Since you never gave a damn in the first place,
maybe it's time you had the tables turned,
cuz in the interest of all involved,
i got the problem solved.
And the verdict is guilty...
Slipknot - Spit It Out
You think you know what they are talking about, but do you really...? Or are you just hoping, on your bloody scars, that you can stand out and say you have a twisted mind? If you do know, then who will care? If you hope, then you are trash. You are a great person and I, Silas and the others love you for who you are, not because you act up and mimic. Don't say you understand if you don't, cause ignorance is bliss and you don't wanna know. If only you knew...
Harlem - Letter to a Goth Girl
When i was going to this school, which i prefer to call the "hippie" school since i don't know what you'īd call it in english, i knew this girl who thought she was goth, who listened to Slipknot, Korn, Stonesour, Cradle of Filth and others... when i say "she thought", it's because she might be dressed in black, wear a lot of black makeup, be a loner (which she actually wasn't), write a lot of poems and say she know what Slipknot sing about... but when we listened to the music together and i asked her what she thought Corey meant when he sang "kneel down and clear the stone of leaves", she said it might be because he wants to be loved... i just sat staring at her... a wrong analyzis like that shows a lot, but there were a lot of other things, that said what she really wanted: to be with the outcasts only because she couldn't with the popular. But don't get me wrong here, she was one of the sweetest and funniest persons i've ever known and our whole "crew" (in lack of better) loved her... she just didn't have to try so hard to be something she wasn't.
I'm sorry, i don't even know why i tell you all this... just found the letter that i wrote to her and which she gave me back along with a hug and thanks, the day school was out. Thought since i needed to talk about something, i might as well get my thoughts off my mind, so thanks if you're still reading.
Oh yeah, i just wanna apoligize to a certain someone for using their name on my site, i really didn't know you felt that badly about it, i'm sorry.
Love you Sita and all you other great friends of mine, i love you all! Later minna-san! ^^
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