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myOtaku.com: J Briones


Saturday, September 9, 2006

Well here and now, will we ever be again? Cause I have found that all that shimmers is sure to fade away
I am tired. My aunt woke me up by calling and saying that I needed to get my ass up and get ready. I can't believe that she comes here and then starts giving out orders!

I am almost done cleaning my room. I am going to have to spend half the day going through scholarships because I haven't been doing that. I also need to finish my homework so I can relax tomorrow and have a stress free anime night tonite. There is just so much to do. I had like a breakdown yesterday and my boss and I talked I really appreciate it but I feel weak for doing that. I should be able to handle things on my own, not rely on any one. You know what I mean? I wish things would just work out. I have gotten to the point to where I am just tired of living. I ask myself where I get the energy, and I have no idea. You might think that I am overreacting but I am not so sure. Everyone expects me to always be the happy girl they can rely on and/or walk all over but I am not. I just cant do it anymore. But I do and I dont know how I do it. I wish I had more strength. Does everybody feel like this? Or am I just being dramatic? I feel that everyone elses happiness becomes before mine and in result I dont know who I am. Maybe thats why I am always having bad days and feel sick/tired all the time. I have pretty much stopped eating, eating at one meal. Sometimes (not often) two. I am just not hungry and/or I feel sick.

Enough of that. Our football team lost. I could hear parts of the game from my house which made me a little sad.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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