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Wednesday, June 28, 2006


   Hello
I don't mean to start out this post badly, but sorry I am. I hate burdening you guys but I hope you all don't mind. If you do skip the next paragraph.

Today I woke up late and then I got into with my aunt.(I have been staying with her and my uncle while I work out of town) I have busted my butt to make sure I don't upset them and then she gets pissed and threatens that if I keep it up that I will stay home when I go home this week end. I was really thinking about doing that. But I realized that I just need to put up with it because there is always going to be someone who is going to upset me and I just need to learn how to deal with it. I dunno I cried like 5 times this morning it was sad. I hate crying in front of people and when I thought that I had gained control, I hadn't. I started crying again when my uncle asked me if I was ok. I hate that I don't have control of that. Anyway enough of that.

I am at work and today is quite busy. I have had to stop typing for multiple times so its taken about 2 hours to get this post up. Well sorry for the complaining above. I am really hungry for some reason. I don't know why.

I have to think of some way to get to work with out getting in trouble on Friday. I was told that all I was going to do was just go pick up my check when I had made plans to go to work. I hate that they say what I can or can't do! Stupid rules. I wish they would just back off for a bit. Since I am going to be turning 18 I am going to start doing stuff that I want to do. I have never done the opposite of what I am told to do (well on major things) and now I feel like if it is worth it I will. I am tired of trying to do my best in everything and then get "beat up" about it. (not really physically beat just, well I am sure you understand) So yep very long day so far. I want to go home, lol.

If you have listened to a song today,which one(s)?

Have an awesome day.

Jess

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