Saturday, April 7, 2007

Even my lonliness turns into strength when i think of you.
Another Anime song quote, i just love using the squishy fluff lyrics to my advantage.

well today i kinda messed up and irritated Bev, but she basically forgave me imeadiatly, so now i'm a lot happier than before, just knowing how much she loves me, and how strong our love is, that even when things are going bad, or maybe even because things are going bad we connect so deep and that really makes me happy, because it lets me know that when i really need her thats when her love really kicks in and she is extra tender and loving towards me, because i always try to blame myself for things, she tries to stop me, but in the end she just says "you made a mistake, now just let me fix it" which really makes me feel good, because one of things i really fear is that if i'm not useful people will abandon me, its nice to know even if i'm a hinderance she still loves me, and will put up with the burden because she loves me and because she believes i'm worth it. i'm so happy right now.

lets see, in other events today was another Gundam SEED Destiny day, which meant i got to see more of Kira Yamato pwning all. though this time it was Shinn doing the pwning, which i was fine with, because in SEED mode Shinn still wasn't a match for Kira in just normal Kira mode, yeah i know that Shinn beats Kira at some point, but the fact that Kira owned him so many times makes it so much less important, at this point its looking like Shinn just won the lottery when he beat Kira.

this week's episode was so great, so many awesome moments in pilotry and valor. like Sting firing on Kira and Athrun while they were debating, so the next thing you see is Freedom standing chest to chest with Chaos, Sting looks all shocked, and Kira's eyes are all squinted in annoyance, and he just bisects Chaos and we see it skip across the water in the most humiliating defeat in the history of Gundam. then there was Kira whipping Athrun's ass for making Cagalli cry, fighting/killing people for ZAFT, and just for being an all around asshole, Kira didn't just disable the Savior, he completly shattered it! but Kira wasn't the only one being generally awesome, Shinn did his fair share of ass-kicking, like dodging Auel's attack by letting it hit the Blast pack of his Impulse, then throwing the beam javelin through the Abyss' cockpit. that was great, watching Auel sink inot the sea, then seeing the ocean bubble up from his mech exploding. after that seeing Shinn just go crazy wiping out everything in site, shooting down every Murasume he could aim at, then getting out the sword pack and begun cutting down all the nearby Murasume's and carriers away from the Minerva, its always fun to watch Shinn do that, land on ships then cut them apart, plus along with the footage i know the re-used of him cutting through ORB ships, you also get to watch him cut the Suits apart. but the best part was Todeka's last stand. Todeka is one of the best new character's to the series, or at least i don't remember him from SEED. he has done all kinds of awesome things, like when Kira kidnapped Cagalli Yuuna ordered the fleet to shoot down the Freedom, but exercise extreme causion in not hitting the princess, so as Kira flew right past his ship one of his men asked "should we fire at Freedom sir?" and Todeka responded "No, i'm executing supreme causion" or as the Minerva tried to retreat to ORB after Yuuna sold out to Djeibril and the Earth Forces tried to ambush them Todeka let them coast by his ship stating "i'm not a politician, i can't deal with these things." but this time he basically shoved Yuuna around a little then told his men to get off the ship, because he's going to ram it towards the Minerva, to prove that ORB was with the Alliance and they'd stop being abused, so he stood in the command deck and stared down the Impulse [which looked quite menacing and evil, i believe not on accident] then got two anti-ship beam swords into his body, a fitting end i think, i wouldn't want to see Todeka get used anymore.

and the whole time Cagalli flew around crying, i guess the writers just hate her or something, poor girl.

that ends the rant for today.

visit my love.


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, April 6, 2007

Even if you are the devil himself i love you.
what!?
i needed a title and i'm listening to the openning song to Makai Senki Disgaea, plus its a really cute quote if i do say so myself, and its good to use a Flonne quote with the Flonne BGs i always use.

well Me and Bev exchanged packages today, i guess by divive design packages we sent to eachother arrived at eachother's houses today, this can be verified by the fact Bev put up a new piece of fanart using one of the later characters from Absolute Power, yeah so i suppose that is better f6or non-readers because you guys will just be like "cool character" while readers will have to go "when the fuck does she show up?" i'm still trying to find the time to write AP and a day to put up chapters of AP on here as a ploy to get people to read it, i may re-post chapter 1 at the bottom, and then just do it every week, i still feel kinda bad because the formatting doesn't show up well on here, it stretches the page out, but i think it'll get me more readers if i do that, and really with what AP means to me i really need readers, though i guess i can't complain that no one reads my psuedo fanfiction when i barely get to sites, plus i can't really intice people with my art, because its still at the intermediate level, and no one that visits Bev seems to cross over to my site on their own, especially as AP readers, so that little plan is a bit dippy, i tried a fanfic for fanfic exchange program, but most people aren't as determined as i am to write stuff, so they have 5 half-page chapters, while i have 21 20-page chapters so far, yeah so maybe that is the problem, that when i do things i do it to the max, so i have this giant self-dogmatic story that has its own mithos and such, as compared to most people's fanfiction, which is "what if i could have sex with Axel from Kingdom Hearts" or "what if Kurama and Botan from Yu Yu Hakusho" or orginal stories involving themselves as vampires. and don't get me wrong, i'm not bashing these people, because they have readers, people like their stories because they are easy to understand and follow, the only person i've seen to achieve the status as an author on here that i want is SomeGuy, and lets face it, he's in the top tier, for me to expect to be on the same level as him would be about as stupid as me trying to overthrow Adam while i still can't make links marquee correctly. i'm comparing myself to a true Otaku Legend, not someone who gained the title by being prolifically average. when Myui came back to my site for one day to drive-by ball-bust me he was right [as usual] they hand out "Legend" status to just about anyone now. so i guess i'll just kreep telling you guys about my life, and pumping my story hoping to get more readers, sort of like a weekly comic strip, i can expect my fate to be unchanging and mildly comedic, a decent writer who takes his work and self far more seriously than anyone else ever will.

but let me try to end this on a happier note, instead of my bitching and being all emo because no one reads my long-ass story.

i re-beat Star Ocean, and got Albel's ending. and its some good Shounen-Ai! its him and Fayt wondering through the wilderness, no where near any town, road, person or building. Albel says to keep looking, but Fayt says "guess we'll just have to camp out together." that was sheer cuteness. then Albel says something to the effect of "Hell no" stating "i don't feel like getting kicked in the face all night again" so Fayt replies "And you scream in your sleep every night because of your nightmares. look, whatever is going on inside your head you should analyze your own faults before you do other's, because its really annoying." Albel then threatens to cut out his tongue, which was a giuse to get his weapon out as the subjects of the last Lord they met [Albel pissed him off and that is why they have no lodgings] Fayt tells him to go easy on them, but Albel wants blood. its so awesome.

As for me lover [who would probably "squee" as much on the outside as i did on the inside seeing that] we talked for a long while tonight, and it was especially cute and happy, so i'm in wquite the happy mood, so i think i'll finish this post up, then go up stairs and read her newest letter to me, then call her and go to sleep. i'm happy because this was a Bev filled day.

