Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Can't wait!
I can't wait 'till the end of Summer. Queen of Werewolf is coming over from England to visit! By then I'll be moved out, so she can come stay with me while she's here. I wish she could stay, but I think she needs to go back after a couple weeks T.T, but it's ok... I can wait as long as necessary, she's worth it.

My friends and I have narrowed it down to a few places, but we can't decide wether to go with renting an apartment or a house, each has its advantages and disadvantages. We'll find the right one in the end.

My B-day is on the 22nd of next month! It's almost here! I still can't think of anything that I want... well... besides moving out.
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Friday, February 22, 2008

Tee hee^^x
Update of a lifetime...

Guess what... I'm in love... ^^x

Queen of Werewolf and I are together! I'm so happy! She says she's coming over from England this summer. I told her when I move out, which is this summer, she can come stay with me. I'm so incandescently happy!!! ^^x

There's an 8 hour time difference between us... That's a lot...It's around 10am in Oregon right as I'm posting this, but it's like 6pm in England (she's making dinner right now)[so cute]... ^^x

I'm sorta just passing time 'till she gets back on. So... time to visit people... ^^x
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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

Blah...
No one can post anything. This stinks. Version Vibrant better be freakin' amazing to cause all this upset. Anyway, I don't have much to post about and no one can comment anyway, so... what to do? Ok... PM me with any question you can come up with and I'll answer with absolute honesty. Truth or dare without dare. ^^x
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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

It's better left un-Sharied...
Two of my friends (ReinaQ & The78thdude) and I went to Sharie's yesterday. I love that restaurant. It's open 24hrs! And the best part... they serve breakfast at all times!!! I love breakfast! Anyway, it felt good to hang out with friends. I had a great time. ^^x

I get to do another huge english project that has to be 6-8 pages long, but it can be on any topic of our choosing... so naturally, KENSHIN! ^^x ^^x ^^x I'll write about a ton of the battles in Rurouni Kenshin and the ongoing debate of Kenshin Himura vs. Seta Soujiro. You thought I had a long post before? Ha.... Anyway, it should be fun. When my father walks into the room and I'm watching the second season for the 2,000th time and he asks "What are you doing?" I can say "homework, I swear..." ^^x

How is everyone? I don't hear from a lot of you guys in PM's or anything, so I don't get to learn anything about the real people behind the curtain.

Oh... I found some old riddles that I had written down from "The Hobbit". Here's some just for fun:

1)It cannot be seen, it cannot be felt. It cannot be heard, it cannot be smelt.It lies behind stars and under hills, and empty holes it fills. It comes first, and follows after. It ends life, and kills laughter.

2)This thing, all things devours; Birds, beasts, trees, flowers. Gnaws iron, bites steel, and grinds hard stone to meal. Slays kings, ruins towns, and beats high mountains down.

3)Container without hinges, key, or lid, yet golden treasure inside is hid.

4)Alive without breath, as cold as death. Never thirsty, ever drinking. All in mail, never clinking.

5)Voiceless it cries, wingless it flutters, toothless it bites, mouthless it mutters.

PM for the answers if you want.


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Monday, February 11, 2008

Surgical Disaster

T.T Why the change? I don't like the separation of theotaku.com and myotaku.com, it's just not right. They are strongest together. Divide them, and they will fall.

Life seems to just want to pick away at anything that I have left. Nothing seems to be going my way. MyOtaku is changing, I can't afford to move out, school is terrible, I think my car has a broken seal somewhere that lets water into my trunk, work seems twenty times worse lately, my friends won't answer my phone calls or texts, and...she left me.

All I've done lately is go to school, go to work, and stay at home. I've been cleaning my room, in hopes that I might be able to move out eventually. I came across the pictures of her that were on my desk. I took a moment to stop cleaning and I sat down on my floor. As I looked through them, I could not hold back my tears. Everything about her lingers in my mind. There's an emptiness in my heart. Moving out of my house seems to be the only thing that I want anymore. I want to be able to move on. I don't want to cry every time I hear her name, every time I look at her picture, every time I remember.... when she loved me.

