Wednesday, January 10, 2007

random stupidity is my talent.
Yep, Gaylord never replaced me, because basically i made it more Gaara-y, he asked for enthusiasm, so i gave him Gaara's psychotic sort of speaking, like when he talks to his sand. i actually got laughed at less, i realize that the first day though i was thinking of Gaara it was more of an Ichiro from Nerima Daikon Brothers [as voiced by Chris Patton] so i decided to put in some good ole Liam O'Brian Gaara goodness. and on that subject, is Liam O'Brian not the most Irish name ever? i half expect the voices of Gaara, Asaba and Taishi to be a leprichaun. though i found out the lady behind Lord Laharl's voice is a middle-aged lady, this was more unexpected than when i saw crispin Freeman looks like a wierd Justin Timberlake/ Lance Bass hybrid [Crispin Freemann, he's bringing sexy back, voice acting wise]
but in any case people seemed to care less when i went from dead-pan to deranged in my amateur, high-school, single sci-fi class Voice Acting practice. i don't know, maybe they found my pertrayal accurate and skillful, or it could have literally been so fun the forgot to laugh, OR there is the possibility that i so throughly creeeped them out that they thought if they laughed i'd come in the next day and kill them all, but in any case i had a fun time. the whole time i was really tempted, and was probably my deepest momentary desire to do the lines in the voice, and tailor the dialogue to a Dalek, but 1, Gaylord has no sense of humor, and 2, he teaches sci-fi, he knows doctor who and i really don't want him in on the joke, the scerario in my head was hilarious though. so even if i'm that dude that shows up on American Idol thinking he is the next Rob Thomas and in actuallity sounds like a train stopping, ontop of deranged cats in heat, but i thought i did a good job, now if only VoTech had voice acting as one of their career path-ways i'd be set. i know i'm going to have to take drama, i'm only afraid to confront my ideas and either find out that they are impossible for me, or once more, upon deeper investigation discover that i'm not interested in this career path either. i really have trouble confronting things, its so much easier to dream than to act on your dreams, if only sheer will power equalled skill, then i'd have been a CryptoZoologist in 5th grade, or a VA last July.

See thats why i envy Bev so much, she is so good at acting on her wants, if she wants something she is always ablre to devote herself to it and accomplish it. its really strange, how one person can cause me to feel inner-peace or soul shattering strife depending on what aspect of her personality i think about. i love her with all my heart, and i can't wait to spend my life with her, and i love and respect her so much that when i compare myself to her i feel so inferior, now there is no way in hell i hold it against her, or would it make me not want to be with her, but it sure as hell makes me dislike me, being as i am a shiftless lazy good-for-nothing. there is so much comic tragedy in my life, watching Kare Kano for me is like watching 8 mile for Marshall Mathers, cept i'm not in Kare Kano, i mean that it seems loosely based on my life, as said movie was based on his. Yukino has devoted her whole life to her school work, and has now realized everyone else has found their niche. the funny thing is that she ends up finding her skill is acting, yeah, there's a WTF moment for me, sorta like a psychological kivck in the testie satchel, also that Asaba is very skilled at art. man that show depresses me sometimes, its always fun to see people that you identify and pity surpass you in the span of about 18 half-hour episodes. stupid well-written fictional characters, at least GAINAX didn't get to me with EVA when i was depressed, just hit me with FLCL when i was a horny adolecent and Kare Kano when i start getting closer to graduation and fearing for my future.

yeah, and my brother isn't helping, he keeps hounding me and my parents about me getting a job, he makes little back-handed comments to me like "if you put $20 a week every week after you're 18 you'll retire a millionaire, that is after you get a job." yeah, that helps, damn family. i'm sure he has no idea how deep that wounded me, but he really should, if he listened he'd know, how afraid and insecure i am. but hey, i'm still stable, between my goddess of a girlfriend and my constant bitching/venting on this here blog, its not too much to handle.

i'm sure i'll become a great and succsessful one day, when i get talent and drive.

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here is a bit of my Dalek-based humor, so i can further annoy you guys.

original line:

Peter: just because you don't like fish, doesn't mean you don't like fishing Wendy...

Dalek Peter: Just BE-CAUSE you DO NOT EN-JOY FISH does not mean you will DIS-LIKE FISHING!

once again

Wendy: oh Peter, you caught a fish, a big one!

Dalek Peter: DAL-EKS have NO NEED for FISH! only IN-FER-IOR SPE-CIES find use in FISH! EX-TER-MIN-ATE! *kills fish* Now SHUT UP IN-FER-IOR HU-MAN! EX-TER-MIN-ATE! *kills Wendy*

i could do a million more, but i'll spare you.



HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!
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Monday, January 8, 2007

Misconception
once again i have been misunderstood, not that that suprises me, being as with the way i state thiings and the depth and range of references i make FLCL or Excel Saga look like light viewing.
see? once again i've just made references, that if you don't get, you'll just think i'm wierd or have no idea what i'm talking about.
but i'm digressing heavily, what i was trying to say is that i was not understood in my statements about Gundam. i said Wing was poorly drawn and dubbed, but i also said it was an old series and dub, so you have to cut it some slack. what i did say was that GUNDAM 08th MS Team, was drawn at the same time and was much better dubbed, and that GUNDAM SEED [+ Destiny] have shoujo level character and story developements, i even called this level of drama and tear-jerkery Chobits-esque! look, if i compare something to Chobits you know its good! i never said all of Gundam was bad, i may of said that wing wasn't the best Anime of all time, but i said it was the reason i started watching Anime, and it still is very good.
but hey, we all make mistakes, i guess i can't blame people for not understanding what i was saying, i'll keep trying, i think eventually i may get a comment page completly devoid of misunderstandings and/or poorly thought out insults. but hey, if not at least i'll still have fuel for all my crazed rants!

well it seems that the ole AOTS crew has pulled out of Otaku, funny because i never thought of K-Per as the kind of guy who pulls out. of course i never got conclusive proof that they really were the AOTS crew. i don't think someone as attention loving as Pereira would just leave a site crawling with gamers and other G4 watchers. if it really was K-Per, well then Pereira sucks. and Olvia is a lot nicer in person, i think i'd rather think they were fake. well in any case there goes my chance for a shout out! curse the lack of plugs we got! i really thought the site would get more people if those guys shilled for it, but nope, they're gone now, gone considering they were ever really here.

well at least X-Play has gotten good again, its like all of a sudden i've been transported back to 03, well besides the fact that G4 still sucks more than Parris Hilton and brittany spears combined. so i guess we can't really expect miracles, well past the one i already got in finding my beloved [yeah i know i throw bad segues in a lot]

well i did get down with ch.20 of AP, i just have to send it to my favorite beaner to review it, see people, i am still writing it! all you out there saying you're sick of styories that never end or people who stop writing, i'll tell yaz, i'm not going to give up on this, i put too much damn work into it to stop now. besides, i really like my characters, and i have SOME fans, i will not give up on ole AP!
and remember Peoplezez, as soon as you send me back a review of an AP chapter [for you guys that are a bit in] i'll make you a link and post it on my site. yes, i am pimping my story A LOT, but hey, would you expect anything else from me?
i thought so.

i'm officially annoying people with the Dalek references, even my friends, after one day of seeing me, seem to be disinterested in my impression, and no one seems to give a flying fuck about Asaba, so all of my vocal talents seem to cause nothing but people feigning interest all around me.

here's a good one, being as i have the dream [which i know i have very little chance of realizing] of being a VA, i valunteered to read lines in a play in Gaylord's class. the character i decided to voice to me seemed like a Gaara type, he is sleep deprived, has a neglective family, is mentally unstable, and around Gaara's age, and being as i can very easily mimic Gaara in tone and voice [especially after damaging my throat slightly doing tons of EX-TERM-IN-ATE's] i did the character in a menacing, monotone. but it appears Gaylord thought i was just disinterested, i tried to explain to him that i was interpretting the character to be that way, but he either didn't hear my or didn't care. and being as everyone in the class kept laughing as i did my lines [morons] it seems Gaylord may replace me tomorrow. i guess this would be my first experience with a bad director [probably my only if i'm apperntly not good enough to voice a character in a highschoo,sci-fi class] so maybe the wonderful world of Voice Acting is not for me, i'm hoping that just maybe i coul;d get in, but right now the future is looking bleak for me. but hey, at least i can be a sorta successful blogger and a GREAT lover.

man, life sucks some time.

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From the opening song of Outlaw Star:

ai dake yume dake kimi dake

meaning [roughly]
My love, my dream, and you.

what is funny is the images they show,

My love: they show Melfina all cute in a bed of flowers

my dream: Suzuka looking all cool and beautiful

And you: they show Aisha plummetting from a cliff.

p.s. Aisha is SO hot!

visit bev, she actually updated again!