-Quote-

"Is this a setup Blair? because if it is i'll have to cut that pretty little head of your's off your shoulders."

-Albel Nox

visit my love, she updated!


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!

here's chapter one of AP.

Absolute Power
Mission 1
Operation G.T.G.

We see a raven haired boy dressed all in black, running through the streets of Neo-Japan, being pursued through by armed agents firing on him with handguns, him narrowly avoiding the shots.

(Black haired boy): Hi I’m Kit Sune and this is my story…

Profile:

Kit Sune

Age: 17

Height: 5ft 7

Voice: Scott McNeil (Duo, Gundam Wing/Koga, Inuyasha)

Body: Lightly tanned, lean muscle build.

Clothes: A faded black sleeveless T-shirt, over which he wears a black jacket. He has on black jeans and black strap boots up to the bottoms of his shins. He has on black fingerless gloves and a polished black wood sheathed and handled Kodachi mounted on the back of his pants with its handle pointed right.

Face: He has two scars on his left cheek leading diagonally from right below his jaw bone to about 2 inches away from his nose. His hair is cut so his bangs are cut right below his eyes and halfway down his ears on the side the lower layer sticks a little further down. It’s a little longer in the back with the same under hair cut. His bangs are slightly raised and are parted down the middle .He the standard anime nose, his teeth are white. His face looks very scruffy, his eyes eyes: big and violet.

Personality: Kit is pretty layed-back, though he’s had a hard life and has a violent streak if you touch on an old wound. He is a ladies man, having the ability to turn almost any girl near him into a screaming fan girl. He is generally a nice guy and makes friends easily, though he’s very forward and tends to piss a lot of people off too. Kit has just become the new Gundam Fighter for Neo-America after Chibitie stepped down to pursuit a new line of work. He is an extremely skilled pilot (no shit he’s the Gundam Fighter after all)

(Kit :) I was sent here to take back some stolen technology, the Gundam RX-78[G]-KC and send it to my home base. All was going fine until…

Kit: Gundam loaded into shuttle, destination, Neo-America. Launching in 5, 4,3,2,1 launching!! (Into cell phone) Did you get that Sylven?

Sylven: (Treize, Gundam Wing) Roger that, I’ll meet you and the Suit at the rendezvous point.

Domon runs out, katana drawn, seething with anger, with armed agents standing behind him, guns drawn aimed at Kit.

Domon: STOP, THIEF!!

Kit: (like a sneeze, as it will always be) Shit.

A bunch of spot lights focus on Kit, alarms sound, the agents open fire and a bullet blows Kit’s phone to shit.

Domon: (commandingly) Hold your fire men!!!! (To Kit) Where’s the Gundam?!!!!

Kit looks up into the sky for a while, and then looks Domon in the face.

Kit: I’d say it’s exiting Neo-Japan’s atmosphere about now. Tell ya’ what, I’ll fight ya’ for it, I win I leave here with my Gundam and you back off.

Domon: And if I win…

Kit looks at him with a real cocky look on his face.

Kit: If you win you get that little toy back.

Domon: Fine, we’ll settle it that way!

Domon shifts his stance into a battle one, drawing his rusted sword from its sheath.

Kit: (he takes a look at Domon’s sword) You’re gonna’ fight me with that rusted piece of junk?

Domon: (extremely confident) My sword’s rust gives it power, let’s see yours!

Kit draws his Kodachi underhand the puts his left hand on the hilt.

Kit: (sighs) Fine, just say I don’t say I didn’t warn you when you lose your Gundam!

They both run forward, Domon brings his sword down, Kit moves to the side then jumps up and shatters Domon’s blade with an in-to-out heel kick. He lands, having re-sheathed his sword and beats Domon down with a right jab to the gut and a left hay maker to the cheek. He stops for a second then brings his fist back lands a huge punch to Domon’s stomach. Domon falls back then reawakens to see Kit’s Kodachi to his neck.

Kit: (standing over Domon, looking down with a little smile on his face) Looks like I win, which means the Gundam is mine.

Domon: (Growls)…

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Domon is standing outside Rain’s place holding his stuff, Domon is VERY angry, Rain is crying uncontrollably and equally pissed off.

Domon: FINE!!!!!!

Rain: (Tears flying off her face) FINE!!!!!! (Door slams in his face)

Domon starts walking down the street venting, then starts constructing a plan.

Domon: (Thinking while he walks angrily) Bitch! Fine I’ll just hook back up with Allenby: (evil smile) she’s hopelessly in love with me. I’ll just ask her to meet me at some resort colony, make my move and, BANG!! She’ll be putty in my hands (rubs hands together). I’ll take the new Gundam with me; she’ll love it, and me!

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Having risen up, his fists are clenched his veins are popping out, he’s hunched over in the DBZ power up position.

Domon: (growls) errrrrrrrrrrr, errrrrrrrrrrr, errrrrrrrrrrr, KILL HIM!!!!

Kit: Shit.

Gunshots ring out; Kit makes a run for it. He takes off at high speed makin crazy maneuvers jumping up on benches and running across fence tops, bobbing and weaving while the agents trail not far behind firing a barrage of 9mm ammo at him.

Kit: Shit I need to call a ship! (Kit takes out his cell phone, which is shot through the center) Damn!! My phone is worthless! Wait. (Sees a ship up ahead) Wait!! Hold that door!!

He busts out even more speed desperately sprinting for the ships door.

Girl’s voice: Hurry!

Gunshots, Kit cringes. His leg goes limp and he starts to fall forward, but someone grabs his hand and pulls him onto the ship.

Kit: (head down panting) Thanks!

Allenby is standing holding his hand, looking down at him happily.

Allenby: (sparkly bubbly effect) No problem. Hey, why where those guys chasing you anyway?

Kit is star struck he’s captivated by her beauty he can’t take his eyes off her, can’t even speak, he is powerless, and he can only stare; he starts to blush when…

Kit: Damn it. (Cringes again and grasps his left calf as he falls to one knee)

Allenby: Are you alright?!

She pulls up his pant leg and sees a bloody wound in his leg.

Allenby: We better look at that!

Kit tries to get up, but falls back down on one knee quickly.

Kit: I’m fine. (Cringes again)

Allenby: No way, I’m dressing this wound!

She pulls a blue hanky out of her pocket and wraps it around his wound. She stands up and looks him in the face.

Allenby: By the way, the name’s Allenby Beardsly!

She’s gotten taller, about as tall as Kit (naturally or, it’s the friggin’ future, display some imagination!)

Kit: (laughing lightly) I already knew! And man are you an airhead, if I didn’t wouldn’t it be kinda useless to introduce yourself now, after you’ve already been all over me.

Allenby: (Smirks and holds a hand out to him) So you’ve heard of me?

Kit grabs her hand and she helps him up to his feet.

