Friday, July 27, 2007

Ya...
Can't think straight right now, Sick and tired of the bullshit... just going to chill in my room for a bit... PM me if ya need anything...


Admit it, everyone has said this quote at some point in there life...

"As long as your happy, im happy."

That line, right there, is the biggest bullshit ever. No one actually means it, what they mean is,
"As long as your happy with me, ill be happy with you."

Most people say stuff like that, cause its what people want to hear.

They take a bullet in the heart for someone, just to try to relieve the other person's mind...

Let me warn you something...

It doesn't fucking work.

It really doesn't. Why? Cause humans have no idea what happiness is. Its just a word ladies and gentlemen! Don't worship it! Just like the word "love" or "Hate"

They are feeble attempts to express our feelings. If someone is TRULY in love, TRULY caring, then words could not describe how they felt, unless they knew the other person felt the exact same way about them.

Which is why I lean over and then tell the person I love, "I love you!" Every second i can.

Why?

Because one day, I can only hope that i hear the same words. Only this time, I can hope they don't have a different name after it.

Fuck saying, "Im happy. Im sad"

That is something people want us to do now...Talk about how we feel...

Let me talk to you about something...

Unless you have lived through what i have, you dont know the meaning of my sadness, my pain, my suffering.

Unless you have been there and loved someone like I have, then you could never understand the meaning of the words when i say them. Love, Happiness, Sadness.

Those words, when read, all strike a different note for everyone in this world.


True happiness is not just something that falls from the sky. It was never meant to. A man could work at a back-breaking job, earning minimum wage, and have nothing. And ya know what else? That man could be completely happy. He could be going home to a loving wife with children. He could be content with his little pile of shit that he calls his life, because he knows that someone out there loves him.

So, here is a perfect example of happiness.

A broke-ass, uneducated person who works from sun up till sun down, and hes content.

I loathe what that man has...

Everyone does.

The times have changed ladies and gentlemen.

People have forgotten the meaning of hard work. Walking 2 miles is nothing for someone you love. Hard work doesn't have to be all physical too... You could think till you were blue in the face, and if you thought of nothing, you wasted your time...

Speaking of wasting time...

Thats all im trying to do with this post.

I am bored, sad, depressed, insane, and yet im compelled to keep on typing. To try to explain to the world my thought process...

Here's all i want to point out.

The fruits of your labor taste twice as sweet.

It doesnt matter if I have to spend all my money. It doesnt matter if My heart, my body, my everything, are given away to this person. I dont even deserve to spend time with them, and yet there they are, standing next to me, laughing with me, pulling me tighter as I cry...

But never too close, never laughing too much, because they know that the feeling is not mutual. They know it kills you to feel that, but its not their fault. They did nothing to you, nothing wrong. They only were there for you, and thats all you can ask when you know that they are not in love with you as you are them...
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