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Wednesday, April 6, 2005


and more of my emotional drama
So my week was going ok...I had some things going on in my personal life that I'm not really going to elaborate on, except to say that lots of drama ensued.

I have taken my two exams, one i was fairly confident about, the other...well i'm hoping.

I have a paper that will most likely exceed 15 pages due tomorrow. I should be able to get it done, even if I have to skip my afternoon classes. The paper is due by like 7:40 (thats when my class ends). So I'll be working on that this afternoon and all of tomorrow. I hope i don't have to stay up all night, that would really suck.

And at the moment I'm hoping that I will have someone to hang out with tomorrow. yes, a particular someone. But at the moment, I don't really know.

Alyssia is coming to stay for a couple days. She's been searching for a person to sub-lease her apartment in may when she's moving in with Craig. Well a friend of hers was interested and found himself in need of an apartment right away. So she's moving in the next couple of days, staying with me for a few days. Then she will either move in with Craig early or crash here for like 3 weeks. Which should be fine.

I don't really feel like a good person right now. There are a lot of reasons for that. And I still don't regret..because I guess I figured it was worth it. But i really hate causing people pain and I have a really high empathy so it always ends up falling onto me anyways. I just have this feeling that everybody hates me, even when they assure me they don't. And I don't know how this situation will cause them to react.

Well thats really all for now, wish me luck on getting my paper done.

jayde

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