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Sunday, July 4, 2004


   Fourth of July
I'd like o start this post by saying Happy Fourth of July everyone! And thank you, I have 800 visits to this site. wOOt

I went to the fourth of July picnic at the park. It wasn't so bad. There was this stray dog that was so cute! He was so nice too. My sis gave him a hotdog, even though he wasn't that skinny. Sis and I just walked and talked for about an hour or two, then walked home. The brownies there were beyong beleif! It was so good... I didn't really see anyone I knew there, besides Mary. I waved to her and mouthed 'hi!' because she was in the band that was playing. Yeah... it was ok.

When we got home, I went on the Gazelle exercise machine thing. I crashed the back of the thing you put your foot on into the wall behind it and a piece broke off. Oops. The bad thing was that my dad was right there, and he started yelling at me and getting all like he is. He put super-glue on it and I can go on it in 24 hours. I just ran around the basement for exercise because it was raining and did some sit ups. I miss the machine! It helped me lose 5 lbs.

I'm currently reading the Louise Rennison books, you know, the Georgia Nicolson series. I love them, even though Georgia is quite mean to her friends, and that annoys me. I'm only on the second book, so maybe Jas speaks up for herself later. Yeah, I know they're really simple and childish, but I want to follow the series anyway. I put my Anne Rice and Lorenzo Carcaterra books on hold that I was currently reading. I can finish one GN book a day, so I'll get back to those later.

OK, pay special attention to this paragraph. Please go to animesoup.com and join the forum! Post some stuff, everone there is really funny and great. And go to the animesoup.com chatroom! Sometimes it's empty, but other times its packed and really fun. I'm Jin at both places, so if you see me say hi ^_^

That's about it for today... not a monster oad like yesterday ^_^ Ok, later!

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Saturday, July 3, 2004


   Barnes and Nobles, Walkie Talkies, and Fireworks
Today, Kayoung, Nayoung (they're sisters) and I went to Barnes and Nobles. We read manga for about three hours. They didn'y have ANY Alice 19th :( I haven't even read #3 yet. I did get in Gravitation #5, Fake #7, Model #1, and Ai Yori Aoshi #3. I wanted to finish Hikaru No Go #1, which I started earlier in a Waldenbooks but didn't get a chance to finish, but they didn't have that either. But my dad was being so mean on the way to pick up K and N. He was yelling at me not to go anywhere else, stay together, and all that crap, and I didn't know why he was yelling at me. I hadn't done anything wrong lately. He was insulting me too. When my dad gets like this, we (sister and I) just sit there and say 'uh huh' until he tells us to leave. What really sucked was that he gave me a walkie talkie (yes. a walkie talkie) for him to call me before my rents picked us up. I told them that if I had a cell phone we wouldn't be into this mess, but they don't see the logic. A walkie talkie sucks ass because it is loud, everyone could hear what everyone's saying, and it beeped before and after both sides talked really loud. I was in line to buy something and then it started ringing, so I ran outside and responded. It sucked ass. Man, i want a cell phone. And a new dad.

Yeah... I'm not anerexic or going to be anerexic. I hate hunger pangs. I get really bad ones everytime I skip more than one or two meals. I mean, I'm doubled over in pain, they're so bad. I guess everyone gets them.. I dunno... but I suppose I can't handle them as good as some other people. Anyway, I just try to eat less and no junk food and excersize every chance I get. In the last few weeks I lost 5 pounds. Yay! I'm 113 now, 13 away from my goal of 100. My sister said I did look thinner when I asked her, so that is good. wOOt

Brian sent me a letter<3 It was just two pictures I took of him when I was at his house. He took a picture of me, and he made 2 copies- ones on his wall and ones in his wallet. He said I was so cute in them, but I thought I looked awful. I'm smiling and my eyes are all squinting and my cheeks look huge... and the light is refelcting off my face all weird so it looks like my face is all greasy, but apparantly Brian likes it. Anyway, he signed the letter 'love.' I was a little taken aback. Not just this, but some other stuff too (like writing a love poem to me before we even spoke) is kinda creeping me out. I guess he really likes me. If he kidnaps me and hides me under his bed, he's a dumped man. But he's not one to do something like that ^_^ He's so good to me. I really like him.

I don't know why my posts are centered. I think it started after I put up the Maroon 5 quiz. I want to take down some of these quizzes, but I put them up before Adam customized the amount of space we have in the opening, so as soon as a click on the opening statement, it all dissapears excepts the text and the first quiz up there. So it's pick one quiz to display, or leave the bunch up there. I think I'll leave them up for now, but I'm thinking what one quiz I want to keep in case I delete them...

