Friday, July 8, 2005

*sigh* uhm... bloody hell, i hate leaving, in all it's meanings, that's why i'll make this short. This will be my last post before two weeks of hell away from you guys. See, my father is dragging me on vacation... and that means i wont have access to the net... Two weeks might not seem like much to some of you... but it means that i wont be able to check with you and talk with you... including my girlfriend... *random loud swearing* fuck... anyway, i'll try and have my pal Johnny (Daff-Power), post for me and give messages out to people who need it and i think that if people have messages to me, then just go to Johnny and give him the message and he'll tell me. Uhm... *deep sigh* why is this so hard...? It's only two weeks... tsk yeah, "only"... okay i'm gonna stop now, before i make a scene and lose all respect (to late). I'll see you all in two weeks time. Take care everyone, love ya'll. Love you Sita *kisses*. See ya later minna-san! The sunset is especially bright today...

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Thursday, July 7, 2005

Okay people, today i actually have something to talk about. Yesterday my parents had invited, brace yourself... two mediums, you know those ghost busters, to our house because of somethings we have been feeling lately. See, my mom has been feeling like she had trouble breathing and she was really scared when she was going to sleep. And my two smaller sisters has been having raging nightmares every night for about a month and they are actually afraid of sleeping now... anyway, these two mediums came, who were looking totally normal and really nice people, and we sat down and talked. And one of them already had an idea of what it might be. Appearantly, he was about a little over a hundred years old, and he must have been the father of the house with a wife and about five children... it seems that he had been abusing his kids sexually... and now he was trying to do the same with my smaller sisters and my mom... hence their nightmares and displease in some parts of the house. Well, when it came to my mom he saw her as his wife that he used to beat up, so every night she felt like being strangled... This is also why me, my brothers and my stepfather couldn't feel anything, because he wasn't after us... anyway, we talked with the mediums for a couple of hours and then found the place where he would often be... the oldest of the girls's bedroom... We got in the room and they had one of those... dunno what you call it, it's this burning stick that smells real good and are used in meditation, we also had six candles to lead the ghost to us... so we took each others hands and formed a circle and one of them started calling out to it and talk to it... appearantly it was afraid of us because it thought we'd send it to hell... then we all "dragged" him to us, and this is were the creepy stuff start... i actually felt a breeze of cold air around my anchles and only the mediums had been able to feel that before, so i checked for open windows but there was none... the candles started to act uncontrolably and the other medium did some chanting while we had to lift our hands in the air, to lift him away... and even if it should be my imagination, it was really hard to lift... we all had a very difficult spot high in the air... but we got him away... the air actually didn't feel as heavy around there after it... could have been the burning sticks i don't know... now we just need the proof, we need to see what happens when the girls and my mom are going to sleep... Now, i don't say that i actually believe in ghosts and spirits, cause i still don't, i believe there is something but not dead people. But still... i did feel something, not sure what it was... fear maybe? I just know that something left this place...

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Wednesday, July 6, 2005

Mhjello minna! Hmmm, still not much to talk about... i found this on AnimeChick4DDR's site and thought i might try it too. So please comment it. ^^ 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression [of me]? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? 16. What song are you listening to right now? 17. Do you love me? And one little quiz. What Sort of Romantic Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Hope you're all soaked and bubbling. Later! Love you Sita! ^^

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Monday, July 4, 2005

I've felt the hate rise up in me... kneel down and clear the stone of leafs... i wander out where you can't see... inside my shell i'll wait and bleed. Mhjello minna. *extremely deep sigh* uhhh... duhh... *smacks self* okay, i'm still here. Fushi no Tori... the burning bird... the sun is high in the sky and it still burns bright... oh, how i loathe and detest that damned ball of fire! Anyway, here's something interesting: some scientists claims that we are actually able to stop aging if we want to. They say it's one of mans hidden potentials, but we still can't handle it. It sounds like a amazing theory, think about it... always young, always strong and smart... man, i wouldn't mind that. But i doubt they are actually right, everyone but these guys do. Hmm, i have things to talk about... but i don't think it would be wise to talk about it, sorry... so here is some more quizzes instead. Hope you're all dimunitive and raging. Later minna-san! ^^ QUIZZES RAMPAGE! Chris Fehn Which SLIPKNOT member are you? brought to you by Quizilla (ones again found on Disasterpieces site) The Wanderer... What was your job in a past life? (LOTS of results & Anime Pics) brought to you by Quizilla You are Envy! Wow... what a dreamer. Always wanting what you can't have, and always dreaming of having more then you do. It's not the worst sin, and we're all guilty of it - but you take it to the extreme! You are prone to depression, often from things you can't obtain. Be a bit more positive, you have a lot that others want too - so don't sit there being all green! On the positive side, you tend to be a smart person - and can often achieve the goals you set yourself. Congratulations on being the overall harmless, and pretty normal one of the 7 deadly sins :) ?? Which Of The Seven Deadly Sins Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla Tsk, tell me something i don't know... You are sad because of the loneliness in your life Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people brought to you by Quizilla Well, i have a sad smile, so it's nice to know why i'm sad, haha. src="http://live.quizilla.com/user_images/P/PainfulBliss/1117238538_Power_Fly.JPG"> Your power is: The ability to fly Explanation: This powers speaks pretty much for itself. Though you don't need wings for this power,you can fly anyway. Some people may consider it as telekinesis since they can also fly, but you can't make material things move like they can. This ability could be a relaxing activity when you want to get away from everyday troubles. Also it is good when sneaking upon an enemy since it makes no sound. When going over to the "dark side" the power could be used to harrass and break into building through windows etc. You are quite similar to this power since you like to have your head in the clouds. Supernatural things amuse while ordinary life does not. If your daydreaming has gotten a little too far you might be zooned out all the time, even when you are having a conversation. Your desires and/or goals tend to be unrealistic even if you know those would probably never happen. Travelling is something you would be interested in doing since seeing exotic scenery fits with your fantasies of escaping your plain life. You can also have some creative ability (writer, playing an instrumen etc) that interests you. Negative aspects: The whole reason you may be escaping life could be fear of being let down by it. So if that would come to happen, and an important dream had been crushed you could get depressed. What Power is Compatible With You? brought to you by Quizilla

