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myOtaku.com: Jade Ralden


Friday, January 25, 2008

   Here's the thing...
Most of you guys keep asking me questions about what's going on. So... I'll explain. My girlfriend and I broke up. It hurt me a lot. I'm still in love with her, but I realize that as long she doesn't return the feelings, we can never be in a relationship again. I wish I could back and do it over, but I know that, even if I were given that chance, I wouldn't change anything. So... after sleepless nights of tears and painful memories, I decided that I should move on.

She said she would try to be friends still, and I feel that this would be a good idea. I still have these feelings for her, but I know that I can be her friend. This will allow me to better transition in a way. I need to have a life outside of love. I got so caught up in it, that I failed to remember that I have other things in life. This, as I now see, is what she was explaining to me. It's time for me to go back to the way I used to be. Always just hanging out with friends, reading manga, playing video games, just living life as it comes day by day. I need to re-define my reason to get up in the morning.

So, ____ if you're reading this... I look forward to the future, glancing back only to remember the fun times that we've shared. I wish you many more smiles and "Nyaas". I hope that you'll allow me the honor of being your friend.
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