Damn! Ctoon Nwork added Futurama and Sealab 2021 (gag) ont he Satuday Lineup, so the only anime I watch saturday nights (Wolf's Rain! wOOt) is pushed foward an hour to 12:30. I'll be getting to sleep an hour later. Sigh...

There's some dumb 4th of July picnic tomorrow for my community. I'm debating going or not. Lots of people I don't like will be there (preps. another gag.) and there's practically nothing to do besides hang with my little sister, but there's free food and soda. And I'm getting out of the house to work on my nonexistant tan. Hmm... I'll probably go... nothing else to do tomorrow anyway. Damn! Just realized we're probably go to some crap fireworks tomorrow night. I don't see what the big fuss about fireworks is. Wow, they're loud, wow, they hurt you're eyes, wow, they're so pretty. NOT. I'll live perfectly happily without fireworks, thank you. But knowing my evil dad, he'll drag me to them. Oh, the humanity.

That's about it for today. I'll try to post tomorrow. OK, later!



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Thursday, July 1, 2004


   First Date
Yesterday was my first date with Brian. I went over to his house and then we went to see Spiderman 2. Okay, when we went to his house, gave him to picture frame and shot glass I got for him at Solomon's Island. He really liked it, or at least pretended to, either one is fine with me ^_^ He gave me a pretty stone,, you know, one of those store-bought things thats split open and all pretty on the inside. His room's walls are covered with pictures of guns or real guns (BB guns, I mean). He can identify almost every gun just by looking at it, or even the silouhette (ah! spelled that wrong) of it. I was a little scared... but it was cute ^_^ We took three of his guns outside and shot at a target. It was pretty loud. He said I was best at the machine gun, so I'm going to be his machine gunner when we play airsoft with Chris, Wilson, Steven, and Aaron, and I've only met Steven so far. Brian had some friecrackers from when he went to Virginia, and we set two off in the woods behind his house. It was great. A little later, we went to walk to the movie theatre from his house. A cop pulled up in his street! I thought he might just circle around, but he stopped and hot out to talk to Brian! I was afaid he would bring him in for the firecrackers, because they were pretty loud and are illegal in my county. But all he said was not to shoot BB guns in the backyard because one of the neighbors called and thought one might hit her dog, so the cop said to do it in the basement, and he wasn't in trouble because it wasn't illegal or anything. I was so relieved! Even though it might have been fun to see Brian toted away in handcuff... No! Bad Misao! OK, back to the date: We saw Spiderman 2, it was pretty good, but not as good as I thought, judging from all the reviews. I had pizza at his place, and then his dad drove me home. Very nice ^_^

I got my hair cut today. Just the same thing execept shorter. I was looking at myself in the mirror and was thinking how ugly I was. Sometimes I look and think I'm quite pretty, but today wasn't one of those days. Today I saw myself as ugly and fat. I almost cut my wrists with my scissors, but then PJ, my cat, rubbed up against me, and I thought that if I was dead PJ would be sad, so I didn't do it. Weird, but true. I probably wouldn't have gotten through with it anyway. I was crying for the longest time, and I don't know why. But I'm gonna work on it. This summer I'm going on a diet. No breakfast or lunch for a while. I had a burger this afternoon so I'm skipping dinner tonight. I'm gonna be thin and pretty soon ^_^

In my area, Saturday is free comic book day! You go to a comic book store and they'll give you a free crappy comic, but a free crap comis is better than no comis, no? I'm gonna call Kayoung and we'll hang around the mall all day Saturday, you know, hang out, get a free comic book, eat some Chinese food or whatever we want at the food court (I love Chinese food so much!!) So that will be fun. OK, later!

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Monday, June 28, 2004


   *Love John Heffron*
Another summer day... slept till noon then surfed the internet. I called Alisa today to see 'The Notebook' (Shut up! I know what you're thinking! I like corny love stories, and Ryan Gosling is in it *swoon*) but she couldn't go because her parents were both gone. She's home alone a lot. We're both taking Health over the summer, but she's doing first session and I'm doing second -_- And when I'm in Health, she's going to Taiwan and Japan! I'm jealous of that, but that means I'll hardly ever get to see her over the summer. *Sad* I called Kayoung, but her line was busy as usual, she's on the internet more than me. Indunil is in Sri Lanka... Brian's in Pennsylvnia or Virginia or somewhere around there... and I don't feel like going with anyone else. I'll just run errands with my mom today. We're gonna play tennis too! I'm taking tennis camp in July. Hope not everyone is a whole lot better than me.