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, January 7, 2007

Must be like Asaba-sama!
yes, sort of a mantra of mine, while i'm working out, i really wanna be like Asa-pin. i can already imitate his voice, which for you people who didn't watch Kare Kano [namely all of you probably] Asaba is voiced by the same guy who does Gaara's voice, except Asaba is all sexy sounding, so basically Gaara if he acted like Jiraya or Miroku [of InuYasha]
yeah, i realized i can do Gaara's voice very well, so i guess i could imitate Asaba if he went on a killing spree [hey, murders do have a lot of fangirls, and the whole anal rape stuff, i.e. yaoi would really get them gals hot!] so yeah i'm discovering my talents of imitation, i can copy voice actors no one cares about.

but lets move on.
yes, i have lost all faith in Gundam Wing, after watching it again i realized how poor a series it is. i mean i love Duo and all, and Zechs' ideas have influenced me forever, but dear God is the animation dated, 08th MS team was drawn at the same time, and oh dear god did they try harder. and the Dub is great! one of the best i've heard. Wing on the other hand sounds SO terrible! i was uber-excited to get the DVDs, but when i re-watched them, man were my childhood memories ruined, with the exception of Brian Drummond [Zechs] and Scott McNeil [Duo] the acting was sO bad! even those two botched their lines a few times, and both of them had to voice countless background characters. basically they had a major shortage of actors, and they really didn't try to hide the fact that they had to voice 20 nameless soldiers. most of the background characters were voiced with the conviction of a 3rd grader apologizing for punching the kid who took his milk in the face, and half the time it sounded like they gave the actors the script they had to read the exact moment they entered the studio for the first take, and then that was what made it for the show, most of the characters sound like the actors just got the script five seconds before they read the lines. and really as far as the story went, SEED, 08th MS Team, and Destiny are better. now as far as Destiny goes yes, Shinn is terribly acted, but other than that they are all great, the occassional overacing on Matt Hill's [Kira] part just makes it sound like the character is ampted up but in Wing like i said, it seemed like they had no idea where the scene was going. now i'm about half way through Destiny, so i can't really say that it will be great, but if it stays on this level it'll still be a great story, Shinn, though poorly acted, is a compelling character, he seems like the classic Gundam villian, which i think Athrun is drawing our attention towards, the story is good, and i care about just about every character. Destiny isn't me turning it on to see "what's going on in Lunamaria's life today" like i did with Wing [i watched it for Duo]. its very possible Destiny could go down the tubes and turn to shit in the next 27 episodes [approximately] but even if it does SEED has a stand-alone ending, so Destiny wouldn't even be nessacary.
but in any case, though Gundam wing is what got me to watch Anime in the first place, but it is a really old, and unfortunatly it does not stand up to the time. of course very little does, then again 08th MS Team was done the same time as Wing in japan, and the art style looks a lot better, it was dubbed better, but it was dubbed later. i guess if you look at it in the classical sense then yesm i think Gundam Wing really helped open the doors to the toonami we have today, and the fact that there is a website like this, but i'm just sayong alone its not that good.
also, being as this rant is really a reply to a comment i must address a statement, that the pilots were average teens. they sure as hell were not, they were all highly trained soldiers, Heero could mask his vital signs while remaining concious and mentally active. they all were very well trained in armed and hand-to-hand combat, they were really abnormal people, hell, they were the most ABnormal characters in Gundam history, i mean Amuro, Char, Kira, Shinn, Athrun, Rau, Mu, all of them were gifted at birth, so they had to deal with discrimination and the struggle of being different, but the Wing guys, they were trained soldiers, especially Heero, Duo's story was pretty sad, and Wufei had some tradegdy, but for the most part their lives were their choosing, and they had to deal with their choices.
yes, in true Gundam fashion their lives were tradgic, but not AS tradgic.
Wing was okay, but its definatly dropped in my rankings of best Anime's of all time.

Well tonight was the Dalek ep of Doctor who again, man i love them Daleks!

and i had a good conversation with Bev, all is good.

remeber people, you read AP, i post a link for you, now to get on with links for my readers...

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Kira: How the hell are you going to protect anything, when the only weapon you have is your feelings!?



HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, January 6, 2007

DAL-EKS DO NOT TALK ANN-OY-ING!
I LOVE the way Daleks talk! they are so cool! i mean they are the whole reason i started watching Doctor Who! [that and the fact that the tenth Doctor is so funny and quirky, the ninth guy on BBC isn't as good, but still cool] Daleks possibly hve the coolest voice i ever heard, that gappy shriek of a way of speaking, they are so awesome. personally i love doing imitations of the Dalek voice, i mean it is so fun, and i feel like i can do it, of course its not really a hard impression, so its not like i'm really special.
i do, however feel it would be fun to be a Dalek for Halloween, and beat kids with the plunger, i also heard that in the old Doctor Who Daleks had variety in weapons from one to another, like flame throwers, i think i could manage to scare a small child if i had a flame thrower.
course there is the classic enemy of the Dalek, stairs... yeah, can't be too scare when a flight of stairs defeats you, of well, i'll just light their porch on fire.

