Friday, July 28, 2006

   Keh! Myspace a place for friends my arse!
Okay, recently I've been seriously thinking about just deleting my Myspace and being done with it. It's seriously so frustrating. I posted a bulletin saying that I might delete it and if any people on my friendlist cared they might want me to keep it. But. Nope. Not a message at all. Nothing. Apparantly my "friends" on that site couldn't give two craps about me. It's just so frustrating because I'd post surveys for people to fill out and no one would do it! So what's the point of me being on the site if no one replies to the bulletins I post, no one cares if I delete it or keep it, so why not just delete it? I see no sense in keeping it anymore. THIS site is 10 billion times better than Myspace. At least you guys read what I write and actually care. D; Unlike stupid Myspace people. Oh well. Anyways.

I've been thinking about starting to draw like Danny Phantom art. Do you guys know who that is? I figure, hey. His art isn't as good as Amy Brown (A famous fairy/mermaid/dark gothic ladies artist) And anime and all that is getting to hard and annoying for me. So, I figure I'll give drawing like that a chance. After all it looks hell of a lot easier than anime or anything else of the sort. So who knows. Anyways. Well. I leave for Otakon in 4 days. I'm so excited. I have all my outfits set out and planned already. (They look awesome mind you.) And I can't wait to wear them. OH! And Gaia is going to be at Otakon. <33333333. -squee- They're going to be handing out posters and pins and and and selling hats and shirts. x3. I'm so excited. But yeah. (Gaiaonline.com is a forum site. But soooo much better. x3 Check it out if you don't know about it.)

I guess that's all for now.
Sorry for continually complaining about myspace.
v_v;
It's probably annoying for you guys.
I'll stop. xD.
But, for now, Sayonara!

-Meru-chan.
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Thursday, July 27, 2006

   So. I got me a new layout.
What do you guys think? I actually think I pulled it off pretty well. If only I could actually find a good way to put some music on here, I'd have some of Miyavi's music. But I can't figure it out. So. You'll have to deal with Kingdom Hearts electronic music until I figure it out.

But yeah. I think my Miyavi layout came out pretty hot. xD If only I could some more with my site. Make it more pretty. But I can't.
Yeah. So totally bored with Myspace. Seriously. I only talk to one person on there. Other than that everyone just comments my pictures or post stupid bullitens. Which in my opinion is completly boring. Anyways.

Hmmmm. You know. I think the next layout I'm gonna do is going to be Reno from FF7 Advent Children. Because he is so amazingly awesome. ;D. Especially because Axel from KH2 does his voice. xD. It's funny. Cause. He reminds me of Axel. And Axel is amazing. Anyways. Hmmm. You know what I noticed? I say "Anyways" a lot. It's kinda like saying "Got it Memorized?" Hahhhh. I'm such a loser. Okay, let's see. I have no idea what to talk about. Hurray for Panic! At the Disco blasting in my ears that I can't even hear my siblings complaining to each other. It's amazing. <3.

Hmmmm. Well! I took 2 new pictures of me. x3 I look like a loser in both of them. But that's okay because I rock. Right? Right. Cool. Great. x3.


Muhahah. Told you I was a loser. ;D.
Let's see. (Note I'm trying not to say Anyways. xD. It's really not easy. D;] Arg! I almost just did it again. But. Yeah. I still can't draw. I think I'm pretty much done with drawing for a really really really long time. I just get annoyed with it too easilly now. I erase the face I draw at least 7 times before I'm maybe 1/4th satisfied with it. And then of course the rest of it comes out like crap. v_v; Oh well.

Well. I have to be on my way. So I'll talk to you all later. <3.

Sayonara!
-Meru.
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006

   Arrrrgggg!
I'm so bloody annoyed with myspace. These last few weeks I've been trying SOO hard to get my profile stuff right. And finally when I do, I just wanted to alter one thing, ALL OF MY PROFILE IS GONE. All my coding, all my editing, all my interests and personality and music and heros and EVERYTHING. I'm not even kidding. The only thing that stayed was this stupid, quote thing. Ugh. It made me so annoyed. So I was up until fucking 12:30 last night trying to get everything back to the way it was. I think I SORTOF got it. Oh and then I tried making a graphic to have as a background, you know, something easy, something you think wouldn't take very long. Easy stuff. Yeah well. Everytime I tried to rotate the picture to fit inside a sideways turned square the bloody program encountered a problem and needed to close! Of course all my work there was then fucking gone. Ohmygod. And it didn't do this only once, it did it like seriously, 7 times. I got Soooo annoyed I just wanted to like. Stop with Myspace all together. I wanted to say forget it and delete it all. But then I realized that I use it too much and all of my friends are on there blah blah blah. So I guess I decided to stay on it. But if that happens one more time, you can just hear me say bye bye to Myspace because I won't deal with that anymore. I mean, how annoying can you possibly get?! X_______x;

Anyways. So. I feel really bad for my friend. He's going into surgery today for a ripped tendon in his thumb. x_x I guess he said that if he breaks it one more time, they won't be able to fix it properly. So he has to go through 6 WEEKS of therapy for it so it fixes it's self right. Doesn't that suck? It can't get much worse than that. But, he did say something to make me smile. ^_^ He said that now that his thumb is all broken, he won't have to work for six weeks and he said that we could hang out more. ^_^ Which means he actually wants to hang out with me. That made me smile so much ^_^. (I kinda have a crush. x3) But yeah. That made me smile. So I guess we're gonna hang out on Saturday together. ^_^ But instead of saying like, Okay to our agreement on when to hang out, he said cool. x3 Hurray. It made me smile anyways.