On Wednesday, I'm going over Brian's house, and we're gonna do stuff... and we're going to go to the Dodgeball movie. I love Ben Stiller movies. I must have seen Zoolander maybe 6 or 7 times ^_^ We agreed that that would be our first date. We went to Popeyes before, but it was kinda sucky so we agreed that that wasn't our first date.

I got my report card today! Straight A's for the fourth quarter. I got straight A's the third quarter too, so for the exams, I had double A exemtion. That means I can get as low as a C on all my exams and still get an A in the class, and since I got A's both quarters, it's very unlikely I'll get a D on the exams. I got an A on English and Spanish exams, but a B on my other three. That's pretty good for not studying ^_^

Dammit! My least fave actress, by far, is Hlary Duff. I hate that little fucking bitch! No talent, stuck-up little pussy. A commercial for her new movie was on my TV. I know what I'm not seeing... I looks like a crap movie anyway. It's even worse now that Hilary Duff is in it. Go to Hell.

I have a new obsession. John Heffron. He is so sweet and cute and funny and gorgeous and *perfect*. Where's he from, you ask? Last Comic Standing. Yes, a big guilty pleasure of mine, Last Comic Standing. I can't wait till it's on tomorrow! It's a funny show anyway, and John's in it! Anyone else love him? There's hardly any pictures on his website, which is www.johnheffron.com Hmm... now that I'm home alone, I better print some out. My evil dad doesn't like me using the printer unless for school. I say: Screw you, The Heff is worth it ^_^

OK, help me out here. I've seen Linkin Park's Breaking the Habit music video (wOOt, anime music video! So cool, you HAVE to see it!) many times. OK, and in the building, is a girl who's cutting herself and has low self-esteem and all, a drug dealer (Right? That guy is a drug dealer?) and this couple... That's what I'm unsure about. From what I got, a husband cheats on his wife, she sees him, he walks into their apartment, and then she throws tomatoes at him, he beats her, and she's pregnant. Am I right? Man, that video is pretty cool anyway.

Damn, Mom's home. Guess I'll have to print out some JH pics later. OK, later!

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Sunday, June 20, 2004


   Family Vacation
Tomorrow, my family is going on vacation to Calvert County. I won't be here for a week! I'll have to catch up on myotaku and life-blood.cjb.net when I get back. Yeah, I know, Calvert County isn't the prime vacation spot, but my family is a little shot on money this year, due to my sister's and my braces and my sister's Bat Mitzvah coming up. There's a cool water park there that I've been to before. And we're going hiking through a swamp, going to some beaches, and some other stuff. It'll be okay. And we might go to Six Flags on the way back! That would be great ^_^

Speaking of 6Flags, my old physics teacher sent me a letter, with a ticket to 6Flags inside! I emailed one of my best friends Alisa, and when I check my email after I type this and comments on some of my friends myotaku posts, I'll see whether she replyed to my email asking her to come with me. Hopefully she can ^_^

On July 31st. OTAKON!!! I can't wait!!! Anyone else gonna be there? This will be my third anime convention, and the second time I've been to Otakon. It kicks major ass. My mom (lol, don't tell anyone) is making my Misao from RK cosplay, but she hasn't even bought the fabric yet. Hopefully she can whip it up in... less than a month (sweatdrop). Hopefully...

I miss Brian. Yeah, I miss the four hour long phone conversations and his talk of weapons that I don't understand and just say 'uh-huh' to. The day he gets back from Georgia, I go to Calvert County. That sucks major dick. We're gonna play airsoft and go to some 4th of July picnic my neighborhood throws when I get back. That'll be fun, at least.

A few days ago, I saw the Stepford Wives with Kayoung. It was okay... but don't waste your money. There's this twist at the end that I didn't see coming. There's this guy with a shirt with Viggo Mortenson's face on it. Kayoung and I saw that, and we said togther, "I want that shirt!!" It was pretty funny ^_^ I really do want that shirt. But I have no idea where to find one like that, though. Hot Topic, maybe? Or Ebay. Blaah... I dunno...

Ok, later!

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Wednesday, June 16, 2004


   700 Visits!
Yay! Thank you for the 700 visits to my site. Much appreciated ^_^

Wow! I know I haven't posted in a while (well, a while for me, at least) and so much has happened! Not gonna type about it all... but I'll start with the dead possums.

