Sunday, March 18, 2007

update.
i'm currently really tired, and i need to build my dalek in the mourning, so i just felt like i should tell you guys that i'm okay i guess, probably because you guys are the best friends i have, so i just felt like i should say that.

hopefully i can update again tomorrow if the whole Dalek build goes well and i have time left. on monday i'll be back to normal time-use wise, so you'll all get my visits and regular ranting posts again.

til then,

JD signing out.
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Saturday, March 17, 2007

Daleks need to Exterminate more than my time.
yep, sorry that i keep disapearing from Otaku lately, its just with the Dalek and ACT i've been kinda busy, i'll try to fill you in on the best parts of the week, but i'm going to tell you now this has not been the best week ever.

well as far as the ACT wasn't that bad, the questions weren't that tough, its just the stress of the timing and the fact that really all colleges care about, so that made it "fun" now what made it genuinly fun was the teacher i got, Danik, basically pranced about the room like the sugar-plum fairy for the 12 hours we took these tests over 2 days. the teachers are all supposed to sit in the front of the room and observe us, instead Danik skipped through the room, did chin-ups on the door pane, sat down next to people and stared at them, he also pretended to throw pencils like throwing knives. i basically see Danik as being an older me, older and wierder, or at least wierd in a different way, plus i think he is gay, he dresses very metro and is buff, so i think he's a bit of a fairy, hence the prancing. though maybe my idea of him is biased, being as the first time i met him he had snuck into my classroom unnoticed while our class watched GATICA, crouched down next to, and then proceded to whisper the lines to the movie in my ear sensually. yeah, Danik is messed up in the head. he also would lay back in his chair and caress his nipples, i think he is insane.

Best of all Danik is a dead-ringer for David Tennant [10th Doctor] from hair to speach paterns and manerisms, beside the fact he is more built and lacks the british accent i was getting watched in my ACTs by a Time Lord. i really wanted to bring that up to him but i was too shy. i'm still not great at the whole "human-interaction" thing, i mean since meeting and falling for Bev i've gotten a lot better but its still a weak skill for me. between him and Lezak i'm guessing i like teachers more than my peers, which i'm aware annoys my lover so thats not really good, but my complete inability to talk to those i respect and/or am afraid don't like me, so i guess it just evens itself out in the end.

as for how the Dalek is going, well i've gotten a lot done but i'm still not exactly done with it, i've got a lot of the parts made, but most of them were not painted, and there are some major parts that i haven't even started on, like the dome and eye-stalk as well as the laser arm, i've basically given up on making a Dalek that looks like a great Dalek, i just want it to look like one, i mean it is just a project for public speaking, its not like my life depends on it for me to do it great so i think i just need to create my damn Dalek and get this over with, then i can take it to class, give my damn speach and be done with this. i must admit that this was a really bad idea, but i'm in too deep now, so might as well get it done.

Weiss may very well get fired. some kid in my class made a marshmellow launcher, and another teacher found out about it and almost got the kid expelled, so he told them is was a prop for a speach, so now Weiss might get fired. the best part is the teacher who is launching the attack is the union president so i must say this will be interesting to see in the future what happens. they classified a marshmellow launcher a deadly weapon, because he could "launch BBs or live ammunition" from it. LIVE AMMUNITION!? how the hell do you shoot live ammo from a marshmellow launcher? so basically everyone in class has been pointing out other dealy weapons, glue gun, plastic egg, golf club, cookie, rubber duckie... you can do it forever!

i've possibly met the worst person in the world, her name is jacky and she used to be in my first hour, where i thought she was cute, which as you all know i find often in the lady-folk, but now i have her in 5th our where she is behind me, and being as hearing is better from behind i get to hear conversations like "i just got out of a serious relationship, i'm not ready for another, i mean i'll still have sex with him, but i'll never call him my boyfriend, and if he calls me his girlfriend i'll never talk to him again." or a conversation involving the fact her and her friend cheated on their boyfriend's by sleeping with the same guy, but its no big deal, it was just having sex with one guy... yeah, it gets better: her friend is worried her BF will dump her if he finds out so she's afraid to tell him, so Jacky goes "it was just sex, if he leaves you for that its okay, because he'd just over react about everything. i cheat on my boyfriend all the time, he's 19 and ii'm 16 so he has a job and is never around or there for me, so he knows i cheat on him because he can't fufill me."

ever get the extreme will to throw desk at someone's head? i did.

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"Will Danik live forever bar accidents?"

visit Bev, she isn't a douchy cunt-bag whore.


