sleep again. I mean, I have the Creator of the whole freakin universe on my side! I couldn't be happier than I am right now. =D ***** Ladies and Gentleman, children of all ages Anyone listening, I’ve got an announcement to make There’s been some confusion about a certain someone A lot of discussion and a lot of debate So if I may take just a moment to say who Jesus is to me Jesus is life, The air I’m breathing Why my heart is beating Everything I’m needing Jesus is life Imagine the deepest sea without a drop of water An infinite galaxy without even one single star That’s how I would be…so absolutely empty Without Jesus’ life in me there’d be no life at all More than just a part, He’s the very heart of everything I am This is my position concerning my condition This is my position, my life by definition Jesus is life ~Steven Curtis Chapman Jesus is Life

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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

   Anime Quiz!

	Ok, I'm holding a contest. It will be a simple 8 question with random trvia from various animes that I've seen. It was gonna be ten but then my brain quit. To enter, simply PM me your answers. Do NOT post them in comments, or else other people can steal your answers, and you wouldn't want that, now would you? Prizes: 1st place gets a 300x100 banner with the anime character of their choice on it. If I get enough entries, 2nd place will be a 80x33 button. ^_~ Here are the questions: #1. InuYasha (from InuYasha) is half human and half what? #2. How many automail limbs does Edward Elric (from FullMetal Alchemist) have? #3. What is Major Kusanagi's first name? (from Ghost in the Shell) #4. What is Sailor Moon's first name? (bonus points if you know both English and Japanese names!) #5. In the InuYasha anime, Kikyo's eyes are brown. What color are they in the manga? #6. What is the full Japanese title of FullMetal Alchemist? #7. What breed of dog does Togusa (from Ghost in the Shell) have? #8. Name all 3 of Kagome's modern era friends. (from InuYasha) --That's it! Can't you tell I'm an Adult Swim freak?

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Sunday, May 29, 2005

Just a quick update...

	I don't really feel like writing a whole lot at the moment, so this'll be short. I got my hair cut the other day. I might post pics tomorrow. ^_^ Oh and go take my quiz: http://taintedivory.friendtest.com/

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Monday, May 23, 2005

   New Tables

	Well, after much Googling I finally figured out how to make transparent tables. I wasn't too fond of the solid purple ones. Right now it's 50% transparent. Any tips on how I can improve the tables? Maybe a border, or less transparent, or perhaps blue tables instead? Please lemme know. ^_^ I'm heading for bed now(it's 4:54AM lol), I'll check back in the morning though.

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   Drained...

