Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Thank you.
it seems once again me and my favorite rival Myui have called off the debate, though its more like i called it off because i didn't want to pull a Bill Maher and go off on a tangent so long i become marginalized and/or basically lose my spouncers [readers] but it seems like we both respect eachother in the end [thats whai interpretted any way, i could be dead wrong] and thats really all i want, is for people to see what i'm saying and aknowledge the logic, i think i've gotten that, so on to much more important topics, like masterbation.

yep, me and Bev are dueling over who can keep from masterbatingg the longest, because i think Bev just enjoys messing with me psychologically being as she can't do it physically yet. but yeah, basically we're both supposed to be self-service free for 30 days [damn catholic beaner, no masterbation starting a week after Easter and lasting 3/4 the length of lent, its some sort of crazy female beaner plan in my mind] which i think i can do, i went 28 days after the first time i talked to her on the phone, and thats just because i wanted to, i think with my level of foolish pride i can makee it 30 days on a bet, i already beat what did me in last time, a phenomenon i guess i'd call a "wet-daydream" [ i guess i should say now this is pretty much adult content filled, but you figured that out by now, hell, my site is always full of innapropriate things] i went thrugh that little bit of mind-fuck [literally] sunday night, the first night i tried to abstain, i ignored it, even though i really didn't want to. i'm sure that this will do me a bit of good to take a bit of time off as far as the self gratification goes, i mean i really don't like myself for doing it, it sort of makes me feel pathetic because of the stigma they always attach to it. ay, that and the Pink song, i don't care if its meant to speak of guys i am nothing like, the chorus still makes me feel like a tool so i guess i'm going to gain some self-respect in the next 28 days.

Bev on the other hand, i don't hold much hope out for her making it, she's not like me in this respect, she has no qualms about her activities, no regrets and likes doiung it far more than i do, hell, yesterday she was acting a bit "desperate" and thats after only 2 days [at least i know now i can always blue-ball her if she pisses me off once we're living together] i really won't mind whether she makes it or not, she only is doing this i think cuz i constantly bitch about my self addiction, so i think she is really trying to help me. its really kinda sweet if you think about it, because she even likes me defiling myself than i like doing it, she tells me so quite often, i even use it as an excuse when i'm feeling like shit for doing this, i say to myself "at least i make Bev happy" so the fact that she'd give up two things she likes so much for me is really sweet. she is a great girl.

i'd also like to thank you readers for supporting me, i've got such loving and supportive comments like "Don't hurt yourself" and sempai said he was betting on me, because "what kind of sempai would i be if i didn't?" its really nice to have friends with a sense of humor. fuck, who knows, maybe if i quit tossing off for good i won't need my contacts anymore!

but i'm not really complaining asbout my situation, its inspiring me to be much more passionate in my communications with my lover, as well as i'm getting great ideas for art, so if laying of the solo hand-shaking will make me more creative then i'm good, at least in my time of self-and-love induced orgasmic drought i will create true arts of senual and desperate cries for carnal pleasure, i'm sure my baby will quite enjoy the love letters she inspired me to write by telling me to cut myself off. i'm very happy i'm doing this, because it does seem to be helping a bit, or it could just be that i'm doing all this solely for her, so the fact that i keep thinking about her to justify my abstenance is making me feel all lovey-dovey because i have Beverly on my mind, so i guess in a round about way Bev is making me darker and lighter at the same time.

because now i feel really wierd, i feel so pure and virginal [i am a virgin after all] i feel all clean and sacred, which feels really wierd, i'm starting to feel like Misato, i really want to defile myself and become dirty, and hey, i'm sure Bev would be happy to be my Kaji [they have some things in common]

well this sure wasn't a debate, sorry to disappoint anyone.

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the discussion

Bev: ...No orgasm, you can play with yopurself all you want, just don't finish.

Me: Yes, i'm going to be a tease to myself, i'll just not start, thats easier.

visit my beloved beaner, because hell, this whole post was about her.


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, April 16, 2007

ever time i try to leave, they keep pulling me back in.
well it seems i still have a bit to rant about, though i think that this may be a transitional post, because i see that most of you guys are sick of my rambling and ranting on this subject, so i may as well move on some time in the near future.

kicking a guy in the balls that is trying to rape you in perfectly okay, i can see a person doing that out of fear, FEAR! as in "i have to protect myself from bodily har,. so i will ball-check him." that i'm okay with, because the person is doing out of a sort of passion, they want to live and thrive, so i would not see that as bad.

what would be bad howevber would be to, upon getting the idea to kick the guy in the nuts, smile and enjoy kicking him in the balls, losing all fear of bodily harm in favor for hurting this other person, that is what i don't like, that these people enjoyed killing the crazy murderer guy, they weren't afraid of him, they didn't think they'd die, they were enjoying killing him. that is what i disapprove of.

and there is a very good reason i hate the girls more than Stuntman Mike, and that is that Mike is evil, i knew he was evil and he always was going to be evil. these gals were supposed to be victims, innocent, good. if they had fought back out of desperation, fear, hatred or anger i would have been fine with that, but they didn't, they found satisfaction in killing this man and thus i no longer saw them as innocent victims but as people just as evil as him. so in a way i see them as being dynamically worse because they went from good to bad, Stuntman Mike was a static character. plus i just normal like the bad guys, i'm wierd like that, so yes i'm probably biased towards Stuntman mike's side but every person is biased to one side or the other, if we had no opinion to start with then i doubt we'd feel as strongly as we do. though ,aybe i'd feel stronger, if something caused my perception to shift farther, being as i hate those chicks for becoming so evil so fast.

and as far as if i'd help or abandon the weak, i'd help those who want help, but there are people who are perfectly happy being weak, those are the people i dislike, or those who make no effort to get stronger. those who are pushed to me as something amazing but are not. yes i'd abandon weak people if i saw them as a person who doesn't want to change. "i'm weak and i'm proud of it!" i'm met plenty of these people, so maybe its the fact that i'm not specific enough in my hatred, which i can fix if given enough time, if you are up to it i'll keep narrowing down the people i hate and why until you understand, i don't care if you agree, just want to be understood.

and as far as if i hate women more for being what i view as imperfect, i suppose i can't give a definate answer to that because no matter what people say sexes are not equal, different genders have different standards and attributes, so there can be no uniformity in standards between the two as far as i see. i can't really tell you if i hate traitorous girls more than traitorous males, i may just because it stirs up the fear in me of losing my love, the most precious thing in all the universe, i suppose maybe out of some sort oif subconcious survval iunstinct i'm unduely harsh towards gals. but on the same token in the media women have it set on sadism and betrayal, in a movie a women is much more likely to get revenge in a round-about or indirect way, or show what i'd call innappropriate emotion than males do. though it could just be what i watch, but people agree with me so i think that standard holds.

well enough of all this self absorded ranting, i don't see myself as being self centred because i love myself too muchto ever believe i'm wrong, but i could see how a person might get that idea, being as i am so awesome who could people not assume i'm full of myself. [i love irony]

because i, and my lover love ourselves so much we have sort have developed certaoin habits, which the two of us are going to try tpo break for a month, personally i think its worth it just to see Bev try not to for such a long time, last night was a bitch for me though, because i wqasn't really tired before i go to bed, and basically my brain was trying to convince me that dropping out of our little bet would make me sleep, luckily i eecideed to just suffer until i passed out. this is going to be a fun month.

my eyes hate me for some reason, they've been hurting every once in a while and now they're all blood-shot, i think i need new contacts, those these have no obvious defects and the pain isn't a bad contact kinda hurt. i've gotten pains that felt like" smokey room, eyelash in eye, and HOLY SHIT thats bright! yeah, saturday night my eyes decided to get all dilated on me and looking at the TV hurt, except when i forgot it did, then i'd remember and it'd hurt again.

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i believe as Shinji Ikari put it...

"I'm fucked up"

good night folks!