Maybe I'm not meant to be happy. None of my dreams are becoming a reality. Everything that I've worked towards is blowing up in my face. I just feel like I want to yell, but I also feel so helpless. I feel cold... nothing I do makes a difference...this seems to have become more about my problems than about the current separation of the sites as this post was originally intended... I don't know what to else to talk about.

I just wish it would stop hurting...

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Thursday, February 7, 2008

Questions just because...
I'm bored... So... why not ask questions for no reason at all? Let's ask favorites...

1) Favorite Season
2) Favorite Food
3) Favorite Movie
4) Favorite Song
5) Favorite Anime/Manga
6) Favorite Actor
7) Favorite Actress
8) Favorite Car
9) Favorite Drink
10) Favorite Color (yes... it's everywhere!!!)

Me= 1-Winter, 2-Mac&Cheese, 3-The Last Samurai, 4-
Shining Collection (Gravitation), 5-Rurouni Kenshin, 6-Tom Cruise, 7-Keira Knightly, 8-Mitsubishi 3000GT or maybe an AE 86, 9-Dr.Pepper, 10-Green
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008

   Back to the basics...
This is about Rurouni Kenshin, so if you haven't watched it yet, I don't want to spoil it for you. Don't read unless you already know Kenshin or don't if I spoil it. Prepare yourselves for a long one…

I was wondering around you tube, looking at Seta Soujiro amv's, when I came across this particular one called Kenshin and Soujiro. I was waiting for it to load, so I decided to read the comments below the video. It seems people still can't decide who would win between Soujiro and Kenshin. Then, reading further, they were bringing in Shishio and a victor for both. Now, everyone has there own opinion on what the outcomes would be, considering the fact that our decisions are swayed by who we like the most. For example: if you really liked Sanosuke, say you think he’s your fav., then you could probably come up with a situation where Sanosuke could beat pretty much anyone. Get what I’m saying? So, the only person in the world who would truly know who would win between any of the Kenshin Characters is the creator himself, Nobuhiro Watsuki. But, since I don’t have that luxury (though I would like very much to meet him someday), for the sake of arguing, let’s…argue, shall we?

Ok… to start off the discussion with Himura Kenshin vs. Soujiro Seta. Now, I’m a huge Soujiro fan, so I’ll do my best to keep it fair for the rest of the characters. Let’s give Kenshin some props for getting all the way to Soujiro for one. He had to go through a lot to get there, so naturally he’s not at full strength for the fight. One could also argue that if he were in his olden-days Hitokiri Battousai mindset, he would be even stronger, as he would not hold back from killing his opponent. Personally, I’ll give Kenshin the not full strength one, but not the Hitokiri one. Kenshin chose his path of salvation; it’s his decision to limit himself, where as I’m sure if he were given the chance he wouldn’t fight tons of people before fighting Soujiro. Now we have a look at Seta. He did not have to fight anyone before Kenshin that day. He was at full strength at the begging of their match. So, right at the moment, you could say Soujiro has an unfair advantage. During the match, and everyone knows this is true, Soujiro was kicking Kenshin’s ass. He was toying with Kenshin, as he was not using his full power (always one, two, or three steps away). Kenshin was unable to read Soujiro’s mind as he had shown no emotion. Kenshin saw that he would have to go about defeating Seta by another method. He talked to Soujiro. Basically asking him how he had come to his strong belief of “The strong survive and the weak perish.” This brought back bad memories for Seta. It slowly took hold of his mind, driving him insane. Seta could not understand it. He took a moment to clear his head, but honestly it was not even close to clear. This brought Seta’s skill way down. He claimed that he would use his full Shukuchi, but he was now showing emotion as a result of Kenshin’s words and Soujiro’s memories. The both took a battoujutsu stance. And Kenshin’s Amakakeru Ryu No Hirameki defeated Seta. So… I believe them to be evenly matched at full strength.

