Sunday, August 21, 2005

*jumps around in joy*

Woohoo! I'm at home (booh) and my net is working (yay)! Well, at least it seems to be working normally again... it still has some trouble with sending information but it's receiving all it needs so that's good. I think... dare i say it? That i might be able to get on the net more frequently again! Woohoo! But the again, there's still school of course, so it's not gonna be exactly as much as before, but it's better than nothing. Anyway, here's a pic of Nighty, for whoever should care. He's so cool... hmm, actually... i think i'll give you a challenge. I know many of you have great articstic skills, names like Sitarose and Demon Dragon enters my mind, so i'd like for anyone who's up for it, to draw a fanpic of Nightmare from Soul Calibur 2 and give it to me. Then i'll present them here and give you the credit. That's an okay agreement, right? You might get inspiration from the pic i just showed or some other pic of him you might find or even make him in a pose of your own liking. Well, with that i'll take my leave 'til tomorrow (hopefully). Take care. Later! ^^ Oh yeah, the Rei theme idea sounds great Bardi, thanks man! ^^

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*crosses fingers*

Well, i'm going home today *sigh* so hopefully the net will have forgiven my tendensy of beating it silly and work for me again... for i am LORD VADER! *plays Darth-Vader Theme* Anyway, i'll write again if it works when i get home. Hope to be able to talk to ya'll soon again. Take care! ^^

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Saturday, August 20, 2005

  

Mhjello minna! ^^ Oh my... i'm speachless. Your comments on the last post, so nicely done by Sita, have really touched me. I didn't think i'd get that good responds... i'm not worthy, heh. Anyway, my net is still being a bitch, at the moment i'm using Johnny's net, so... just thought i should let you know that i'm still here, i love and miss you all and i'm still not going anywhere! Just need some time for my fucked up internet to realize who its daddy is (that's me)! Well, just want to thank you all for being here for me and here, for your entertainment, is the dancing penguin Skippy! Dance Skippy, dance! Oh yeah, shout-outs: ShikamaruKnowsAll - *uses police lock on you* you're not going anywhere! You better stay with us or i'll send my army of evil peas after you! So don't abandon us, a'ight?! Good. ^^ Uhm... yeah, i think that's actually only shout-out really needed... sorry if someone else think i should have said something to them as well, i still care about you guys and will try and visit as many of you as possible while i'm here. I'm not sure when i'll be able to be back on ones i go home again, but i'll do my best to get back as soon as possible. Please don't forget me, heh. ^^, Well, back to playing Star Wars Battlefront with J. Take care everyone. Talk to ya later! ^^

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Sunday, August 14, 2005

UH OH... UH OH....

Ello!! Sita here.... it is with a heavy heart that I have come to inform you all that sadly..... *sniff* Jaxx will be away for away for an undetermined amount of time... He still loves you all but his computer decided to go in strike... so if you have anything really really important to tell him.... like how much you love him and miss him and that he should just fire the whole damn union and get a new comp.... he will be back as soon as possible and will be happy to read PMs ^.^ Have a good day and keep your stick on the ice Sita

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

   RARGH!

God, i hate my net! It keeps fucking up, done for about two days now, i'm lucky i'm able to write this friggin' post! And it's even broadband! *trashes router... panting sits down again* okay, i'm calm... Well, what's happened...? Mah, nothing interesting, went to Dragons Lair and traded some YGO cards, bored the hell outta me... been a rather relaxing day all in all, which is a nice change of pace in these days with new school and all. But... my mind is still not calm... still some things that bugs me, or rather worries me... although i know it shouldn't... whoops, here i go being sabby again, tsk tsk. Well, i think i'll do like Shikamaruknowsall and Closet pervert and do some shout-outs: Elske29 - Ones again, so sorry i didn't get to your site yesterday. Daff-Power - Hope you feel better from yesterday, and i'm sorry if i seemed pushy about the information. Bardiel - WE WANT REI! X3 Sita - I forgot to tell you before, but i wont be on in the morning (your time) since i have to be "social"... but i will be on in the evening/night... i need to talk with you and hear your voice again, hope my card will work *sigh*. Hope you're all well and remember to keep on moving! Talk to ya later minna! ;3

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Friday, August 12, 2005

   Oh lookie. First subject line in a very long time!

"Back... to my old me, back to my roots..." *hums along* I'm thinking about this danish band called D.A.D., the song is called "Back To My Roots". I think it fits me well. Anyway, changed theme, changed profile, changed text color, changing music some time soon... uhm, yeah i think that's it... and i'm generally changing myself as well. Might sound strange, but... i've decided to take my life into my own hands. I've been to good at just obeying everything, from now on i'm gonna do things my way and not be a puppy. Might seem like a common thing, but i've been way to... giving in, a friend made me realize that... now don't worry, i'm still me of course, it's very few people that might feel it from me and probably they wont really either but anyway. The major thing that you should feel is that i'll make less sabby posts (hopefully). Well, it's time to eat... Jaxx style, haha! Take care everyone and talk to ya all later! ^^

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Thursday, August 11, 2005

Hey. Uhm... yeah, i just wanted to let you know that i'm alive... i'm just... well, some things are a bit hard at the moment... school is fine though, getting better and better, although i seem to have a hard time really noticing right now... but anyway, thanks for the nice words about my pic and hope you're all good. Take care. later. tsk, these kinda posts are becoming more and more frequently, i'm sorry...

