Monday, July 30, 2007

I should be asleep, but...
It's almost 3:30 in the morning. But I can't sleep. Why is that?
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Sunday, July 29, 2007

   Back in London...
Ahh....home sweet home. But the only thing about this that worries me is what Hiroshi will try to pull since I'm gone for a while now.

But then again..my boyfriend has been leaving messages on my phone for days, I guess that's my fault since I forgot to tell him where I was. Oh well... I'll call him later. Right now I need a nap.
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Thursday, July 26, 2007

   I swear...
I'm going to kill Hiroshi before I leave here. He's being perverted, and all my sister does is just giggle and go along with it. Ooooh. I just want to break those two apart right now with my bare hands. They're going too fast! And before you know it, my sister will be pregnant again. Though I hope she can be more responsible than that. She's trying to grow up way too fast!!! If I catch those two kissing again when they think I'm not looking, I swear I'll.....ugh!
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

   I just realized how unwilling I am to go back to London.
It's not that I don't like London. It's just work. I love my job, but I hate my hours....but at least I've gotten these two weeks off. I leave Saturday.
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Sunday, July 22, 2007

And I Was right the whole time.
As soon as Alya got home from the hospital, mother started being so rude to her. She made her get out of bed and clean the house, she called her a lazy bitch who isn't worth anything, and just treated her horribly all weekend! Now I kind of wonder if leaving her here in the states is such a good idea.
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Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Oh dear
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Monday, July 16, 2007

   The restlessness strikes again.
I want to sleep, but I just can't.... I've been at this hospital for almost two days straight, and I've barely ever taken my eyes off of my sister. Hiroshi has gone to the hotel for now. But he'll be back in the morning. I've been thinking quite a bit lately. I expected to be the first one to have children...yet I'm so busy with work and such that I've barely spent a spare moment thinking of being a mum. All I can think of right now is how much my sister's been through. She had gone through all of that pain and heartbreak...and got her hopes up, but only for them to sink down to shallow again. I don't understand how she's being so strong. If it were me, I certainly would've broken down by now.

She's been strong. She's been doing her best to recooperate from that c-section, she's been doing exactly what the doctors have been telling her, with an exception of when she hopped in that wheelchair and wheeled herself around the whole hospital while I was asleep. She's breast pumping 24-7, she's eating all of her food to keep her energy up, and she's not taken her mind off that baby, not even once. She's really making an effort to get better, for that baby. And I have to say, I'm proud of her.

I don't understand it. How is she so strong? What's her motivation? You know, for the first time, I think my younger sister can really teach me something.
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Sunday, July 15, 2007

Well, today was pretty nice.
My sister's doing much better, and the baby's slowly gaining weight. The doctors say it's too early to tell what the future will hold for baby Aiko, but I'm thinking more and more that she'll pull out of it. She's strong, just like my sister.

Hiroshi told Alya that he loved her last night. I thought he did that at the wrong time, but he was imperative about it, and Alya still hasn't told him whether she feels the same. I wonder why. Maybe this is just the wrong time. Or maybe she doesn't want to hurt him if she doesn't feel the same. Or maybe she's just being scared. If she is, she needs to come out of it because Hiro's a really good guy, and he'd be perfect for her. Besides, he's strong enough to protect her and man enough not to hit her.
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Saturday, July 14, 2007

   And tiredness comes right after restlessness.
Ay yi yi. My little sis... just had to have a c-section last night to give birth to a 3 month preemie. I was up all night last night, by her side, absolutely restless. But now that morning has come and I know for sure that she's okay, I'm about ready to pass out. Good night people. Finally!
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