Kit: (Laughs) How could I not know you?! You’re the Gundam Fighter for Neo-Sweden!

Allenby: Well you know me but, on the other hand, who are you and why were those guys chasing you? (They both sit down in a line of chairs on the left side of the ship)

Kit: I’m Kit Sune, the new Fighter for Neo-America.

Allenby: What happened to Chibodee?

Kit: he left to pursuit his two dream jobs, professional boxer, and pimp.

Allenby; And those men? Why are you in Neo-Japan anyway?

Kit: You sure are inquisitive. I’m here to retrieve a piece of stolen technology. A few months ago a spy from Neo-Japan infiltrated my base. She stole the blue prints for my nation’s newest weapon, my Gundam. So I came here to take it back. Those men just got in my way. Since I played along, tell me why you’re here?

Allenby: Domon called me here; he said he had something important to ask me.

Kit: Domon eh, there’s somethin’ wrong with that guy, he’s different some how.

Allenby: Domon’s a little rough around the edges but deep down he’s a sweet guy.

Kit: He’s the one that sic’d those agents on me!

Allenby: (puzzled) That doesn’t sound like Domon. (Normal perky self) Oh well, guess I’ll have to talk to him when I get back home.

Kit: (surprised and a little confused) You trust me enough to question one of your best friends after knowing me for like, five minutes?

Allenby: You seem like a nice guy, I’m pretty sure you wouldn’t lie about something like that. It’s not like you’re jealous of how close Domon was to me!

Kit: (thinking) Is she flirting with me? (Starts to blush) Why does that matter!? (Kit sits there not moving lost in thought) I’ve had girls tackle me and have their way with me out of nowhere and I never fazed me, but she helps me out a little and I’m completely worthless! Why is she so different?

Allenby: (jokingly shoves him, speaking in a friendly way) Are ya’?!

Kit comes back to earth with a thud.

Allenby: (Seductively) But who says I wouldn’t like it if you were?!

Kit looks nervous, shy, uneasy, basically everything he usually isn’t.

Allenby: Man, lighten up, don’t ya’ get a joke?

Kit: (regaining composer) Joke, right! So you said we’re goin’ “home”?

Allenby: Yeah, my home Colony, Neo-Sweden. (She kinda looks a little mopey)

Kit: What’s wrong?

Allenby: It’s just that Domon has been acting weird lately. First he leaves me for Rain, which I understood, then he starts flirting with me again, but he doesn’t show up at the romantic meeting place cuz’ he’s tryin’ to kill you.

Kit: Ennh, fuck him, anyone who would leave you hanging is crazier than tryin’ to kill me.

Allenby: (smirking with a cute look on her face) Kit. (He looks over) You’re still holding my hand.

Kit looks down, blushes then quick pulls his hand away.

Allenby: (teasing, in a friendly way) You can put it back if you want, I didn’t mind!

Kit: Shut up. Shit. (Covers mouth)

Allenby: You’re just lucky you’re cute. Crap! (Covers mouth)

The two of them sit there in awkward silence, not saying a word until the ship lands. Allenby goes to help Kit up after they land, she offers her hand and pulls him up, and then he stands without much trouble.

Allenby: What the hell?

Kit: I heal fast.

The two hop down from the ship. Allenby looks at Kit.

Allenby: So where do you want to go?

Kit throws his hands behind his head and starts’ walkin slowly, Allenby follows.

Kit: (eyes looking back, head forward) I figured we could go shopping; I have to pay you back for the stuff I ruined, and for saving my life.

Allenby: (sorta touched) Aww, you don’t have to do that!

Kit stops and turns to face Allenby, she stops and looks uneasy.

Kit: (semi-serious) Allenby, you’ll have to learn somethin about me, I don’t do anything because I have to. I want to do this for you. Now let’s go, just pick out something you really want.

Allenby: But…

Kit: (smiles) No contest, I’m doin’ it and that’s final! You’re too nice to let go without returning the favor. And there’s nothin’ you can do to stop me!

Allenby: (becoming less reluctant and starts to cheer up) Alright, I know a good place (claps hands together once)!

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Kit and Allenby are now in a clothing store. A blonde haired Tom-Boy greets them.

Tom-Boy: Hey, Allenby! Oooh, who’s the hottie? Is he your new boyfriend?

They two of them stop at the counter she’s behind.

Allenby: (laughing nervously) No, Sam, he’s just a friend!

Sam: Oh, does that mean he’s available?

Allenby: Go ahead, take ‘em!

That gets Kit’s attention.

Sam: Oh, I will, you’re all mine!! (Winks)

Kit looks very interested.

Allenby and Kit start walking away.

Sam: (doing the hand sign) Call me!!

Kit: Now let’s get some clothes!

She quick grabs some stuff and goes into the dressing room.

Allenby: Don’t laugh if it’s stupid.

Kit: I’m sure you’ll look good in what ever you pick.

Allenby: What?

Kit: Nothin’. (Under breath) Open mouth insert foot, I’m an idiot!

She walks out in her new outfit. She walks out in a black sleeveless turtle-neck, like Matt from the first season of Digimon, only black. She has on black shiny black pants (of unspecified material) she has on brown gloves, loose around her wrists. She has on black dullish loose boots (also not sure what exactly they’d be made of) she has her stone pulled out, resting on her chest.

Allenby: (showing off her new clothes) So, how do I look?

Kit: (amazed) You look awesome!

Allenby: (kinda embarrassed) Thanks Kit!

Kit: (shifting back and forth on his toes with his hands in his back pockets pockets, looking over his shoulder) Well, let’s get out of here, I’m starting to feel a little uncomfortable.

Allenby: Come on, it can’t be that… (Bursts out laughing)

A ton of girls are hiding behind clothes as cover staring at Kit longingly.

Allenby: You have quite the following!

Kit: Now you see what I go through.

Allenby: Wait ‘till you’re famous!

A Latina saleswoman walks up to them.

Kit: Hey Chico! Why don’t you leave that Punta and get with a real woman?!

Allenby: You bitc…

Wiiiiiiiiiiiing!!!! The sales chick finds the tip of Kit’s sword to her throat.

Kit: (malicious smile) Better watch what you say, I’ve got a little bit of a mean streak!

SalesHo: Fine then, you so stupid! I fuck good and everything!!

Kit: (through his teeth) Okay, let’s try this again.

They walk up to the counter.

Sam: Is that all?

Kit: (reaching into his pocket) Yep. (Puts cash on the counter)

Sam: Cute and rich? You’re so lucky!

Allenby: (embarrassed, head down, blushing lightly) Thanks.

Just then an Agent runs in. he pulls out a gun.

Agent: Kit Sune I’ll…

Sam pulls out a pump action shotgun and blows the guy away, he falls straight through a glass window and into the malls main hallway center.

Kit: (amazed, looking at Sam, the gun and the dead guy) Damn, you’re pretty tough!

Sam: (leans down on the table to look at him) Do you like tough girls?