Yes, you read right. Dead possums. Okay, last Thursday or Friday, as I was going down the front steps of my house to get to the bus stop, there was a dead baby possum in the middle of one of the last steps. We had no idea why it was there, who did, if anyone did it, etc. But my dad cleaned it up, and that was the end of that. Last weekend we went to New Jersey for the weekend for my cousin's graduation party, and when we came back on Monday, there was another dead baby possum in the middle of the driveway of our house. OK, what is up with the possums at our house? I live in a suburb, and last Thurday was the first time I ever saw a real possum, living or dead (dead in this case) and now they are dying in prominent places in our house. And yesterday, some animal blood was on the same steps in front of our house! Brian thinks that the stray cat, named by me Rosepetal, that hangs around near our house, is doing it. I guess I agree. I mean, what else can it be?

Brian left to go to Georgia yesterday. He'll be back on Monday. Too bad Monday is when I go on vacation! I won't see him for two weeks! I won't have any four hour phone conversations for two weeks! Life sucks.

I'm going into tenth grade next year, and that's when we can take AP classes. I took AP NSL, which is National, State, and Local Government. Well, that's the only AP class open to sophmores, so even though I have no interest whatsoever in governement, I took it anyway, because it would look good on a college transcript. But we have this huge NSL project to do over the summer! We have to find ten political events happening throughout the summer, and write four paragraphs on each. And we have to find fifteen words that have to do with politics and define them. Forty paragraphs... *faints* I guess that's why it's an AP class...

I love this song called Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional. I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!!!! Anyone know a website where I can listen to it for free? Lol, I love that song ^_^

Blaaah, I think I'm going to watch Power Fuse now. OK, later!

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Wednesday, June 9, 2004


   Exams
All this week are exams. I just finished my math exam, and I have Spanish tomorrow. That means my mom picks me up at 9:30. Yesterday, we picked up Brian, we went to Popeyes, and he stayed at my house for 7 hours!! My mom and sister finally met him. He liked my mom's cooking, so she likes him, and my sister likes him because she thinks he's cute. I guess that's good. But today, I said I'd pick up my friend, but then I completely forgot. We left her to wait at school for... four hours. Uh-oh. And to make matters worse, she called my house, saying, 'Did you just leave me here, because I'm not sure?' What!? Yeah, I think I left you there. But my mom heard that, said I was a horrible person, but we didn't go back to pick up my friend anyway. She's probably still at school. Um.. I'll be sure to remember tomorrow. But it's not entirely my fault, all that was said in the early morning was 'Can I have a ride home?' 'Sure.' No designated meeting place, no time set up, nothing like that. We'll do that tomorrow, and my mom says we can go out to lunch. When school gets out, I'll call my friend and apoligize.

I'm going to New Jersey this Friday. It's for my cousin's graduation party. Yeah, pretty boring. And we're staying at our grandma's, which is OK, but my mom wants my sister and I to stay with our other cousin, this 4 year old annoying little brat who I absolutely hate, overnight. I said no. My mom said it would be convient because of bathroon time and space and things like that, but I'll rather hurry up in the bathroon than stay overnight with that little brat. The graduation party is going to be pretty boring... I'm going to borrow my mom's cell phone (still don't have one of my own) and call Brian, I guess.

I drew anothe suicide picture today. I don't know what's into me, all the pics I want to draw now are of people commiting suicide. I drew it after my mom yelled at me. This one was of a hanging... this kid was hanging himself in his closet. My other suicide picture is of a guy cutting his wrist. I think I'll draw some more. Maybe some subtle one will be cool. Like a woman overdosing on pills in front of the medicine cabinet. Or some bulimic girl. Actually, I think my next pic is going to be a skinny chick throwing up in a toilet.

I can't be on the computor for too long because my mom may want to call. OK, later!