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, March 12, 2007

Cerebrial Anime.
i have recieved a comment saying that Trinity Blood was boring, i quite disagree so i'm guessing you guys know that there is an oncoming rant, so prepare yourself to be ranted at.

i really like cerebrial anime like Trinity Blood, and it kinda annoys me that people say that kinda stuff, not just about Trinity Blood, but also Ghost in The Shell and .Hack//Sign, that they are boring just because they aren't all explosions and breasts. i really like talky animes like those above listed, and it irks me when they are called uninteresting, and what annoyed me further was when someone said that .Hack Twilight was better than Sign, upon hearing that i was about ready to jump through the computer screen and beat the incest out of that person. Twilight better than Sign?! that is blasphemy! are you telling me that Shugo wanting to have sex with his TWIN SISTER, is better written or even more entertaining then Tsucasa wandering the world not knowing if she is ever going to log out, or if she is a boy or a girl, then there was Subaru giving up all her power to be with the boy/girl that she loves, the episode where she gets the crap kicked out of her then finally finds him/her is so cute! and we can't forget that Sign had one [in my opinion] of the best characters in the history of Anime, one word, one name, Sora. Sora is possibly the best rogue character i've seen in a long time, i mean come on, he hops around going "zoop, boing" then lands and exclaims "ta-da!" then perceeds to attempt the gain of girls' personal information under threat of death, he is awesome! and he is really the hero of the series, he saves Tsucasa and Subaru from Morgana, and basically is crucified for it, yet they just kinda leave that out. now i'll admit that Mierelle was pretty great, as well as Ouka, but the two of them combined probably just equal Sora, i say that Sign was much better. And as far as Ghost in The Shell and Trinity Blood go, i love them. they inspire you to think and are very deep series, i quite enjoyed them. i must admit though, that i kinda got lost a few times watching those series, i can't wait to see those series when i'm older and wiser, when i'll get more of it.

but enough anime ranting, i think i'll just ramble on about my life. i have to take the ACT tomorrow, as well as another standardized test on wednesday, so yeah this week is going to be fun, i laughed as people were happy since freshman year when we were told we wouldn't have to take the MEAP, no we might just have to take the ACT, and people were happy about that. oh well, i suppose it'll be good to get this crap over, just to get these damn tests behind me and move on with my life, once these are over its just the monotony of school once more, and the knowledge that i will never have to take another standardized test again. if i want i may re-take the ole ACT if i don't score good the first time, but this is the last required one.

a kid got thrown through a glass display case at school today, two dumb shits were fighting, and when went through the display case by the shop room, luckily none of the projects were broke, too bad there was no blood about, dumb-ass needs to learn when body meets glass nobody wins.

well the Dalek is still nowhere near done, i've discovered a lot of ways to NOT make a Dalek, but a successful Dalek design has not yet come to light, i know how to make some pastrs of the Dalek, but none of the main ones, which really sucks ass, because the deadline approuches and i am losing time, and i have TARDIS to let me go back in time, so i must get to work, fuck-damnit.

i am however, drawing a lot more, and i plan to get back to writing ch.22 of AP any time now, i'm about 35% done with it, and if any of you guys need another chapter or would like to start reading [you get a link above] please pm me, i really put a lot of heart into my psuedo-fanfic, so i would love to have more readers of it.

some people were giving me shit over my relationship wih Bev today, at fist to my face, then the just spoke among themselves about how i'm stupid, or naive, or other things like that, people irk me. i really dislike my peers at times, though a lot of them are kind to me as well, i suppose they all aren't fucktards, but enough of them are. oh well, i know what we have, i know what my future holds, so these people can tease, i'll show them and i know i will be happy. the latter being infinitly more important.

visit my beloved beaner at this link, or the one above.


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, March 11, 2007

Brain... no function.
yes, despite me ingesting food-stuffs my brain is telling me it is sleepy time so i guess this is as good a time as any to post, being as if i passed out i'd kind loose a lot of time people could be reading my meaningless rants, so that is why i am here now instead of sleepimng, as i'd imagine Bev would tell me to and is probably the logical thing to do.

and on the sdubject of brains i'ds like to point out that my mom, having seen only the last episode of Heroes, thought that Mohinder and Sylar were gay so i suppose that that is a valid idea. okay, my SanDisk 240 just started playing Zips by Takinori Make Revolution, and i have to say that the lead singer of TM Revolution sounds like the singer from Gravi, i swaer he had to be the one singing Shuichi's songs, he does VA work and he sings, though Shuichi didn't get cut in half in front of Athrun Zala so i guess he could voice him, but still they sound alike, and TMR is kinda a shock band so i could see them doing the songs in Gravi, maybe its a whole Jay Micheal Blum/ David Lucas thing of "i am NOT that person" i guess Takinori will come out on it eventually of he is Shuichi, and yes i realize that this is all basically impossible but damned if they don't sound similar.