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, April 15, 2007

Thank you Myui.
well it appears my dear friend Myui showed up, and like usual lobbed me some arguements so i can hit them argumentivly out of the park, its always nice to have a person who disagrees with you, so that way you can be inspired to make you side all that better. in the absence of opponents you really can't feel compelled to make a good statement.

so now time for me to rant, because lets face it, i do it so well.

of course i hate men that show the same ill qualities that i detest in women, the rason i so hate traitors and sadists is because of men from my life, having "friends" who sadistically tortured animals while laughing merrilly about it, or having a friend who'd stay for sleep overs just so he could rob me as i slept. to believe that the only bad people i hate are women just because the people who set off these feelings are women is just missing the big picture. why would i allow for things i detest to be perpetrated by one gender rather than another, that would be crather pointless, would it not?

and as far as Sakura goes, i'm aware that she becomes stronger later on, i'm aware she changes, but that doesn't change that right now she is pretty much useless. if a person changes then i'm not going to hold it against them that they once were irritating, and to state that i'd have to change my mind because she changes as a weakness on my part, you don't even know what i'll do, so how can you say its bad that she changes, and i don't acknowledge her as the person she'll be one day, i don't watch subs, i'm waiting for the dub, so i'm sorry Myui if you over-estimated the range of my viewing but i'm not there yet, check back in on my feeling towards Sakura when she makes her 180, and hell, if i don't make one too mock me.

and as far as some seeing what i call being underhanded or traitorous as being intelligent, thats really a logic that can be taken too far. so you're saying that setting someone up to believe a person loves them, then tear their heart apart by exposing it as a lie, that is intelligent? i grant you that its a complex plan, so no idiot could set it up, but that doesn't mean that the main component is intelligence, for it is not, its sadism, upon being hurt the first thought they had was to make him suffer, not to move on, find love, no thry want to hurt this guy as bad as possible, and it does not seem to be out of passion, they don't appear to be avenging what he did to them, no they're happy, they laugh as this guy suffers, and you call thatb intelligence? i call it heartlessness and malice, these are evil people. as are the gals from "Death Proof" they are not angry at him for trying to kill them, they're not afraid because he almost killed them, they're happy to hurt him back, once more no passion, they hurt him for fun, and that angers me.

also i stated in that rant a scene from the movie "friday after next" where the protangonists taunt a guy they knocked out, once more not out of hatred or passion, but out of amusement. "oh you're suffering, how funny!" in can't see how you could defend sadism! what was marquise de sade just genius? No, torturing people isn;t evil, its smart! and if there was a guy who acted like that i'd hate him too, its just in the movies i see its usually the females that are sadistic and underhanded. the sneakiness i can see as intelligent, but still i have a strong sense of honor, so i just see it as bad, plus i've been betrayed so many times by so many people i really despise people who betray. and yes being traitorous is a smart thing to be, but i don't see intelligence as the main component in traitorous actions, i see the utter lack of honor or emotion as the main thing.

and i don't hate weak people for being weak, i hate people who lack all skills except being sneaky and traitorous. i'm not exactly mister universe, but i wouldn't do underhanded things to gain strength, like have people jump my enemies, or pretend to befriend one so i could get close enough to stab him in the back, i don't operate that way. so excuse me for not being open minded when it comes to lowlifes. ithink there was a reason Dante put traitors in the worst circle of Hell. if you're skilled in betrayal i'd say you're skilled, i just think you are the lowest form of life known to existance for becoming skillled in that field.

and yes, i am a bit rougher on girls i suppose, which i can admit is a bit unfair, but its based that you cannot hate what you could never love. i, being a person who always looked at most women as Goddesses does sort have a a particular disliking to the ones that are devils. i suppose its because i see it as a waste of potenial, somethu=ing that could be truely beutiful sullied by such disgusting practices as back-stabbing and sadism. if those girls in either "john Tucker must die" or "Death Proof" had shown a deep-seeded hatred instead of shallow malice, cold heartedness, treachory and sedism i'd have thought they were the best movies ever! i'd have been so touched to see [what i interpret as] strong women defeat an implied evil, but instead, they the victims win by becoming more evil than the bad-guy. and i'm expected to like them, if i'm supposed to hate John Tucker or Stuntman mike then how am i supposed to feel towards the vixen that defeated them by being more evil than them?

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here's one just pulled out of my ass

"People who's strength is rooted in cowardice and tretchory are truly weak"


Chii goes on, Chii goes off.

Chii is a humanoid a3ndroid, her on/off switch is in her crotch, her one hand appears to be there, thus "Chii goes on, Chii goes off"

visit Bev, she doesn't write 2-page vitriolic rants about the proper way for people to act.


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, April 14, 2007

Bad influence.
oh my God! that was hilarious!
as i was preparing to post i realized that the background music in a comcast commercial was close to the backing music in "Planet Terror" especially when Cherry Darling was blowing people away either using her Go-Go dancing skills to either cause men to put dollar bills in her undies or to blow them away witth her assault rifle leg. man, i have to get GrindHouse on DVD when it comes out, i'll just re-watch "Death Proof" with a grain of salt, remembering that its SUPPOSED to be campy, that the girls are SUPPOSED to win in an absolute brain fart. but i'm not bitter, not bitter at all.

but really, how can you resist hearing that you get to see Fergie get eaten by zombies, fuck if i knew that was coming i would have been so psyched to see "Planet Terror" id have been going going "Wait, there's another movie? OH YEAH! Death... something?" though i do believe there were some recent immigrants in that theatre, because when "Planet Terror" ended people walked out, me and my brother commented amongst ourselves that they must not know its a double-featre. hell, all of "Planet Terror" was great, but especially seeing Staqcy Fergison get eaten. but i suppose i can see how people wouldn't want to see it, its made to look bad, the plot is made a little "blah" on purpose, as do they put in imperfections into the movie as you'd get in a sleazy B movie theatre, including skips and repeats in the audio/visual, even "missing reels" it was great.

but i've been thinking about what i feel about these chicks in movies, and i understand what i dislike. see the thing i hated was the fact that these girls were so blood thirsty, that after being attacked they immeadiatly say "lets kill him" and that its so peppy and upbeat, and that really pisses me off because its so disgraceful, to kill a person is a solemn and serious thing, and i guess what i hate more than the fact he lost is that it was in such a dishonorable way, the same way i don't like fighting "thugs" they have no honor. one image that lives in my mind is from one of the "Friday" movies, where they knock a dude out and then say "you got knocked the fuck out, bitch" and everytime i think of that i have this intense desire to see them be killed. now if upon killing Kurt Russell a fucking semi-truck ran the bitches over, i'd be good. then the song at the end "chick habit" [look for the lyrics online please] it sorta seemed like someone was rubbing salt in my perverbial pschological wounds. man i just hate these useless women. now see i like strong women, Bev is the obvious dominate over me, and in media i must say i really like string women like Elektra [though her independent film was god awful] or other avenger types. i liked Cagalli a lot better in Gundam SEED when she was shooting Waltfeld's troops in the face with rocket propelled grenades than in Destiny when she just cries a lot. I loved Ryofu a lot more when she was going in and killing everyone who hurt her lover, that was why she was my favorite character in Ikki Tousen. the reason i as of so far hate Sakura is because she does nothing but cry and get almost killed by Gaara or punched out by Ino. i suppose its my own fault for being an idealist, for believing that people, especially women, who for all my life i put on a pedistal, are worthy of my idealation and i expect them to live up to my expectations. but then again i'm talking about movies, so they could make these girls anything they wanted, they could make them honorable deep avengers, not campy killers or traitors. i'm glad that a lot of you guys agreed with me, that its sexist and a double standard, that girls can as Excel puts it "cheat, wheedle, interfere, trample down and kick strangers," and they are innocent, but guys cannot. according to hollywood if your man cheats on you, well then you and the misteress[es] get together and set somne random girl up for him to fall in love with, then break his heart. can't they get wounded? get deeply hurt? get revenge by puunching him out, kick him in the balls, kill him in a really dramatic show down. but instead its like "we're girls, we're ruining a guy's life, GIRL POWER!" why is it that to me "Girl Power" gives me the same feeling i'd imagine a Jewish by religion half hispanic, half black family in rural Texas would feel if they heard "White Power"?

i really wish there were more positive pole models for women in movies, that are honorable and straight-forward and less underhanded and sneaky. but i'm guessing that will never happen, not as long as girls continue to see being a catty, fickle, sneaky, traitorous and evil as good. if someone you love has either betrayed you, or you are facing the person that hurt them, you shouldn't be sneaky or fickle, you shouldn't think of them with sadism, but hatred. i like people who kill, not torture. and women these days are shown as torturers.

man, i'm just such a bitch, i keep whining and sulking. poor old me and my wounded idealism, i wonder how long i can whine about this before i get tired?

