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Sunday, August 5, 2007

news?? not much :P
talked some today. i'm backing down with the whole "you need a gf" thing. i think i touched a nerve. it's just...what a shame!! it's simply retarded that someone so awesome chooses to be alone. although it's silly, really, to think that i'm any better than he is. i mean, just because a relationship would make me happy, that doesnt necessarily mean that it's the same in his reality.
...i can't help but wonder if the idea of the opportunity was enough. i wanna move one, i'm sick of this, for months and months on end..just so sick of it, yet, when i start talking, the desire to move on almost fades away, just a sillouette in the back of my mind..and then the topic comes up and it rushes back, all at once! i can't seem to make up my mind. especially since moving on the first time turned out to be a bad idea..the idea of moving on is almost frightening..although assuming he keeps this attitude of his, i dont see him getting a gf any time soon, so i guess i'm stuck here for now.

it's almost tranquil, staying in this situation. unsure of anything. it's hard to describe. i like it, but i kinda want it to go somewhere, too...as improbable as that is.
oh well.

maybe i'll use to oppurtunity to let go for awhile..i dunno. it's weird, but i feel almost at peace this way. just content. maybe it's best that way.

oh well, in short i guess i'll continue doing nothing. yay!

oh well, i lost my train of thought, so i guess i'm gonna go to sleep now. byebyes ^_^
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