So are we lost or do we know
Which direction we should go
Sit around and wait for someone to take our hands and lead the way
Cause every day we're getting older
And every day we all get colder
We're sick of waiting for our answers
Wake up, Wake up, Wake up,
Yeah I'm so tired of waiting, waiting for us to
Wake up, Wake up, Wake up,
Yeah I'm so sick of waiting, for us to make a move
Lost Prophets - Wake Up (Make A Move)
*Jaxx sits alone on a theater stage on a small chair, the lights giving his skin a pale shine while he looks out at the audience with tired eyes... a great sign hanging over the stage says: "Welcome to The My Mind To You, Eat Up While Hot! Warning: might contain ranting and stupid thoughts. *
Tsk, i suck at HTML coding, took me forever just to place the lyrics like that *sigh*...
Uhm... i'm starting in school tomorrow and it... i'm pretty scared actually. I've felt like this before, always taken it as it comes, but i've heard so much about this education called HF, that it should be extremely hard and take almost all of my time... which means much less time for MyO and such things... and less time with Sita. I got to talk with her yesterday so that's good... i need to call her tomorrow or something...
Anyway, somebody get me some CC, please...
*a skeletal arm reaches in over the stage and hands him a coke then goes back out*
thanks...
*swallows the liquid and carefully places the bottle on the floor... looks back to the audience with his hands folded as in a prayer*
i know some people might say "come on man, get a grip and cheer up"... well, although it's nice of you to think i should, i can't get to that point right now. Please understand, i'm sure many of you will. Don't worry about me, if you do. It's just because of... things.
*waves hand into the air as to illustrate something undefineable and lays it back to the other hand... sighs and looks away and then back to them"
I wouldn't mind blowing the school, steal some cash from my parents and escape somewhere... Canada maybe.
*grins slightly but quickly turns indifferent again*
I've wrote a song called "Mellowdy"... might post it sometime, but i think some sabbiness should be spared for some other good time.
*sits quietly for a moment*
I got a hair cut today, just got it thinned out a bit, wanted to keep the lenght... but of course my hair ain't made for long hair, it grows up and stays up, doesn't lay down... it's made for short hair, but i want long hair...
*grips hair with one hand and scratches it vigorously... lays hand down to the other again... looks at someone in the darkness and points at them*
Hey you! Yeah, you! Are you listening to me? Wake up and look at me... LOOK AT ME!
*rises from the chair and walks to the edge of the stage looking with wild eyes at the person... calms down and goes back to sit down on the chair... hugs himself with his arms*
I'm so weird... people say that. I want to be with other people but when i am, i feel like i want to be alone... i think it's normal to feel like that, but still... what the fuck is normal anyway? "Normal" describes the status of an object similiar to objects of it's own kind... but we are human, and humans are different... ergo there can be no "normal" person.
*waves a finger in the air like a director to his statements... sits on both hands and biting his lip while looking at the audience*
"What the fuck is wrong with him? He's just so weird sometimes. How bad can it be?" If you think any of these thoughts... then i understand that. By the way, i'm just speaking my mind, i'm not erasing and taking back anything that i say, i want it all out, and you're not forced to listen to me, i'm glad if you do though.
*smiles slightly and looks into the lights blinking his eyes a few times before looking back down at them*
So many things are my fault... i know you might have expirienced some shit as well, we all have... but this is my show, this is my voice on your screen, so please hear and understand me.
*goes out from the scene and comes back one hour and 27 minutes later*
I've just got my head filled with crap from my parents again, about school, the future... and they had the nerve to mention...
*looks away and back to them again*
Anyway, after that i cleaned out a lot of paper stacks that i've had laying around... found some things from my past, pictures of people i miss, papers i wrote... i usually run from my past, just try and let it all behind and not look back... it was hard to go back there, to remember all those things and people.
*sighs and lays head back looking at the ceiling*
God, i miss her right now...
*looks back to the audience*
I think this is enough, i don't want to make you suffer anymore. This is my first show, and will hopefully be the last, but i know better. Talk to you all later.
*steps down on the floor, bows to the audience and walks out of the stage... curtains falls*
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