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this one comes with a picture.

Chii goes on, Chii goes off.

if you guys really need help getting that joke, tell me i'll explain next post.

Chobits brings me and my Beaner together, so visit her


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, April 13, 2007

overly sensitive
well i went and saw Grindhouse today, and it was really good, its just the ending to "Death Proof" kinda irked me, so if you plan to see Grindhouse here in the states, or for you European guys i heard they are showing "Planet Terror" and "Death Proof" are showed as seperate movies , if you plan to see "Death Proof" and you don't want the ending spoiled i suggest you don't read my rants about it in my post.

see "Planet Terror" exceeeded my expectations, i was expecting it to be kinda sucky and i really went just to see "Death Proof", but it was really good. it had a good[ish] plot, the action scenes were of course wonderful, and entertaining, and seeing Fergie get eaten by zombies? well that was worth the price of admission right there, why i believe those zombies found her Fergie-licious! after the ate her organs i wonder if she still found herself glamorous? yeah that was fun. but that whole film was kick-ass, i mean i expected the assault rifle leg to be the focus, but it is not, she has it for maybe 20 minutes, most of the time she has a table leg... um, leg.[?] at the end she has a Gattling Gun leg, which is even more awesome. there is also the great stuff like El Wray riding a mini-cycle while shooting zombies, or Doc Block's wife with her paralyzed hands, breaking one on the car-door handle, or the whole killing Osama Bin Laden thing, that was even better. spo overall i loved "planet Terror"

now "Death Proof" i was so looking forward to seeing that. but man did the ending kill it for me. i loved the premice so much, and the preview was so good, Kurt Russel giving that "This car is 100% Death Proof, but to get the benefit you really have to be sitting in my seat" that was so great, and when he takes the other's out its so kick-ass! but the second time around, with the crappy unknown actresses as the "victims" oh God did that piss me off. how the fuck do they win!? his car is Death PROOF! not resistant, PROOF! i suppose how they explain it on wiki makes sense, that his feeling of invincibility is gone so he's afraid, but still his car was better than theirs, when they were trying to escape from him he caught up and attacked them serval times, so his car was faster, and when they hit him, being as his car was reinforced shouldn't they have ruined their car? either of those times? i realize the whole point of the movie was not the plot, its just i wanted him to win! those girls were just irritating, they were everything i hate about women as portrayed in the media, that sort of "girls rule, guys suck" kind of thing, that they kill Mike [i think he could have survived, in my mind he could have, then come back and killed them, yeah, that'd be sweet] its all "happy girl power time!" that always irritates me, the fact that after almost getting killed they are like, "lets get revenge" not like "oh my god are you okay!?" or "that guy is nuts, lets get out of here!" no "kill him" and not in an awesome Electra sort of way, but in a campy happy sort of way. Ay, i think i'm just not into that kind of exploitation film, oh well i suppose that makes me happier, to know i'm just not cut out for this, not that... well i don't know the alternative.

i suppose i'm just overly sensitive to that kind of symbolism, i got all bent out of shape over Kiera Knightly "killing" Jack Sparrow in pirates2, i guess i just have a problem with negetive female inpowerment, as i was upon seeing the plot for "john Tucker must die" to see such descete on the part of "victims" is so disheartening, if you just wanted to make him look silly, or try to get to him through his pants, but the fact they were going to make him fall in love with the girl, then her to tell him its all a sham, thats just beyond low, though i suppose that is what Kiera Knightly did and i still got pissed, maybe i'm just a chovanist, i can't handle strong women. i think its because i romanticize everything, especially women, so i guess seeing women being so decieteful and evil, and i guess seeing those gals in Death Proof winning by default just gets to me, to see the sex i always held on a pedistal, as being so desirable being portrayed in such a way just tears me up inside. i couldn't connect the dots before, but i think its just that these movie companies just try to cram in a strong woman type character, or to make female characters "strong" by any means neccesary, no matter how evil, traitorous, under-handed, heartless or poorly written they are. i know that the girls winning in dEath Proof was supposed to be poorly written, stupid, just because that's whast happens in those types of movies, but it still bothers me. i don't know if its good or bad i feel this way, i really don't, it feels like i'm a bad person. like i don't know women, or like i'm holding onto outdated ideals, that its sexist to have the beliefs i have. i don't know... i really don't.

no quote, i feel to bad to put one, i feel emotionally drained.

visit a good woman, my woman, and i'm her man, because i trust her enough to own me, i trust her not to stab me in the back or kill me for no reason.


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh, and here is ch.2 of AP

Absolute Power
Mission: 2
More shameless character development!

Kit: Allenby, meet the commander at my base, Aveian Wind.

Profile:

Aveian Wind (Ayy-vee-ann)

Age: 23

Height: 5’ 10”

Voice: Crispin Freeman (Lord Bulmung, .Hack Legend of the Twilight Braclet/ Amune, Witch Hunter Robin/ Hideki, Chobits)

Body: his skin is a little lighter than Kit’s, but his muscles are about that much bigger.
Clothes: white tank top, dog tags, grey, black, and white baggy camouflage pants and black combat boots. He has a black pistol holster sunken into his left pocket.
Face: his eyes are serious, light blue almost white, his expression usually is leaning towards unhappy. His skin is duller. His canines are a little more pronounced. He usually has a long ass Mitsurugi (Soul Caliber II) cigarette in his mouth (I’ll tell you when I think it should be but, add when you see necessary) he has a longish light grey bowl cut with the under hair longer in the back and pointy tips, his hair almost completely covering his ears on the sides. (Riku KH) His bangs are cut a little shorter and hang near his eyes, further increasing his calmness (think Riku from Kingdom Hearts).

Personality: LIKE I SAID, CALM!! He isn’t unpleasant, just not as bouncy and happy as Kit and Allenby. He is just more cold and calculating, but still has good people skills and is quieter and less irritating than Kit. His gun is very high caliber and fires huge bullets that easily could be designated an anti-tank gun. Don’t piss him off because with how calm he is, he won’t miss. For some reason even though he smokes more than Denis Leary (various movies) he’s still in top physical condition. His military training in hand to hand combat is the art of breaking body parts and killing people bare handed fluently.

Allenby: (kindly) Nice to meet you, Aveian!

Aveian: Kit, isn’t she the fighter from Neo-Sweden?

Kit: Yeah, you noticed too?

Aveian: and this doesn’t seem like a security compromise to you?

Kit: Aveian you worry too much; I retrieved the KC didn’t I? Besides she seems like the trustworthy type, doesn’t she?

Aveian looks back Allenby looks all happy and cute like always.

Aveian: If something turns up your ass not mine will be on the fryer.

Kit: Fine with me, since I know I can trust her.

Aveian: (thinking) Damn fox-brain! Thinkin’ with your pants instead of your head. Still, after all we’ve been through I trust Kit’s instincts as well as my own.

Their ship lands, the three of them walk out, they stretch having slept during the flight over.

Kit: Welcome to Experimental Mobile Suit Research Lab Black Vulpine!

Aveian: Follow me.

Kit: You heard the man.

They enter the base. The hallway they enter into is black and white tiled with cement walls. Above them is a set of cat walks on either side so soldiers can defend the base from higher ground. The whole place is lit by blue-white fluorescent lights.

Allenby: Cozy.

Aveian: We’re remodeling, the walls took some collateral damage when we tried to capture the spy.

Kit: We’re gonna put up some drywall, paint it a lighter shade of grey than this.

Aveian: I have work to do; I’ll leave you two alone.

Aveian walks by Kit and gives him a look.

Aveian: (meaning of the look) I’m trusting you with this, don’t make me regret this.