but enough with the sheer awesomeness that is the Dalek, today i enjoyed a different kind of Mech, for i watched all 12 episodes of Gundam 8th MS Team on DVD. being as i am a big fan of his, i feel like going all Chris Gore on this series and whip up a little DVDaterday [not as good as DVDuesday, but hey, i'm not as cool as Chris Gore] see i love the series, but the DVDs are kinda lack-luster, i mean they do have 2 things going for them, 1.) versable covers: you can choose what cover you want it to have, kinda cool. 2.) they are the only DVDs that exist! well there is the box set, it could have better features but let me speak of the individual discs. see the discs don't have the 1/2 eng subtitles, which means no lyrics to to the songs, that is unless you want to watch the sub and the dub at the same time, of course i know many of you like the original language and sub, but i think 8th MS Team is very well dubbed, espeacially an old dub, Steve Staley and Michelle Ruff do a great job. whats kinda wierd is that everyone is using psuedenyms, so if you don't know the actors already, you won't recognize them by name in the credits, and they don't list the english VAs by character, there's just a cluster at the end, and while a VA orgy doesn't sound bad... well it is during the credits.
But i really like ole 8th MS Team, it is very well made, espeacially compared to Wing, which was made at the first time, and the dub is way better than Wing. [yeah, i'm giving up on Wing] but the best part is the characters and the story. it may be gundam, but the plot is more similar to a Shoujo type series. i mean gundam is always about the characters, but damn are they good in here. see unlike most Gundam series, the characters aren't Uber-Weapons, they don't have psychic powers, or genetic inhancements, they're not piloting the top of the line protype weapons, nor are they on any black project ship, they are normal pilots in standard issue weapons, nothin special, in fact when the come up against the standard issue enemy wepons, its a knock-down drag-out fight, it can take several clips of their ammo to take out one enemy, most of the battles are won by stratedgy, not super-weapons and a series of duels between aces. infact the only "good pilot" in the series in Norris [or as i call him, frankenstein] and he dies in the end, giving his life to complete his mission.
but the single best part is how tradgic it is, i mean its not Chobits level tear jerker, but there are a lot of scenes that make the ole heart hurt, a lot of the characters you grow to like will die for meaningless reasons, but not in a bad writing way, but to show you everything can be ruined by one asshole [Arth, Ginius, that Feddy Comander]
the series has been largly overlooked so you can get it on places like rightstuf.com for cheap, i suggest you pick it up.

in other new i did some heavy [heavy for me] exercise today, i walked up and down stairs for 30 minutes, it was a lot easier with my iPoor blaring the opening song to SuperGALS, along with other anime tracks, but damn was it still i fight, maybe i am outta shape, but my exercise freak mother can only do it for 20, so i'm already stronger than her. she isn't that bad off afterwards, i'm sweating like crazy, but hey, i make it look hot, i like glistening, i look like smex!

i'm getting more time with my lover now, which is really good, she makes me really happy. sometimes you just need to hear your lover's voice, and i need my daily dose, now that i got it, i'm happy, sure i'd love more time, but i'm happy.

okay, if you want AP pM'd to you tell me, and after you reply to Ch.1, you get a button, i need to put the other ones up, but you will get them, if you read.

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i can do a good Asaba Hideaki imitation too, and i love these line.

Yuki: The brass band is setting up on the roof of the school, they're going to play the theme from titanic.

Asaba: My heart will go on, that's one hell of a song!

i love saying that, great, so curreently i pretend to be:

Asaba:


and

Daleks:


and here is the link to my lover, lotsa images today



HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, January 5, 2007

Compliments.
I'm glad some of you liked the Doctor Who video, personally SO many of those lines are great!

Dalek: Identify!

CyberMan: You identify first.

Dalek: I-DEN-TI-FY!!!!!!

cyberMan: You indentify first.

Mickey: it sounds like steven halking talkin to a speakin clock.

CyberMan: you indetify first.

Dalek: DAL-IKS DO NOT TAKE OR-DERS!

CyberMan: You have identfied yourself as a Dalek.

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CyberMan: Daleks have similarities in composition as Cybermen, except your design lacks elegence.

Dalek: DAL-IKS HAVE NO CONCEPT EL-E-GENCE!!!

CyberMan: This is obvious.

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Cyberman: Between the Daleks and the CyberMen we could rule the universe.

Dalek: DAL-IKS do not make alliances with IN-FER-I-OR beings!

CyberMan: This will be considered an act of war against the CyberMen

Dalek: This is not a WAR, its PEST CON-TROL!

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Dalek: Long range scans have shown signitures of the crude Cybernet constructs know as CY-BER MEN!

CyberMan: We have over 5 million CyberMen, how many Daliks do you have.

Dalek: FOUR!

CyberMan: you intend to conquer the Cybermen with 4 Daleks.

Dalek: We could conquer the CyberMen with ONE Dalek!

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Dalek: We DAL-IKS are superior to you in all but one field!

CyberMan: And that is?

Dalek: YOU'RE better at DYING!

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Daleks: EX-TER-MIN-ATE!

CyberMen: DELETE!

