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Tuesday, April 3, 2007


I couldn't sleep, first of all.

I want to apologize that I use this site as an escape because I feel that I can't really tell anyone else how I feel. I want to thank all of you because you put up with it and it feels like you all actually care.

I think I have sunk lower now. I had a date to prom and now I don't. I managed to lose a date in one day. Just like I managed to lose my bf in one day. I hated myself for letting people get too close again. And starting tomorrow I am going to distance myself. ha, we will see how long that lasts until I mess up. I can't believe that I actually thought I was going to have a date, after all of these years I havent had one. I even got excited! Stupid me. But it's my own fault for falling for it.

I am going to get some more last minute things done and then I am going to try and get some sleep again. I might add more to this later.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess

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