Kit: (meaning of the look) Thanks, you won’t.

Aveian walks by and disappears.

Kit: Let’s drop your stuff off and I’ll take you on a tour of the base.

Allenby: (happily) Okay!!

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Aveian enters a room inside is a pale man dressed all in white.

Aveian: (lights one up) So Sylven, was the mission successful?


Profile:

Sylven Blain

Age: 21

Height: 6 foot 2

Voice: David Kaye (Trieze, Gundam Wing/ Sesshomaru, InuYasha)

Body: His skin is pale and fair; he’s got very feminine arms.

Clothes: A white version of Karama’s school uniform (Yu Yu Hakusho) with gold trim, and matching leather boots.

Face: He basically has the same haircut as Aveian except longer and white. His hair hangs down over his face slightly covering his golden eyes. His face says “all business” more than Aveian’s.

Personality: Quite, keeps to himself, follows orders, a good pilot, the mysterious, strong silent type.

Sylven: (sitting on a couch, legs crossed) Unfortunately it seems that the Neo-Japanese military has already gathered all the data on the Suits seeing as they built this.

Aveian: (sits in an adjacent chair, arms on the table) It doesn’t matter, Kit can handle himself in battle, I’m pretty sure this minor setback won’t slow him down. Now Sylven, don’t you think you should get back to your little project?

Sylven: I’ll get back to work then.

Sylven walks out.

Aveian: He needs to lighten up.

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Kit and Allenby are in the MS hanger looking at black Gundam.

Kit: There it is the pride and joy of the Neo-American military and Black Vulpine, the RX-78[G]-KC.

The RX-78[G]-KC or Kit Custom is a black Ez8 with lighter black armor. It has big Vernias on the back by the standard boosters and on the back waist armor and smaller ones on the sides and shins. It carries a Hyper-Beam Rifle. The rifle is long and sleek with a rectangular scope and a stock like the GP-01’s Beam Rifle. Under the shield are two Beam Kodachis, a pink Beam Sword only the blade is shorter. The cockpit is not the G Gundam type but the normal Gundam type with one difference, there are two arm outlets that enable it to use melee weapons or special moves, this has the glowing orange hand move, called Fox Trick.

Allenby: Are you sure it’s safe to let me see this.

Kit: I trust ya’, besides, I’m pretty sure I could take you down if you tried somethin’!

Allenby: Is that so? How ‘bout we test that theory!?

Kit: Anytime, I’m ready for ya’!

Allenby: Then, (sex-ay) Bring it big boy!

Kit comes at here she grabs his arm and leg sweeps him to the ground and pins his shoulders down with her hands.

Allenby: (face right up to his) So, what was that about stopping me?

Kit; Nothing, just this!

He grabs her hands, pushing her off balance then lifts his shoulders and roles her to the ground pinning her wrists down with his hands and kneels right over her chest.

Kit: Oh the things I could do from here!

Allenby: Just try it, (daring him, sorta) if you think you’re man enough.

Kit leans in their lips are about to meet. Then he stands up still holding her wrists. He goes to pull her up at the same time she goes to stand up. The two of them fall back, Kit hits the ground, Allenby falls on top of him, and her chest presses against his and her lips brush against his. Immediately the two of them stare wide eyed at each other and blush. They both leap up and stand with their backs to each other so the can touch their lips and blush deeper.

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Sylven: (talking over the Vid-Phone in his “projects”) The other thing I noticed is that they didn’t use the base O.S. of the stolen Gundam.

Aveian: They must have developed a system of their own then.

Sylven: Isn’t that an important piece of information?

Aveian: They can develop any system they want, they can’t beat ours. I’m happier that they didn’t use our system.

Sylven: They probably couldn’t comprehend such complex code; after all it was designed by The Black Vulpine Corporation after all.

Aveian: Black Vulpine is merely a shell at this point, recent events have insured of that. We need to win this so I can resurrect Black Vulpine.

Sylvan: So all this…

Aveian: Is coming out of the little money I have left in my pocket.

Sylven: Then we’ll have to make these worth while.

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Domon is sitting at a table like he’s having a meeting; the half he’s at is lit up while the other half, where the person or people he’s talking to are hidden in darkness.

Domon: We have to do something about this nuisance of a fox!

Hidden guy: I should have no problem disposing of this knave, but why is this so important?

Domon: He is connected to Black Vulpine and was involved with that little incident three years ago, and The Leader wants him dead.

Hidden guy: If it’s an order from The Leader I’ll make it a top priority!

Hidden guy: Me smash if Leader no like!!!

Domon: We have to crush Black Vulpine and Kit Sune, because they are the greatest obstacles to our Leader’s plan.

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Sylven: So if they’re in such dire straits, how and why are they developing and producing these new Suits?

Aveian: Because I’m the head of this base and such a major member in their company I convinced them that this could rejuvenate they’re company, so basically I’m paying out the ass for Suits so I can keep alive a company that I basically control.

Sylven: And Kit?

Aveian: He’s the perfect Pilot to make these machines look worth investing in, besides after what we’ve been through, could I ask anyone else?

Kit: Hey Allenby, I got an idea. Feel like tryin’ out one of our new Mobile Suits?

Allenby: Won’t you get in trouble, your Commander seems kinda’ hard.

Kit: Aveian acts cold but me and him are real close and trusts my decisions. Besides how are we suppose to know the potential of our new MX’s if we don’t have a pilot as skilled as skilled as you test them out?

Allenby: (looks a little flattered) Thank Kit. (Normal intensity) In that case how can I say no? But one question, what’s an MX?

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Sylven: The MX’s, Maxter eXperimental, what purpose do they serve?

We see an MX. They’re modified mass produced Maxters. They’re black-on-same shade-black with the stripes painted yellow. The shoulder armor is pointed like the Blitz’s (Gundam Seed). The forearm fist helpers (?) have been replaced by gold Beam Long Sword generators. The hip guns gave way to a Hyper-Beam Rifle with is bigger and more unwieldy than Kit’s. The cockpit in here as in Kit’s the G Gundam cockpit has been replaced by the normal Gundam cockpit. Of course it has all the extra boosters, big ones on the back and smaller ones on the shins and inside the shoulders. The Beam Rifle has a cord running into the main power source in the back. The heads are the standard Gundam head.

Aveian: Neo-Japan has been developing a Mobile Suit army, I just decided we need one of our own, that’s why the MX’s are here, for our protection if a real war breaks out.

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Kit: How’s the cockpit feel?

Allenby: (over Vid-screen) It’s different, but I think I like this set up better!

Kit: If you let me I’ll make you a cockpit like that.

Allenby: Really? You’d do that for me?!

Kit: I’ll set the order and we can build it together, that way no one can say you stole it or somethin’!

Allenby: Awesome! That’ll be so much fun!

Kit: Now let’s test out these new little toys!

Kit: Right!

The doors to the hanger open and the two suits walk out onto the testing grounds.

Kit: we’ll be facing what we think are Neo-Japan’s newest weapons.

Multiple Strike Daggers and Rising Gundams (with the shoulder armor in shield position and the pistols and the glaives replaced by a GM style Beam Sword set up) rise up.

Allenby: Too easy!

Kit: (thrusting forward) That’s the spirit! I like a girl who never backs down!

The enemy Mobiles activate. The two black Gundams take off towards them. A couple open fire on Allenby, she maneuvers out of the way and fires a beam through the chest of one taking it out in one shot, it falls inoperable. (No space wasted on cockpits means lots of extinguishers so they don’t explode)

Kit: Be careful with that gun, it drains the main power supply so aim well.

Allenby: Don’t worry, I don’t miss!

Kit: Is that so?!

Kit drives his shield into a Daggers stomach, knocking it out.

Allenby: I didn’t miss when I shot you through the heart now did I!?

She cuts a RG in half at the waist.

Kit: Keep aimin’ like that and we’ll be fine!!

He dodges a beam and puts one through the opposing suit.

Kit: So that’s all the small fry, time for the main course!

A Burning Gundam comes out of an underground elevator.

Kit: This thing has all the information we could gather on Domon after the last fight. So this would be like fighting Domon in the final battle last time.

