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Friday, January 30, 2004
Unfinished Symphony
Again, I thought I'd take a break from my Otaku Awards posts. There's still some more to go, but I'll leave it for now. I might as well milk it for all it's worth, anyway. ~_^
I haven't posted here for a little while, as the last couple of weeks have been really bizarre.
As some of you know, I broke up with my previous partner of four years late last month. And only last week, I was asked out on a date by someone else -- completely out of the blue.
While I don't really want to get into the nitty gritty details (I don't think it's really necessary to do that on myOtaku.com), I will say that it has given the last two weeks a kind of weird feel. I can't really put my finger on it, but I've had a sense of unease over the last week. It's really a long story I guess, but I have a weird feeling that things may not work out. I hesitate to say that, simply because I tend to underestimate myself when it comes to this sort of thing. I tend to expect the worst and I tend to feel that I'm going to make a billion mistakes and screw things up.
Though when I look back on the last two weeks, it's actually been a very smooth ride. So I don't know why I'm feeling this way. Again, maybe it's just my self doubt.
In any case, it's kind of led to this week ending with me feeling just a little blue. I'm sure it's a temporary thing though.
In other news...well...there isn't much other news at the moment. Actually, things have been moving along pretty steadily. Justin and I are still working on OtakuBoards and we're getting closer and closer to the end goal. It's very difficult at times and I know that sometimes it makes both of us want to tear our hair out...but we'll get there, no doubt.
Anyway, I guess that's about it for this update. It's not much, but there hasn't been anything really interesting to talk about lately. I've had a very singleminded focus over the last two weeks I guess.
I will say one thing though; OtakuBoards is going to be breaking a record for the longest ever AIM chat. In fact, I think we've probably broken it already. It's quite sad and quite exciting at the same time. Well, it's exciting if you're insane. And many of you are.
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