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myOtaku.com: Jade Ralden


Friday, September 14, 2007

Kumoricon 2007
Well, I can't decide if it was the greatest con ever or the worst. I thought I knew what love was, but I was all too wrong. Let's just say that I think I fell in love with someone that I can never be with. Life sort of sucks that way doesn't it? I had the best time at the convention, everything was perfect. That dance on the first night was amazing. My friends started a conga line. ^^x We all had glow sticks on and everything. I got to spend a lot of time with a certain person (for confedentiality I'll leave her name out), and everything seemed to be going great. I hung out with her for all three days.

Her cousin is one of my good friends and I didn't want to ask ____ out if her cousin felt strange about it. So I asked her cousin if she would be ok with me attempting to pursue her. She kind of laughed at first and then she noticed that I was being serious. She says to me "You do know that she's married right?"

So, life sucks doesn't it? Now I don't know what to do. I really like her, I think I love her, even though I also think I haven't yet understood what love truly is, but if I've ever been close to love's realization, she was it.

Anyway, I probably won't get to see her 'till next K-con. One whole year from now, next September. I can't help but feel like I should just wait. I don't want to get in the way of her marriage, that wold just be wrong. And yet I can't help but wait and wonder if it could ever be, if we could ever be.
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