[repeat ad infinitum]

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well i hope you enjoyed that, i hope you read it, those quotes are pretty funny, i laughed at most of those jokes the first time i heard them, which was the exact first episode of Doctor Who i saw, so you have no excuse not to read them, unless you are just lazy, and in that case its just pointless to bitch at you to read it.

And AP is Absolute Power, my psuedo fanfic. [i'm not talking about classes here people] i mean it started as a legitimate FanFiction, but at this point its just getting further and further away from the source material, which is fine being as i want to make it an Original Work. i can understand if you don't want to read it because you don't have enough time, thats respectable. but for all you that have time, i don't see why you don't give it a shot.

also there is the little discussion of my fanboyness towards the ole AOTS crew. i was not waiting for them, i was just lucky that i made it there first, i checked my GB and there was a new signature, it said that Kevin P. and Olivia M. invite me to visit their site as they are trying to expand their empire into "your otaku" so yeah, i'm no uber-fanboy, i'm just really lucky.

of course i already new i was lucky, i mean i have Beverly, so that kindsa proves it. Yeah Bev was well slept[er] today, so we talked for a while. that made me really happy, i was getting really sad without her, i actually started crying last night, because she was really tired, so when i called her later like i was supposed to she said she was too tired to talk, so i basically felt blown off. and that was no fun so i got REALLY depressed, i wondered if she still loved me for a while, but here i stand knowing we are meant for eachother. well i mean i knew that the whole time, i'm just really moody, i'm glad she can put up with me.

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didn't you read the top, it was pure gold quotes



HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, January 4, 2007

Awesomeness
Yeah, since all you guys [well most of you] have never hear of Daleks todays quote will be another Dalek video, i really must say if there is one thing i want you to do in this post its to watch the video, its the source of so many good quotes and situations, seeing that scene made me wanna watch Dr. who, i still like season two better [or series two, the second one, the one with the better looking Doctor] but the first one is good two, i mean i saw the Dalek episode, and it was cool to hear that awesome Dalek voice, plus the series one guy has all the cool mannerisms as the second guy, so i guess its part of the doctor character. and i saw the two hour finale of season one or whatever, and his coolness does carry over, i just find it strange that all the actors are the same except the doctor, but hell he's better, so who cares?

but off the Dr. Who subject, there was also the AOTS segment of my post, it seems that most of you neither knew nor cared who Kevin and Olvia were, being as even though i gave a link most of you didn't care, but i guess thats fine, i must say that if someone told me that TV people that i'd never heard of [as many of you said you had not known of them] i don't think i'd go visit them. well in any case most of you guys seemed a lot more focused on Olivia then K-Per, for which i do not know, maybe it is because i've talked about Perreira on here many times, or maybe its just because he's an extended cable TV darling, and you all knew of him, either way, yeah i'm psched they're here, i'll talk to them whenever they are on and wish to talk, and that seems as if it will be enough for me, my fanboyness seems to be either in remission or maybe only comes on while they are around. i have accept what i percieve is the situation, and it seems fine.

I'm making a lot of progress in AP 20, not that many of you are that high up, or ever plan to be. but i'm kinda bored, and i love bribing people, so how about this, i'll make a button for you if you promise to be a reader, and at least put forth an effort to read every chapter of AP i make, if you sign up i'll make you a link, and thus i have your screen name, and can send you chapters without forgetting, and i can tell you when i write new ones. as always the chapters will be sent to you via PM, being as i've grown to hate FF.net and its group of pissy, complaint and flame filled leet-tards, yeah so with only a moderate amount of fickle seething rage i will just stop using that site, the interface sucked anyway.
but in any case any of you AP readers, do you have any comments you'd like to make about it, or non readers have questions about it. i'd love to peek interest in my little pet project, and i'm open to oprotunities to plug and rant.

now in bev news, well there have been some complications in her family thus tonight i am once more waiting to talk to her in the middle of the night, i just feel bad because this will keep her up and she has school tomorrow, though she has done this to me many times so i guess a little revenge can't hurt. i hope she will be willing to talk awhile, cuz i don't wanna go to sleep too early on my last few days off, but hell if it makes her happy i'll do it. i'm just a sucker for my cutie like that.
it will be really nice in the future when i can just plop her down on the couch near me while i'm working on the comp or if i'm watching some late night television i can cuddle up next to her unconcious body and just hold her while i watch TV. basically all my big aspiration for the future are spending my time with my love in very cute lovey-dovey ways. yeah those days will be nice, and all the days up until then just makes it all the better. i know my love, i know her dreams as well as my own, and i know that we will be very happy together, and i know i'll do my best to make her dreams come true.
and i know, that after all the time we'll have spent together, that when we are finally with eachother for good, i won't be disapointed.
[because well, as long as she loves me me how could i?]

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please, please, PLEASE watch this video, it would mean a lot, and i promise it is worth while, just watch till the end, i beg of you.