well i guess last week WAS the end of Trinity Blood, and i must say it was a random and confusing ending, but i guess its better than ending up like Eureka 7 which went from being an okay mech series to an awesome EVA rip-off to now being on the same level of strangeness as EVA without any of the good parts, it just keeps getting stranger and more retarded, i think about the point the started talking about the "limit of questions" it started to suck, though every once in a while it gets good again for a few seconds, but overall i'm really starting to hate this series, not even crispin Freeman can save it, though now he does have a cool new mech, that looks like it gives him hickies [best mech ever] but its going to kill him [best death ever] which is retarded, because Renton and Eureka are the ones that need to get fucking killed, i mean every once in the while i sss similarities between their relationship and mine, except me and Bev don't suck, and both of them do, they are flawed characters, and not in a GAINAX "humans are imperfect" kinda way, more like an Elfen Lied "we have invisible arms tearing people apart, who needs good character developement" way, in fact most the characters are horribly thought out, its really the clusterfuck of animes....

okay that rant is getting off topic, i meant to say it matters not that [as] has lost its vampire anime, for now they have Blood+, which has Crispin Freeman! seemingly getting back to the Amon character type from witch Hunter Robin, hopefully this series doesn't go all wierd like WHR did, but then again it was still cool, i should say hopefully its less Eureka 7 and more .Hack if the plot is going to get all loopy, please let it get darker and better, instead of dimmer and horribly thought out, of course then again from first impression the only way this series could get darker is if i saw a vampire grab a pre-teen girl and violently bring new meaning two the phrase "eating a girl out" yeah, let that mental picture sink in. well its true, the series isn't exactly light-hearted and happy. i can't wait till next week, hopefully i get to see more of Crispin voicing that random french guy, its fun to him try to portray a frenchmen, and what is up with his guitar-playing character with the wierd hand, getting kinda into the Seigfried from Soul Caliber/ Albel Nox of Star Ocean III awesome guy with wierd arm territory, but hey, its crispin Freeman i speak of, you know it'll be good.

Dalek still not coming along, i should ask my dad for help, or you guys could offer advice and try to help if you want, i realize its a lot to ask, but i really do feel like rely on you guys for stuff if you feel like it. i wouldn't really care if i didn't get any help, because i realize its a big favor to ask, just thought i'd put it out there.

Bev is already asleep and i think i'll join her, even if it is from 1100 miles away.

wow, that thought was cute it made me feel all "awwwwwwwww" inside even though dante was playing, and it takes a lot of cute to over-power that level of sad.

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Sylar: I wasn't begging for my life, i was offering you your's.

that is badass

visit my love, because she has a hot latina ass.


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, March 10, 2007

Who knew...
sorry i've been lacking in visitation this week, the teachers have been piling on the work as of late, as of now i'm trying to create a Dalek still, i've got some of the supplies, but this plan sure is getting more complicated upon execution of said project. so far i'm trying to figure out how to make that damn 11-sided base, man was this a brain fart to come up with this plan. oh well, i have a week more than anyone else to create this little alien exterminator. but still i kinda jumped into this without thinking, there was a page that showed how to create one, but it was just some random woman's blog and it really didn't help much upon further viewing, which kinda sucks, because now i'm kinda out on my ass and alone in creating my Dalek-y little friend. my brother thinks i'm an idiot for deciding to do this, and even though he works with office supplies all day, offers me no help or advice, him also being the one who got me to watch Doctor Who so in all logic he should have more ideas than me, but oh well, guess i'll just figure it out on my own.

speaking of public speaking, we're watching "Hercules" the crap-tastical disney one, i remember last semester we watched it in mythology i kept calling Herc an emo, now i think his constant fiddling with his bang and need to learn how to control his power reminds me of someone else, Peter Petrelli. so upon seeing the demi-god play with his hair i thought "where is Sylar when you need him?" yeah, that'd be nice, after all Herc wants to be a hero, if only he felt inclined to save the cheerleader, thus saving the world. i wanna see Herc get his head cut open by Sylar's awesome desection by pointing move. and by the way the episode of Heroes monday was quite awesome, i must say Mohinder was pretty awesome in that episode, as well as Clair's step-mom getting ready to kill her step-dad, as well as Peter Petrelli facing off against Sylar, that will be a great fight, especially since Sylar killed Peter's bang, that piece of hair will be avenged! you gotta love Sylar, he just doesn't look that evil, he looks like sean william scott or dane cook, he is so soft spoken as well, he is just teh awesomen3ss. though i'd have to say i'd rather be Peter Petrelli, that way all i have to do to get powers is meet people and train with Christopher Eccleston, Sylar has to eat brains, that means The Doctor won't talk to him, i believe the TARDIS is a "no-zombie" zone.

And being as it is friday i watched Destiny today, and it was good, nice to see the room full of brains known as "the ascended" because being a brain hooked into a lap-top is my idea of ascention. it was also fun to see how they train the crazy OMNI weapons, because you know manipulating genes is against nature and just wrong, but having small children kill eachother until only a few survive, thats the natural and okay way to do things. or seeing the great foresight of Neo, with Auel's blocked word being "mother" and Stella's being "die" and "goodbye" and being as her and Shinn promised to protect eachother "protect" became a special word too, so it was great to see Auel go "mother *starts tripping* mother... mother... MOTHER IS GOING TO DIE!" then Stella going "Die *starts tripping* mother... is going to... die? *flashbacks* protect... i'll protect mother." so we see the Gaia go flying off and Neo yells "you fool! why'd you let her out!?" then you see she tore the side of the ship open.