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Saturday, June 5, 2004


   I Love Brian!!!
Brian's been calling my house for a few days now, and yesterday after school we talked for five hours. He is officially my boyfriend now. This is so great!! Apparantly, he though we got together a week ago, and I thought we were still friends, but it came out in the open yesterday, so all's good. He's so sweet and nice and great to me. I love him so much. He's coming over my house after school Tuesday. That'll be pretty great ^_^

My clarinet recital is tomorrow! I can play my song alright, but I just got my bottom braces a little while ago, so whenever a blow in, a pretty loud stream of air comes out the side of my mouth. It ruins the entire sound of my clarinet! I can't fix it by tomorrow. This'll royally suck. Christian is another one of my teacher's students, but she said he had a piano recital on the same day and time, so he won't be there. That's good. Christian is an ex-boyfrined, I gues if he is that much... we went to a dance together last year and haven't spoken since. But Laura will be there, so it will be OK. I invited Brian but he couldn't come. And today, Brian shaved his head. I won't say it to his face, but he looks A LOT better with hair. Oh well, I can rub his head now ^_^

My library has DVD's to check out for free now. It's so awesome. They have new titles like Master and Commander, The Last Samurai, Thirteen, and a bunch of others! They are weekly rentals. And they have a lot of movies! No more Blockbuster for us, I guess ^_^

My friend Ryan, who used to live in the middle of nowhere, is moving two minutes away from me! I can see his house from mine! That's really great. A bunch of us are gonna do stuff this summer, like ride bikes and whatnot. Ryan was getting excited and enthsiastic about it, because he's used to living far from everything. I feel happy for him ^_^

Oh yeah, and there was a fire drill last Thursday or Friday. I have no friends in the class it rang on, except this girl named Kelly, who is a real freak who I really don't like, she's just my partner when we have to get in partners and stuff. I'm nice to her, but I don't comsider her a friend or anything. So we all go out, and I see Brian! I run over, and we talk . About five minutes later, Kelly pops in, taped up glasses and all, and starts talking away. I swear, for the next five minutes she talks and talks, and me and Brian can't get another word in. Dammit, Kelly. But it's not like Brian and I don't have enough time to talk or anything ^_^

I was supposed to see The Day After Tomorrow tonight with Carlo, Jessica, and a different Kelly, but Carlo, who arranged this whole thing, called it off. -_- Maybe I'll call Brian and we'll catch something tonight.

Dad's yelling at me to get off the internet. OK, later!

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Wednesday, June 2, 2004


   Free Manga For You! Yes, YOU!!!
So much happened at school today. But I don't feel like talking about it... maybe for a later post.

Da da da da! From the girl who bbrought you www.subservientchicken.com (me!) comes a site which ffers you free manga! Don't get your hopes you, they are manga scans on your computor, and only unliscensed manga. So if you've never heard of any of the ones they have, don't worry, almost all of them are really good ^_^ They even have Yuu Watase mangas! (Zettai Kareshi and Fushigi Yuugi: Genbu Kaiden) OK, I know you want the site now, so here you go:

www15.brinkster.com/sakuramagic/mangascanlations.html

Enjoy!

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Saturday, May 29, 2004


   600 Visits!!
Thank you! There are 600 hits on my site! Thank you for checking up on my boring life and replying to my posts. I love you all ^_^

Woot, I'm going to a double concert tonight. I'm gonna see the Gin Blossoms and Live at some celebration like thing tonight at some nearby town. I like the Gin Blossoms and I love Live, so yay ^_^ And we're going to McDonalds tonight because my mom screwed up the chicken thing we were going to have for dinner. And Brain called! We talked for over an hour. He's so sweet. He talked mainly about the Marines and army like things, and I'm usually not that interested in that type of thing, but the way he talks about it, anyone can get obsorbed in the enthusiasm of it all. His family is coming over this weekend, but he says he wants to get together with me on Monday or over the summer or something. Score!

My dad did something with the computor, so now we can watch TV on the side if we make the interent window a little smaller. It's so awesome! I'm watchong music videos right now. Damn, Amy Lee can really sing. 'My Immortal' by Evanescence is playing now. I love that song so much. On the topic of songs, I was watching this thing on VH1 on the top 22 best voices. Amy Lee wasn't even on the countdown! I thought she would be on there for sure. I can't remeber the orders, but some people on there were Bruce Springsteen, Sade, Mary J. Blige, Bjork, Thom York, Eminem (lol), Christina Aguleira, Kurt Cobain (yay! you'll always be my #1), Tupac, Whitney Houston, and a few others. The #1 was.... (you'll never believe this...) Freddy Mercury. The lead singer of Queen. Yup. The 'We will, we will, rock you!' guy. He has a... uniue voice, but I personally wouldn't have put him as a #1. What do you guys think?

We're going on a 'family bike trip' tomorrow. Joy. t's some bike trail far away. I hate riding my bike. I hate my family. A family bike trip is gonna be Hell for me. *Sigh...*

That's an update for today. Ok, later!

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