Sunday, August 5, 2007

news?? not much :P
talked some today. i'm backing down with the whole "you need a gf" thing. i think i touched a nerve. it's just...what a shame!! it's simply retarded that someone so awesome chooses to be alone. although it's silly, really, to think that i'm any better than he is. i mean, just because a relationship would make me happy, that doesnt necessarily mean that it's the same in his reality.
...i can't help but wonder if the idea of the opportunity was enough. i wanna move one, i'm sick of this, for months and months on end..just so sick of it, yet, when i start talking, the desire to move on almost fades away, just a sillouette in the back of my mind..and then the topic comes up and it rushes back, all at once! i can't seem to make up my mind. especially since moving on the first time turned out to be a bad idea..the idea of moving on is almost frightening..although assuming he keeps this attitude of his, i dont see him getting a gf any time soon, so i guess i'm stuck here for now.

it's almost tranquil, staying in this situation. unsure of anything. it's hard to describe. i like it, but i kinda want it to go somewhere, too...as improbable as that is.
oh well.

maybe i'll use to oppurtunity to let go for awhile..i dunno. it's weird, but i feel almost at peace this way. just content. maybe it's best that way.

oh well, in short i guess i'll continue doing nothing. yay!

oh well, i lost my train of thought, so i guess i'm gonna go to sleep now. byebyes ^_^

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Friday, August 3, 2007

not much new today.
i tried to convince my crush to get a gf, like i have been for a few days now. he refuses and i can't figure out why >< the dumby head. TT i've kinda wanted to ask him out for awhile but don't think it's a good idea, but we know how i am, if the option is there for too long chances are i'm gonna take it. therefore i don't want the option anymore, in fact i prefer to avoid the situation entirley, like we've been doing for the past few months : dance around the subject to see if the feeling's still there, and once confirmed let it be. anything more than that is just silly, he'd reject me anyway.
anyway's, i'm done talkin about this, so MOVING ON

i redid my entire myspace page cause i was bored, and now it looks pretty! yay ^^

back to talkin to skyler, i havent seen him since i was in school. not the one i liked the first time, but the other skyler, remember him? we chat on myspace now, yay.

Ozzie got himself in a car wreck. moron. everyone's ok though, so that's a releif.

i intend to add some more of my art soon! yaaaayyyy!!!

~Ivy~
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facebook
yep, i finally sort of figured out facebook. check out my pictures guys, so that you can poke fun at me easier ^^

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=6468&l=1d166&id=595227518

and what's super special awesome is that you don't need a facebook thinger to see them, unlike crappy myspace. although someone needs to comment my myspace pictures, too. *looks at Annie*

~Ivy~
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Thursday, August 2, 2007

boredom today!
yay boredom ^^ and confusish-ness.

i have done manga in awhile, but i'm working on character designs for a new one. it looks ok, but i need to get the basic plot straight :P what fun.

someone needs to comment my myspace pictures, lol. cure some of my boredom ^^

ok, i cant think of much more to post, so i guess i'm done.
~Ivy~
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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

news?
Rose is leaving tomorrow.

We got pictures today, what fun! they're on my myspace ^^

HUGGLES FOR EVERYONE and i hath nothing new to report yet :)
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007

boredom!
hehe, i'm bored, yay :)

did some cleaning today. and that's about it.
have the house to myself tomorrow, yay-eth-ness.
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Monday, July 30, 2007

overnights
Rose came this week, and the other day i spent the night at Amanda's house and she stopped by to say hi, so we hung out for awhile. we messed with the ouji board just asking questions after setting up barriers of course as a precaution,of course, and we tapped into our higher consciousness. long story short, we discovered a valid reason that i should forgive Rose and be friends again ^^ so that's some good news.

after that, Rose spent the night at my house, and the day after that we both went back to amanda's. last night was such fun! but the story is too long and confusing to go into right now :)

hope you all had as much fun as i did!
~Ivy~
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Thursday, July 26, 2007

rose is back
staying with a close friend of mine. i dunno if i wanna see her though, even if i dont like skyler anymore. oh well, w/e. weird, i was so enthusiastic last year.

havent seen my crush in awhile, it kinda sucks.

ok, you know that giddy laugh you get when you talk to a guy you like, and you just randomly start giggling? well i've talked to him so much i do that to everyone now XD no matter what they're talking about, i just radomly start cracking up in conversation. it's slightly comical.

talked to my ex today. he says my crush is an idiot for not liking me XD which is silly, really. cause he kinda does, lol. oh well, he needn't know. :)

umm..pretty good day, hehe :D

Angel, Salem, and Wolfy, if you guys have myspace, add me! http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=187817364


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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

ok, let's talk about...i dunno.
today was cool. i went to tessa's for a few hours. it was fun.

talked to my crush a lot today..i gotta say, he has the most charming laugh i think i've ever heard. and that could very well be the strangest thing i've ever noticed about a guy. here i know this really cute guy, he looks somewhat handsom almost, and i notice his laugh XD

hey, here's a good question for you guys: do you think a relationship could work between two people of extremley different religions? (hypothetically, of course)

got a pretty lime green shirt today. yay.

my mom was talking about paying me to babysit. more yay.

~Ivory~Vines~

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Monday, July 23, 2007

rantings and musings.
stayed up all night talking to the guy i like. about philosophies and such. he's cristian, but it's weird, i dont feel quite as judged as i usually do. we havent actually talked like that in awhile, we held an intelligent conversation for hours. it's really awesome. far better than last year, anyway. i almost wanna rant about it, but i think i've done enough of that for one night.
I have another friend that i'm sure would disapprove, though. that kinda sucks, but i am not dismayed ^^ and i can't help how i feel, anyway. and it doesnt matter what anyone else thinks.

alright, that's enough ranting for now. you guys will hear bits and peices of him soon enough. this should be interesting :)

~Ivory~Vines~Lead~
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