Athrun is really an asshole, see i knew that him and Cagalli broke up, but i thought she left because he's always gone, but it was him yelling at Cagalli to stop Orb or he'll fight them just like the atlantic federation, then when Cagalli asks him to come aboard the Arch-Angel he says he's loyal to Durandal, and upon being reminded they're engaged he tells her that he understands why she did whsat she did [let Orb join the Atlantic Federation] he will never forgive her. He is such a dick, he never visited Lacus, just sent her Haros, and now he breaks it off with his fiance because she got overwhelmed by her entire cabinet. i feel bad for Cagalli, because what other love interest does she have? Yuuna? i sure hope not... i think Kira and Lacus break up too, i really hope not though, because i like their couple.

and i've watched 4 episodes of Destiny in japanese, i really don't like the voices any better, i mean Shinn is a bit better originally, but not enough.

i can't wait for next week, the next ep looks great, Shinn running down a hallway carrying an injured Stella while Gladys and soldiers with assault rifles, Lacus talking to Kira, the the Freedom cutting Suits in half in one of the best battles i've seen in a long time, kira is killing random people again!

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Me: Bev, i want to keep you as mine forever and always, and if all i have to do to get you all to myself is give you all of me, its really worth it.

Bev: Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww... yep, you're mine, all mine, mine mine mine!

visit my loveable beaner


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, March 5, 2007

How to build a Dalek...
i could make some sort of The Fray reference/parody here, i COULD... but i'm too lazy.

but yes, so random woman made a Dalek out of house-hold things, so that is what i shall make, for making a Dalek is something very fun to do. i'm like The Dalek Emperor, except not a squiddy thing in a glass with a big tank body, plus the Daleks i make will be 1/4 scale, and for the most part inanimate so that pretty much screws over the whole "conquering Earth" aspect of it, though i guess i could light the toy Daleks on fire and throw them at people, that would probably inspire a bit of fear into the people i'm attempting to inslave, and besides, it would be pretty damn funny to throw flaming Daleks at people's heads.

though making this Dalek seems like quite a project, so its not exactly going to be cake-walk, of course i really have no skill at making things, especially cooking, so i can't make much of anything, and this Dalek seems to be described in detail, so i think even a failure like myself could make these little EX-TER-MIN-ATE-ors, given enough time, which i will have, and the supplies that hopefully i'll be able to get, if i don't get these supplies and i can't me a Dalek then i really don't know what i will make, possibly i could show how to tie a noose, but that is no where near as cool as making a Dalek, besides the damn speach has to be 5-7 minutes long, an explanation of the inhabitance of Planet Skaro as well as "The Oncoming Storm" will definatly give me the time i need to pass this. i guess i have a pention for making things harder for myself by continually doing what i want, or what is ideal and appealing to me instead of more fathomable or attainable things, i suppose i'm a romantic idealist and when i get inspired i go to great lengths to fufill decidedly diffult things just because they fit my particular and peculiar spark.

well tomorrow i've got to serve my detention, because basically the school just shot my dad doewn, they said that if my dad comes in and excuses me, then EVERYONE will have their parents excusing them. that if the things that are my dad's fault are brought up as his fault then other parents will be able to accept their blame as well. i find that quite funny, that if i can prove my innocence that means others could do the same, and to them that is wrong. i would like it if they brought that kinda reasoning into courtrooms, "what!? a DEFENSE attorney? Evidence? witness testimony?! NO! we will not admit these things! because if he is proven innocent that means other people could be innocent! we can't let that happen, that breaks tradition!" i swear these are the damned stupidest people i ever encountered, these people are such failures at life that they should be trusted with their own lives, let alone mine. the entire idea of authority is that the person in charge has skills and abilities that those lower do not have, but these people are so devoid of rational thought i think a second grader is more logical than them. its snowing so bad outside they have to evac the school or else the buses wouldn't be able to get in, so they tell me i can't call my dad and i have to walk home 5 miles. so apparently the school isn't safe, but the open air in the middle of a blizzard is. god are these morons... moronic! and i have to deal with them for another year and a half. God i hope colleges are staffed by human beings with brains, i really can't take 5 years of idiots, that being if i even find something i want to do in college, still going through my junior crisis. of does the future look nice...

oh well, as far as Weiss goes, being as she looks just like Heine if he was a bitter old metopausal woman, when she annoys me i just picture the Gaia's wing blade thing cutting him in half, and that makes everything happy.