	This has been one of the most busy weekends of my life. Now I don't have much of a life, so when I actually get off of the computer it's an occasion to celebrate! XD Anyway, Let's just start form the beginning. Chances are half of this will be pointless, so if anyone actually reads the whole thing they uh... get a cookie! XD Friday: Woke up around noon, put on clothes and jumped in the van with the rest of my family to head to Watertown.(A city about an hour away) My dad had to pick up some stuff he got in an auction so while we were there we went to the mall the get a bathing suit for me. All we have in my town is a Wal-Mart and all they have is bikinis. o.o;; So anyway we're at Old Navy and I find this cute black tankini with flowers on it. I try it on and it fits good, but the bottom was low-rise and mom said it showed too much of my stomach. So finally I convinced that we could just buy a skirt to go with it. So she paid an extra 10 bucks for the skirt and then I started heading for Borders. Mom is all "Beth we're going to the shoe store." so ended up going to Payless and spending like 40 bucks when mom didn't even need new shoes and dad didn't want any. So then finally we get to Borders, I buy a Animerica magazine and my little brother, Andrew, got a SpiderMan book. Animerica had Ed on the cover and a FMA sample manga! ^_^ *molests Ed mutliple times* x3 So /then/...(i talk alot, don't I?) we were headed for Hammond(45 min from Watertown) where my grandparents live for supper. Mom had to work in Heuvelton though so once we got to Hammond mom was gonna leave to go to work. Well on our wya I'm all "Oh crap it's Friday. The Youth group is going bowling in Heuvelton at 6!" My friend Jennifer (aka Niffer) was supposed to be coming with me though, but we couldn't drive all the way back to Ogdensburg (where I live) to pick her up for bowling. So I go with my mom to where she works and call Niffer from there. Niffer's parents gave her and April(another friend of mine) a ride to Heuvelton though, so it was all good. Bowling was so-so. I sucked, I bowled a 78. T_T It was kinda fun, though I felt somewhat left out. We had planned on Rachel(yet another friend of mine xD) and her big brother driving us home. Well the adults had a problem with that because rachel's brother it sa teenager still. Then Niffer got all pissy just because we couldn't all ride in the same car. So Niffer is outside complaining and April agreed with her but wasn't as mad and me and Rachel were just thinking "Shut up! It's a ten minute car ride!" but of course we didn't say that. So then we all have ice cream and then we go our seperate ways and I had the whole house to myself for about an hour. x3 Saturday: Um... Saturday is kinda hazy. Woke up around 3PM, tried calling Niffer but she wasn't home. Got on the computer, and then around 7 or so my keyboard started whackin out on me. I kept getting a 301 keyboard error (the sticky key error) but I can't find the stuck key(s). So I migrated out of my room and across the living room to my mom's computer, where I still am right now. Then I stayed on the computer till 4, talking with Brandi (liquidsilver) about random crap. Then all of a sudden I hear my dad's alarm clock go off and realize that gets up at 4 on Sunday mornings for work. So I'm all "g2g i hear an alarm clock" and instead of actually logging off and stuff i just held down the power button till it turned off. XD Jumped in bed and pretended to be asleep, then after like ten minutes dad leaves and I get up to take a shower. Didn't get to bed till 5:30 and I had to wake up at 8:30. T_T Sunday: Woke up around 8:45-ish, had coffee, called Niffer to see if she was coming to Church with me or not. She said she could come with us. =3 So we pick up Niffer and get to Church at about 9:49, just a few minutes late. x3 After church I went to Niffer's house. We ate donuts and Rice-a-roni. Yummeh. x3 We did the usual: talk on the phone. So we called this one guy Niffer knows from camp, his name was Brandon I believe. He was all "Can't spell crap without rap!" and I'm all "It depends on if your speaking in Japanese or not xP" and then it kinda went on from there. I knew there were other otakus in this piece of crap state they call New York! ...Then a lil before 4 mom comes to pick up us up and take us to the Boys & Girls club where our Church is having a volleyball game between between the Youth(teens, grades 7-12) and the Young Adults(ages 20-28). The Young Adults won the first three games, and then on the last game I was getting tired so my dad took my place. That was the only game we won. T_T I did horribly, except this one time I was serving and the score was Youth:5, Young Adults:9. Then I got five more points which made it 10-9. Oh and after the second game Andy Best, one of the Young Adults, came over to play on our team. *drool* He is SO FRIGGIN HOT!! Too bad he's 10 years older than me. ;_; Oh and my rival, Charette, whom I can't stand, hit me in the face with the volleyball! X_X Sure, not on purpose though. T_T Well then on the way out me and Niffer walk out of the gym and then she goes, "Oops, hold on a second..." backs up in the gym, looks at something, and then walks away again. In the parking she explained it to me: shirtless Andy. Yes, I missed a very hot and very shirtless Andy. Niffer shall die. So then I come home, collapse on my bed even though I'm supposed to be babysitting, and sleep from 6PM to 11:30PM. XD I woke up as eveyrone else was going to bed, waited a few more minutes, and then got up and got on the computer. XD Right now it's 3:35AM ^^;;

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

   Titles Suck

	Earlier today I was sitting down on my computer as always when my one of bestest RL buddies, Jennifer IMed me from Invisible mode. Well we started playing checkers and we were arguing over who would win. Niffer suggested a bet, so I agreed. Loser pays for the Wal-Mart cafe. They have awesome nachos and chili dogs and stuff, and it's real cheap. XD Well... I lost. T___T;; Now I need a way to get 5-6 bucks by Sunday afternoon. ::le sigh:: Such is life. ----- FMA is only on weekdays now, and reruns. Alotta people are complaining about this, but honestly I quite enjoy it. I mean, looking back I understand so much more of it now than I did then. Like in episode two when Lust says "You'll have to stay in this form for awhile longer, Envy." (I'm paraphrasing XP) I mean sure, it'll be like two months till new eppies of Ed, but I'll survive.... maybe. ----- Anyway, I added 3 new greetings last night. n__n Go check em out, mkay? If you have any suggestions for new ones I should make lemme know and I'll see what I can do. This one didn't get accepted for some reason, so I leave you with this picture of everyone's favorite palm tree...

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Sunday, May 15, 2005

   Fear My Creations!

	^_^ Check out 'greetings' at the very bottom of my page, or just go here: http://greetings.theotaku.com/view.php?action=retrieve&id=25529 I have some kool Ed banners that shall be up in a little while as well.

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Friday, May 13, 2005

In My Grave

	A poem I made up about two months ago or so. I found it last night in my documents and posted it somewhere else, and then today LiquidSilver put up one of her poems, so I figured, why not? I smiled, to cover up the pain. I laughed, to hide away my tears. I wanted you to know the real me, My strength, my weakness, my fears. Though my outer shell was cheerful and bright, You didn’t know that I cried each night, I tried to wish the world away. I’d lie in bed, and I’d scream and I’d pray. Deep inside I was confused and scared, Wondering if anyone truly cared. No one seemed to worry about me, So I wished to die, and be set free. I decided to go, When I should’ve stayed. Now I lie in my grave, And I cry and I pray. B.M.R. 2005

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