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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

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Friday, November 17, 2006

briefing
well, being as on fridays i have two chances to post i usually wait till midnight, but being as wednesday i could not post because of extenuating circumstances i could not, i'll post right now and tonight, but to save my stuff for the midnight post i might have to cut this 'un a little short.

well first off bev is really happy over my bashing Dafina, no matter how tomboyish she is, she's still a girl and she gets jealous, which is so incredibly cute!
she was jealous of Dafina, and she still kinda is now, being as i was so nice to Dafina. but she knows i'm so over her, and i'm sure all of my older readers [sweetkisses old, not sempai old] are glad that i will shut up about Fi-fi. and on the subject of inner-me, good to see sempai back, its been a long time dude!

well i'm still trying to mail Bev's birthday present to her, even if it is like 2 weeks late, i did give her stuff right before she left but i still think of this as her present.

i've been getting behind on AP and i'm outta Gundam SEED Destiny DVDs, and thenew one doesn't come out for like a week, so at least i caught up!

that is my shorter post

please pm me so i can PM you AP, i really need more readers [to pressure me intro writing]

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, November 13, 2006

continuality
yes, once again it seems like i'll just be dwelling on one subject for a while, being as it seems like a big shift in my life has occurred.

yes, it seems my paranoid beliefs about Dafina have been validated. Kitty has told me that she talked to "Fi-fi" and she didn't seem to remember me, which hurts in a way. i mean it was a suspicion that that was the situation, but i guess even i thought it was false. its good i got over her, its good Bev once gave me the altimatum of "her or me," maybe not to that degree, but i realized it would eventually come to that, and of course i chose my lover. yeah, the other day i took down the drawing Dafina did for me, some day when i was all mopey, it had a dragon and stylistic hearts with highly atistic swords through them, and she wrote "don't worry, be happy." i got it framed cuz she wrote it with shitty water-based ink, so i put it in a frame and put it over my bed. well i took it down a few days ago, cuz i was sick of dwelling, i now have more room to plaster anime pics on my wall. i did it before i realized she was a cold bitch, now i feel even better about it. lets see other things i did for her, well she was the first person i ever deeply loved, i asked her to be my first kiss [thank god she refused!] i used to buy her a bag of gummi candy every day, i gave her a Wing Zero SD action figure, i wrote her a love letter, i searched all over school every day to maybe get a chance to talk to her... man this is getting harder, fucking memories, Sora is a moron, i'd love to run into Namine about now, well lets keep going, i used to get up every day for the chance to see her, i always did my work and made sure i knew it so i could help her and she could copy off me. i'd stay up all night to maybe talk to her on AIM, infact the only reason i got an AIM account was to talk to her. i'd be late to class so i could hang out with her, during that time the school got evacted i was hoping i could roide home with her, and i waited after school searching frantically for her, and even after she said no, i talked to her on AIM she said i could have used her phone, and i really believed she cared. i never wanted last year to end cuz then i wouldn't see her everyday in school, i used to take the path i knew she went down so i could talk to her, and at the end of the year i cried like a little bitch, and when i found her she hugged me and said of course we'd stay in touch.

she fucking lied to me, i bet she just thought i was some insane fanboy, so naive geek who ACTUALLY thought she liked me back, i bet she laughed at me while she tore up my love letter, smashed the Gundam, and ate the candy while she coasted on my grades! that is if she even remembered who i was.
and the whole time i thought any day we'd get back in touch, and everything would be okay.

well it is, that lousy double-crossing bitch is out of my life, and i have a REAL lover, a person who loves me for me, an existance that is all mine, and that i can feel at home belonging to. i don't need false hope anymore, i have the real thing.
i don't have to worry about seeing Fi-fi's fake ass anymore at school, she is gone forever, and i have a framed drawing and a yearbook to remind me of my past stupidity.

now my days are spent sitting in class, praying thanks for giving me this wonderous being as a lover, and praying that i can feel this way forever, while waves of lovestruck pleasure wash over me. i can't escape the love she puts on me, i'm covred in it, in way too deep to ever get out. just the way i want it.
so thanks Dafina, for screwing me so royally that i can fully appreciate how good true love feels.

-Quote-

Me: i like Panic! At the Disco...

Kitty: that takes huge brass balls to admit.

