Friday, November 3, 2006

   I don't know why I am using that mood...
I woke up fairly early! Yay for me! I am some what entergetic too. Oh and my turned out decent, so I think today is going to be a good day. That and it's FRIDAY!!

So I am helping my freind with her account here. She and I would appreciate it if you would stop by. I am still working on it, its a bit hard because when I am working on it she is not there to tell me if it's ok or not. So please bear with me. I still need to work on my site too, lol. I just have too much on my plate. I have to go cause I am sitting in someone spot. My computer wasn't working today, the mouse isn't responding.

Song of the day is to be put up later on today.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Thursday, November 2, 2006

1000 hits! Thank you! Thank you!
Thank you guys so much I never thought I would get so many.

So yesterday I finally finished my project and well it's bad but atleast I got it done. I don't know why I am always so tired and can never get up on time. I think I may need to go to the doctor. Yesterday about 12 I started feeling bad and my legs got so super numb that it hurt.

The day after tomorrow is... GUESS! Guess what it is. If you guessed Saturday your right! I am so excited! I am going to watch anime if its the last thing I do. lol.

I have to go do calculator but I will be right back.

** Ok I am back. Sorry about that. I have finished the 70 vocab words that are do tomorrow during lunch. I have a ton of things to do when I get off of work. I am so messed up on time. A lot of my classmates from my BCIS class are getting accounts here. I haven't had a freind on here that I knew at school. It's going to be different. I liked not having that because I could tell you all with out worrying but it will be ok

I have to go.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Wednesday, November 1, 2006

Thank you all for your support
I want to thank you for always supporting me and never saying anything negative. I am sorry that I haven't been visiting sites and such. But I didn't even have time to study for my test and do my home work. I was working at the haunted house yesterday and by the time I got home I was so tired I just went to bed. That resulted in my waking up late and being tardy to class.

Speaking of tardy to classes. They started this whole if your tardy to class you get a 90 min d-hall and I think its so stupid! I am late to class but for good reasons. Oh well I guess I just better not get caught. lol.

That cemetery tour is at 6:45. So I guess I will miss Naruto. I have to go since the bell rang. Hopefully I can be back later.

OKIE DOKIE!! I am back. So yeah the whole Hour and a half d-hall is stupid. I umm have had an ok day so far. I took my ROTC and Senior pics today. The whole senior class was on the bleachers and I thought I was going to fall to my death. ( i was on the top bleacher/row)

I started feeling sick about an hour ago. I hate feeling sick at school.

Song of the day is ... Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. I need to look up some more songs.

I need to go cause I have a ton of homework.

Have an awesome day!

Jess
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

All that shimmers is sure to fade away.
It seems that it has been forever since I last updated. I tried to yesterday but I didn't finish due to a test.

I caught the end of Naruto so at least i saw that Saturday. I couldn't stay up so i just went to bed. I am going to plan better this week-end but I have a cemetary tour and I don't think I will be able to see Naruto.

I have to go but I shall return. Song of the day is... Call Me When Your Sober by Evanencse (sorry for the spelling)

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Thursday, October 26, 2006

Getting better...
Well I think that I am starting to get better. Let's just hope that nothing happens to change that.

Today I am meeting with someone about moving out. I am so nervous and excited. I am ready but then my fears make me doubt my decision. I have no choice but to move forward, I just hope I don't fall so hard that I won't get up again. I am going to apply at Target so I hope that works out.

Which reminds me I dont think I ever thank you for always supporting me and giving me courage well, THANK YOU!! You all dont know how I appreciate the help all of you offer.

Does anyone know of they are going to replay the Naruto from last Saturday again this Saturday? I think I have to work at the Haunted House but I don't think we will be there that late.

I wish my stomach would stop bothering me.

SOng of the day... Christina Aguilara's Hurt. I heard it this morning and it makes me wanna cry.

Have an awesome day!

Jess
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006

I am in my uniform and it feels so... wierd.
I haven't been in this thing since last year. To tell you the truth I didn't think I would be back. (in ROTC)

So last night I stayed up until about 11 and I am so tired. Last night 8:30 felt like 10. I still didn't get everything done and as a result from going to bed late I didn't wake up on time. I remember dreaming about all the things I need to do. When will I ever get away?! lol.

Doesn't feel like a Wednesday. I have to go, have to try and catch up.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess

Almost forgot, song of the day is... Popa Roach's Scars. Bye!
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

It feel like a Monday...
It feels that way to me because I didn't have school yesterday. I didn't put enough blankets on last night.

I am starting to feel the consequences of taking on too much at one time. I keep forgetting things due to the load. I am constantly worrying about money, which I understand I will be doing when I move out, but I haven't moved out yet. I always have to be doing something for a club. I JUST HAVE TOO MUCH!!!! Ok sorry about that, now that I got that out of my system I am ok. I am not ready to be back in school. I need about another two or three weeks off, lol. I have decided that I am going to start applying for jobs. I have only had two jobs and never had to apply, so this is my first time. I also worry about transportation. I am always worrying.

I have missed the past four Saturdays of anime. I heard the last episode of Naruto was pretty neat. I am determined not to miss this Saturday. Lets see what happens. I think I am going to apply in a coffee shop or the new Olive Garden we are getting. I dunno.

School work calls me, I have to go.

Song of the day is ... High and Mighty Color's Pride. Love that song.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Monday, October 23, 2006

I am not Dead! (or at least I dont think I am)
lol. Yes ladies and gentleman I am not dead. But sometimes I make myself wonder.

So many things have happened since I have been gone. But its just too much to try and remember it all and plus I am having trouble typing. I am sorry to announce that my crazy mother has taken away my internet so I will be able to visit less often. I will try my best to update early in the morning but we will see how that goes.

I took my test and I am pretty sure that I failed. I am going to be going back to ROTC tomorrow and I am nervous and excited.I think my mom read my journal which makes me super mad. Grr! I talked to some people today and it looks like I might be moving out before December. It makes me very nervous but very excited at the same time. I am sad though because I dont want to upset my family but right now I need to take care of myself. That seems so selfish, but I have put myself off for a long time.

Well looking at what I have just posted makes me laugh cause I thought this was going to be short.

Song of the day is Sarah Mclachlan's Adia. I love that song.

I have to go but wish me luck tomorrow I have been in the just sit there and cry feeling lately.

Have an awesome day!

Jess
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Test today
Well the day has come where I have to retake the test in order to graduate. I hate tests and to tell you the truth I am so nervous.

Ok so I have been sick the past couple of days and I am SO ready to get rid of it.

Song of the day is ... Reliant K's Be My Escape.

I don't have much to say anymore. I hope everyone has a good day!

Jess
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Monday, October 16, 2006

Monday monday Monday!
Todays song of the day is ... Sat Anything's Alive With the Glory of Love. Heard it this morning too.

I talked to the ass, he isn't such an ass anymore. I dunno. Today has been just ok. I woke up late and made it to class on time, just barely.

Some other things happened and well yeah you probably dont care. I am out.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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