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Tuesday, August 9, 2005

Mhjello minna. Heh, i'm glad not that many got to read my last post, sorry to those who did. I was having a lot of things on my mind, felt pressured by... yeah, things. Anyway, today was my first day in my new school. It was seriously scary at first, and that's the first time i've been afraid of a school, but it quickly got better. I met my class and most of them seem to nice enough. Talked especially good with two of them, so i guess it won't be that hard after all. There's still one thing that bugs me though, and it's not about school... but that's a bit to personal anyway, sorry. Starting school also explains why i write so late, and that's sadly how it's gonna go from now on, not much time for all the important things in life, heh... Well, here's a thing to end off any last amount of respect you might have for me: a picture of me! Tell the kids to look away and get ready for a shock... Yeah, that's me... heh well, i deal with it. ^^; Love ya all. Later!

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Monday, August 8, 2005

So are we lost or do we know Which direction we should go Sit around and wait for someone to take our hands and lead the way Cause every day we're getting older And every day we all get colder We're sick of waiting for our answers Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, Yeah I'm so tired of waiting, waiting for us to Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, Yeah I'm so sick of waiting, for us to make a move Lost Prophets - Wake Up (Make A Move) *Jaxx sits alone on a theater stage on a small chair, the lights giving his skin a pale shine while he looks out at the audience with tired eyes... a great sign hanging over the stage says: "Welcome to The My Mind To You, Eat Up While Hot! Warning: might contain ranting and stupid thoughts. * Tsk, i suck at HTML coding, took me forever just to place the lyrics like that *sigh*... Uhm... i'm starting in school tomorrow and it... i'm pretty scared actually. I've felt like this before, always taken it as it comes, but i've heard so much about this education called HF, that it should be extremely hard and take almost all of my time... which means much less time for MyO and such things... and less time with Sita. I got to talk with her yesterday so that's good... i need to call her tomorrow or something... Anyway, somebody get me some CC, please... *a skeletal arm reaches in over the stage and hands him a coke then goes back out* thanks... *swallows the liquid and carefully places the bottle on the floor... looks back to the audience with his hands folded as in a prayer* i know some people might say "come on man, get a grip and cheer up"... well, although it's nice of you to think i should, i can't get to that point right now. Please understand, i'm sure many of you will. Don't worry about me, if you do. It's just because of... things. *waves hand into the air as to illustrate something undefineable and lays it back to the other hand... sighs and looks away and then back to them" I wouldn't mind blowing the school, steal some cash from my parents and escape somewhere... Canada maybe. *grins slightly but quickly turns indifferent again* I've wrote a song called "Mellowdy"... might post it sometime, but i think some sabbiness should be spared for some other good time. *sits quietly for a moment* I got a hair cut today, just got it thinned out a bit, wanted to keep the lenght... but of course my hair ain't made for long hair, it grows up and stays up, doesn't lay down... it's made for short hair, but i want long hair... *grips hair with one hand and scratches it vigorously... lays hand down to the other again... looks at someone in the darkness and points at them* Hey you! Yeah, you! Are you listening to me? Wake up and look at me... LOOK AT ME! *rises from the chair and walks to the edge of the stage looking with wild eyes at the person... calms down and goes back to sit down on the chair... hugs himself with his arms* I'm so weird... people say that. I want to be with other people but when i am, i feel like i want to be alone... i think it's normal to feel like that, but still... what the fuck is normal anyway? "Normal" describes the status of an object similiar to objects of it's own kind... but we are human, and humans are different... ergo there can be no "normal" person. *waves a finger in the air like a director to his statements... sits on both hands and biting his lip while looking at the audience* "What the fuck is wrong with him? He's just so weird sometimes. How bad can it be?" If you think any of these thoughts... then i understand that. By the way, i'm just speaking my mind, i'm not erasing and taking back anything that i say, i want it all out, and you're not forced to listen to me, i'm glad if you do though. *smiles slightly and looks into the lights blinking his eyes a few times before looking back down at them* So many things are my fault... i know you might have expirienced some shit as well, we all have... but this is my show, this is my voice on your screen, so please hear and understand me. *goes out from the scene and comes back one hour and 27 minutes later* I've just got my head filled with crap from my parents again, about school, the future... and they had the nerve to mention... *looks away and back to them again* Anyway, after that i cleaned out a lot of paper stacks that i've had laying around... found some things from my past, pictures of people i miss, papers i wrote... i usually run from my past, just try and let it all behind and not look back... it was hard to go back there, to remember all those things and people. *sighs and lays head back looking at the ceiling* God, i miss her right now... *looks back to the audience* I think this is enough, i don't want to make you suffer anymore. This is my first show, and will hopefully be the last, but i know better. Talk to you all later. *steps down on the floor, bows to the audience and walks out of the stage... curtains falls*

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Sunday, August 7, 2005

Mhjello. Yup, he's still alive, what are ya gonna do about it? Well, i just spent a few days at Johnny's house so i wasn't that much fitted to write posts. Most of the time we just played SC2 (Soul Calibur 2) on the Gamecube. I'm probably gonna make a SC2 theme one of these days... Uhm yeah, and we went to the movies and watched Fantastic Four, it is alright. We filmed us a lot of times as well, and i know Johnny is gonna put some of it up, maybe i will as well, not sure... but i'm pretty sure i'll put up a pic of myself sometime soon... a decent pic hopefully. ^^; GARGH! Sorry, had to get that out. Stupid Gaia, always bugs up... i can't find the threats i RP in. Noooo! Anyway... *sigh* wonder how the con Sita went (sp?) to went... haven't heard from her in two days... *sighs again and slams head into desk* wow okay, i promised i would stop doing that. Hmm... my kid brother is having his birthday party today... okay i'm gonna stop here, when i start mentioning my family.... that's just plain wrong. Well, take care minna! ^^

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