Wednesday, August 2, 2006

800! TYhank you!!
Thank you guys so much for understanding. I think I have relaxed a bit but I am still stressed. I have to go to registration on Friday so I will be home this week-end. I will be home for good on the 12th of August. On my last post I put that I would be home July 17th I meant August. Sorry. I think things will calm down once I go home. I wont be able to visit as often as I had until I get everything under control. I want to visit today but I am sure that I won't get everybody today. Sorry again.

I am almost done typing Hidden Masquerade. This week-end is going to be a pain. Too much to do. I leave tomorrow, so I most likely won't have time to post or visit.

Going to go visit.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Monday, July 31, 2006

Just a recap.
I am totally over stressed and I think I am going to take a break. I am soo sorry if I hadn't made it to your site. I just can't handle it. I dunno when I will be back. It might not be until school starts again but it won't be after that. (Aug 21) I am not sure. IF you want to reach me I think the only thing I am going to be checking on the net is my e-mail so feel free to send me a note. (jessi_3vil88@yahoo.com) Thanks a lot!

I posted that on Friday and I just stopped by to check pms and repost it incase anybody wonders.

I will be back at home on July 17, 2006 and I am so happy about that. I think JD Person has a wonderful idea and I might do that. I don't know if my break from everything will be long or short. I have a lot to accomplish in a short amount of time. I may or may not check my site or pms. I have no idea. I am sorry again that I won't be making it to your sites and I hope to make it up to you when I get back from my "Break". I still have a bunch to do on my summer reading for school so..Yep. Can't wait to be back.

Have many wonderful days!

Jess
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Friday, July 28, 2006

   I finally get to post!!
"...I'm blending in so You won't even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate"~Reliant K

Sorry it took so long, I didn't have any time, well some. But very little. Now I finally get to post what I have been wanting to post I just hope that I remember what it was and hopefully visit.

I was thinking on the the way to work one morning, Do we ever take the time to really think about what lyrics mean? I sometimes do because I quote them to express how I feel or I like the song. But if we look for the true meaning are we just looking beyond what the artist is singing about? Looking for a hidden meaning that isn't there? I quickly stopped thinking about it cause it made my head hurt. lol. So I want to know what you think.

One of the stories that I was posting on Fictionpress I had to delete. If any one would like to help me, please let me know!!

I recorded late night tv on Tuesday and Inuyasha was on. Well I woke up because the tv turned it self on and it was playing the last part. Well the next day i watched the tape and where the tv had turned on is where the tape stopped. And it was the best part!!! It was almost over. One of the adultswim commercials said that Inuyasha comes on at 1:30 but i dunno. I guess they had to make time for PeeWee (don't like the show) and IPGX since toonami wasn't going to play it anymore (IGPX).

One last question. Actually two. Would bringing info from the news be too boring and take up too much room? Would it be annoying and a waste of time?

Have a wonderful day!

Jess

**UPDATE** (4:05)

I am totally over stressed and I think I am going to take a break. I am soo sorry if I hadn't made it to your site. I just can't handle it. I dunno when I will be back. It might not be until school starts again but it won't be after that. (Aug 21) I am not sure. IF you want to reach me I think the only thing I am going to be checking on the net is my e-mail so feel free to send me a note. (jessi_3vil88@yahoo.com) Thanks a lot!
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006

   DARN!!
I am sorry that i haven't been on and I don't have time to visit any sites today. I don't have a computer that I can get on and I had to tak etime to go to the coffee shop to tell you that I can't make it. I am so sorry. I hope to be on tomorrow. Please forgive me for not being able to visit.

Have a wondeful day!

Jess
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

   Man I wish I could just get away. I still haven't grasped that you can't trust everyone. I am a bit too trusting.

I feel all confused. I wasn't on yesterday because I had to leave early from work. So to me today feels like a monday. I am sorry that I wasn't able to visit.

I was watching Naruto Saturday and I can't wait to see how the battle that Naruto is in turns out. I am a little confused because I haven't seen most of the episodes before it and so I am watching the ones that play on the week-days. My plan of recording the ones on the week days so far is working out. I am on Chapter 5 of annotating the descriptions of the places. It is taking forever!

I have a really stupid question. Has Inuyasha ended? I actually stayed up and it wasn't on adultswim. Normally I am out by 10:30 cause I am so tired. I hope not I wanted to see how it ended.