Bev makes my future happy too, we always find nice things to talk about, and a lot of fun thoughts too, with all the things we've discovered about ourseles and eachother we've going to be having a lOT of fun once we are together, so being as that is the case i know that no matter how much my life sucks outside the home i'll be very happy to come home to her, in my subconcious flashes of more adult scenes go by, just brief glimpses into my marital affairs, but in my mind, my heart, my thoughts all i see is coming home to warm loving arms and wet welcoming lips, just plopping down on the couch with her embracing me and relaxing, because that i what i want more than anything else, just warm, bonding love. i want a person who can sooth me and just make me feel loved and safe, and bev does that, even from a thousand miles away, i know that in a few years that at most all my problems are less than 8 hours from being solved, because once i'm home, everything will be okay.

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Bev: What kinda toothpaste do you use?

Me: Them lemon kind...

Bev: You do realize how much i'm going to have to make out with you now right?

Me: A lot?

Bev: Yeah.

Me: Deep?

Bev: um-hmm.

Me: really passionate, rough and messy?

Bev: yes.

Me: i love you so much.

visit her!


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!

p.s. i have a lot of work today, so i won't be able to visit. i'm really sorry, i love visiting you guys, so it sucks. please forgive.
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Sunday, March 4, 2007

Daleks are smarter than a fifth grader...
or,
as you all know i'd type it...

DAL-IKS ARE SUP-EE-REE-OR IN IN-TELL-A-GENCE TO A FIFTH GRADER!

i'd like to thank InuYashaFan4-ever for that quote, for without it my title wouldn't be quite as awesome. but what i meant buy that is watch "Are you smarter than a fifth grader" really makes me want to exterminate some people. like the second episode, that chunk sack of crap of a woman took forever or each question, yet she made an ass-load of money because she basically stalked until the two working neurons in her brain sparked, i suppose pacing yourself is part of strategy, but damn was she irritating to watch, hence, when she lost i was thinking "what i wouldn't give to see this on satellite as brought to me buy the good Daleks at the Bad Wolf Network." i still think the idea of Daleks taking over a tv transmitter as to conquer humanity sounds more like a skit from Robot Chicken or ATHF, but hell Russel T. Davies seems to have a lot of strange ideas. i'd also want to see Christopher Eccleston on there as The Doctor, just for the exchange of:

Jeff Foxworthy: Doctor, you ARE smarter than a fifth grader.

The Doctor: Fantastic!

but equally desired is the reassurance that all losers will be EX-TER-MIN-ATE-ed i want to see some of these unlucky fucks, after being belittled and humiliated by the "you might be a red-neck" guy, going outside and seeing what they think is some sort of trashcan gone terribly wrong, only to hear those lovely 4 syllables screeched out in stacatto, shortly after finded themselves dead from a laser blast. or the could just install a laser cannon in Jeff Foxworthy, much like the Anne-Droid from Weakest Link.

on the subject of Daleks and all things related to them, i have to make something for a how-to speech in public speakimg, i want to make Dalek out of house-hold materials, because the teacher seems to keep all the cool stuff, and i wish for all classes behind me to be forever haunted by the eye-stalk and plunger of death. now i just have to figure out how to construct a miniture dalek out of craft materials, thats really the bull-shit part of everything, and why i wish i could get a white-collar job, i have all kinds of ideas, i just suck at materializing them, because i'm not really a practical, hands-on guy, as witnessed i'm sure by my shop teacher, i came up with all sorts of awesome ideas, its just my building skills are lacking, so the stuff just sucks. oh cursed inability to do most things manly! oh well, at least if the Dalek i make looks like total shit there aren't an real ones to be offended and Exterminate me.

Star Ocean is coming along nicely, i will fight Crossel soon, well after i do all my side-questing and training as well as synthesizing and making the most of Nel now that i know i'm going to lose her and gain Albel as a perminent partner, i really hate that i have to leave Nel behind, she's much better than Adray, i really hate Adray, he is so obviously just thrown in there for no apperent reason, he is meant to be like Nel i suppose but it feels like someone tried to clone Sophia and failed horribly, he is so poorly balanced and really more of a liability, and he is really supposed to be Aquaria's answer to Albel? Man should Aquaria be happy a Vendeeni laser blast wiped Vox of the face of the planet, as well as Albel and Woltar playing bondage in the basement, that war could have gone so much differently. i was panicing why none of my characters could use the spells i taught them, then i remember i had to equip the skill, man i'm an idiot, but Square and/or Prima could tell me that in the game/strategy guide!

