Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Hey there, gals and gents. Thank you for your kind words about my poem yesterday, it means a lot to me. ^^ Oh, and don't worry, Al, i'll explain all the poems to you if you want me to, heh. Now, i'm so sorry that i don't get around to you others that much, it's just that... well, like it's always been, i'm so damned busy with finding a job and such things. My parents even pulled me in for meeting about my future yesterday. *sigh* Can't they just give me a break and let me run my show? Anyway, don't have time to rant, have to go to the city to look for a job. Here's another poem i wrote... i think it's been half a year ago soon. Anyway, not one of my best, but it was what i could find right now. Hope you enjoy. "Mellowdy" by Jaxx "Shatter... Scatter... Mocked upon the gravestone of souls forgotten... Enjoy my cramps as you eat away the bits... But don't you get that i am bloody rotten? Choose between hate or despair and send it to the mocking kids... This mellow time is right for me I never needed the green grass anyway Why can't i strive like you do? Don't choke my mellowdy... Believe... Conceive... If you knew how often i hear your cries I know you would go... go into the white light... And if you say that i have pretty eyes I will have to take in all the lies... Sitting in shadows of mankinds prodigy I never needed the green grass anyway Am i meant to feel this pain? My mellowdy will never die... Don't be shy... i wont let it die... i can still hear you cry... Die... i die too..." Yup, a painfilled one... again. Though this period, my poems are happy and you can probbaly tell why *hugs Alandra tight* Take care ya'll! Talk to ya later ^^ Love you heaps, Alandra! *hugs and kisses* ^^

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Hey there, ya guys and gals. First of all, i'd like to show you a bit of the lyrics, from one of Korn's new songs: Liar. "My brother, you love her, But don't give up your instincts. Hang onto you know what They'll be gone fast as you blink. They're trained to seduce you, Suck you dry quick as they can. They tried to reduce you, Now you're barely a man. Oh, my God. How can you deny the blood, That's flowing through you? Hey you, You're saying that she's all that you desire. Liar. Hey you, You think you can throw water on this fire? Liar." I love this song. Anyway, yesterday i was just thinking through a lot of things, like i usually do, and so i wrote some of my thoughts down in my usual artistic way (i don't hava clue). This is for you, Alandra. "Secret" by Jaxx "Arms opens up in a winter breeze feel the wings take flight doesn't it remind of you of these hiding feelings of past nights? Now i fall from grace But does it remove all of our secrets? i just fall with you Then I can keep onto secrets of us. It breaks now and pulls us in your lips shiver, but stay clean and bright If you come out tonight, it'll wear you thin fear and feelings on glass of forming light But you're given words like perfume Though you're forming your own fortune Call, honey The shadow of you and me, is finally of us In me you can trust." That's it. I think it's one of my better, yeah... probably because of whom i wrote it for, heh. Uhm... i don't think i have anything else right now... hmm, nope, so you're free to go. *waves you off* bye bye. Take care ya'll! Love you so much, Al! *kisses* ^^