I need to go get something to eat but I don't feel like walking. Oh well.

I will try my best to visit today. I have so much going on. I apologize ahead of time if I don't make it. Sorry.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Friday, July 21, 2006

   The line above is from The Fray. I think that I am going to be using lines from them for the next couple of posts.

I would say that I trust in hatred. More likely and I don't beleive in love. It's also that it is easier to hate for some. I don't think I am in a good mood. lol. I haven't been either. I was told (before I changed) that I looked like a bum. (from my aunt) I think when I go to ask for money from my bank account I am going to say This bum needs some money. But I will get in trouble so thats not such a good idea.

I am taking on a new "philosophy", now before I say this I want to apologize for my language, I am sorry. I am going to think more of, you don't like it, f you. (changed my mind about the language, it seemed too harsh)I need to stop worrying about so much what people think. I am getting better though. I can eat in front of them without freakin' out as much. It takes too much energy from me. And its not worth it.

Ok... um. Well I kinda finished Chapter 1 of my summer reading. I have to go back and talk about Symbolism and the major events. Luckily I have my awesome and talented friend Liz that says she will help me.

I think I will go to the coffee shop for lunch. This morning I went down there and I tried an iced frap with chocolate. I think I might buy a cheap salad since I am on a budget. I have like 29 days til school starts and I still need to study for the THEA test. *head starts spining* Too much to do!! Good thing tomorrow is Saturday. Oh, that reminds me awesome answers to the question. Loved 'em all. I am going to go shopping! I get to go by myself too! I hate it when I go shopping with m family because I hate to tell them that I don't like what they suggested and when they are not there I don't get mad at them. I like to be by myself, sometimes with friends. I am starting to think I am not a people person. I dunno. Enough rambling, time for the question.

*thinks hard*

Question: Do you go to fictionpress.com?

I have an account there. So yep. If you have time please reveiw my story Hidden Masquerade. I should be updating pretty soon.

Thanks! Have a wonderful day!

Jess


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Thursday, July 20, 2006

   Hello. Sorry I wasn't able to post yesterday. I didn't have time and had nothing to really post about. But when Do I ever have something to post about?

Yesterday I set up deadlines for each chapter of the book that is due the 1st day of school. Hopefully that will keep me from procrastinating. I know that is not how you spell it. Wow, that is some word I made up there. lol.

I used a line from Reliant K's song "Be My Escape" because, Ladies and Gentlemen, I feel as if I need one. That and I think it is an awesome song. I fell sick again. I don't know whats wrong. Its an off and on thing.

I am going to try and visit everyone today. I am not sure if that is going to be possible because one of the people at work called in sick today. She is the main person that answer the phones. So I may not have time, I have a bunch to do today.

I have been getting worse. I don't like to talk about it, but I need to tell someone. I feel burned out and tired of everything. I just want to quit. (not my job) I dunno. *shrugs* Quick change of subject. lol.

I can't wait until Naruto comes on today! I decided that I am going to have to record Naruto during the wekk and watch it on the week-end. That is how bad my schedule is getting. It's pretty sad when can't even take 30 mins to watch t.v. I also have to start making myself get up at 5:30 again. I hit the alarm twice this morning. TOO MUCH TO DO!!!! Hopefully things will get better. (it most likely won't, probably worse) Oh well. I will find some way to deal.

Question: Which day of the week is your favorite?

Mine would have to be Saturday. No school and they play anime practically all night. I can stay up late on that night as well cause its not a school night.

Off to work with me.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Tuesday, July 18, 2006

   I chose the green face cause I feel sick again.
Nothing much has happened. I still need to work on my site but have absolutly no time.

Yesterday I was going to come back and visit sites but didnt finish my work until it was time to leave.

I also found out that someone in my hometown died. I said something pretty stupid when I found out. I felt a bit bad but then again I don't. This is the second death that I have had to deal with (someone close to me, well that I know). And a lot of people are getting hurt around me too. It really weird. I think that this death was the reason that I was having those dreams. Too bad I couldn't have figured that out sooner.

My senior pics came in and I can't wait to see them. A bit nervous I am. My tummy ache is starting to get worse, so I am going to go.

Question: Blue or ORange?