Kit grabs the bag and starts to walk out.

Kit: I’ll see you later, (looks back and flashes her a look) Little miss tough girl!

Sam: Come back soon cutie! (Blows a two finger kiss) I’ll be waiting!

They walk out of the clothing store into the mall.

Kit: Hey, ya’ wanna go to the Arcade?

Allenby: I love the Arcade!

Kit: Awesome! Ya’ know you’re pretty fun, most of the girls I know just want to do their make up, fix their hair, talk about feelings, watch cheesy movies.

Allenby: (doubtful) Really?

Kit: Actually most of them just want to have really kinky sex! But either way I don’t like those girls the way I do you. You actually have good qualities besides looks and seductive charm. For the first time I’ve felt like I could be friends instead of just lovers.

Kit realizes what he just said.

Kit: (flailing arms, narrowly missing random peoples heads with the shopping bags)) Not that I’m saying we’re lovers or anything I just met you and…

Allenby: (giggling lightly) We’re at the Arcade.

Kit looks really stupid and embarrassed.

Allenby: Chill out, I like you too. (She walks into the arcade then turns to face kit) Now let’s just play video games!

Kit: Hey, wait for me!!

Kit runs off after her. He catches up to her and they walk up to a machine.

Voice: Soul Caliber, 2… thousand!!!

Ding!

Voice: Choose your character! Hiten! Tiki!

The two characters appear in a moon-lit arena.

Voice: He uses his sword to cut down his destiny!

Hiten: (Mitsurugi) I will not deny your challenge!

Tiki: (Taki) Wooooooooooooooooooo!!! Come!

Kit and Allenby begin pounding the buttons and toggling the joy stick. It’s getting close, Hiten impales Tiki and kicks her off his sword.

Tiki: (echoing) WAH!!!

Voice: Knock out! Hiten wins!!

Hiten: Still alive?

Voice: Round 2! Fight!!

They battle on ‘till Tiki does a huge move and takes out Hiten.

Hiten: (echoing) WAH!!!

Voice: Knock out! Tiki wins!! (Tiki poofs away behind some smoke balls)

Voice: Round 3! Fight!!

Down to the wire, both have only a sliver of life left. Hiten goes in with a hard blow, Tiki side steps then finishes him off a string of dagger blows.

Hiten: (echoing) WAH!

Voice: Knock out! Tiki Wins!

Tiki: (condescending laughter) That’s it?

Kit: Damn! You beat me!

Allenby: Yeah, but I’ve never had a fight come so close.

Kit: Rematch!

Allenby: You’re on!

They continue toggling and button smashing away.

A few hours later, they’re playing a racing game, Kit crosses the finish line first.

Allenby: (big yawn covers her mouth) Man I’m beat!

Kit: Alrighty then. I’ll walk you home!

Allenby: You don’t have to.

Kit: I already told you, I do things because I want to.

Allenby: Guess I can’t argue with that!

The two of them walk off together, talking happily.

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Kit and Allenby approach her apartment.

Kit: (starts to walk away) Well see you again sometime! (Allenby grabs his arm) Huh?

Allenby: You didn’t think I’d let you leave so fast.

Kit: (question mark over head) So…

Allenby: I only came here to get my stuff. I’m comin’ with you to America!

Kit goes from puzzled to shocked.

Kit: (shocked and surprised) Wha?!! (Pointing to himself) You’re comin’ with me!!!!?

Allenby: (smiles closes eyes and tilts head) Yep!! That’s the plan!!!

Kit: (sighs, shrugs shoulders) Fine, I ain’t gonna stop ya’!

Kit looks at her and smiles impishly.

Allenby: Yay! This is gonna be so much fun!!

Kit: Yeah. (Thinking) How the hell do I get myself into shit like this!? Well, at least she’s cute. Yeah, I think this’ll work out just fine!

(Anna ni Issho Datta no ni from Gundam SEED)

A small transport ship lands. the two of them walk on and sit down across from each other on the wall mounted seats.

Young grey haired pilot: Kit, who’s the girl?

Kit: Long story dude!


Ja Ne

(Outlaw Star preview music)

Girl: Yo this is Foxxy Sune, yeah Kit’s little sister, WHO DID NOT appear in this chapter! What the hell? I’m not even in the next one, its all about Aveian... Wait who’s that guy he’s really cute!

Foxxy: Absolute Power, next chapter. It’s called More Shameless Character Development! You better get ready!

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Wednesday, April 4, 2007

continual irritance.
things are getting a little better and worse at the same time. i found out i can get a new 1gb sandisk for about $40, so when i get it together i can go get one, though my computer likes to reject connecting with my sandisk, so i'm guessing when i get a new one that my comp will argue with it as well, i realize things could get worse, hell they could get a lot worse, but this is still biting my ankles. i just don't like having even the smallest problems, i feel like they must be solved, i can equate it to when i play RPGs, usually i heal my characters, even if they are missing only a little HP, i like things to be perfect and fixed, and usually i can fix most immeadiatly apparent problems.

i suppose i'm just spoiled, i'm so used to getting things the way i like it that when things go a bit awry i get all whacked out of shape, i don't think its all that i'm lucky or have some built-in ability or life that allows me such decidence, i think its more that i'm so laid back and complacent in most situations that things that would upsdet other people doesn't really get to me, but right now i have some problems i really wish i could get resolved.

another thing i'm quite worried about is the fact that the package i sent to Bev last tuesday has still no gotten to her, and i'm worried it got lost in the mail, which would be really bad, because something very personal and lovey is in there, a thing completly irriplaceable, and if it goes poof i really think i'll be quite upset. its this cute little manga Bev drew for me, about us when we first meet this summer, and s4he sorta stopped drawing it a while ago, so i figured if i sent her the old pages, and asked her to draw ew ones that it might work, asd well as she could make copies of them so that the next time she is going to draw a new page she could look where the last left off, because the last time i asked her to she said that she forgot what happened last, i was really hoping this would work, but it looks scary right now. of course the packages take a long time to get here or there quite often so maybe this will take its sweet time like others have. i really hope things turn out well in that respect, because as far as lve goes its my top priority. i was lucky that when i accidently left my binder in the lunch room no one messed with it or stole it, maybe that just depleted my luck for a while, but i'm really hope i can borrow a bit more and get that package there, its possible that it was my fault, or that maybe someone at the beaner's house mistook it as not Bev's.

who knows? things very well could go wrong or right to a high degree, which is really not helping me, this pressure really sucks, because i've got other shit i've got to do today, because all of my teachers are deciding to get one last instance of ass-raping before spring break being as both the student teachers are giving tests that we did not have much prep for, German teacher is having us do a skit where we order things at a restuarant when we had almost no time to practice this, and we have another test in forensics, which i never do good on, i must say that junior year is really stepping up the game as far as difficulty wise.
man is senior year going to be fun! my back just got better after i fucked it up shooting coke cans with a bow and arrow, i just got pissed off and blew some shit up with it, but i stretched my back a little wrong, but it feels better now. i think today i'm going to put an arrow into an old keyboard.

i just need to kill something.

then i have homework to do, so visiting may not happen today, but you have to give me credit, i've gotten better at visiting!
i'll try to keep the improvements flowing like fine wine.