Cyber men are superior in one way...


and maybe visit Bev?



HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, January 3, 2007

must not be a fanboy.
yep K-Per has a site here on Otaku, as well as his on-screen co-host Olivia Munn link here
so yeah, i'm trying REALLY hard not to go into fanboy mode, being as i'm a really big fan of the show, and as you guys now i have talked about how cool i think Pereira is, and i must say after talking to Olivia i think she is really cool too. i don'y know, it goes beyond like screaming fanboyness, because really, its not like "oh my God i know a famous person!" its more like getting to know a person you always wished was your friend, i don't know, i'm just really glad to know i can talk to them now, even if they don't give a flying fuck about me [as my paranoid self believes may be the case] its sorta nice to have them feigning interest in me. of corse my crazy mind has got all kinds of scenarios playing out in my mind, most of which i know are crazy dilusions of granduer, but hey, maybe if i'm lucky i might get a small mention on the show, if not i could completly undestand, i mean not knowing what its like to be famous i can't try to comprehend their situation, so i can't judge.
i have no expectations of being like, a good friend with them, if it happens, then fate likes me, but basically what i'm aiming for is to be considered as like slightly more recognizable than others, like 'oh yeah, its that kid, i remember him."

but like i said, i'm avoiding [or trying to] becoming a fanboy, because i realize they probably get enough of those people, and its probably annoying. plus, i really need to get a life, or stick to the life i have, i need to write more of my shitty fanfic a few people read, i have a moderatly successful blog [i'm moving up in the ranks, i'm deep in the upper 1%] and i have a long distance GF [which, ironically lives closer to K-Per Olivia than me, in fact, she lives very close to them, hell she might have met them, or could by accident] so yeah, being all star struck must be kept down to a minimum, perferably while talking to them, during other times i must go on with my life.

speaking of my life [a.k.a. Beverly Galindo] she was much more awake today, we had a good talk, and being as i didn't do any stupid shit tonight [a few people know what i did, and if you wanna know, PM me] so tonight i'm good, and Bev was supposed to call me now and she didn't i know she is sleeping all snug and cuddly right now, so i know she is safe and happy, hugging the stuffed animals i sent her, so i feel all warm and happy inside.
if she wakes up i know she'll call me, if not i know she had a good and happy sleep.

as for me well, being as basically all i have to do in my life is talk to bev and write my fic i think i'm going to watch some episodes of Doctor who, now that my brother got me addicted to it, i like the sci-fi one better than the BBC one, but the BBC one is the one i always find. really what i love more than anything are the Daleks, anyone that ever saw the show knows what i mean
in fact my quote will be a Dalek video
if its not up as you read this
please come back, my computer is pissy

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in the show they are bigger
i'll try to find a better video in the future
maybe after my comp is completly fixed

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, January 2, 2007

Reiteration.
once again, UFC is nothing like pro-wrestling, its mixed martial arts, non-staged combat. it is more like boxing than wrestling.
two guys enter the 8-sided cage they fight in, and then they basically fight using fists, kicks, elbows, and submission holds. its a fight between martial artists, not a play between actors. and even if it were like wrestling, it SURE AS HELL is nothing like WWE, these people have talent, and don't need reconstructive neck surgery after getting hit with a pillow like half of Vince's roster. no i would say they have more in common with TNA [they do share a channel] being as these guys are tough and entertaining, although i would say they do have major differences, that being as i don't want to see AJ Styles in a fist fight with Chuck Liddel, and i don't think Tito could jump off a 40ft landing through a man and a table onto an unprotected cement floor [TNA shot from the front and ground level, there were no pads, i checked] so as i said before, UFC is no more wrestling than PGA, NFL, NHL, or MLB.
i'm guessing i will have to state that fact every time i talk about Ultimate Fighting, but thats fine, i wouldn't be a crazy ranty person if i i only said something once and i said it nice and clearly.

well now that the whole uFC rant is out of the way on to what i was going to say from the get go. tonight is really going hard. i don't know what it is but tonight i'm just really lovesick. i mean i'm just fine with the distance between me and Bev, sure i wish we lived closer to eachother, and we could see eachother in person, but i know that will happen in good time, and i know its worth it, but some nights it just really hurts. and this, would be one of those nights. i don't know what it is, i could be a collection of things, Bev got really sleepy so we didn't have normal mutual "i'm going to miss you so much" uber lovey dovey fluff ending to are talking, she got to drift off into dream land while i'm going through Beverly withdrawl [as i call it]. there also could be the fact that i was looking up strange, and admittedly erotic things, out of curiosity on the interweb, which of course made me thing of her, and specifically the lack of her touch, maybe if i didn't have such an inquisitive nature towards adult things i wouldn't be all lonely right now. then there is the fact that i decided to act a fool last night and do some fun yet desperatly silly things last night [what i was doing would ruin a suprise for bev, so if you wanna know, pm me] yeah so being as i was respouncible two out of the three forseeable reasons for my loneliness it seems as though i'm breaking my own heart here. but in any case here i sit lementing how much i love her. its kinda crappy position if you think about it, to love some one so much it hurts, because really, what can you do, well really, being as i'm at a pretty nice extreme what can i do? i mean if Bev lived you know, inside the same part of the continental untided states as me, preferably in the same state, county, city, area i could sneak out, like the irrespouncible love-struck teen i am, and visit her, but being as that is not an option, i'm up a fuckin creek here.

