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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Prelude to an uncertain outcome...
Today... I don't really know how I feel right now. I feel really good about some things and really bad about others. I don't really feel like typing anymore, I typed all night. I didn't sleep very good...well.. I didn't sleep at all. I have something pretty big on my mind right now, I don't really want to tell the world about it though, so... I'll just say it's basically life changing for me. Something happened and I feel more confident now, I feel like I did back when I first met ____ (can't tell you), but at the same time I can't help but wonder what the response is that she's going to give me. I know I'm just confusing you all (and probably even myself). I'm sorry that I can't explain to you further and I don't mean to sound rude, but it's my own business this time. I need to just stand tall and deal with whatever the outcome is... it's just...I hope she remembers... I don't want her to make the decision without reading what I typed all last night, I put all of my feelings into it and I did the best I could to explain how I made a terrible mistake and that I deeply regretted it. I was just trying too hard to make her like me, even though she was already with me. I got myself into this mess, it's time I shoveled my way out. I want her to see that I'm still the man she fell in love with and that we can still have a bright future together.
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