Let's see. What else is going on? Not that much I guess. Summer is half-way over and then I start school again. -sigh- I mean. I'm looking forward to it I guess. But then again, at the same time I'm not looking forward to it. I mean, I don't know. It just kinda sucks I guess. I'm a senior this year and all that means is stress stress stress. Mainly because I have to make this year look good. SEeing as it's my last year and all that crap. v_v; Not to mention two of my best friends are in a year lower than me and I can't graduate with them. :( That makes me so sad.
Sayonara!

-Meru
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Sunday, July 23, 2006

So I'm bored.
Ugh. It's like, 11:30 at night and I'm still awake. Normally I'm drawing or doing something of that sort.

But, I told myself that I would stop with all that for a while.

I swear to god. I'm just too stressed with it all. It makes me hate drawing and I don't want that to happen.

But yeah. I'm really getting bored of myspace. I didn't think something like that could get boring. But apprantly anything is possible. I am in LOVE with this stupid song. The Rasmus - Guilty. I saw it in a Spiral AMV and now I'm in love with it. Mostly because it has to do with Eyes Rutherford. He is seriously the hottest anime character I've seen in a while. (Yes I call anime characters hot. If you have a problem with that then I'm sorry.) But yeah!

Anyways. I need a good band name. I can't come up with anything anymore. I thought I had a good one yesterday and then I forgot it. >_< I'm a terrible person. Anyways. I think I finally got a good thing going on this site here. I got music, awesome icons, cool profile stuffs. And some neat layouts in mind. But yeah. I will be changing them every now and again.

This site is more fun than I thought it'd be. x3 I mean sure you have to learn HTML to have really ANY fun. But how hard is it? I'm getting the hang of it. x3.

Ugh. This "friend" of mine. If that's what you want to call her. Is like, 16 and is having sex! Isn't she stupid? D; Why would she do that? I mean, you can't get much worse than that. Seriously. What if she got pregnant? And then she was freaking out about it afterwards! All like "OMG I had sex, I might get pregnant Omg omg omg the world is against me." It was her choice! She's so...Ugh! Anyways. Yeah. I'm bored. So. x3 IM me on AIM or something.

Sayonara!

-Meru
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   Aiiyahhhhhhh. >_
Well first off, Konnichiwa! O genki desu ka? Me? Why I'm horrible. D; I was up until 12:30 last night trying and trying and TRYING to draw something. And I couldn't! Everything and anything I tried I absolutley hated. Everything was coming out utterly terrible. I hated everything. Ugh to the max. But I guess it's okay. I think I need a break from drawing. All I've been doing is drawing and drawing and trying to draw. I think I need to take a break from it all because I think I've been over thinking it. It's not that hard. x_x; But then again, I've been seeing other people's art. (Mostly professional Manga artists, mind you) and comparing it to mine. Which really probably isn't something good to do. But, Oh well I guess. I really think I need a break for now. Maybe if I come back to it in like...4 weeks or 5 weeks or something I'll have the will to draw again. But for now, there's no way I am getting to be able to draw right now. Unless it's remaking a picture. But yeah. I just thought I'd fill you all in on my stress ful night. D;

Sayonara!
-Meru.
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Saturday, July 22, 2006

Just an AMV someone made to Advent Children. ;D Cloud is soooo hot.

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   Well. Just starting this out.
Well this site seems pretty cool so far. I bet I'll be staying here for a while. Not to mention I love the name of the site. xD. Uhm. Let's see. I am absolutley bored with Myspace. Seriously, it's gotten to be SUCH a drag. I'm not even kidding. I never have any new stuff on it. Well, except from one of my friends, she's awesome. We've been talking for like ever. xD. Too bad she lives FARRRR away from me. But yeah, Oh well. Let's see? What else to fill you guys in on? Oh yeah, when I start school next year I'm taking creative writing. That should be fun right? Well, seeing as I love writing and all that jazz. ;D. I just haven't had any time to get to drawing though. I've been really wanting to draw a picture of me and two of my best friends. But, I just can't come up with anything. I'm even trying my hardest. D; It's really bumming me out. Oh, bugger. My parents are going to be home soon, better close this post up for now. But yeah, Oh well. I'll talk to you all later! Thanks for listening. <3.
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