Sunday, October 15, 2006

It's been a while...
I am sorry I haven't been able to be on. I will tell you all what happened yesterday.

It was go go go since the minute I woke up. I was running late and had to be at school for the ROTC belgian waffle breakfast. These are waffles the size of your plates and its all you can eat. They are very good but I can't finish one. Anyway my ex's mother was there (the one who is acting like an ass) and for some reason she was talking about me. I wish I knew what she said. After that I had tutoring. Then I had to go cash my check and get ready for my cousin's b-day party and I could only spend an hour there because I had to go to an elementary school for a festival. This b-day party was for a four year old and for some reason all the little ones wanted me to play with them and would try to pull me different ways. I love kids but I am NEVER going to have my own EVER. But it was fun playing with them. I spent about 3 hours at that festival, when I got out it seemed late. i missed anime yet again. This is the second time in a row.

I feel drained lol. No energy as of now. I am hoping that 2 whataburger taquitos and a large coke will change that.

I was planning to spend most of the day in bed but others have other plans for me. When will I ever get a break? I am going to try to get like a nap in today though.

Song of the day is ... Hate (I Really Don't Like You) by the Plain White T's. Love that song.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

I forgot a subject yesterday...
Song of the day is... Hawthorne Height's Ohio is for Lovers and Saying Sorry. Today there is two. Hehe.

So I have consumed two, count that two, AMPs. I am SO wired and I am so ready for another one. Amp is an energy drink for those who might not know.

I am wearing my WATCH MORE ANIME shirt. Love it. So ok I sit at a different table to get away from Andy and guess what, he sits there too. I move yet again and he follows me! Why can't the kid get a clue?! I even deleted him from my myspace which he probably hasn't even noticed yet. He is probably talking to me now because its a chase now, or a challege, I am not interested. You know? I don't know if that makes sense. MAN he makes me mad.

In Government we played Monopoly it was fun! I got 2nd, which rocks because my freind was making fun of me because I had to keep paying him money. He was the second person to get out of the game.

I have to go but have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Song of the day is Bad Day from Fuel.

Today I got really upset at lunch Andy was adn is being a complete and total ass. Me and my freind got up and left. I even told him he was being an ass. *sorry for them many uses of ass* He is so stupid and I can't believe that I liked him. And this girl that started eating with us because of him wouldn't shut up about the damn peanut butter. I wanted to tell her to shut up about the f*cking peanut Butter. She is so attention starved. I HATE her and it takes a lot for me to really dislike someone. Like she "lost" her voice yesterday and Brian goes so you got your voice back? because she was being pretty loud. She goes yeah but its still messed up. *rolls eyes* I want to hit her so bad!

I hate guys and high school right now.

It is storming right now. Got to go cause it thundered.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Monday, October 9, 2006

Bad moods are common with me now...
Why does it seem that when your down that everyone kicks you? I dunno I just feel really crappy. *Excuse my french* Sorry if I just ramble and rant, I hope you understand.

Homecoming was ok, it wasn't that great. I wore my black heels and my feet are still killing me. lol.

I actually left lunch early today though I didn't get much work done. I am so mad at him and I can't completly understand why. My counsleour (sp) said that it isn't fair to be mad at him and not let him know why. But he most likely doesn't care. 99.9% sure he doesn't care. I just hate life right now. I can't wait to move out so I can just take my mind off of the current things I am thinking about now. I know that is wrong but Ican't help it. It is almost time to go. I hope I am going to have some time to go to college with my friend today.

Song of the day... Train's Calling All Angels.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Saturday, October 7, 2006

HOMECOMING
It seems too early for it. Or something it just doesn't feel like the right time. But Homecoming is tonight. We lost our football game yesterday. No big surprise there. I am trying to decide how I am going to do my hair. I have never tried to do my own because I am so bad at it. I hope it works out.

I think that means we miss Naruto because the dance starts at 8:00. I think we sold about 1300 tickets but everyone leaves after pictures but still thats a lot of people. I have decided that I am going to wear my black dress. But I don't have any money so I can't have someone do my hair, buy accesories (not like I need it), or get pictures. I am hoping that my mom gives me some money so I can buy pictures because this is my senior/last year. I dunno.