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"What a happy little world you live in,
dream on fool...
dream on"

-Albel Nox

look! a beaner to visit!


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, April 2, 2007

Cruel joke.
yeah, today went well, i tripped and dropped my Sandisk, so now my MP3 player is busted, i think i'm going to have to use my hyrbid CD.MP3 player, until i cani either get my Sandisk fixed or get a new one, so now i get to haul around this hulking Tron I.D. disk, i guess i got spoiled, and now i'll have to pay like $60 if i want a new one, i guess i could ask for one for my easter gift [i get stuff for easter cuz i really am nott that big on candy] damn, i never realized how much i liked that little 1GB flash-drive until i dropped it and it went poof. now the power button is always depressed and it just turns itself on then off, i tried taking it out of the case even, down to the chip and LED screed i just stuck the battery into the coils so it'd turn on, and it does the same thing, so i'm guessing its in the circiutry, not the buttons or case, my poor little MP3 player it will be missed, now that i have this discous to play my music on, thanks to Nero Express Burner and a blank CD-R.

but other than that i'm having a "great" time in school, i found out i bombed a quiz in math i thought i did good on, as did i get market down for not showing work on things that i suppose i did in my head, i really have no idea what the hell i did wrong in that class. in german i've got a student teacher who can't teach to save her life, so i'm falling behind in there, and in forensics i have a sub because the teacher is preggers, and this woman kept leaving this morning to go do other stuff, then got mad we didn't know what the hell to do, its not our fault if she won't tell us what to do, you can't test us on things you don't teach.

other than that i'm good, yeah so i'm kinda annoyed right now, not really in a happy mood right now, i sorta feel bad because i lashed out at my weeny dog, because i was all stressed out and she always wants to drag me around to sniff things. i feel bad about it because basically Bev sais she'd get really scared if i acted like that around her, i guess you don't ever really realize hoe angry you are until you are around an uber-sensitive person like her. i don't mind it though, it sorta lights a fire under my ass to act better and be less angry, maybe its just because so much is going to shit right now that i'm so stressed and such, i'm having a bad week so far, ever since saturday, before the whole "perfect hair forever" thing, no; all day things were sucking, my PS2 froze up, and being as i hadn't saved in a while i lost a lot of progress, so that sure made me all fuzzy inside, then Saw kinda let me down, so there went those expectations, no Naruto, no crap-tastic 4kids dub/ass-rape, no talking piece of coral with a Vagina, no vampires half of which are voiced by Crispin Freeman, and no Detergent! then sunday i had to watch WWE ruin wrestling some more, i really think Joey Styles is going to kill himself soon, the only redeeming value of Wrestlemania was that me and my brother got to sick around a viciously mock it, which made the offense to the eyers a little more tolerable. i still don't know where the package i sent Bev went, i hope it gets to her soon, i really love hearing how happy her voice is when i give her stuff.

i guess i'm going to try to visit you guys and write AP today, maybe that will get the happy chemicals-a-running again, i know that my loving beaner will do it for me, and tonight is the end of "i love new york" which means hopefully i'll never have to hear from that fat cow tiffany polluck again, i watch her show out of some sort of sadistic satisfaction watching her cry and get played by these man-skanks, as is it fun to mock her and your shrieking nasaly voice, comically large fake eyelashes, and alcohol ravanged brain. but i'll be glad to have it gone, for knowing that she is actually in love with these two losers, and will pick on of them means pain and suffering for her.

the Bawls speech went well, made people laugh, lotsa suggestive sentances, i had fun, unfortunatly the rest of events lately kinda ruined that for me.

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"come everyone, and taste my Bawls [energy drink]"

-me

visit da beaner


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, April 1, 2007

If they show one more episode of
*draws knife* isn't williams street in Georgia? OH... they are going to miss the old days of the lite-brites in Boston after this.

oh boy [as] is pissing me off, i'm guessing this is some sort of April Fools joke, but its not really a trick as much as its a huge pain in the ass, i look forward to bleach all week, and instead they put this crap up, i must say that [as] is not infalliable, while this little kick in the balls isn't nearly as bad as Toonami fucking over all its loyal viewers and turning all the characters into cutesie-srap, its still a big "fuck-you" to the fan-base, which i'm guessing is the Turner special, i mean look at WCW [if it doesn't make your eyes bleed]

they say the average blog is read by exactly one person, so let me big to that person about [as].i really wonder if [as] or Turner care what us bloggers say? like if enough of us go "not cool man" that they'll be like "wow, its not good to piss off the fan-base, maybe we should stop doing that." but i'm guessing all my complaining amounts to nothing huh? too many of our peers are too apathetic and disconnected to do anything, its why no one votes, but everyone bitches about Bush, i guess we all like to be unhappy but not change it, so i'm guessing that i'll be one of very voices saying anything, but i will e-mail [as[ and tell them that this was a low blow, this really makes me want to hurt someone, the most annoying thing is that i think they still showed oblongs and Boondocks, the latter of the two is fine, but i'd much rather see Bleach or Blood+, this was my not-Gundam week and now i get no anime at all, because Toonami replaced Naruto with Spirited away and Teen Titans: Trouble in Tokyo [Advertures in ambiguous afirmitive alternative acquiescent adlibing alliteration action] so i got no castrated kiddy anime, and [as] had denied my blood and swearing adult-oriented anime, this is really turning into a coordinated cluster-fuck [DAMN THOSE COORDINATORS! they think they are so great with their superior cluster-fuck technology, well we'll wipe them out FOR THE PRESERVATION OF OUR BLUE AND PURE WORLD!] yeah so i'm probably going to be pissy for the rest of the night, unless i suppose the next episode of GTO is really good, i can watch that on demand, so i won't be completely starved of anime, i guess it isn't [as]'s fault for having a sense of humor, but i've never been good at taking jokes at my expense. [not unless i told them myself]

well i saw "Saw" on sci-fi channel, i don't know how editted it was, but if it was anything like that in theatres or on DVD, and if the other two are like that then i think i'm suffering from idolazation, its that kinda thing like how the girl you have a crush on or your ex-girlfriend is a spotless goddess that you can't even compare to, but once you get with them, or if you remember back, they're just normal, i was thinking, because i never saw it, and Bev liked ot so much, that i was a great movie, but after i saw it, it wasn't that special, it was pretty good, but not what i was expecting, i guess Steven King's theory works on pleasure too, nothing is as strong as your imagination, i can imagine a better movie then theatres can produce, so now i'm not all uber-hyped fanboy about seeing the next 2, or by then 3 or 4, i guess the next ones are better, based on what my lover said, but still i'm guessing that they're no 300 or Snakes On A Plane, maybe a Million Dollar Baby or a random Ben Stiller movie, enjoyable but not so sectacuar i have to rant about them.

tomorrow my brother and dad are going to watch wrestlemania, i swear they have battered wife syndrome, they just keep coming back to Vince, but i suppose they have many more fond memories about WWE/WWF not sucking so i can understand their wanting to see it again, i once more state the idealization of ex-girlfriends as proof, they think of WWE and all they think of is the good stuff, i knoe enough to rember theshit they produce now, instead of the great things of their past.

well i think at this point i'll get ready to end this post, go upstairs, watch GTO, then Strictly Sex with Doctor Drew, draw, call my beaner and go to sleep, tomorrow i've got crap to do i guess... maybe, either no use staying up and watch horrible anime mockery.

i'll try to write AP tomorrow and visit you guys, but no promises.

