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Monday, April 12, 2004
Dissolved James
I'm just a little tired. I've been getting all of the proper sleep lately, but I'm still a little tired.
I have been stressing over this new myOtaku homepage, which I want to get done as soon as possible. I know it shouldn't be a source of anxiety, but sometimes these things are. I want to get it done in a timely manner, and if I feel that I'm hitting roadblocks with something (especially if I run out of ideas or something), I start to feel very anxious about it.
I'm also getting pulled on from every direction. I have to finish a postbit for OB, I have to put up a new Kill Adam chapter, I have to complete another OB skin in a hurry, I have to upload every last avatar to the library, I have to do the team pages, I have to set up the team system, I have to begin theOtaku.com's redesign, I have to set up more than 50 pieces of graphics for N-Sider, I have to organize E3-related stuff, et al.
So, if I ever tell you "sorry for not doing that on time, because I have a lot of stuff to do", you might want to step back a little and give me some room to breathe.
I don't mean to complain, I just mean to state facts. By all means, I enjoy most of my online work. But it shouldn't get so piled up that it starts to drain my soul. lol
I read Sara's post in The Reanimatrix just a few minutes ago. It was very impressive. I urge you to read it if you get the chance. It's almost a crime that some of the very best writers on OtakuBoards are also the people who show off their writing the very least. But I guess that's how things work. Each piece stays with you for a while. It's not like this stuff is being mass-produced. Each one is special and each one is worth the wait. I feel this way particularly with Sara and Charles. I always love what they write. And to have them create their own stories for my thread is a very great honor indeed.
Not to say that everyone else hasn't created amazing stuff. This thread has actually made me a fan of quite a few other people, in terms of their writing. I think it's brought out the best in some members, creatively speaking. So it's been a very positive experience, whether I'm writing or reading.
For some reason, I feel really weird as I write this update. I'm not quite unhappy or depressed...it's not that. I just feel odd. I'm not myself.
Oh well. These things happen. I'm sure I'll be right as rain very shortly. ~_^
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