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Sunday, May 29, 2005


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Did you ever get the feeling that the one person you're meant to care for and help is in no need of assitance? I think Ryan is going through... a frustrating time right now. And I can only wish he gets better. I tried to help him. Really, I did! Ask him. *sigh* I don't know.

He's one of my closest friends, and such a sweetie. He doesn't deserve such things that's been happening to him. I can only wish the best for him. Hope he gets better. He insists he is fine.

Ahem.

Ryan : Hun, don't worry! Pretty please?

How can I not worry? If your friend was in trouble, you'd want to help, right? Or maybe I'm being barbaric and over protective! I'm not sure! And he likes me, or at least I've been told. I like him too... such a sessy, cool guy. *sigh* I'm not sure if he's ready for another thing like that, or if I am for that matter.

Whatever. It's been a hectic day. The stupid picnic and my aunt going to the hospital. I said I didn't want to go. But does anyone listen? No. Never. Maybe that's how Ryan feels. That I don't listen and just want to help when he honestly doesn't need it.

Then why do I feel like I'm the only one who knows his pain? What he's going through? My life is a havoc, an alarm waiting to go off.

I'll just wait for that moment...

Ox Jackie

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