Allenby: In that case this might just pose a challenge!

Kit: Let’s hope it’s at least a little fun!

The shoulder guns raise up and open fire. Kit takes aim and destroys both. It lights up its left hand and goes for Allenby.

Allenby: (giggle) Too Easy!

Having set the Rifle in its carrying spot on the right side of the back boosters, slices across the hand with the sword just as a blast from Kit’s gun destroys the arm.

Allenby: I could have got it, (girlish) but thanks for protecting me Kit!

Kit: Hehe, you’re welcome now watch this!

The Gundam comes at Kit with the other hand. Kit slides his arms into the outlets that weird spandexy stuff appears over his arms and spreads over his body and onto his face like Ryoko from Tenchi. His Gundam’s right hand glows and he meets the enemy Gundam in hand to hand combat. He and the other Gundam’s hands spark and sizzle.

Kit: NOW…

He forces his hand forward, the joints on the enemy Gundam start to break down.

Kit: DIE!!!!!!!

He breaks the enemy arm off then using his forward motion glides behind the enemy Suit and drop-kicks it into the ground.

Kit: So, how’d I do?!

Allenby: I’d say pretty good, I’m impressed! You’re good! Real good!

Kit: Well thanks; I think that feels better than actually winning the battle!

They bring their Suits back into the hanger and exit them.

Kit: So what do ya’ wanna do now?

Allenby: Well, why don’t you show me around your colony?

Kit: Haven’t you been before?

Allenby: Yeah (she lightly holds his arm with both hands, one on his wrist and on under his elbow) (girlish) but not with you! (Normal) So let’s go!

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The two of them walk out of the base, Allenby still dragging Kit buy his arm, Kit trying to keep up.

Kit: I have to warn ya’ this is a pretty tough neighborhood!

Allenby: (confidently) Yeah, but I have you to protect me.

Kit: (laughs confidently) You’re just using me.

Allenby: Yep, and you’re fun to use too!

A gang of tough guys walk out and block their path.

Tough punk: Give up all your money and we won’t have to hurt your girl-friend!

Grunt: I don’t know boss, she’s pretty cute, I’d like to hurt her all night!!

Boss: (pulls out a Knife) So what’s it gonna be, pretty boy!?

Kit: I suggest a novice like you should put that away before I’m forced to show you how to use one.

Boss: Oh yeah, just try it!

And just as that his throat spills open, Kit guards Allenby from the blood spray.

Grunt: You can’t do that to the boss.

Kit: Is that so?

Kit puts his sword back, then drops his hands down and tenses up his muscles. Then the whites of his eyes turn red and his pupils get smaller. His fingernails grow out into claws and his canines grow out slightly.

Grunt: What the hell?!!

Kit shoots forward stopping behind them, blood dripping from his claws. The thugs fall and Kit turns to face Allenby having changed back to normal.

Allenby: (a little unnerved) I knew that you’d protect me; you’re so sweet to stand up for me like that! But how the hell did you do that?

Kit: It’s a long story, but let’s just say that I had a less than normal childhood.

Allenby: Okay and thanks.

Kit: I’d never let somethin’ happen to ya’, you’re too cute to let some street punk have!

Allenby: (laughs) That’s funny comin’ from you!!

Kit: I rose above the streets under my own power, besides I never said I wanted you as mine!

Allenby: Oh yeah, look me in the eyes and say that.

Kit blushes.

Kit: (scratching cheek) Ummmmmmmm…

Allenby: Thought so!

Kit: I’m still seeing other girls.

Allenby: Who said you weren’t? Did I ever say I wasn’t seeing other guys?

Kit: Then I guess neither of us is in this too deep. (Crosses arms and looks away)

Allenby: I guess not. (Same)

Both of them look kinda nervous and uncomfortable.

Kit: (slowly and nervously) I really like you though.

Allenby: (weakly) I… Really like you too.

Kit: (more confident) You wanna go get somthin’ to eat?

Allenby: Sure.

Kit: Cool, I know a great place!

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Greeter: (Australian accent) G’Day! Welcome ta’ Backyard Rib Shack! Can I get ya’ a seat?

Kit: Yeah.

Greeter: Follow me then!

He leads them to a booth they sit down across from each other.

Allenby; (now a back to her normal spunkiness as is Kit) This place looks fun!

Kit: Have you ever been here before?

Allenby: No the name kinda turned me off.

Kit: Well it’s pretty good, if you like barbeque!

Allenby: Of course I like barbeque!

Kit: Good!

At this time an extremely attractive waitress with pink-purple lipstick walks up.

Waitress: Can I take your orders?

Kit’s face whirls around making his hair whoosh, causing her to see him with one of those lame glitter affects.

Kit: I’ll take three orders of “Ribs on the Grill” and an “Australian Onion”!

Waitress: (sits down on his lap with her face right on his, running her finger across his chest) And I’d like a big order of you, cutie!!

Kit: ( laughs and smiles really wide) Well there’s plenty of me to take!

Allenby: I’ll have the “Heart attack fries” and an 18 ounce steak-fried chicken!

Waitress: (gets up and sighs) Fine, I’ll be right back with that. Drinks?

Both: Blow!

Kit: Man you eat more bullshit food than I do and you still look so curvy and hot!

Allenby: What can I say I have to look good if I’m gonna snag myself a man!

The waitress comes back out. (Yeah, I’ve never got service that fast either)

Waitress: (drops Allenby’s food down) Here you go. (Gently sets Kit’s down, then regains her place on his lap) (Enticingly) So, where did we leave off?

Kit: Later, Leave your number and I’ll call you up some time.

Waitress: Fine, you little tease, I’ll be waiting! (Blows him a voluptuous kiss, then walks off)

Allenby: She coulda’ stayed, I didn’t mind.

Kit: No way! I’m out with you; I can flirt with easy girls any time; right now is you and me time!

Allenby: Do you really mean that?

Kit: I like spending time with you and I’m not gonna let some bimbo waste that time! Now let’s eat!

Allenby: (thinking) What is this guy? One minute he’s letting some hot chick ride him like a bronco next he’s some of the most romantic crap I’ve ever heard! There’s defiantly somethin’ to this guy!

Kit: So Allenby, how are you likin’ it here so far?

Allenby: It’s great! I’m glad I came!

Kit: I am too, I always felt like somthin’ was missing and I don’t get that feeling any more. Damn. How lame and clichéd was that line?

Allenby: Yeah, but I understand what you’re sayin’.

Kit: Good ‘cause I was startin’ to feel like a dumb ass!

Kit pulls out a water bottle.

Kit: Want some?

Allenby: I’m assuming that’s not water.

Kit: Nope, it’s my own special cocktail, sake and vodka! So, (almost daring her to) ya’ wanna try it?

Allenby looks pretty nervous and unsure.

Allenby: (face lightens to normal) Eh, what the hell.

She takes a sip her face turns green and she wretches making her cheeks puff out.

Allenby: (coughing and choking) Smooth!

Kit: It’s an acquired taste.

Allenby: And where would someone acquire a taste like that?!

Kit and her laugh, when they stop their eyes meet for a second and an energy flows through them. The both blush a little then look down at their food.

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Kit: So this night was fun, right?

Allenby: Yeah! Of course it was! You’re a fun guy, everything you do is fun!

They enter Kit’s room, inside Aveian has a bunch of bags thrown over his shoulder.

Kit: What’s up Ave?

Aveian: Since Allenby’s moving in you’re going have the room with her.

Kit: So where are you headed, dude?

Aveian: I’ll just sleep in Sylven’s room. I end up sleeping in there most of the time anyway, on all your “jacket on the doorknob nights”. Enjoy, Kit’s a hell of a roommate.

Aveian turns and walks out.

Allenby: Aww, I didn’t mean to put anyone out.

Kit: Don’t worry about it, he just likes being dramatic! Besides you can’t say this won’t be fun!

Allenby: I guess you’re right. I am looking forward to this, single life can get so lonely, but now I have a cute roommate!

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Domon is standing giving a report.

Domon: So that’s the plan. Does that please the organization?