Enough of that. It's getting old, lol. Oh I keep forgetting to post this but my theme has passed it timeof a month but I like it so much that I am going to keep it for a bit longer. That and I havent really decided about the next theme. I am still in the sad mood. I am not sure.

Song of the day is..... Evanescence's Call Me When Your Sober.

I have to go start getting ready for the day in a bit. So everyone have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Friday, October 6, 2006

YAY for Friday!!!
Today is spirit day and I decided if I but a black ribbon in my hair that was spirit enough. lol, I also wore a school shirt.

I am so glad that is Friday I am going to sleep in tomorrow. I can't believe that Homecoming is tomorrow. I cant wait for the game tonite.

I went to a Candlelight pep-rally and it was awesome. Seniors were togas and Juniors were gladiator things. I wore a toga. It was very eventful and funny. The best part was when the guys went up there and danced. It was hilarious. That and the football player singing I'm A Little Tea Pot.

I haven't been able to go to a home game until now because of my mom, so I am really excited. I love football games. My Aunt turned on the lights trying to attempt to get me out of bed. That is the worst thing you can do to me. I get grouchy and, well its bad.


Song of the day, this is getting hard.

Breaking the Habit by Linkin Park.

I hope you all have a wonderful Friday!

Jess

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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

What day is today?
Well I am super tired! I GOT MY HAIR CUT TOO! I like it. Thing is now I can't get my hair done for homecoming. oh well.

Today is nerd day at our school. I was going to get dressed up but I just don't feel like it.

Ok again today I have nothing to post about. What is the world coming to?! lol.

Song of the day is Blink 182's I Miss You. Oh I talked to the "guy", he said he wasn't talking to me because he is busy/tired. Ha he wasn't so busy/tired at lunch was he to talk and be entergetic with that girl. I don't care anymore. I really don't. I have to get my report typed but I shall be back soon.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Tuesday, October 3, 2006

Tired and it's only Tuesday
Waking up at 4:40 yesterday got the best of me yesterday.

I was looking at yesterdays postand noticed it was a short one. Guess what comes out today guys! The Killers cd called Sam's Town. I want to get it so bad. I also want to get My Chemical Romance's cd, Black Parade. But I don't know if it's out or still has some time. So the song of the day is...

My Chemical Romance's Welcome to the Black Parade. I saw that music video yesterday morning and I loved it.

Ok I keep running out of things to say. I CANT wait until Saturday. I just remembered I might be out of town for competition and I have Homecoming. That may mean no anime, Naruto to be exact. OH No!

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Monday, October 2, 2006

Mondays are the worst...
I asked my classmate to go to homecoming with me and he couldn't because he has a game. He was really sweet about it. So the search continues. lol.

I am not sure if I want to go with anyone but I think I do since it is my senior year.

Nothing much has happened. Well I have to go. But before I do here is the song of the day...

Bad Day by Fuel.

I hope you all have a wonderful day, even though it is Monday.

Jess
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Saturday, September 30, 2006

ANIME SATURDAY!! YAY!
I am so glad that it is Saturday. I just hope that I can stay up tonight. I went to bed at 1:00 last night plus I have been having problems sleeping. I sure hope I can.

Ok nothing much has happened really. The guy ignored me and hasn't returned my phone call. This is going to end badly. Oh well. I don't care anymore. If he is going to treat me like that I don't need him. I just wish I would have regonized that earlier.

I don't know why people are so determined to tell me to forget him and that there is someone else out there for me. I agree with the forget him part, but I don't agree with the someone else part. I guess I have been hurt so much I just don't think I can take another "beating". Sorry guys I bet you don't care.

Song of the day is *drum roll* Papa Roach's, This is My Last Resort.

I am going to add a quote that I found today. (@ quoteland.com)

"Feelings are not supposed to be logical. Dangerous is the man who has rationalized his emotions." - -David Borenstein

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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