Friday, May 5, 2006

   hahahahah, house to meself
my parents are on vacation with my lil sis in las vegas and i got to stay home! i got some of me stones back and i'm gonna heal myself! i got to spend the night at ozzie's house last night, first time we had an overnight in years. we got in a nothing arguement over whether he could beat skyler in a fight or not. lol, and who got to play Grand Theft Auto first! it was a blast!

--Bond-Over-Blood--

oh, and i got a neato book on Vampirism from the library.if anyone has any information on it, please private message me! thx oodles! oh, and if you're curious too, go to www.drinkdeepyanddream.com, it answers almost any questions, it's great!
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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

alack...?
ummm...yesterday after lunch i asked skyler for a "friendship kiss" (something he used to do before we started dating, t'was just a kiss on the forehead) and he got all quiet so that's a "hell no" and it was really awkward. i had to apologize today, i felt so bad, but i just HAD to test for two reasons:

1: i had to see how far i could look into the whole "boys' dressing room incident)
2:i was still wondering whether he lied when he said he actually liked me. my conclusion is:

1: i can't look into it, it was a trust thing.
2: yes, he wa ssincere. but it's over.

so yeah, it sux, but i'm ok i guess. i won't admit it to him or Rose (they always say this) but i think i kind of like Ozzie. he's like a brother to me, so it's a bit...odd...i dunno, i haven't decided yet.

--Bond-Over-Blood---
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Tuesday, May 2, 2006

   hahaha, this smiley is AWESOME
hahaha...this sucks. now i like him all over again, lol. i blame Axe body spray. I SWEAR THOUGH THE ENTIRE ROOM!!! i don't trust that shit anymore, really.i've been wearing a lot of red lately too, lol. (for those of you that know your colors and meanings)mwahahahahahaha! i'm pestering him now to get him to pick a day to go hiking because i've got him emailing my friend Rose and they need to see eachother cause it will be just dandy. that's my new word: Dandy.

--Bond-Over-Blood--

(oh, and what do you guys think of the new signature?)
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Monday, May 1, 2006

   OMG i saw skyler's play
and it was AWESOME he did so well, i am SO proud of him. had to pay ten dollars to see it tho, and my mom got all pissed cause she had to go out of her way cause i "guilted her into it" but it was SO worth it. he said one line throughout the whole thing and then he danced a little bit, but it was funny cause he was overzealous about it. i loved it, it was Sound of Music and it was really good. he was "the Baron" whatever that means. but he did so well, and the way he did his HAIR don't even get me started...looked like a sexy beathoven, lol! i told him it was cute and made me wanna make-out with a deaf person. he responded by not responding. haha, and after the show we were talking till we got to the boy's DRESSING ROOM and i just stopped at the door. it was funny, he came out ans said "it's ok, you can come in, no one's doing anything obscene in here." so i followed him in and he started taking off his shirt (i dunno what was on HIS mind, don't tell anyone annie) and i tried my best not to look. it was kinda funny, the whole room smelled like Axe and i'm pretty sure there's some hormone in there that scientifically engineers the train of thought of women, i swear...lol, but thank GOODNESS he warned me after he got his shirt off he ws all like "ok, i'm gonna tchange my pants now, i think you might wanna go" and i left and called my mom who promptly flipped ou and asked where i was (she was in the parking lot) and it sucked and i had to go. so i went back in (i knocked first, lol) and told him i had to go, and he came and hugged me (with a sock on his hand, no less, because by then he had his pants on, lol)and i hugged him and left and ranted about it for hours to Rose (he shouldv'e been a Nazi, hahaha) but OMG i saw him wihout a shirt on, i'm a bad person.

--Bond-Over-Blood--
Ivory
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Friday, April 28, 2006

thank you
iwant to thank AngelBestDream and MagickSalem for helping me get through my recent ordeals: thanks guys, you two are sincerely AWESOME and i wish you guys lots of good energy and luck in whatever pursuits youre...pursuing!

~Ivory~Vines~Lead~
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   i feel rather more content today
i'm ok with life right now. my mom has decided not to lecture me about seeing as she doesnt like lecturing and i dont like being lectured. however, she is really sneaky and will check any sites i have been on, will chack anything i'm a part of, will search all my friends, ect. i am, however, really glad to see all my friends pull together the way they are to help me through this. it really reminds me that i'm special and appreciated.

~Ivory~Vines~
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Thursday, April 27, 2006

   OMFG
my grandma called last night. she's wiccan too and she let slip to my mother that i know a healer and she asked (right off the bat, too) whether it's skyler. i wasn't gonna rat him out, so i tolder no, it was dylan (another name i pulled outta my ass) but she doesn't beleive me and next year i might go to another school full of druggies and gay cowboys and if i go there i'll probably be raped and jumped everyday.
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

   hey guys, everythings blown over already!
my mom's convinced that i'm goin' 'good' in her book, and i already gave all my stones away to Skyler so i'm set there. i told my mom that i broke it off with my "friends" and now i'm better! i'm so lucky to be ALIVE whoohoo!!! so all i have to do is go along with this for a few more years and when i'm 18 i can move in with Willow and Rose wherever we'll be and then i'm set and my parents can disown me all they want. so HELL YAY

~Ivory~Vines~Lead~
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   parents
My parents have just discovered i'm wiccan yesterday. they're so pissed that they want to keep me from school (which is illegal) so does anyone have any bright ideas as to how to let this this whole thing blow over well? thx guys

~Ivory~Vines~Lead~
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Thursday, April 20, 2006

   ah, nothing much
nothing is happening anymore, i feel very melancholy. i got a new
cd it's badass (tho not dane cook)

~Ivory~Vines~Lead~
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