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i've been [as]-raped

-me

visit my beaner


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, March 31, 2007

mastering your body
mastering your body like me! passing out on the couch and waking up about 10 times in two hours, then listen to some T.M Revolution and wake in time to go back to sleep. one more reason i can't be an emo, i don't look like a squirrel someone gave acid to, always with the twitching, you have to wonder if these kids have depression or parkinsons.

hell, everyone our age, and by that i mean up to sempai's age and older, is depressed, really pretty much anyone could be classified as depressed by at least one doctor, i for one know i can be quite pesimistic, i like to think of myself as having Philosopher's Depression, i think about everything so much and so deeply it starts to get5 really depressing, plus the fact that i'm barreling through junior year towards a future i have no plan for, while trying to endure two teachers i'd like to rocket into the sun, plus my constant lack of sleep and semi-obsession with the fatness of my torso and ass kinda makes me depressed, but i'm to analytical, cold, and sarcastic to truly be depressed again, to me its more like "life fucking sucks lol" because i have Bev, so for all my bitching and moasning i still have something that makes me truly happy, and i know from experience that depression comes from the loss of something or the lack of something that is that important, when i was depressed was before i met Bev, after Dafina turned me down, yeah that was depression, that sorta feeling of going from the psuedo-paradise of writing a love letter [i know greater happiness now, but that was heaven back then] and then being shattered and plunged into complete and utter pain, darkness and loneliness, because i completly openned up, instead of being my usual dickish self as a shield to avoid being hurt i wanted a person close to me, and she basically destroyed me from inside my defenses, filled every emotional port with pain and then gave me a baindaid to fix it. i realize now she didn't help me, she got me to hide inside my shell again, so i didn't feel anything, i thought i was a better person but really i was just as bad, it was Bev who has really helped me, and made me the much better person i am today, after the broke through all my defenses with 3 words, and has since rebuilt all the things destroyed by the darkness i filled myself with all those years.

thats why these twitchy little shits irritate me, [as far as i know none of you guys qualify for this, if you did i would have told you personally by now] they have some bullshit excuse for being depressed, so they injure themselves, become robots, get together into these cliuster-fucks ofr sulking sessions, they fake their emotions and drive people who try to help them away and then complain that no one understands them or wants to help them. well shit-head, did you ever think that if everything i know about you is lies and masks and you push me away, ignore me or insult me when i offer advice, that might be part of it? i'm always told by people that they admire my honesty, how i'll honestly answer any question or tell someone i hate them, i'll sytand up to 7 foot tall black guys who pimp-slap me, and am so good at PR that i make getting sucker-punched a good thing, people seem to love my honesty and utter disregard for tact or modesty, they say "i need to be more honest, like you." Kitty once told me that she if she learned one thing in life its that i'm right in how i live my life.

so really what i'm saying is "is it really that hard to be like me?"

because, going back to Kitty and Stacy, they'll bitch to me all day about Bobbi, and how much she is all these horrible things, but if they see her its all hugging and laughing and joking, or i'll see Kitty chattin it up with some girl and when she walks away i ask her who her friend is and she'll say "i hate her, i wish she'd just go away" Gillis and me will talk about what a whore Jacki is, or how shallow the bimbos next to us are, or how vapid Lindsey is, but then there he is helping the bimbos cheat, or tutoring jacki, or flirting with Jacki. so i wonder if hypocracy is easier, if its that much easier to wear a mask and be fake towards those you dislike, am i really that strange, or unique?

i suppose i've got a bit of a Sylar complex, i want to be special, i'm perpetually asking you guys if things make me special or unique, if i'm different, maybe that shows some mental flaw, that'd sure make me special.

-Quote-

Girl: [speech in public speaking] ...Sugar originated in Persia... so i invite you to enjoy my sugar cookies.

Me: *takes cookie* *sits down* *munch* Munch* Xerxes army makes better bakers then they do warriors.

visit Bev, she is cute.


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Normalcy eludes me
still trying to catch up on my Otaku-ing, i didn't update on monday but i believe i tried to visit people, i don't really remember, sorry if it didn't, my mom is trying to catch up on her stupid college work, which sorta annoys me, but whatever, i got on first today so i'm going to do all my stuff in a row and then let her do her bit of stuff, i don't understand why she doesn't do all this crap during the 4 days i'm at my father's house, but oh well no use getting all crazy about this stuff, i just have to adjust, that's all.

well i got some new shoes, a pair of Black Sambas, so i'm rockin it old-school, i guess that is what prompted me to break out a pair of pants from 8th grade [which i fot into, i'm a 32 again] and a Excel Saga shirt from freshman year, so i was clad in all black, but in my opinion i look more like Johnny Cash or a beatnik rather than an emo which is good for me because i'd rather be able to do as they do and not look like them, once i get a bit more color in my flesh i'll be able to pull of the whole Kira Yamato look of dressing like you robbed hot topic, but looking cool and calm instead of like a squirrelly little emo. maybe its just in my area, but a lot of the wrist-cutters in my school look like twitchy little chipmunks, all these little tweaky fruits, i swear they're popping the wrong pills, either that or they're on meth.

but it seems i'm once more ranting once more about the little dejected losers, which i admit is kinda funny to do on a blog, but hey has logic ever stopped me before? but i can't help it, this little shits irritate me, because a lot of times they are pretty attractive, i mean the emo look is quite attractive, the girls with the lolita look, the slightly slutty outfits or the cool colered hear and make-up, basically emo chicks, fashion wise are the hottest look, as do i like the fruity-brooding look of the emo guy, the feminine appeal is just my style, its just the personalities of these people makes me wish their repeated suicide attempts would succeed, luckily for me my bouncy happy beaner enjoys the look and is, as all you guys no, almost intolerably happy, so i'm good in that respect, and i'm slowly starting to cross over to the tight side, though at times the front-wedgies kinda discourage me from completly adopting the look, plus i'd like to remain verile and tight pants are not good for the sperm count, which i suppose is karma, all these irriating lemmings will never have enough shot to hit the ovarian target so i suppose, as the lead singer from Linkin Park put it, this is where it ends. but i guess my style isn't completly emo, being as i don't want to have the complexion of mayonaise, nor do i wish to make it look like i fought a weed-whacking with my thighs and inner-arms, also i don't think that covering my face with possibly the ugliest hair styles i've seen as well as shoving so much metal in my face it looks like an industrial accident. i suppose i want to be a straight up pretty-boy, emo without the suicide, that is my best discription of my style i wish to have, the Kira Yamato or Asaba Hideaki style, i'd like to have that look, and i will eventually reach that, i am reforming my body, and once my beaner-brain gets here i'll have a make-up and hair artist, though my hair is great already.

i hope to write more AP today, i've really been slacking because all the crap going on, once i finally get a schedule down i'll be able to get back to writing AP more often, but i hope to dust it off today and at least get a scene done, who knows, maybe if i keep writing and bitching, and pushing, more people will read.
maybe.

i've been getting more sleep recently, despites Bev's best efforts, but i still think its cute when she calls me in the middle of the night to talk, she is a great lover, i bet even better when we are together. i really really love her, i think about her always, she is my everything, my world, my life, my love.

