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• Neurology Intern
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• Jade
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• I finished college and medical school. Yay!
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• Dragon Ball Z came out.
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myOtaku.com: Jadaa Your Flower
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Monday, July 16, 2007
The restlessness strikes again.
I want to sleep, but I just can't.... I've been at this hospital for almost two days straight, and I've barely ever taken my eyes off of my sister. Hiroshi has gone to the hotel for now. But he'll be back in the morning. I've been thinking quite a bit lately. I expected to be the first one to have children...yet I'm so busy with work and such that I've barely spent a spare moment thinking of being a mum. All I can think of right now is how much my sister's been through. She had gone through all of that pain and heartbreak...and got her hopes up, but only for them to sink down to shallow again. I don't understand how she's being so strong. If it were me, I certainly would've broken down by now.
She's been strong. She's been doing her best to recooperate from that c-section, she's been doing exactly what the doctors have been telling her, with an exception of when she hopped in that wheelchair and wheeled herself around the whole hospital while I was asleep. She's breast pumping 24-7, she's eating all of her food to keep her energy up, and she's not taken her mind off that baby, not even once. She's really making an effort to get better, for that baby. And I have to say, I'm proud of her.
I don't understand it. How is she so strong? What's her motivation? You know, for the first time, I think my younger sister can really teach me something.
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