Some guy: Yes, this will serve the purpose. That fox bastard is going down or my name isn’t…

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Aveian: (carrying his crap) I don’t know why I’m doing this, damn fox punk.

(Gundam Seed ending music)

Aveian continues walking and we see Kit and Allenby fast asleep and lookin’ all cute.

Ja Ne

(Outlaw Star next episode music)

Foxxy: again I wasn’t in this chapter! What the hell? Oh well, I am in the next one! so read it now! I mean it! Next time: Almost to the action I swear! You better get ready!

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

Transitional post [hopefully]
double standards are inherently racist. you can't say that it is okay to call your black friends niggas because you're black, once again i state that if that is the case then i could, in all concience and without question, say that only white people are allowed in a resturaunt i own. setting a double standard is by definition racist, discriminating what races can do what. i really think that the reason shit like that gets let go is because white people usually are cowards. i know my people, and most of the time we don't gather together it seems, you don't see million man marches to make it okay for white people to say nigga, you don't see a nation association for the acceleration of caucasian people, you never its not okay for a white guy to greet another white guy with "white power." things are certainly not equal in this country. and to say, to seriously say that i should just accept with a smile, a gross racial injustice like a double-standard is completly wrong! if i could i'd go back to MLK's days and tell him that "so what, there's a double standard, accept it." mY GOD people have we grown that complacent!?

and two hundreds years of slavery, ever hear about the Jews in Egypt!? by that logic shouldn't the black community be paying reparations to the Jewish community? i'm irish, when the Irish first got to America we were treated like shit because we were catholic, and the US was protestant, so why we weren't technically inslaved, we sure weren't welcomed with open arms, so Irish people at least deserve a week or two and some reparations. Italians had it worse because they were catholic AND spoke a different language, they lived in ghettos, and together the micks and the whops built all of new england, so there should be a Irish/Italian month, we will call it "European Catholic Month." and jews, jews should by all rights get at least 3 months, i mean my God you want an opressed people, Jews put everyone to shame. and as far as Black people blaming whites for slavery... oh that's hilarious! the majority of slaves bought and brought to America were slaves already in Africa where conditions were worse! i mean fuck i don't want to be inslaved, but i'd sure rather be a slave here than there, even back then we had a better country than African tribes had. the history boiks were written by frightened white people trying to aplogize for the sins they were told that their forefathers committed. all this affirmative action, politically correct, pay me back for what you did to my ancestor bullshit is the reason for racial divides. Jesse Jackson, Kanye West, Spike Lee, Al Sharpon, these are your real racists, as well as Huego Chavez and Mahmoud Ahmadinejad.

but enough divisive speech, Itachi is soooooooooooo hot! i mean sure he is hot LOOKING, but his voice, HIS VOICE! my God is crispin Freeman sexy sounding! and in the role? its as good as Hideki, polar opposites, but truly awesome! i can't wait to hear him do the "you lack hatred." speech, that will be so great. i could have asked for a better voice for Kisame, but at least its not Greg Ayres like i joked with all my friends it would be. but man is crispin's voice hot with him talking all calm, i swear if i were a girl i'd stalk him, fuck i'd aspire to me Katie Holmes to his Tom Cruise. well i think you guys know i'm going a bit over-board, but damn i've been writing serious posts for like 3 days, i need to rest a bit and just be silly. but seriously, anyone who heard Itachi's voice on Saturday, wasn't it great? "Kisame, your way of fighting is... inefficient. my way of fighting, Kakashi Hatake, is much more... efficient." that was so great!

on the subject of voice acting, i never knew that Rie Tanaka is the voice of lacus in the original Japanese version of Gundam SEED/Destiny. that kinda makes sense, they both dress in those cool lolita outfits, and being as Rie contributes most of the songs in Chobits i can see why they picked her to be the Songstress Lacus Clyne. now if only we could get a "Chii?" out of Lacus it'd be complete, though i guess if you add Lacus' body and voice with Haro's brain you'd get Chii. now if only Hideki dressed like Kira does, though he then he wouldn't have that "every guy" charm and quality that makes Chobits such a great series. and as much as i like Crispin i don't want Kira to sound like Strait Cougar, so i suppodse its good that those two characters don't cross over. and the Chii/Lacus crossover doesn't work in english, Lacus shouldn't sound like Fujiko, though i guess Chii sounding like... i guess Ching [Pucca] wouldn't be that bad. though what is up with Rie, Lacus/Meer AND Chii/Freya, i guess she likes the double-deal characters.

but the reason i know this is i down loaded all of Lacus' songs in japanese and english, though the english suck cuz i got them off a fan site, and all they did was rip the songs right out of the scene in the show so during "fields of hope" you get Stella going "Are they all gonna die?" [which is a plot hole, if Stella says "die" she flips out, i just realized that] and you hear the pieces of Junius 7 hitting Earth, as well as Arthur saying "you can switch to altitude flight now" though they are nice enough to fade it out. oh well, at least i'll get to hear the dub lyrics now too, so i guess i can't complain.

well i had another good day of talking with my beaner [who reminds me of Lacus] so please visit her, because i luff her SO MUCH!


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ah hell, here's the lyrics to my favorite song of Lacus'

Quiet Night

In this quiet night
I'm waiting for you
forgetting the past
and dreaming of you


Time passes by
and memories fade
but time can't erase
the love that we've made


And the stars in the sky that I wish upon
can't bring you back to my side
though your not here with me
I dream of the day we'll meet again


hold me close so deep in your heart
I will find you no matter where i have to go
and dream of me
for I will be there
follow that stars that lead


into the quiet night

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007

its on now.
for the first time ever i wore myself out before i got done ranting, so i'm going to start over it seems, i'll try to be more logical in my rant about why i think its wrong for them to go after Don Imus for what he said.

What Imus said was not racist, and the very fact that they are making such a big deal of what he said shows how racist they are. see what Tucker Carlson said is right, most rappers say worse things in their songs and no one calls them racist. the reason i hear stated is that because he is white he can't say that, because i know for a fact that if it was "sista" saying it, it'd be fucking hilarious! if monique called those gals "nappy haired ho's" the UPN, or now CW, laugh track would kick in, as well as if she, or other girthy african comintators called the 4 or so white girls on the team "skinny white bitches" no one would call that racist, or sexist, when it is! as it would be if Monique said it about black girls, because if its racist or sexist for a white man to say it than it would be for a black woman. but no one ever says that, no one calls Kanye West racist when he repeatedly says "nigga" in his song, and watch, i bet one or more people will call me that, racist, for using just then, because of the double standard. "he can say it because he's black," yeah, and this is my restuarant because i'm white, how's that make you feel? not good i bet. racism is everywhere, but it only gets called when some white guy calls the wrong minority the wrong name, and that is bullshit. what he said was ignorant and unfunny, but not that racist, or sexist. see i believe what he said i believe was an attempt on his behalf of doing the "i;m a crazy old white guy, listen to me to try to talk black." i believe he was trying to be ironic, because if you hear him say it he's laughing, not scowling like "i hate them." and as far as sexist its not sexist if you have women who not only answer to it, but aspire to be called it and love when they are called it. just like if you causually call your friend "nigga" you and your friends being of african descent, i, of irish descent should be able to walk up to both of you and go "niggers" and you shouldn't be offended, because if i called my friend "my friend" and a guy walked past me and said "friends" i'd just think "okay..." see people just want to call racism because its so hard to refute, like being called a witch i salem or a commie during the mcarthy trials, there is no way to save yourself except to i guess drink the kool-aid.

see if being thinking called racist by hate-mongers like Al Sharpon and Jesse Jackson meant anything wasn't bad enough, he goes on Sharpon's show and kisses his ass, saying that black people have it SO HARD! we all have our crosses to bear, so to go up there and suck up to him was disgusting, those statements, that the news doesn't care if black men die, that was offensive, that i guess white people live in happy white people land where nothing bad ever happens and no one hates anyone. NO, that is a pile of shit, white guys in jail join the Aryan nation because black and mexican guys keep stabbing them yelling "kill whitey!" two of Bev's cousians i've been told would kick my ass if they saw me because i'm white, fuck i got suspended because twop black kids called me racist because i talked ebonicsm they said "those are OUR words, you can't use them because you're white!" THAT, is racism! but it will never be called that, because no one wants to admit that the downtrodden are capable of bad, that the underdog can be evil, the minorities are guilty of all the sins they accuse "the whit devil" of. i'm not saying i have it worse, i'm saying my life sucks too, so saying that you deserve your own month, or my job over me, my place in college over me, or the right to use other words, then YOU are racist, not i.