Me: i like them same way you'd like a retard on a unicycle, in a sadistic "awwwww, he's trying so hard!" kinda way.

read AP

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, November 12, 2006

moving on.
yeah, so that little exploration into my past was fun, its nice to just vent, let out all your internal pains and beliefs into some vitriolic rant and let a bunch of online friends read about your horrible failures in human relations.

but that is all in the past, i'd like to discuss it further with the people that know the problem better, since they do read my posts every once in a while, i suppose if they never do it won't really effect my life in the long run, being as i've fallen in love, and i'm over my previous feelings, i'd like to have Dafina as a friend, but i've sorta been forced to get over her, being as she decided not to talk to me in so long. and being my paranoid nature i always think that it has some higher on deeper meaning than just loosing touch. a guy once said that paranioa is simply the human inability to accept that things are that simple. it very well may be that she lost touch, that she neither strongly liked or disliked me, and maybe only spoke to me because i was so enamored with her, she could have been pitying me. i also like to think maybe she saw that i would be stuck on her as long as she was around, and that i would never have a sucessful relationship while she was around, so she left so i could devote myself completly to my beloved, and in that case i'd like to thank her for all she did, for rejecting me and breaking me, turning me into such a pathetic broken miserable shit that Bev upon first meeting me pitied me so much, and found me so pathetic and cute that she couldn't help falling in love woith me, and for being there just enough that i could have a slight crush that my lover found cute, and for eventually leaving me and causing me to confide in my lover, and leaving me with no distraction from my beloved, i have to thank Dafina for all she did for me.

but the whole point of this post was to move on, and i am quite obviously dwelling, so lets move on. i'm really getting back into the PS2 game "Monster Hunter" except now it just got drastically harder, i went from missionsw i could easily ace to missions now where i'm getting my ass kicked on every one, so i have to get better weapons, except the only one i can get looks really stupid, so i don't know what to do, i don't think i can kill the new enemies with the weapon i have now, so i really don't know what to do, i guess i could try buying the gun weapon and trying with that, but then i'd have to get all new equipment. i really wanna get farther in the game, but at this point it seems like things are going to get a lot harder.
i think now i'm supposed to use traps and weapons and all that fun stuff, but i already run out of inventory space, now i have to carry all the dsupplies too?
sometimes these games are really bullshit
but this one seems like it could be worth it, if i put forth the effort.
now i thionk i should buy the stratedgy guide, that might assist me in seeing what weapons look like, and the correct ways to concur my enemies.
damn overly complicated game!.

well even though nobody asked for it i'm going to talk a bit about Destiny.
well this time around Shinn had to take out some huge weapon-type object, but to get there he had to fly through some long underground tunnel in the "Core-Splendor" its funny to hear Shinn string together exclamations of frustration, most of which were unintentionally funny, i mean i'm sure Van Flyheight, i mean Matthew Erickson is trying his hardest, but he really isn't doing too good in this role. but i do like the image of the people that the crew of the Minerva were fighting so hard to protect turned out to be dangerous insurgents, who ruthlessly execute captured soldiers, or beat them to death with blunt objects, and here is Shinn going "I'm so psyched i completed that mission!" it was pretty awesome to see Shinn killing other Suits with those imatation Progressive knives, and being as he had no projectile weapons left, threw an exploding mobile Suit at the enemy weapon to destroy it.
also i liked seeing Athrun easily destroy the Earth Force's Mobile Armor.
so far Destiny is looking great!

well i've still got work to do
so time to wrap it up!

-Quote-

here is my summary of the first season of Gundam SEED

Athrun: KIRA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kira: ATHRUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Both: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

x100

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, November 11, 2006

There is a certain irony in blogging about how much you dislike emos...
i just felt like pretending i'm P!ATD for a second and use an entire paragraph for a title.

but in any case here i am blogging again, because i guess my random tirades are entertaining, so you guys keep coming back, even though i can't visit as much as i used to.

well i've wanted to get a little bitching off my back, i've wanted to complain for a while, i finally confided in my lover, and now i will make it public knowledge.
i think Dafina scammed me.

i really do, i really think that for those two years i was being used, or at least her appearent warmth towards me was only a front. after the first year she gave me her AIM address, and anyone who knows me from back then knows that i was despirate i was to get into contact with her, but it was not to be, i would stay up late hoping to see her name pop up, but it hardly ever happened. and even when she did show up it seemed that she was unpleasantly suprised that i got on. but i trusted her, i wanted to believe she was my friend, that even if she didn't love me she'd see me as a good friend.
and last year i would wander around the whole school trying to find her to talk to her, because i wanted to make sure we would be friends, i wanted us to stay in contact after she graduated, and a few times i did and we walked around talking, it seemed she liked me, that we would be friends, i gave her an SD Wing Zero action figure because she liked Gundam Wing and Heero was her favorite character, and on the last day for seniors i sought her out, sobbing like a little bitch and asked her if we would stay in contact, she said we would for sure, and before that she said that she still had the love letter i gave her that had my address and other info, and that she'd mail me a senior picture, i've yet to get any contact from her.
i think she played me, i think she used me to get answers in math when we shared a math class, and maybe she tjougght i'd disapear the next year, or maybe she enjoyed watching me trying to get her to like me, i don't know what, but i think now she never planned to be my friend.
and for a while that hurt me, it made me really sad, but then i realized how much it hurt bev for me to be sad all the time, and especially over another girl, so with her help, trying to be strong for her, i got over Dafina, if she came back i'd probably be happy, but by now i've given up...