-quote-

"pants from 8th grade, a shirt from 9th, and brand new shoes."

-me this morning.

visit this latina


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, March 25, 2007

i think i actually earned something.
It appears, based on the low ranings of people who have been on at least a year more than me that my legendary status was actually earned! it actually did something to deserve my upgrading to legendary status based off some grounds that i don't really know, oh well, i am special which is cool.

i must say that Eureka 7 is possibly the worst written show i've ever seen. i mean as of late i've been watching it with the constant thought of "what the fuck is going on here?" it has officially become one long brain fart. and this is kinda sad, because it seemed like it'd be a great show, but it seems like that they really are trying to just mess things up on purpose, its kinda like the whole kagome thing in InuYasha, its a great show but someone really needs to decapitate her. as far as Eureka 7 goes they really need to stop letting the production staff take so much acid, because its really getting pointlessly wierd now, Eureka becoming some goo based butterfly, or not wanting her scars removed, and now Holland's old Girlfriend is showing up, and what i must ask is WHY!? why all the retarded strangeness?! the show has so many great moments, Renton and Eureka are really cute together, they don't need all the wierd gimmicks, i mean at moments i can go "awwwwwwwwwwww, its like me and Bev," then she freaks out and runs off for no reason, or sprouts some strange mutation, dresses like a hooker, or talks to a vacuum engine. well actually the "talking to engines" thing was cool, the corollian coral was fine, but now the scars and the wings and the goo-face, the limit of questions, Holland's incoherent fights and his mech that is killing him, why are these things nessissary? do we need all this, is a bipedal humanoid piece of coral capable of speech, and possessing breasts, a vagina and a womb capable of carrying human children, no thats not strange enough, a plant that can bare off-spring with mammals, NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO, we need limits on questions, squishy goo-parts and killer mechs, as well as Holland and so guy fighting for some reason... how the hell did the manage to ruin Holland? i think that it relies on the fact that now they just seem to be stretching the story out with crap like Renton not wanting to kill and Eureka killing, then Renton kills and she doesn't, then they use some random rainbow move that amounts to nothing in the story, then Holland says something about "finding your own style of combat" i think Bones payed for 52 episodes and they were planning on making 35 or so, the writers, because this is just silly. but who knows, they have some eps left, maybe they'll redeem themselves.

Now Destiny, thats an Anime! i don't care what the fanboys say, its still good now at episode 29, so unless it does an Eureka 7-esque nose dive it will still be a great series, the battles are getting a lot more 08th ms team, with the Orb Fleet crippling the Minerva, they will actually have a close battle, closer than the ArchAngel ever had except at Joshua when the Alliance tried to destroy it, this is going to be good, especially since Kira is out there with his Gundam O Awesomeness, and even Cagalli is going to fight, personally i want to see one of the shoot Athrun the fuck down. thats is one thing Destiny does do, make you hate characters you liked, i started out the series seeing the cuteness between Cagalli and Athrun and thinking Athrun was awesome, at this point he's blown Kira off, told Cagalli essentially that he hates her, and just become an all-around tool. Mirielle as well has been ruined, it seems she dumped Dearka because he wanted to settle down, so yeah, i'm hoping that some stray shrapnel takes that ho out, because nobody hurts Dearka and gets away with it! of course now he can be with Yzak, who is a much better partner for him [best Shounen-Ai ever] too bad poor Dearka is the uke, though if you think about it, with such a bitch Mir is i'm guessing was probably the one literally being attacked in that relationship too, i think she would ass-rape him with a strap-on just to be cruel, i have no idea what happened to Mir in the time-skip, but she is a bitch now.

see thats what i consider stuff like that, i think the characters just changed, people change, Mir could just become a horrible person, i've seen it happen. and as far as Athrun goes, if you think back he was always a dick-head, he would try to kill Kira, his best friend, over Nicol, his favorite team-mate, i mean Athrun killed Tahl, he was both their friends, i could see Kira getting pissed over that. Athrun never visited Lacus, just bought and made her Haros, and almost killed her because daddy said so, Athrun is a moron, it was actually more of a plot hole to make him likeable then to make him worthy of despise now.

i'm just scared that Lacus and Kira will have a break-up like those guys did, they better have a future at the end or i will be pissed, they are truly a cute couple and i see me and Bev in them [reverse skin-tones though] i think i've seen on wiki they break up, i just hope its not a cluster fuck of a break-up like the other guys have.

but its all good, Boku Tachi Wa is a great song, plus the intro makes it seem like Athrun x Cagalli is still dogma, so who knows, Cagalli seems to cave to verbal pressure, maybe they'll have a long future ahead of Athrun snapping and verbally abusing Cagalli while Dearka cries at night and bites his pillow because he dared to propose to Mir.

oh Gundam pairings, you amuse me.

my pairing is cuter!


-Quote-

"Toonami raped my childhood"

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, March 24, 2007

Return of a Legend.
I'm back...
bitches.

well now that that little formality of my quirkiness and devotion to what is left of Tech TV is out of the way i will begin posting.

i'm now an Otaku Legend, which basically means half the damn site are legends being as i'm not exactly one of the oldest members on here, but then again i'm not exactly a n00b either so i suppose maybe i'm still a bit above the curve, i mean i'm ranked 239 out of 500,000+ members so maybe i'm not exactly a charity case but as i've said before, if Otaku was some evil organization in an anime i'd be one of the guys wiped out by a huge energy blast, sans name or listing in the credits, course then again Adam is ranked 16 or so, so by that logic, depending on how long the series was, the creator of this site might be in the same boat, which a great bit of irony. but hell i kept that ranking through two weeks of making a Dalek then my computer throwing another hissy fit, so i suppose if i get back to my regular schedule i might exactually break into the 100's, just 40 ranks away.