oh well, i really have no right to complain, i'm deeply in love that i've come across a slight downside. i'm very glad i have my beloved beaner, and i wouldn't trade her for the world, so in just sit here bitching, knowing that it changes nothing, except helps me to vent my extreme loneliness. i'm secure in the knowledge that in a few short years if i feel this alone i won't have to bitch, i won't have to plan an airflight, i won't even have to sneak out, i'll just have to go to my room and glomp my sleeping love, kiss her and fall asleep in her arms, till then i just have to perseveer in my lonely house, till its filled with the joy that comes with having your lover only a few steps away.

oh the complaints of a person who has the greatest thing in the world
watch him find a reason to bitch.

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"...The days are better but the nights are still so lonely, sometimes i feel like the only cab on the road..."

-Train

please visit Bev and comment on her posts, thats really all i can ask.



HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, December 31, 2006

JD is happy.
Tito got his ass ROCKED!!!!!!!
oh thank you sweet Lord Jesus Tito Ortiz go0t the crap beaten out of him by Chuck Liddel! UFC is really delivering of late, all the stuck up ass-holes are getting whipped now. last month Matt Hughes got schooled by GSP [albeit after getting hit in the balls twice] so that was nice, and this time Tito got completly dominated by the Iceman!

oh it was nice, first round Tito was throwing some nice punches, but chuck was, like always, avoiding them well, then Chuck caught him with one punch, then steps back, Tito took like one step forward, reached for the fence, and fell flat on his face, Chuck then proceded to punch him in the face until he openned a huge gash in Tito's brow. at this point chuck let Tito get up so he could beat more shit out of him. as always Tito tried to go for the take down, at one point chuck just stepped out of it, then hopped back, prompting me and Josh to go "Ewwwwwww, i got Tito on my foot." then, as tito countinued to go for take-downs Chuck used his usual TD defense, punch you in the face, which goes nicely with his stand-up game of punching you in the face and his ground stratedgy of punching you in the face. in round 2 Tito tryed to grapple, so Chuck elbowed him hard in the face, then shrugged him off which to made me and my brother go "get off me greasy!" then in the third round, well chuck just punched him in the face until he blacked out, what was funny was watch Tito go to the ground, just not how he wanted, he got punched onto his ass, at one point Chuck hit him so hard he turned 90 degrees on his back, at another point he fell and emmeadiatly cruled up into a fetal position. and best off all at the end Tito went on with this big "support the troops" speech and cried, the "Hunting beach Bad Boy" was weeping, his voice was all squeaky and whiny, Chuck hit this arrogant fuck so hard he made him cry! it was so great.

now if only Royce gracie could come back, too bad him and Tito aren't in the same weight class, i want to see someone break Tito's arm. thats the great thing about Royce, no one ever tapped out, he broke their limbs too fast. and it sucks that he lost to Matt, when it was because "he wasn't intelligenty defending himself" when 1, most of the people tonight took more blows to the head than he did before the fight was stopped, in fact a few people even defended the same way he did and they didn't stop it for them. and 2, Royce ALWAYS does that, his stratedgy is "you hit me in the head until you get tirted and sloppy, then i break your arm." oh well, the past is the past, and i fear i'm boring you guys.

well i'm countinuing on my road to be in better shape, i'm eating healthier, doing more exercise, and avoiding my random and not good eating habits, like i had a craving for crunch bars, so i ate like a pound of carrots, because carrots burn more calories than they give, you could starve eating carrots, plus they are good for your eyes, so i decided to do a lot of carrot eating, and i'm working out every chance i get, and its all because of one simple thing, priority. i used to check and see if anything was one before i take my dog for a walk or worked out, now i say "one show after the shower, then time to work." so i'm getting better off doing that. it seems some people think my work isn't impressive, but oh well, i'm just getting started, i mean i'm going from complete laziness to actually moving and doing work. oh the road to improvement is a difficult one, but i've started down it, and hopefully i won't relapse, i hope getting active will be as easy to adhere to as quitting high fructose corn syrup [aka coca-cola] i think cocaine laced beverages might actually be more healthy to consume than this crap, at least coca is a natural substance, the stuff in dsoda sure as hell isn't.
i'm feeling better cuz a few UFC guys are in about the same shape i am, well accept they have great cardio, but mine is getting better, i keep walking the 2 miles drastically faster each day, so i shall improve!!!!!!!!!

well my beaner is talking to me now, so i gotta go, i can't wait till she's here in person, dragging me off.