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Saturday, January 14, 2006

Alandra: Heeeey everyone! Long time no see. ^_^ Jaxx: You guys probably have been crying in your sleep, not knowing what she's doing, huh? Alandra: Pft, as if. Jaxx I'm sure they have! I know some people... i think.. you'd better go on... Alandra: Oh yes! Well, as some of you guys read on Johnny's site, there's a new guy in my life. Jaxx: Oooo, exciting! ^^ Alandra: And this guy is.... Jaxx: *drumwhirl* Alandra: Oh you do it Daniel, I can't say it Jaxx: Haha, it's alright. Well, you guys probably already figured it out. Yes, it's-a me, mario! I mean, Jaxxy! *whispers* can we cut out the Mario part? Alandra: Noooooo. Lol. Jaxx: Alright ^^; Anyway guys, now you know the big secret. ^^ Alandra: Yeap, I got with my ex boyfriend's...best friend. Jaxx: Heh, she picked the next-best ^^ Alandra: *jaw drop* AHEM!! Jaxx: Just kiddin, skat ^^; *hugs Al tight* Alandra: *giggles and glomps Daniel* Jaxx: *kisses Al softly* Heh, I bet they're screaming: "GET A ROOM!" Alandra: So? Your point being? Jaxx: That I don't care *grins and kisses Al's neck* Alandra: *giggles* Nooo! That tickles!!! Jaxx: Haha, I know that *evil laugh and looks at MyO people* ...what? MyO people: O_o Jaxx: *coughs and hides behind Al* Alandra: Awwwwww, my poor skat. *cuddles Daniel* Jaxx: *cuddles close* It's alright, they just haven't heard from me in years, so they probably have to get used to me again, heh. Anyway, what else should we talk about? Alandra: I dunno, why not just tell everyone how we feel? Jaxx: Yeah, good idea. Well, to tell you guys the truth; I've been in love with Al for a long time now. Yup, even while she was with Johnny. Since he's my best friend and I'm a decent guy, of course I didn't do anything about it. Wait, I'm telling them our story now, is that okay? Alandra: Of course! Their our friends! Jaxx: Yeah, good point. *smiles and kisses Al* Anyway, some days after Johnny and Al broke up... how many days was it again...? Alandra: *shrugs* Dunno, around 4 days? Jaxx: Hmm, yeah, I think so too. Well, we talked about it all and somehow, I gathered what courage I have and told her, that I've been having a crush on her for a very long time. Alandra: Yeah, and well...I feel the same way. When I first met Daniel I got a crush on him. ^_^ And after Johnny left me I realised what a great guy Daniel was. How he'd always been there for me and cared. Jaxx: *smiles big and nuzzles Al's neck* How couldn't I care about you? You're everything I want in a girlfriend, you're funny, smart, beautiful and yet cute. And we always seem to understand each other. Alandra: Yeah, we do understand eachother. Anyway!! We talked it over and yeah, here we are, in eachother's arms. Jaxx: *cuddles Al* Yeah, I'm the luckiest guy alive. Alandra: And I'm the luckiest girl EVERRRRRR!!!!! Jaxx: ^^ Yup, and now you've been and are with the best guys Denmark has to offer, haha. *kisses Al softly* Alandra: *kisses back and giggles* Yeah, though I think your better for me than Johnny. Jaxx: Really? Wow, that's probably the biggest compliment I can get, heh. Well, it's funny... I'm both sorry that you and him had to break up, since I was so happy for my best friends. But now I'm also glad it happened (not in an evil way of course), cause we can be together now. ^^ Alandra: Same, and Johnny is with Steffie. Everyone is happy in love. ^_^ Jaxx: Yay! ^^ Everything has worked out for the better. *hugs Al* Alandra: *hugs Daniel back* Yeap. *nods* Jaxx: Well, I think people are getting tired of me already again. *dodges rogue flying vegetables* Alandra: Noooo! Don't throw things at him!! *cuddles Daniel* Jaxx: *stands in front of Al to take the shots* Phew, that was close... Alandra: Awwwwww. *hugs Daniel's chest* My knight in shining....ehhhhh....clothes!!! Lol. Jaxx: Haha, yeah, and your guardian angel, like you are mine. *smiles and hugs Al back tight* Alandra: Well, we better get going. Have a great day everyone! Jaxx: Yup, we need our privacy. Have a good one ya'll! Alandra: *smiles at Daniel* Love you skat. ^_^ Jaxx: *smiles back and kisses Al* Love you too, skat ^^ *waves at MyO people* Alright folks, show's over, go home now. Alandra: Lol. Byye!! *waves* Jaxx: Bye ya'll! *curtain drops followed by forced applause* Alandra and Daniel

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Saturday, December 24, 2005

MERRY BLOODY X-MAS! ^^

Well, i doubt there wil come as many today as there were yesterday, but to all of you who did visit me... *group hug* Thank you all very much! That really made my day (although i read them today, but it makes this day then)! Anyway i have to be quick about this, so here's shoutouts to you all. Al: ^^ Thanks, sis... my soul rests much easier, knowing you aren't mad at me (did i just make it sound like i'm dead?) *hugs tight* Demon Dragon: It's alright, Sam. I guess i was a bit touchy about it, heh. And yes, i got the ringo thing, thanks. And Danwil is okay. Yamisgirl: Thank you and merry christmas to you too. ^^ SetoKaibaRoxMySox: Heh, thanks a lot. They are getting better already, so it's all good. Merry X-mas to you too. ^^ Sumugi: Thank you, heh. Sitarose: Nope, Sita, it was on purpose to write it with a B. *hugs* Sorry about work again, hope you have fun tomorrow. And i'm really sorry we don't get to talk more... anyway, i'll talk with you later! Daffy: ^^ Don't worry about it, bro. I was being down and should have been more considerate, let's not dwell on it anymore, okay? We'll just have to learn from this. Besides, i think our friendship have grown stronger from this, so maybe it all works out for the better in the end. Take care and have fun tonight! ^^ Chocolate Devil: Ah yes, sorry i haven't posted for so long. I'm glad we could talk on msn though. Merry Christmas to you too! See ya'll on the other side! Take care, minna-san! ^^

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Friday, December 23, 2005

Hey there everyone. Or well, those of you who haven't given up on me yet. Hmm, i've been non-posting for quite some time... and i haven't been that good at visiting you guys either, i'm so sorry. Uhm... i've had a pretty crazy and... perhaps even hurtful period, these last few weeks. one of the things is described on Al (Blue Eyes) site. the best for me would probably be to simply leave the net for some time, not get on at all for a few weeks or so... but... well, i'll consider it and let you know if i do take a break. Shoutouts: ShikamaruKnowsAll: WHERE THE BUCK ARE YOU?! You haven't posted in ages, that's not like you, man! I need your support now more than ever! *breathes* Okay, sorry about that. Just be back soon, okay? Demon Dragon: Glad you find my pics hilarious, love to make people laugh. Daffy: I guess you can never let go of the thought, that there was something more between me and Al, huh? It's nice to know that one can trust their best friend. Al: Sorry about this whole bucked up mess. Hold on to Johnny, he needs you and i think you need him. Well, that's about all i had to say... so... take care ya'll. Hope i don't become troublesome for any of you again. Merry Christmas, by the way.

