Saturday, May 23, 2009

Mew

I'm quite sure no one will read this. Theotaku has killed myotaku. But this is a site that i've used since I was a freshmen in highschool...I'll be 22 in June...so this place is my home. I'm in North Carolina, as i've said before, working, enjoying a fresh start. Enjoying the family I have here. And i'm getting married. I'm going to be Mrs. Alvarado soon, and I couldn't be happier. I found that man who completes me, and he just doesn't work without me. It's a breath of fresh air in a world full of smog. I wish myotaku was still alive so I could celebrate this with my friends. Just the same, I miss you guys. I'll always love ya'll.

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Monday, December 22, 2008

Mew!

Merry Christmas everyone! I'm in Florida for Christmas. ^__^ Not much else to say, I love Florida so much! There is something special about hometown. hehe I hope you all have a merry merry Christmas. It should be a happy time with the music, memories and good-feeling. Besides that, all my other updates are below. *hugs and snuggles to Connie* --Aya

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Saturday, December 6, 2008

hehe I told you guys I would give you pics so here they are! I'm on Heathers laptop again. >_> Got on before anyone woke up. >D! He's so handsome! I never understood nor cared for when people would say, "My husband is perfect", or "God that girl is perfect!" What I do understand and what I think of Boris is, 'He's perfect for me. ^__^ And he is! He's brought so much to me and I don't think i've ever been more comfortable or more happy with someone like this. hehe I must sound silly to some of you. I know that some of you might not believe in love, or that you've had your heart broken...I know after Tim I didn't think I was going to fall in love so soon...Boris blindsided me and swept me off my feet, soooo not my fault! >_> <_< I just hope that all of you guys will find someone that is perfect for you, that completes you! I know I know i'm sounding cheesy well leave me be! >( I'm so excited! We're going to get a Christmas tree today, and we're going fishing. ^__^ I love Christmas! The lights, the music, the feel-good aura that people (some) give off around the holidays...I can't wait to decorate the tree tonight! I've also been working on my resume and still playing Nanny of the house. >_> It's fun though, I'm really learning to relax like everyone keeps telling me to. >_< I'll have pics of me next time! I don't have them atm, I'll have to get them from Boris. >_> I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving! Mine was ok, I got to spend time with the neighbors, who invited me over to have Thanksgiving with them. I love huge family events! A lot of 'big-mama' women in the kitchen and kept shooing all men out while they cooked and baked. hehe It was funny watching one of their sons sneak in to take a nibble of the dressing or the turkey and getting scolded like, "Boy don't make me sin and whoop you, you betta getta here! Go-on now!" *big Southern accent* XD Well, that was all, I just wanted to update again before I went another month without a hello. XD *hugs* Love you guys! --Aya

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Update!

Hey guys! Still no net, it should be this week, i'm writing this from my friend's laptop. Yay for wireless! >_> Things are going ok, my cousin keeps telling me to relax a little, that I don't have to rush into a job or college, that all this time I haven't learned how to relax, and that while I'm living here I should just take a breather and "Enjoy being 21 girl! Damn you been up your mothers ass for so long, don't it feel good just to get away from that?" I suppose she is right, I should relax, but at the same time, I enjoy school, and a job, so...its strange...lol. I guess if you're used to one thing, it is what makes you relax, yes? Oh well, still, I guess I have no choice but to relax...I had a lot of money saved for me, for college, well, it was a lot for me, and I had to give it all to my mother to save her house, which in the end she lost anyways...So now, without money, i've come to live with Brittany, my cousin, she says it was good for me, not losing the money, but to finally be away from mother...I think she's right. I feel so down sometimes, that i'm so useless...but Boris has been the biggest help to me, I never thought I could put so much trust in someone, so much...love. He motivates me not to give up, to enjoy my time and to put trust in others. I really truely love Boris. Well, I do have a plan though, I will get my job, I know my mother will never give me my money back, so I have to save all over again. So, job first, then college I guess will now become my secondary instead of primary. Good thing I was almost finished with my AA degree! >_> I miss you guys, I miss hearing from you, reading your blogs, even texting and getting calls from some of you! hehe I hope you guys have a great holiday! I'll be around more often soon. ^_^ Love! --Aya PS! *snuggles on Con chibi style* n__n

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Sunday, November 2, 2008

lol Amazing, when I actually want to check on you guys I have no computer. I haven't had my computer since I moved to North Carolina. Right now i'm back in Florida to retrieve the rest of my things. I do miss Florida alot, more then I expected I would. It's well...home. I'm sure at some point in my life i'm going to live here again, and I look forward to it. Florida, California, and Australia; the three places in life I want to live before I die. Other then that, life has been calm waters. Once I get the rest of my things in NC, i'm going to start a job and work towards returning to college again. Its weird, I thought I would like time off but really I hate idle hands. I'm really looking forward to my job and going to school again. ^_^ On another good note, I have a new boyfriend. I would say we're taking things slow, but really I'm very happy with Boris. I don't feel like I have to tread lightly with him. When I get home I'll show you guys some pictures. ^_^ He's very handsome. hehe! All in all...he's perfect. ^_^ *hugs to death* I'll come back once I get things settled in NC. Love ya'll! --Aya

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Hey

I'm alive, just very busy with moving to North Carolina and ... well other things I'll discuss to myself next time. It's wrong of me to be absent so long and expect you all to just greet me with open arms, so I won't expect much, still, I do think about you guys, ya'll are often in my heart and my thoughts. *hugs*

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Thursday, July 3, 2008

Happy 4th of July!