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Sunday, July 3, 2005

Hmm... haven't got anything to talk about... i mean, sure i could talk about my feelings and thoughts, but i do that more than good is... *sigh* i'm sorry i'm being so stupid sometimes Sita... i'm not always as bright as Johnny think i am... Anyway, no sabbyness and stupid poems, i never get my mind straight anyway... if i did you'd probably hunt me down and give me up to the guys in white jackets. Oh and sorry i didn't post yesterday. QUIZ RAMPAGE! you represent the dreams in life. you are laid back and also dream alot. What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^) brought to you by Quizilla (Found on Disasterpiece's site) To Die Alone Your greatest fear is to die alone. You are probably a very shy person. The thing you want most is someone to understand you and be with you. What's your greatest fear? (images) brought to you by Quizilla Your smile hides the sadness and loneliness inside. Some mistake your sad smile for one of happiness, but if they looked at the painful emptiness in your eyes, one would realize the truth about how you feel. What Emotion Does Your Smile Hide? brought to you by Quizilla "Well, someone else could do it." I don't know what to say about you. You're either a really big coward and don't have the balls to help someone out. You don't care. Or you are just too lazy to help. Either way, you're not exactly evil..but you're not very kind either. You at least feel sorry for the person..so you have feelings. Your heart goes out to the person. But that's as much as you'll do. As for helping, you'll leave that for someone else. Hmm. Well. Ok. Have a good life..and rate high..it's not that much effort for ya is it? How Kind Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Ouch, that hurt... well, it's just a quiz... D: size="2">You take the Path of Least Resistance. Why make things hard for yourself? You are a go-with-flow sort of person and little gets to you. Why? Because it's all good, right? They say the path of least resistance is a straight line and that's where you go, ever forward and never looking back. It's good to keep the past behind you, a quality far too little people have these days. You know the past is the past, but don't let yourself forget it. You can't learn from your mistakes if you don't remember them. You're probably loved for your laid-back frame of mind and easy-going qualities , but you tend take the easy way out in life and verge on lazy. Great character is found through great challenges. You most likely have the abilities in you to succeed and over-come what life throws at you. You just got get up and face that challenge. You tend to lose your head in bad situations because you aren't used to them. And by the time you've found the easiest way to master a problem, you could've already taken care of it. Bad things happen, difficult situations come up, that's life. What matters is that you rise to face those challenges and you can do it. Never lose your laid-back qualities as they will help you greatly. Just step onto that hard road every once in awhile and you'll discover that with each stretch it becomes easier and easier to over-come life's hurdles. What Path Do You Take In Life? [X]For Guys and Gals! Pics and Lengthy Results.[X] brought to you by Quizilla Hope you're all fired up and running. Later minna! ^^

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Friday, July 1, 2005

Oh man, i think i've been lacking on the physics lately, it was darn hard going biking today, phew... might have been the damned sun though, grrr... way to hot! Anyway, i changed the BG to this one, think this one is a bit more my style. Oh yeah Sita, don't worry really, i don't get pissed just because you go out, you know that. It's just gonna be... pretty hard not being able to talk with you... Oh yeah, this might be a good time to say that from the 9th to the 22th, i wont be able to be on because i'm gonna be on a trip with my dad... *sigh* oh how much i'd rather stay home with you guys! Whenever i fly, my inner demons spread their wings, and take me further away from her... If the sun will fade, i will be here every second to be with her, and share my feathers with her. Ehh... why did i write that? Anyway, these next many days are gonna be hell, i can feel it in my spine. But i think i'm getting used to it, heh... Hope you're all foxy and rocking! Love you Sita! Later minna! ^^

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Thursday, June 30, 2005

Aah okay, as you can see i've made it Scryed theme, and i actually like it. Check scryedanime.com if you want information. And i know that RedRosesSea kinda voted for Naruto which should have made it Naruto theme, but i really wanted to try this, sorry Laura. Anyway, i feel... better than yesterday. Sorry about the sun thing, but i'll probably become like that tonight again, heh. Well, hope you are all funky and spunky. Later minna! ^^

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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Would someone please turn off the damned sun...? I really hate that red/orange light, it's depressing me... i hate it... i fucking hate sundowns! I have to live with it every damned evening, and it just goes on for hours! I just want the winter to come again, the sundowns are so short then, can't it just always be either day or night...?

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Naruto, Scryed... Naruto, Scryed, Naruto, Scryed, Scryed, Naruto, Naruto, Scryed...?! GARGH! Can't decide! Okay people, you've got some power right now, the power of choice! What theme should i go for? Keep to Naruto or try Scryed? I wanna go with Scryed but the Naruto theme is cool and popular with most of you guys... oh well, i'll give it up to you out there to decide. VOTE NOW! Hope you all are trembling and gasping (and i know what you're gonna think Sita, no that's not what i'm talking about... or is it...?) Later! ^^

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Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Disturbed as if going in the fire of her hatred... the tears move by the reflection of dying and returning. Forgive and take back... then toss away to take up another and renew your vow. How can you? How long will you? Where to will we go? Do i have to feel this in my rotten flesh and broken bones? Speed! Sound! Light! Take all away and leave me in my shell, i'll feel this if i have to, better than being eaten in there! - On The String, Jaxx. Don't mind me people, just felt like sharing some of this crap...

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