As for Bev, she was exceptionally sleepy today, but we still got into our usual amazing amount of cuteness, and i mean ordinarially amazing, everyday we are so cute, yet the amount always suprises us. i suppose its because our relationship isn't that old if you think of it as a life thing, i mean yeah, couples our age break up pretty quick, but if you plan to go the distance, 1.75 years isn't that long, especially if you're trying for 75+ years [RPGs now love,wow, now if only i could equip things to make sure it lasts, "perfect lover" +50 years] but i'm not complaining, all journeys start with a single step, i'll just keep being the person she loves, who happens to be my true self, and she is really the only person who brings the good out in me, its really good for me to have her, she makes me happy, and a better person. i feel centered when i think about her, a zen feeling you know, and when i lay down in my bed with my weeny dog, and think about being with Bev every night like i am with my doggy, i'm so happy it drives me crazy, really, i'm so happy it actually is uncomfortable, but bwhat can i say, i like it, they say love is a drug and i guess i get higher doese from my beloved beaner, they say that drugs release the same chemicals as love, so i can understand why heroin addicts are all twitchy, to have feeling stronger than i feel repeatedly, yeah i'd snap too. of course those feelings are up coming once bev gets here, because lets face it, i'm feeling these things thinking of a person a thousand miles away, when she is right nexty to me, our bare chest touching, our arms wrapped around eachother and both our hearts desiring things to stay this way forever, i know it'll be stronger, but i guess maybe its because i have no outlet for my feelings of emotion and affection being as Bev IS away that i get all "too happy" when she is ther i can hug her tighter, kiss her face, and express my feelings.
man, i speculate a lot! i guess what she says about me is right, i have to know everything, but that is my nature, can't go about changing now.

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Captain Jack Harkness moving down the hallway firing at the approuching Daleks in Satellite 5.

Jack: Doctor, hurry up with that delta-wave, last man standing here *gun runs out of bullets, drops it and pulls out a pistol, firing it, it does nothing and he throws it away too and stand palms forward, arms slightly out-stretched* so now what?

Daleks: EX-TER-MIN-ATE!

Jack: Yeah, kinda figured that.

with nothing relating to that, link to Bev!


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, March 3, 2007

BOOM goes the Dynamite.
Its just fun to quote random interweb phenomena, so hence i have some stupid quote as my title, which actually goes pretty well with some of the random things i will speak about.

First off, i re-read part of my last post and i must say that my little phrase about Crispin Freeman having a voice like Alanis Morissette in Dogma, yeah, that was a good one. but on the subject of that i really feel bad for Steve Staley [Fayt Leingod, Shiro Amada, Moon-Doggy, Harry McDougal, River] he always plays such whiny characters. maybe its his choice though, he might be a good whiner, i just imagine the head of voice-overs at Square going "Steve, we have a role for you." "What, so whiny side character?" "no, the main character." "YES, FINALLY RESPECT!" "WHINY main character" "oh damnit..." but then again i would piss off Fayt, being as he can delete my existance from space and time, i'd say thats the best power in the history of RPGs. though Laharl had some awesome powers too, but i think Fayt would win, he could deconstruct Laharl's meteor, or just his body. he'd beat the crap out of Lloyd Irving, i'm sorry but that would be a slaughter, Lloyd would be gone in 5 seconds.

Another thought i had is that, like my rant about wanting to summon Roy Mustang in Kingdom Hearts because Square is behind both, in Tales of Symphonia why can i not summon Unit 01 to kill all who oppose me? i don't think Angels like Mithos would do very well against the Lance of Longinus, which by the way would be the best cut-scene ever! i was going to say why couldn't Asaba be in the game, then Zelos came to mind, so there goes that complaint, at least GAINAX gave me that one. but how about Presea being able to wield a Gibson EB-0 1967 edition, that would be after Sheena summons Atomsk... OH MAN WOULD THAT BE AWESOME! i mean look what the Pirate King did to Mabase City in like 1 minute, i want to use that force against my enemies! hell, let me use Haruko as a playable character. they do dip into the GAINAX archive in ToS if you pay attention, as i said before Asaba Hideaki = Zelos Wilder, but in the final chapter Zelos and Collette basically repeat phrases close to, if not exactly "I will not run away" and "i don't wanna die" so that fufilled my wishes, especially since the next thing they do is kill angels. hell, Bones made ToS as well, so should get to use Kimblee as a summon spirit, what is he the spirit of? Explosions! that'd be the best summon quote ever "i like making people go BOOM!" or if they wanted to suck it up... Eureka 7 summons, unless Holland comes out and beats up some children [with Regal, they are both Crispin Freeman] i wouldn't want that horrible Anime near my RPG.

moving on, Heine is dead. which i really don't care about, i mean he jobbed out so bad, i really think the writer for Destiny just didn't like Takinori very much and just wanted to kill him. i mean this is the first battle he fights as a real character, and not that "orange Zaku that keeps showing up" which once again i don't care much for, he was kinda a lame character, i wanted him to sound cool and be a badass, but he just ended up being wierd and creepy kinda, he really seemed evil to me, although i think he was supposed to be the opposite, i just saw him as corrupting Athrun, which Kira over-rided today, that scene was great.

Athrun: ZAFT has done nothing wrong, after that Junius 7 incedent. chairman Durandal has done nothing wrong!