Next up, Himura Kenshin vs. Makoto Shishio. Granted Kenshin is majorly injured before finally reaching Shishio. But, on the other hand, Shishio does have like 7th degree burns (yes, I’m exaggerating) all over his body, must be hard to have kids ^^x. So… I’d say right there, they are even. Now… even with the “help” of Sanosuke and Aoshi, Kenshin was no match for Shishio. I believe that, at full strength, Shishio would easily win. The only reason he lost was his 15 min. limit (in which he burst in flames afterward). Kenshin got really lucky in my opinion.

Another big one, Himura Kenshin vs. Yukishiro Enishi. Wow…I could talk for days about this one. Honestly, the whole new step thing in the end with his Amakakeru Ryu No Hirameki, was ridiculus. And it was thrown aside by Enishi’s Frenzied Nerves. Oh, and the air stride is bad ass too. Totally cheap win by Kenshin. The hidden Hiten Mitsurugi move Ryumeisen, dragon’s roar, …lame. But… Kenshin’s victory non-the-less.

There are a lot more that I could talk about, but this post is already really long so… if you want to discuss these with me, or other fights like Sano vs. Kenshin, Saito vs. Kenshin., the new Yahiko vs. anyone (sweet new look btw yahiko), or hell Hiko Seijiro vs. Dr. Gensai for all I care, just PM me. ^^x

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Monday, February 4, 2008

   Cosplay Options
I'm going crazy trying to think of who I should go as for Kumoricon. Help me! Please vote. Here's a list of the people I'm thinking of going as:

Yukishiro Enishi

Kazuki Muto

Kakashi Hatake

Naruto Uzumaki

Kyo Kusanagi Classic

Kyo Kusanagi

Prince Zuko

Ichigo Kurosaki

Kim

Kyuzo

Takuto
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Sunday, February 3, 2008

   Love truly conquers all
So... here's the story... When we weren't together, I made the effort to be friends with her. I let her know that, when she was ready, I was there to talk. A while later she texted me saying that she was ready. I called her and we talked about what we were doing lately and things like that. She said she was ready to be friends.

Some time later, I was talking with her over the phone on one of my lunch breaks at work. I had heard a guy's voice in the background so, me being the jealous type, I asked her who it was. I proceeded to ask whether or not she liked him or something of the sort, but she told me she didn't, that she was confused. I asked how come and she says she still loves me, but she's confused.

I was excited, but also disappointed at the same time because I didn't really understand what she meant by that. So, I asked what she meant by that and she said she didn't know. I told her that I still loved her, but it remained her decision. In the end of the conversation, she decided it would be best that, for now, we remain friends to see how it would go.

Some time later, I was texting her on the phone. We were talking about normal stuff and I had made the comment that work sucked that day (more so than just the usual). She asked me why, but I wouldn't say. She threatened to pout, but I told her that it only worked on me when she was actually in person (when she pretends to pout, I cave on everything...I know, I'm weak...but it's just so damn adorable ^^x ). She tells me that if I don’t say, I’ll regret it later. At first, I didn’t know what she meant by later, so I decided to just tell her. Work sucked because of all the Valentine’s Day decorations. It reminded me that I didn’t get to spend Valentine’s Day with the woman I love. I didn’t get a text back from her after that.

I went back to work even more disappointed than before, assuming that I had said something she didn’t want to hear. It was later that I turned to look down the aisle, and I saw her. She came to see me at work like she used to. I asked what she was doing here and she just sort of shrugged her shoulders with a small smile.

When I went on my lunch break, we walked around the store together. I put my arm around her as we walked, praying that she wouldn’t be angry that I did as such. She leaned her head against my arm. I later asked if this meant we were back together. She smiled and told me that I should’ve figured that out by now, considering the fact that she spent the night with me at my work. I was so happy. She stayed until I was off work at 11 pm.

I walked with her out to her car and she opened her car door to turn the heat on, but she didn’t get in. We hugged each other for a while standing there in the glow of the nearby lamp post. When we kissed, it was like I got to fall in love with her all over again…

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Friday, February 1, 2008

   ^^x^^x^^x
WE'RE BACK TOGETHER!!!
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