Orange ROCKS! My fav color. Its the color of my walls at home.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Monday, July 17, 2006

   "I don't give an ass rats.."- POTC: Dead Man's Chest
I finally got to see POTC yesterday. It was long but good. I can't beleive that they ended it like that! Our movie got messed up, the film tore or something so they gave me a free ticket. ^^ I was so happy.

There were some movie previews at the movie theater that I want to see. Fearless looks so flippin' awesome! It's Jet Li's last martial arts movie. Another movie that I thought looked good was the movie with Kevin Kostner (sp?) and Ashton Kutcher. I can't remember the name though. I started felling worse Friday Night and so Saturday I just laid on the carpet and watched t.v. all day until 10 p.m. Did anyone watch the Naruto marathon? They were doing it to promote toonamijetstream.com They were talking about some new animes to them or something I was a bit confused. The ones I remember were Mar and Prince of Tennis But that was all I remember.

Hopefully I will have time to work on my stie today. If any one could help I would greatly appreicate it!

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Friday, July 14, 2006

   There's a good reason these tables are numbered Honey, you just haven't thought of it yet.
"I am the new cancer, never looked better and you. can't. stand. it. I know because you say so under your breath. Reading lips asking 'When did he get so confident?'" - Panic! at the Disco.

Sorry for the long quote. I just love them! I don't understand the song title though. (Subject line)I think I get it but I am not sure. If you do please explain it to me.

I think I might be getting sick. :( I am trying not to though. I bought cough drops yesterday hopefully that helps.

I can't wait until 11:30! We are going to go eat chinese food! I heart chinese food a bunch. I could eat it everyday!

angelwolfire
"i havent had a true nightmare in forever...last one i had was just me and my friend launching a bomb at my other friend and we accidentally killed him and stuffs...wasnt even that bad lol..kind of funny actually....but yeah.....about ur question.....i have never wanted kids...is that so wrong my mom says thats the whole reason a woman should live...to have kids and raise a family...but thats not the life for me ay know..."

lol, that doesn't seem like a true nightmare. I love the way you put it, accident, lol.

I disagree with your mom. Not everyone is meant to have kids, especially men, lol. I guess my counter argument for your mother would be that the women who can't have children don't have a reason to live? I agree with you, thats not the life for me either.

candyland
"For your update: Thats good that you got to go on^^ well anyways I'm not doing questions anymore because I can't think of any and I thought some were getting to personal...So I just stopped compeletly.

l8er

~candyland~"

I was happy to be able to update! My dreams are like yours. I have people that I haven't thought about in a while. I am thinking about not doing questions either. Or maybe everyother day do a joke and a question. I understand, I never thought of it that way.

Waning Light
"I wish I could dream so much. Even if one was always a nightmare, it'd be worth it to me. Then again, I hate reality, so that's only natural... ~.~'"

I dunno about that. I think I would prefer to have a peaceful night. Who doesn't hate reality at one point?

Oceania
"i hate nightmares but i rarely get them. im ridiculous when i am tired. last night when i got up from seeing pirates i thought i was gonna faint or fall over. i started to fall but then i caught myself. it was when i was trying to walk down stairs. but usually wehen im really tired im gonna fall asleep right when im at...its sad...
♥"

PIRATES!!!! lol. can't wait to see that movie!I am the same way, and i also do stupid stuff too.

Shireishou
"I understand that feeling. I mostly got bad dream recent days. T_T

I hope U also have great dream this night ^^"

Thank you so much! That is so sweet. I hope your bad dreams go away.

Lost Puppy
"I have a lot of nightmares....you can probably guess why. Knowing how my life is. Heh. My Algebra homework ate me....and then my dad killed me. Same old, same old.
Kids? Hm....I can't even see myself getting married yet...so idk about kids. But my best friend wants to have a lot of kids, and be a stay at home mom. lmao. But I do love kids~! ^_^
-puppy"

I am sorry about your nightmares and your situation. I hope it gets better soon. It is soon to be thinking about it. I love kids too, just don't want any. lol. ^^

LAST BUT NOT LEAST

mewmewichigo
"I've been having dreams about the same person...and it's not a good thing..."

I am sorry, I hope it gets better. I don't totally understand, but I hope it gets better.

20 MORE minutes Until I go eat chinese food!
YAY!!

No question today.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess





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