Kira: Really? what about that fake Lacus wandering around, or the special ops team that tried to kill the real Lacus?

see, don't mess with Kira, he's a vetran main-character. Athrun, you're a co-main character, so you can't beat kira's logic-based awesomeness! i also liked Athrun snapping on Cagalli. "Maybe instead of making some big speech on the battlefield you could have stopped the Orb fleet in the boardroom!" Caglli got all hurt and raised he hands up, and he saw she was wearing his ring so he got all shy and looked away. i know from wiki they break up, but i want some sort of chance they might remain. Kira and Lacus better not break up, because Kira is the shit, and Lacus reminds me of Bev [two major reasons, i'll leave it at that] besides, Kira is the shit! AGAIN! Marrue is the captain of the ship but they all ask Kira what to do, or he just beat everyone on the battlefield, so he takes a hot-springs bath, because the Arch-Angel has indoor Hot-Springs [Athrun doesn't have that!] then schooling Athrun in a debate. it was kinda funny with Kira saying "i'm going alone" Cagalli yelling "I'm coming too!" so Kira says "Me and Cagalli will go." They show Lacus look all hopeful, then next shot is the two of them waiting for Athrun, because lacus didn't need to go, she was just his former fiance, nothing to him!

and then we have the Quote, which i'll E-LAB-OR-ATE on tommorrow

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Me: I wish "Are you smarter than a 5th grader" was on the Bad Wolf network.

Mom: Daleks?

Me: Daleks.

Bev.


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

difficulties of life.
yeah, today was moderatly stressful, first hour really messed me up, my teacher got all up my ass about being late to her class a few times, i can't help that the fact our school is built to only let two cars in at a time, so basically traffic backs up pretty damn fast, and it takes forever to get in, my dad talks about how he stood up for my brother, and he did have my back last semester, but he seems a bit more reluctant this time, if he doesn't support me then its okay, i'll just try to get up earlier so i can get there earlier if he can get there on time, i only hope he sticks up for me, because its nice to know that your family is watching over you, at least while you're still in school, if they are going to restrict you as a minor they should also protect ya a bit. also the fact that i have no idea who my partner will be in Forensics, since my two friends in that class see me as the third member, i have the weakest tie to both of them, so i will end up having to team with someone else, and i know, nor do i associate with anyone else in that class, because i'm really not good at making new friends if they don't notice me, and so far that class has made me annonymous, not a real "meet your fellow classmates infront of the class" kind of place, so that is going to kinda fuck with my head. i'd really perfer no mention of this in comments, pm me if you want to talk about this, i'm hoping that i won't have to just read a bunch of things about this in my comment box, so i'd prefer pms, more personal.

well i saw the end of Doctor Who season 1, i must say that Jack became even more awesome in that episode, blowing up a Dalek with that laser he made out of the dead bodies of the robo versions of the "what not to wear" gals, that's why Captain Jack is so awesome, two Torchwoods, two institutes full of alien technology and they could create one feasable anti-Dalek weapon, give Jack a laser he literally pulled out of his ass, two dead robots and a machine that takes your clothes off and he can make one. plus he kinda talks like a much more handsome Jason Lee, so that is really awesome, he is probably my favorite character on there, so i sure hope he didn't get as shunned as it looks like he was, of course he is in the Torchwood spin-off [i think] so maybe he wins out in the end, i still love that he knew what a Dalek was, and how to kill one as well as The Doctor, Jack is my hero.

Speaking of Heros, Christopher Eccleston is awesome on there as Claude, boy was it fun to watch him beat the shit out of Peter, and hell, i like Peter! its just he talks just like he did as The Doctor, except he's beating Mr.Bangs to within the inch of his life with a stick, then tending to Pigeons, which now i realize while he was talking about it he sounded just like his old self. now if only his power was Hiro's instead of invisiblity, that would be the best announcement ever "Christopher Eccleston! as a character with the amazing ability to defy the laws of time and space!" though then i think someone would think he was type-casting himself. i must admit Skylar makes a great evil guy, even if he looks like red-neck, i suppose i could see Jeff Foxworthy being the most evil and murderous person on earth. oh, that was a strange experience, i went to talk about "The Hatian" then forgot for a while.

okay, about The Hatian, that was possibly the funniest thing i've heard in a long time, hearing the cop and Ted go back and forth about "The Hatian!" The Hatian? so he is either a racial stereo type, or he is a Timelord with the worst ever. how can they tell he is Hatian? he just looks like a black guy? i guess i haven't met enough Hatians to be able to identify them so quickly.

i finally got Albel in Star Ocean, i just leveled up my characters too high before hand, so i have to level him up to match the others, but he can still kick Cliff's ass, he's got a good 3 levels on him, plus... HE'S FUCKING ALBEL NOX! not to mention he's voiced by Crispin Freeman, which means the mere sound of his voice makes ladies swoon and warriors drop to their knees and weep, Crispin Freeman could speak and kill Chuck Norris, like Alantis Moirset in Dogma, talk, BOOM! head go bye-bye.
now i just have to teach him Symbology so i can hear him yell out all the spell names.

well i'm going to go visit now, and make the best of my day

i shall post again later, and hopefull have a great time with my lover.