yep, my computer got a few upgrades, and it may get wiped and reprogrammed depending on what my brother's brilliant plan turns out to be, i now have a DVD burner, so i can back up all my shit pretty damn quick, plus whenever my bro decides to fix my comp so i can watch, and hear videos on my computer as well as run windows music player i'll be able to watch DVDs on my computer, or watch the limited number of programs gendou will let you download. but best of all i've got a new printer, and this one doesn't use water-based inks, so i no longer have to get into bed after a shower like an 80 year old man trying not to break a hip, fuck, eventually i could take a piss on my wall and not mess up anything, once i cycle through all my wall decorations. the printer is also a copy machine, and scanner, so once i figure how to edit the size of pics i can post my own art, of course i'll still send it to Bev afterwards, but now i can have copies too, i guess so that in a few years i can look back and see how much i used to suck more than i do then.

next up in public Speaking is Bawls Jell-o, oh yes my friends, it will be a good 7 minutes of JD ranting about Bawls [YEAH, TO THE EXTREME!] so you know those poor brain-dead bastards in my class will be giggling over this one, which is the reaction i like, i personally don't find the "Bawls" puns hilarious, but more the reactions other people have, ranging from excitement, histarical laughter, or the desire to beat me to death with something, though i was kind of annoyed by some chick who looked at me like "grow up" when i mentioned my plan, i found that irritating. yes, i realize that repeating the comical name of this energy drink is the equivilent of beating and raping a dead horse in infinitum, but really its a fucking demo speech, sorry i can't come up with something "truly amazing" i'm doing my best bitch, so shove it up you're ass [passive agressive much?]

as for my deranged rant on Toonami, it appears that a bunch of other fanboys feel the sdame way as me, hopefully CN will actually listen to us, though by their own statements they want everyone my age to be watch [as] so they can market Toonami to small children, which to me seems pretty strange, if you have a block of shows that fails to appeal to small children, but pleases your older, loyal fans their logic tells them to ruin that block instead of, i don't know, coming up with one little kids like and keeping the shows and characters the teens like, but oh well, let them fuck me over, let them ruin my memories and expectations, eventually they will fuck up so bad i'll never watch again, if these people are that stupid i'm no one to stop them.

i saw 300 tuesday, and it was awesome, i recommend all you guys see it as well. its the best movie i've seen in a long time, but i'll go into that tomorrow.

as will i rant about Destiny, if i remrember, someone remind me of these future rants.

writing AP 22, if you need chapters pm me.

visit me beaner


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i love ruining lives

[this took place in german class, as the new student teacher was being evaluated]

kid: my pencil is gone! this is gay!

Eleeza: Don't say that! pencils aren't alive, they can't be homo-sexual or happy.

Me: Your pencil disapeared.

Kid: Yeah.

Me: Can't find it anywhere?

Kid: Nope.

Me: No one could have taken it?

Kid: I would have seen them.

Me: so it just vanished?

Kid: Basically...

Me: you might say these circumstances are strange, maybe even down-right queer.

Eleeza: DON"T TEST ME JD!

Me: I was merely speaking the Queen's english, Queer, as in strange.

she is so going to be fired, or at least marked down for that one, people need to be less sensitive

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, March 19, 2007

Another situation.
just no time to rest for Poor JD, just as i am finally able to return to otaku now that my Dalek is done my BG code disapeared [it was someone else's code, and i never backed it up] so i had to set up a temp, whenever i have more time i'll tinker with it some more, probably weds while i'm on the phone with my beaner, but for right now i just replaced it with another Flonne BG, i'll look through my archives and see if i can find a better BG somewhere, but this one does look cooler, though Flonne's post is a bit stiff, i guess i can't complain, being as i can't make them.

well the Dalek rant went well i public speaking, i guess Heine [i told you my teacher looks like Heine Westenfluss] has seen Doctor Who cuz she about died of laughter while i was giving it, and the class seemed to like it, though i'm guessing that was just based off my natural charisma, not the content of the speach, i've learned from you guys that most of the time if you haven't seen Doctor Who you don't give a shit about Daleks. as far as the quality of the Dalek it looks kinda crappy, it looks good from the side, because i built it mostly from a side-view picture, but the colors don't match because of all the materials, the base was card-board and wooden half-spheres, they looked the best, the midsections was paper bag so it was pretty dull, and the head was half a styrofoam ball with a pice of panty-hose over it, spray painted gold, like the rest of it. Bev said i should use a bra, to which my mom demonstrated that it wouldn't fit, said there is a difference between A and D cup and said she should mail me one of her's. but being as no one at school knows what the fuck a Dalek is anyway i didn't really matter.

i tried showing it to Danic, being as i got a great comment saying maybe Danic really is a Time Lord [being as he is as crazy and looks like David Tennant] and was staring at me because he knew i was going to make a Dalek. i must admit it'd really suck ass if when i finished my Dalek The Doctor came in, pulled out the sonic-screwdriver and broke it, but i was ready, i had an exacto-knife and if i heard the TARDIS Engines i'd get ready to stab me a Time Lord. i also wanted to know if Danic even watches Doctor Who, so i showed him my Dalek, and he said "thats cool" which solves nothing! oh well, i really have to get over this unhealthy obessession with the cooler male teachers, its just not normal for me, i'm not the type that makes friends like that, i'm destined to be friendless, i know i'll have Bev because i love her enough that i can be worth staying with for her, but towards friends and people i like plutonically i have a real fear of intamacy and affection, so make friends sucks for me. but oh well, i always used to say all i wanted when i was a kid was a love, and other than that i'll be alone. be careful what you wish for.

this seems to be the week of new Anime themes, Gundam SEED Destiny, Bleach, Naruto, as well as GTO, all new songs, and for the most part good, so my ole Sandisc 240 got a ton of new songs. the new one for GSD is so awesome, i must say its on level with anything Takinori, See-Saw, Nami Tamaki, or even Rie Tanaka, it is so aweome! on the other hand the new theme for Naruto mskes me want to strangle everyone at Toonami.

Though it wouldn't take much to get me to kill them at this point, being as they ruined Toonami! TOM took off his mech-suit thingy! and now the ship is all cute, they've turned it into meguzi or what ever that dog-shit of a block the put on week-days is called. i suppose its inevitable that the world passes you by, but to see Toonami fall, to see the familiar characters i saw growing up turn into the shit they're making them now, it really hurts me, i feel like my childhood is officially dead, like the end of innocence or something, i'm going to go bitch to CN, i don't know if any of you guys will, you never seem up to it, but oh well. the thing that pisses me off the most is that they showed a "best of toonami montage" and it basically remineded me off all the great things they gor rid off, its like cutting off a guy's dick then showing him videos of all the best sex they had, its just wrong!

i'll try to visit you guys today, but it's not looking good, i promise i'll get things back to normal, but i guess it'll take longer than i thought. and AP is behind too, i'm really loosing my shit, i gotta get it straight again.

-Quote-

"Imagine if the Dalek worked! i bet i could even bring it to school with me, laser and all, after all it doesn't have anything deadly on it like a marshmellow launcher"

exerp from my speech.

my beaner must be visited!


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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