I hate people based off who they are, i don't hate Kanye, Jesse, or Al because they are black, i hatye them because they are racist fear and hate mongers, leading the "us versus them" battle cry that still divides races, i don't hate rosie because she is a lesbian, i hate her because she is a disgusting pile of shit that spouts off some of the most ignorant and irritating things i've ever heard. racism exists everywhere between every race and even in races against themselves, so if you are going to crucify Don Imus, or Micheal Richards, or Mark Furhman, or George Allen, i suggest you start breaking out the crosses for ever rap artist known to man, as well as most inner city youths of any race.

and he was not calling all women who are black nappy haired hoes, just those women, he wasn't disrespected a people, he was disrespected a pro basketball team, which if you go to a game, fans will say things much worse, to say he hates all black people, or to say what he said applied to all black people, is retarded, its the kind of racist, us or them thinking that causes these kinds of problems, thinking that an attack on any black person is obviously based on their race, and thus applies to all black people, and means that a man who makes a living mean to EVERYONE of every race, creed, sexual orientation and gender has it out for one group is whats wrong with the world. that was a spcial someone, a good friend of mine who basically inspired this little speech by hisd comment yesterday, so thanks, AND READ AP ch.21 DAMN YOU!

i call Bev a beaner because its funny, anf by doing so it makes the word cute, a pet name, instead of a ethnic slur, so if a guy called her one, i think it'd just bounce off, just like i call her my bitch because she is a girl, and has all the good qualities of a dog, loyalty, love, affection, kindness, protection, self-sacrifice and neediness, so if someone called her that i think she's strong enough it wouldn't hurt her. people buy to much into what people say, Don merely called them several black girls with natural hair in different terms, if you see those terms as bad, then that is personal opinion, but with how much those exact terms are used in non-hate speech, or at least speech not deemed hateful, i really think you should rethink what you say and believe.

no if you excuse me, i'm going to write some of AP, call my beaner, and go to sleep holding my bitch [my weaner dog Penel'] while thinking about my other.

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oh God how it hurts to say i agree with this cow of hate.

Rosie: If you let four words trump 40 years of work, if you tell people what words are okay and what ones aren't, then you're heading down the nazi german road.

so true you noble manatee, so true...

visit my bitch


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

that was unexpected.
well my rant about hentai got me more comments and all of them positive, i could be the fact i took down some of the crap that loads at the beginning, i still have some editting to do, if any of you guys know how to shrink images down somewhat that'd probably help, being as if i even take them down the 75% that'd drastically cuts the area down and makes the site load faster, plus people don't have to scroll down for a million years, but then again my multi-purpose html site doesn't show me how to do that, because i doubt it has anything to do with html and more about knowing how to use whatever program its in. so if you guys wanna help me out with that and know how i'd be happy, because i'd love to make my site look nicer.

or of course if i wanted more patrons i could do another rant about the strangeness of porn but i don't really want to wear that one out, i'm sure there is enough siamese twin penises and bunkakke to last me a million posts, but i'd prefer to space them out. though i really have little to talk about, which was the reason for yesterday's crazy pr0n themed goodness, i suppose i could rant about my new MP3 player.

it sucks, i mean its better than the CD Player i had between the sandisk and this GPX thing. the CD player made me want to kill someone, friggin huge discus, after getting used to having a glorified flashdrive that CD player may as well have beeen a radiator, plus its random feature was retarded, it really was random, it tried to play "Dante" 3 times in a row then went back and forth between Anna ni datta no ni and the instrumental version, so that was irritating, this one seems to understand the idea of limited random. though it does have a screen which i can't see in daylight and i think because i can hold 650 songs [based on the idea they are all 3 minutes long] instead of 240 the words on the screen twitch and are all pixel wierd, plus it doesn't tell you how long the song is, just how much has played, and the on/off button is the play/pause/stop button so it usually plays a second or two while you're turning it off, i really miss my sandisk, but no place has them anymore, and i'm sure as hell not getting an iPod, because i think Steve Jobs is satan, i really want a Zune, but being as they cost as much as a Wii that plan is not fruiting anytime soon.

oh yeah, another thing i hate about this thing is you can tell it wants to be an iPod, the Zune sure as hell doesn't want to, because microsoft knows its superior to apple in all ways [96 to 4 market share] and my little sandisk looked like a flashdrive or one of those cheap "magic bullet: water-proof massagers" i saw at spencers around valentines, i even remarked when i saw those, i thought my MP3 player can't do that. but this damn thing is all flat and square with about half screen, as well as the cicular controls, yeah, i really want my sandisk back.

had another great day with my lover, it really seems like we're getting a lot closer, or for some reason i'm just a lot happier around her, and i think of her a lot more deeply now, i suppose it could be that i'm losing weight, getting more sleep, or taking the male nature's cure pills, or it could be that my love for her, or her's for me, or both have reached a plateau, i suppose its not man's place to understand such things, i know i'm happier, i know that for sure.

another thing i know for sure is that Don Imus is a puss. hos job is to go about being insensitive and comedic, and he makes a joke calling a bunch of tatted up, large, muscular women "nappy haired ho's" so all of a sudden Jesse Jackson is outside his building with the rainbow people in procession, saying he should get fired. so he just starts apologizing say "i know the plight of african americans, a white girl dies in the inner-city its front page news, but black men die every day there, try to find their deaths" this guy is full of shit, he did nothing wrong and is now destroying everything he should stand for just because one partisan nutcase like Jesse Jackson says he was racist. no he was trying to be funny, wether he succeeded or not is up to question, but what he said wasn't racist, it was just stupid, and even better is that Al Sharpton said it was "sexist and homophobic" thus stating, without Imus saying anything close to it, that all female basketball players are butch dykes, that made me laugh my ass off, because it just shows these two fucktards are tripping over their own balls trying to find a way to get this guy, two upstanding racial crusaders like Jesse "Hymie-Town" Jackson and Al "Barrock Obama isn't black enough" Sharpton. these guys couldn't mock themselves any better, its too easy.

-Quotes-

Tucker Carlson: I see nothingwrong with what he said, most rappers say worse things and subjegate women worse in one song that what he said.

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Token: Jesse Jackson is not the king of black people.

i think Ticker Carlson and "South Park's" Token put it well enough.

visit my lover, who is a beaner, for i, a mick, told you to.


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, April 9, 2007

over-doing it
i suppose that explains why no one likes to comment on my site, because i have too muck crap on it, but i don't know how to cut down on the stuff, i guess i could put a lot of the stuff in a box type thing, but that wouldn't cut down on the stuff here, just condense it, but a lot of people do that, condense their crap, i just don't know if i could do it write, i couldn't get my AP links to marquee right, so i doubt i could correctly box up all the old quiz results, and other random things. i suppose i should ask that if i do that would you guys come to my site more opften, or comment more often, or if that's not it, what should i do to get you guys to come here more?

i hope you guys like the new picture of my lover at the beginning of my site, i really think she looks cute in there, all puckered up and posing, at least she looks happy for once. for such a happy person she is always moody in piuctures because i guess she doesn't like taking them, i'm just happy she does things like this for me, she really is sweet. we talked a lot today, like usual, it was a lot less cute and a lot more engaging today, i must say that bev knows me very well, and she can pretty much get whatever she wants out of me, luckily she also knows how to make it an enjoyable experience.