I'm surprised I even had six comments. Thank you for welcoming me back, I feel like I'm right at home again. Well, it's been quite a journey! I haven't had too much fun, but I've been working my butt off (literally!) I walk two miles every day, I do stretches, and I've quit sodas. I'm so proud of myself. ^_^ I've dropped from a size 18 pants down to about 8/12. I say 8/12 cause I can go into one store and get size 8, walk into another and get 12. Agh! I hate that, pick a size and stick to it companies! >_< Make a girl feel thin dammit all! Regardless, my bf has been the biggest motivation for me. I figure that goes with most people, you want to look and feel your best, ne? Speaking of which, I guess it's picture time hmm? Ok here goes! Handsome man. ;) The last pic is special, he asked me what kind of pictures I wanted, and I said, "I want to see what I would wake up to in the morning," and that's what I got. hehe It's hard being across the country from him, but I feel strong about our relationship, I don't think that would be a reason that we would break up, not anymore. ^ ^ Hmm, besides that, I've wrote another short story; my friend Jan wanted some Prince of Tennis yummy stories. So, (with threats of putting a whip on me) I've finished! It's only 5 chapters, and I made them on the fly, (literally one night per story), so if anyone is brave enough you're welcome to read the pervyness that is PoT. >_> Oh! I also put up a new wallpaper, my first in...how many months? Well, I made it months ago, with intensions of putting it here, so I hope ya'll like it. v! (Don't forget hugs!) Well, that's all for tonight, I said allot. lol I really did miss you guys. Maybe next post I'll show you updated pictures of me?

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Sunday, June 29, 2008

Sorry.

My birthday was yesterday, I just turned 21. I didn't get to do much, it rained and the person who was going to take me for sushi thought getting drunk was better. But I did have fun! My bf woke me up and sang happy birthday to me. It really made me smile, I just love him. ^ ^ If everyone was still on myO I'd show you some pics. I guess everyone moved to theotaku station then. I have been gone for a while, but usually there are more people around when I get back. All I see are three maybe four people out of thirty posting. Kinda sad really. Actually, its very sad. I guess this is the end of myotaku, which is what Adam wanted anyways I guess. Well, I'm not migrating over to theotaku, I just don't have the heart to leave my customized otaku here. I guess I can add some wallpapers or something? But other then that...My AIM is MasochistOfSet, same as my yahoo. Annnd like before all my other site info is up top if you want to look me up sometime. It's been a great run and I miss you all.

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Thursday, May 1, 2008

Hey guys

I'll make this quick, and maybe give a proper post later. I hope ya'll have been doing well. I've been working on finals, which are now over...and in the middle of finals got a boyfriend. Nice huh? I get to tell you all about it later, for now, I haven't gotten much sleep. Insomnia won't leave me alone! And I cut my hand so the throbbing won't leave me alone either. u.u I hope that most of you are still here, and have'nt quit myotaku, I have missed you guys, I'm glad that a few of you have my cellphone number, at least we can keep in touch that way.

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Saturday, April 5, 2008

Not-So-Fun Spring Break

Well nothing went as planned for my spring break. My Mema (grandmother) died Monday. So of course any plans around that time were cancelled. The problem is that my family hates one another. No joke, no one likes anyone. It’s a miracle that my cousin Brittany is such a good friend of mine; she’s the only one in the family that I’ve ever looked up to and had respect for and loved. Her and Mema obviously. But of course, my mothers siblings had to fight over who saw Mema when, and just made life more of a headache. I’m just glad that Mema doesn’t have to suffer anymore, she was in terrible pain. The only good thing I see coming out of all of the arguing is that mom is finally talking to her oldest (50 something years old) sister again. Brittany’s mom, the INSANE one I told you guys about. The one that use to live in the house we moved to for a month or so. =P She seems less…insane. I just hope mom keeps her distance. On a lighter note, I got a new live action in! It’s called Hotaru no Hikari. And yes, an actor from TeniMyu is in it! ^ ^ Kato Kazuki, the yummy actor for Atobe Keigo. He did a great job in this film as well, I was so surprised to see him in it my jaw dropped! O.o I also bought Ghost Train and Bishionen. Bishonen is a great gay film from China, I was very pleased with it. Formula 17 (another gay film) should be coming in shortly. I can’t wait to tell you guys how they are! Ah, I don’t like Naruto, which is weird, I’ll only watch episodes with Rock Lee and Gaara, I don’t like the hype of the anime, I hate when things become so pretentious, but all in all it’s not a terrible anime. I really like Gaara’s back story and what goes on in Shippuuden, they just take sooooo looonnng to just get to the point, and I hate that. But! Thanks to Shippuuden you’ll be seeing some Gaara wallpapers on my panel soon. ^ ^ I hope you guys enjoy the new wallpapers I’ve been adding! I just hate it doesn’t automatically tell you who downloads your papers, I miss the popularity count being by that, because not everyone hugs, and views don’t count. Oh well! Love you guys! Hope you have a great weekend!

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