i bought a stupid yearbook just to get her stupid picture. god i'm a stupid fucker, so many people have abandonded, shunned, and avoided me that one more doesn't hurt.

its good to know that you were kidding, my worthy opponent, its just that you are soi fucking cynical and sarcastic, its hard to know when you are serious
same thing happens to me
but i think Gundam SEED is pretty good, yeah there were a few bad spots, but overall i thought it was an exceptional anime
right behind Chobits on my favorites list

well i gotta finish an uber-late B-Day present for my lover, so i gotta leave fast.

-Quote-

Shinn gives me evidence that dubs do suck

Shinn: People who don't know anything about stuff, really shouldn't talk like they do...

"Stuff?!"
WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!?
was there no better word?
"things" would have worked fine
"stuff" sucked

i'll give a summary about Destiny tomorrow
mention it if you want it

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, November 8, 2006

life.
yo Peoplezez, sorry for my strings of absence as of late, had another damn project to do, not as time consuming, i had to draw parallels between the lyrics of Hikaru Utada's song [Simple and clean] and the famous quotations of literary legend Henry davis Thoreau, yes i could have done it on ANY song, but i chose the theme from Kingdom hearts because i have the unconcious need to complicate everything.
and sincewindows media player is being a bitch i couldn't hear my music, sao i had to go to the public library and see if it plays, it does. then i had to make 33 copies of the damn thing, and connect to quotes to the song, telling how they relate, once again not terribly difficult, just time consuming, thus i was not able to visit you guys or update, being as i'm not the kind of person to make a message going "busy, can't update, bye." so yes, now that my next affront to all literature is completed i have free time!

next up is connect Thoreau to Gundam SEED, because if there is one show i constantly must annoy/try to get people to watch its Gundam SEED. now overall my favorite anime is still Chobits, being as Destiny is around i must reminisce about the original series. and no, my dear critic above all critics, i don't see SEED as a "Trashy Romance novel of an anime." in fact i wish the romance was a little better, i mean Lacus and Kira? That was just random as hell, i can see it now as a good pair, but then i was like "HUH!!!!!!?" personally i see the stories in SEED as one of the best i've come across in an anime, and exceptional for a action-based anime. i mean you can watch Gundam, as many do, i included when i was a youngling, for the "robots and 'splosions" but its a very intricate show, dealing with a lot of deep issues, i mean the whole mech anime stigma is easy to get hung up on but i don't think it applies here, if you don't want to watch the series fine, if you want to insult it okay, but insult it correctly, i know you better than that dude, you could insult it so much more deeply and painfully, in ways that would make me question my deepest held beliefs, but that insult was the perverbial "FAG!" the all-purpose insult. i like getting your scaving commentary, insult me better damn you!

well my lover is finally back, she got home today at 1 a.m., called me and told me too, there really is nothing like waking up to a blaring and annoying phone ringer, then hearing you lover's sweet voice, even if it was only for a short time. she called me before when she first got into tthe country and to a phone, it was in L.A. i believe, the conversation was pretty funny, here are some high-lights they will serve as todays quote.

Bev: I'm glad to be out of mexico, i'm sick of looking at beaners.

Me: yeah, like there are no mexicans in L.A.

Bev: All those bus drivers sucked at driving, i was afraid i was gonna die.

Me: yep, and you know nothing violent EVEr happens in L.A.

well i'[m glad my beloved beaner is back, i'm so happy to hear my lover's voice again, and with that i will draw this post to a close, i'll be working on AP today, if you wanna read it, tell me and i'll pm it to you

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, November 5, 2006

compy workin
actually my comp worked since friday at 2 am, but i need to finish my project for HotPants' class, and friday i had a huge fucking headache, felt like my head was going to crack open, and the computer screen didn't help, so there was no new post then.

but now the computer works, and my head isn't in excrusiating pain, so all your poor bastards, i mean "Peoplezez" have to deal with my cruel ass and un-Godly long posts once more.
do not fear loyal visitors, my sense of foolish pride in trying to get out of the shit-hole numbers in the rankings. 295, i actually went up a rank after not doing anything for a week. this site sure is strange, but fuck i'm sure as hell a member of it.