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Forrest Griffin after losing via "not intelligently defending himself" in a big fist fight to Keith Jardine "the dean of mean"

Joe Rogan: so Forrest, walk us through the replay.

Forrest: Nothin to talk about, he did exactly what i wanted him to and he knocked me the fuck out! *Forrest walks out*

no fair, Bev lives in Vegas where they have these fights, and I'M the one that likes it, life's cruel like that.
oh well, if i'm ever there while there is a show going on i'm dragging her there. plus i'll make her watch them here too.

well visit my beloved beaner



HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, December 30, 2006

happier times.
well enough of my derranged rants, if i rant too much i get known as a ranter, and if all you do is rant thaen your rants seem less meaningful, and i need meaning in my rants or else what do i have? just insane amounts of unjust anger.

but yes, i realize that genetics can cause you to be fat, but that just means you have to work harder, "if something is a big enough problem you will solve it." ass i always say, my genes cause me to hold some weight, but i'm working to rid myself of that.

but lets move on. i must say, that upon viewing this week's episode of Gundam SEED Destiny via my DVD player, that Hiene's voice is terribly disapointing, i mean he just seemed like he'd have a cool voice, especially after i found out he was voiced by the lead singer of T.M. Revolution in the original version, but his englidh voice actor is just. blah! he sounds like he's thity and bored to be in the studio.
i do like the whole Shinn x Stella scene, i must say it was less of a wierd Cagalli x Athrun reuse than i thought, it seemed fresh, being as they didn't reluctantly work together or try to kill eachother, it was just a straight up couple establishing scene.
the Luna x Athrun theme is lookin good too, though i'm still pulling for him and Cagalli to live happily ever after, though i wanted that with Mir and Dearka, and that sure as hell didn't work out, i think its because its obvious that Dearka and Yzak were made for eachother [my favorite shounen ai couple ever] and next week has Kira! Kira kicking ass in the single best Mobile Suit ever, the ZGMF-X10A Freedom! i can't believe that Shinn beats him in the stupid Impulse, there is no way that it could beat Kira, i still hold that it was luck that Shinn beat him, stupid poorly voiced Shinn...

but beyond the Destiny rant i plan to dust off my 8th MS Team DVDs next friday, being as i've had the openning and closing songs on my iPoor for a while, and i do really like the series, its the Universal century series i've watched to conclusion, the other ones that cN showed i only watched a partial bit of, and i haven't seen a single ep of Zeta or ZZ. i also plan to watch all of Full Metal Panic fumoffu the last day of finals, in 3 weeks.
i have no idea what i'll do with Pilot Candidate, probably watch it on the non-Gundam weeks, but i won't lose interest in it like [as] did.

i'm now having to pay for a partial bit of cable, because the bill is getting high, and my female parent will not pay for all of it, and wanted to transfer me over to slow-ass internet service, and i'm not going through all that hassle, so i'm just throwing in some cash, its worth it.

and i'm now working a lot harder towards losing the little amount of weight i have. i mean my size is way inside the healthy range, its just that i, in my infinite strangeness, am obsessed with Asaba Hideaki of Kare Kano fame [Kare Kano, fame! thats hilarious!] and being as he is this sex god, and i see myself as Asaba, if he let himself go for a short period, i figure i must become like him. i must say for a non-GAINAX fanboy their work sure has affected my life, between this shitty novel i had to read called "speak" [absolutely the worst book i ever read] and [back to GAINAX] EVA i stopped seeing myself as a victim, and bitching because the world is unfair, and actually getting up and doing things, except whining like Shinji, or killing myself like Asuka. and then watching Kare Kano i identify with most of the characters, GAINAX really understands the teenage mind, or at least mine, i am a lok like Yukino, i'm trying like tAkifumi, and i want to be like Asaba, not matter if i have more in common with Arima.

yeah so my quest to be like Asaba will countinue, i hope that it will be succsessful, thjey say all you need is 20 minutes a day of arobic exercise 3 times a week, and i walk my dog for 50 minutes, i think that counts, and i do do 20 minutes upstairs with my punching bag and doing stuff like situp and warrior push-ups [easier in UFC gloves] so i'm thinking that my Asaba-ness will increase quickly.

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Bev: [replying to my comment on how dumb something she said was] fine, hmmmph, then i won't say anything dumb ever asgain.

Me: no Bev, don't do that, i don't want you to stop talking forever, cuz if you do that you could never talk anymore.

Bev: [happily] yeah, you're probably right! *cute giggle*



HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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