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Thursday, June 24, 2004


   I'm back
Like the entry suggests, I'm back. A lot has happened since my subtle dissappearance.

The unexpected entry of the life of another....a significant other....has caused a lot of complications.

Now that I look back on it I'm starting to doubt that her company was worth the complications and pain.

However...I have to admit that I still grieve the loss of her.

Now, once again, emptied of any emotion (or at least any expressed in public) I restart this trek through life.

Through the summer I will wait.....left alone with distant memories of when we were together, waiting for another school year to start. Another year of work to preoccupy myself.

To restart life again with such a lost is overwhelming. Maybe it's not as bad as what I think, however it's still a significant lost in terms of what I've experienced before and what I put into it.

To put so much trust into a single person, and then have that person break you.....I think that would be a major loss.

This is my reconstruction I think...sarcasticly. I start with fixing up this site once again.

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