i wasted most of today, because i just roll that way. i spend the morning looking for Hentai on photobucket, mostly out of curiousity, as all of you guys know i'm not subject to most things people deem "erotic" no, my loins are excited by random and complicated things, which only two people on earth know how to regularly deal with, but i will not digress into that, because i'm sure i'm skirting the edge already, i just want to amplify the concept of my lack of libido as well as my intense monogomy. but let me get back to my original subject, yes i was trolling the hentai, and i must say that there are some strange things on there, one i found particular amusing was Tenten naked, doing her scroll jutsu, but instead of weapons dildos rained down. in fact the naruto hentai was pretty funny, Sasuke in level one curse mark orally pleasuring Sakura, Kin, Zaku and Dosu gang raping Sakura, TenTen masterbating with the hilts of all her weapons while Lee watched, then there was Naruto doing what i'd imagine was a Uzumaki 1k penis barrage. i have to say that the thing i find most disinteresting in hentai is the exagerating of the male sexual organ, in the Naruto barrage one i swear it looked like a siamese twin, as well as there are way to many gang bang shots as well as the oh so interesting japanese practice of Bukkake or as i'd like to call it a shooting gallery. i won't elaboorate directly into that, but i think you get my meaning, that just kinda scares me, because as a guy i i've really grown to dislike that fluid, so to see a shoujo covred in it just seems like a waste. also the sorta zoom-in on the genitals kinda irks me, because i really don't care about that, its really the faces i find entertaining, that sorta blushy-moany look. also there is the fact the pixelate the stuff on photobucket, which i always hate, because while i don't particularly want to see crotches, the fact they are editted irritates me deeply, if there is a thing there it should be there. thats why i perfer yuri, the female area is not exaggerated or made to look wierd [although i suppose asking a male virgin on female sexual anatomy is kinda strange] at least in my opinion, i really find no sexiness in the ole girl on girl, no more than guy on guy, i'd like it better if the one well, orally pleasing the girl were male, but then he'd have a wiener the siuze of a canoe, so oh well.

but enough on my strange pass times, i think i should start covering for myself again, though i also seem to think that my constant insistance on an innocent curiousity sort of makes it seem like i'm lying or try to convince myself, but there is also the consideration that no one ever fucking believes me, so i guess the justification is needed. really it all started with me lookinh in the back of my rightstuf catalogue for yaoi anime for Bev, but all the hentai is either yuri or straight, so i ended up reading all these interesting hentai plots, interesting like "who the fuck thinks of these things? and how do you get turned on by THAT!?" so i decided to look for a bit of the naughty stuffs on the interweb, i guess i'm just wierd, i look at things that every guy looks at and never speaks about for reasons completly different then write a 1 hour post about it. i guess i just over-do things, as the title states, but i'd rather say things like this openly, and see the people who stand with me, who understand or accept me, then to keep all my worst thoughts and actions inside so that i won't offend anyone. i'm me, so here i stand, accept me or not, and incase the guy in bondafe gear licking the shaved bust of a man covered in man-fluids in the opening of my site, or the narusasu one where once again their legs are coated in the male ingredient to the making of a baby, if those didn't warn you that this isn't a safe or innocent place, well i guess that post just told you so huh?

i'm proud of myself for so easily being able to view adult things completly neutrally, then talk about them, both me and my lover are pretty much immune to the feeling of sexual arousal based on porn, so if worse comes to worse i have her. i'm happy to know that wierd things make me horny, i love being me, being able to look at sex and laugh, look at yaoi and think of my lover, and get a boner durimg lipstick comercials because i'm really into lips and kiss/ing/es/marks.

so there people, thats me, take it or leave it, another post i winged, and i can't wait to read your comments.



HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, April 8, 2007

incomprehensible post.
i really gotta love the people of Otaku, i got 16 hits and 6 comments. i really don't understand the idea of not leaving a comment, i always do when i go to sites, personally if there was a way i'd rather have more comments than hits, i guess everything i says is just to confusing or long for people, and i suppose they don't comment for that reason. oh well, i'm just glad for all my loyal friends who do comment, you guys are great and the reason that i stay coming back to this little site.

well lets see what happened today, well i rolled out of bed at noon because my lover called me at 3:30 and talked to me until 5:30, so i needed to gain back some of that sleep, lousy beaner. you guys know i love her, and i mean how cute is it that she wakes me up in the middle of the night and talks to me for 2 hours, i hyave to say that is one of the most adorable things in existance. after taking a shower i called my lover at we talked till 2 when my dad picked me up, for todat was UFC 69: Shootout. [shootout as opposed to what Sprawl-a-thon? stand-up-mania? submission-off?] but it turned out to be a good night of face punching, Matt Serra beat GSP for the Welterweight title, which means in all probability he'll fight Matt Hughes, who i bet is who he really wants to fight, because Hughes disrespected Royce Gracie, as well as the fact that he is just an overall cocky dickwad, i wouldn't say he's as bad as Tito, but still he needs to shut his damn mouth. luckily GSP wasted him last time, after a few nut-shots of course [Hughes always gets hit in the balls, he's so damn short people go for leg-kicks and up hitting his coin bag] so i'm looking forward to Serra punching Hughes' face in, because Serra punched St. Pierre out, and GSP dominated Matt Hughes. but what i want to see more is i think Dana White is going to fight Tito, whicxh is awesome because Dana OWNS THE FUCKING COMPANY! and this isn't pro-wrestling, this is mixed martial arts, not FIXED martial arts, but i think Dana retired undefeated before he took over, which means that the guy who signs the matches potentially could kick his employees asses. even better than that is that Joe Rogan is a blackbelt in Jiu-Jutsu, i saw him submit a guy before, so really UFC is like some awesome live-action anime or video game in which the owner of the company and the announcers can kick the asses of the guys in the ring, which i think is why Joe and Dana are never afraid of the guys in the ring and telling them exactly what they think of them. Dana has openly said he hates Tito several times, that he is a pompous ass, a dick and a horrible employee and champion, he wanted Ken and Chuck to kick his ass, and now i think Dana is going to beat the shit out of Tito ass well, i really want to see this, i mean could you imagine what it'd be like for Tito after that? no more bitching about Dana booking him bad matches, cuz it'd end up like "Fine, you don't ewanna fight Coutre again, how about i kick your ass again?" hopefully Dana "shoves his tumb all up in [his] eye!" as Tito said Chuck once did to him.

but enough man punches man in the face, if i just talk about that i'll get my usual lack of comments. i guess i can talk more about Bev, or at least integrate a bit of her into my former rant. see what [well one of many things that] i love about Bev is that she lets me watch all these PPVs and then talk to her after, sure she makes me stay up all night then on a school night, but that cute bit of revenge is so much better than saying i cani't watch them, she just gets me back which i find really adorable and hot, i find that action very attractive, instead of punishing me or making me feel bad she just makes me make it up to her, and even makes the revenge enjoyable for me, she is just so perfect, i end up with a perfect smile whenever i think about her. and even if we are seperated by half the continental united states she still finds ways to give all kinds of things i want, like kissing all over letters [and lewt me tell you, her full lips plus glittery sparkly shimmer lip color as well as my extreme kissing preference/fetish means i am very happy to get her letters] or licking a sucker then wrapping it up and giving it to me [hey, at 1100 miles i'll take second hand making out] so i'm quite pleased at the favors she does for me [as well as the fact that Bokutachi no Yukue is blaring on my head-phones] has me very happy, and i'll admit that i quite often kiss the kiss marks on her leters that she sends me, i feel pathetic when i do it, but i feel, wether its real or psychosymatic, like i have a bit of her kiss on my lips after, they fewel different, and it makes my heart flutter. i wonder if she does the same on the random kisses i left on some of the letters when i just got bored one night and tried out the lipstick i'd bought her by kissing myself and all the letters i sent her, she probably does, i must ask her. then there are fun things like spraying cute innocent or request letters with tag body spray because i know the smell of it makes her feel a bit horny. yeah, the two of us aren't just crazy for eachother, we're just crazy in general, and i for one love it!

-Quote-

Me: Tito Ortiz is going out with Jenna Jameason.

Bev: Cool!

Me: No its not! i hate him, why should he get a famous porn-star girlfriend.

Bev: I know you hate him baby, thats why i said it, think of what happens to female porn-stars.

Me: Oh yeah, they get worn out.

Bev: Exactly, he's not feeling anything.

Me: I love you baby.

visit my awesome lover, and marvel in the fact that i have her!



HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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