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Sunday, December 4, 2005

Not much time, hurry hurry! I have to go prepare myself (just woken up) for going to Daff's school, where there are gonna be some touring and such. And my bus leaves in about... well, less than an hour! 0_0 Okay, think i'm gonna have to skip that one... and take the one an hour after, which probably results in me being a bit late, but that's not a problem... i hope. Anyway, i hastedly uploaded Bullets by Editors, so here it is. This is probably my fave Editors track, yup. Oh, and thanks for your nice words on my poem yesterday. I think i might write them and save them for my posts in the future, cause it doesn't turn out as well, when you've got a dead-line. Oh well, that's it, be gone please. Talk to ya'll later! ^^

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Saturday, December 3, 2005

I believe this is Marisa of FE8... Another Saturday morning and what might the day bring? Looking on the statistics; not very much will happen. Which i'm fine with really. Hmm, wonder if i'm starting to slump back into rutine days...? Mah, might think of something, or i might have some interesting conversations, who knows? Heh, sorry, again my talking lacks point. Ahem, uhm... the music up is Editors with Blood. I really like the chorus. Tomorrow i might put up either Fingers In The Factories or Bullets, by Editors as well. Oh yeah, do you like my theme? I'm running a Fire Emblem (FE) theme lately, and the sub-theme is my fave character of FE8; Joshua the Swordsmaster. Heh, this is actually one of these games i both love and hate; love it because its got all i love in a game, hate it because i can spend days on retrying and retrying a mission, because i lose a party member. When one dies, that's it; no reviving or anything. What else...? Hey, i feel like writing a poem. Highstrung appetizing feelings now all sparks burn out digging daggers in carpet frames yes, she walked out Highstrung appetizing feelings i'll come and look on crumbling glass on wooden floor heck, not that i care Yet i live and i like countdown 'til i break Bloody fingers on the wall of insanity, fades but revives in a circle i will tell her... if i wake up. "Circle" by Jaxx Uhm... well, probably not one of my best, but it speaks of the situation i'm in at the time being. Anyway, enough for today. Take care ya'll, talk to ya later! ^^

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Saturday, November 26, 2005

To all of those who read my post yesterday (which is just about everyone i know here, thanks for the many comments ^^) and whom of them i talked with on msn: Sorry, i didn't mean you were a nuisance and that i'd rather be without the convos, you know i love talking to ya. Anyway, uhm... the music *cough*... well, i like that one. It's got... this feeling of... uhm, celticm... arh, buck it, i'll put something else up. ^^; Oh yeah, i'm pretty good, thanks. Funny how that little thing with the girl i was sad about some days ago *takes a deep breath* appearantly wasn't enough to bring me all down. Well, it still hurts a tiny bit in the back of my heart, or soul... or brain, or whatever. BUT... i live on, i hope. Sorry, i'll stop this ramble already. Go on, go home, there's nothing more to see. Talk to ya'll later! ^^

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Friday, November 25, 2005

I want Soul calibur 3... NOW!!! Anyway, i've got a day-off from school... yayness! Long weekend = goooood. So i'm happy, at least for the time being. Oh oh, i bought Fire Emblem: The Sacred Stones yesterday! Maybe i should have saved up a bit more for Soul Calibur... but hopefully i'll get that for christmas or something. Gee, all these people talking to me... Not that i mind of course, but it's hard to write my post. Think i'm gonna wait a bit, until some of them go. ---------- 10 days later -------- They haven't left yet... Anyway, better post now, while it's somewhat early. Might put up some new music. Talk to ya'll later. ^^

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

*snore* bleh, don't wake me yet... i've been sleeping like... nothing pretty, these last few days. Oh well. Ooo, yesterday when i was about to go home from school, i came by the cinema and saw this trailer for Harry Potter and The Goblet of Fire. So i thought; "Where can i learn to dance like David Owe?"... Uhm, and then i thought; "oh what the heck, i'll go in and see if it's worth the hype." And it was like, when the movie ended i thought; "what? but it's just started!" I love that movie and i gotta say... Emma Watson is mine! *shifty eyes* Come on, who can resist that smile, those eyes...? Uhm, what else...? I hope i can get to Johnny's place today, i don't wanna be bored at home. Well, take care, talk to ya'll later! ^^

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