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after The Doctor turns from Christopher Eccleston to David Tennent.

Doctor: [running his tongue around his mouth loudly] New teeth... this just feels wrong.

visit my love.


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, February 26, 2007

i prefer poking things...
this is a reference to a discussion i had with my mom, stating that i don't want to call the little japanese man at imageanime, because they are sold out of Yzak's GOUF [or Yzark as he comically misspelled, seriously "r" is no where near "a" or "k", and there is no "l" to convert to an "r" so what the hell happened there?] and they guy won't let you pre-order sold out items, except over the phone, so i told my mom to call him, because she likes talking on the phone, i prefer to do my ordering through the annonymous poking associated with online shopping. after watching 3 episodes of Heros, so i keep imagining Hiro being on the other side of the phone, being as when my mom tries to imitate this poor immigrant that is what she sounds like, i'd much rather deal with Peter Petrelli, and his single, awesome, bang.

yeah yesterday i basically spent watching Heros, playing a little Star Ocean, i just got out of the Shrine of Kaddan, which means i'm close to picking up Albel! i kinda feel bad that i always leave Nel behind, i really do like Nel, but i like Albel and Peppita more, if only i could trade out Adray for Nel, Adray doesn't do anything anyway, the whole damn game he's just invisible, he was just added into the game randomly, he wasn't in the original japanese version. HE SERVES NO PURPOSE, WHY DOES HE EXIST!? oh well, maybe if i play the game a THIRD time i'll grab Nel instead of Albel, even though Albel is, infact, teh smex [once again, who the hell came up with "smex" "m" is not near ANY letter in "sex" the only way you could get "smex" is if you were trying to type "s ex" and hit the "m" button as well] but i like Peppita way more than him, so if someone has to go its Smexy-Boy.

Bev really seems to like the image right below her's on the list of AP Readers at the top of my page, it seems to serve some personal preference and/or fetish she has, i could say more [and God help me i'd like to] but i feel now is a time for disgression and a bit of tact in not saying too much, maybe in a few years i might drop a few more bombs on all you guys, but for now, i leave you in the dark!

lets see, i was going to make a "-quote-" out of this, its kind of tied with what will be the next rant in this post, so i'll just shove in the best parts of both as the "-quote-". i was talking to lytjuh the time she was getting drunk while i read CAD [Ooshima starts singing] and we spoke about our distain for Apple, based off the best CAD comic i read [iRead] here's a link so we were talking and i said i want to buy a Zune, she has not the knowledge of what one is, so i sent her the wiki page, and she mentioned that buying videos for high prices is a "great" idea, i informed her i had no will to push my Microsoft Zune to the limit, i'd use it just as i would my SanDisk 240, i just want to fund MS as they break the DRMs and thus bankrupt that ass-monkey Steve Jobs so he'll end up living in an iBox giving iHand-Jobs for iCrack in an iAlley in the iGhetto. seriously Apple sucks, especially their DRMs, which basically tell you what you can do with music you buy, where you can use it and when, and buy doing this they are starting a very dangerous trend. when the VCR first came out it got sued up the ass by movie companies saying recording movies on TV viloated the copyright, they lost the case. now Steve is telling us that we BOUGHT the music, but we don't OWN our copy of it, say if you download 80 gigs of music onto your iPod, to insure you keep it, you have to keep all 80 gigs on your computer, because if you plug your iPod into your computer and don't have those songs, why it thinks you never bought those, and may well delete them. that is wrong. sure its just a random inconvience now, but this effects us greatly, because in the future you may not be able to Tivo or DVR certain TV prodrams if the copyright holder doesn't want you to, they might even say you can't record them onto blank DVDs of anologs like VHS tapes. Apple must be stopped and i will fund Microsoft in their attempt to change that. maybe if Bill Gates wasn't such a nice guy, and charitable he'd throw his full funds into it and smite Apple, like he did in the computer market. "hi, i'm a Mac, and no one uses me, but i'm so COOL! LOVE ME! LOVE ME!"
dick head.
Mac users [all 3 of them] even hate those commercials.

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fuck it, i'm devoting it all to the other rant.

In the last episode of Gundam SEED Destiny i saw Kira lops the arm off Hiene's GOUF, so he flies up to presumably attack Kira, and gets in the way of Stellar's attack, and gets his ass cut in half, emmeadiatly after he blows the fuck up you hear the intro to the ending music.

Ending Theme: Life goes on, goes on, goes on

Me: Not for Hiene it doesn't!

because there is no possible segue [that i feel like thinking of] visit Bev.


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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