well for my little report in the alliteration of homosexuality [Gary Gaylord]'s class i decided not to do that trashy romance novel i was reading. for a while it seemed like there would be a decernable, and possibly entertaining plot, but towards the end i learned was in no way true. up until i think the second from last chapter it appears that there is a murder mystery about, and that it will be grant and awesome when solved. and its looking good, the son of a major general is gay, which while not illegal or unusual, is still not really okay for the son of a major political figure. so his dad has his lover killed, then commits a few acts of genocide, killing a bunch of people of the same race as his son's lover making it look like a hate crime, he even blames the explosion killing said lover on terrorists so he can cause a war that will disrupt and weaken all the major powers so he can overthrow them and become the supreme ruler of all the universe. but that goes out the window, the kid is just crazy, it appears his insanty is explained because his lover ran away, but its also explained that his lover ran away because he was crazy, the general that fathered this nutcase, though a target of his son's crazy and apperantly pointless, killing spree, the guy retires in shame. so in the end everything is either not explained or poorly covered up, kinda like Elfen lied [Kouta: you killed my family, i'll never forgive you... ... ... ... i love you, lets make out! *they make out*] yeah, its just terrible how they write off what was technically the PLOT of the story, though i realize, much like the concept behind yaoi [no point, no talking, no problem] [alternately, yaoi may have also been derived by the phrase "stop, my ass hurts..."] it seems the "plot" was just thrown together so they could connect the random, pointless, and confusing sex scenes. so yeah, after putting a week into the heap o' shit i decided to base my report upon a GOOD piece of sci-fi, Gundam SEED. so i tried all week to get my bro to fix my busted comp, which he tried really hard to do, but it still took till friday at 2 am to fix it, and even now windows media player isn't working, but its cool all my pics and AP are still all there, so i can't really complain. but in any case i put in a lot of work and definatly went above and beyond the call of duty, over-flowing the poster. there were a few set backs, like the fact that no glue would bond with the foam the big board i got was made out of, so Yzak's image and Dearka's name fell off, but i never got to them anyway, the speech was supposed to be around 4 minutes long, mine was like 16+, but i entertained the whole time, or at least no one in the crowd outwardly showed their boredom at my preformance, FruitBooty may have said that my elaborations of small details was boring, exhausting and unessacary, but i thibk i captivated more people by going into silly details than just giving some sterile brief and compact summary. those people delivered their speeches because they wanted na grade, i told my report because i love talking about the mythose of the sory, the characters and their complicated and diverse stories,, along with their strifes, relationships and quirks [Waltfeld and his coffee based obsession] and i think i did more with that.
also i brely used my note cards, i knew we had to have them because QueerMeister was grading us on them, but i don't need notes on explaing my favorite rant of all time. at first i was all mechanical, because i thought thats what i had to be, but Gundam SEED is a passion to me, so i just lost myself in the moment, and i really got into it, so what if it took me forever, for everyone else they would have just been more droning, but for me it was watching a ranting nutcase otaku bvabble incoherently about his chosen obsession. i think i did good, all i got was compliments.

well other than that it was all kinda boring
i missed talking to bev while she is out of town
but i can now
and i will

i'll keep on doing what i do.

-quote-

Me: See, i'm ranted 294!

Josh: Overall?

Me: Yep.

Josh: on number of posts.

Me: Nope, poularity, i'm the top .1%

Josh: thats impressive, yet meaningless.

Me: i know, if otaku was an evil organization i'd never make it into the anime, unless it was like "yeah, i'm number 2-9-4 but thats only because i don't care for the politics, when it comes to fighting I'M NUMBER ONE!!!!!!

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, November 2, 2006

Comp 'sploded
i'm at my bro's store
my comp is out of commission right now
i'll try to get on from random places
but till then i'm on hiatus
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Sunday, October 29, 2006

typestry
well here comes another post
i never really have much to say, but i guess i'm just so entertaining i can pass off random rantings as coherent and acceptable, i guess it is a talent.

well nothing really happened today, me and me dad didn't go to the movies, he came over really late, because he just decided to apply for a job near the theatre we we always go to, because it closes at 7 and we get there at 7:00-7:15 they are closed, he talks about about how when he worked at the chain of stores, and they closed at 9 during the week [7 on sundays] he was lucky to leave at 11:30, because closing time is when you stop bring customers in, you don't kick all the people out then, so i guess he wants to work there and be that old sage type guy that teaches the people how to turn things around and become winners.
i hope he gets the job so he can quit his bitching

instead me and my dad will wait a week and see "Borat." its a must see being as its so funny and offensive, and that sounds perfect for me, just like me in a way. but Sacha Baron cohen is a genius in comedy, i'd never say i'm on the same level, or even the same category as him. i really want to see the movie, being as it is causing a whole country to become pissed at a single guy, one guy! i like the leader of kahzkstan demanded an apology from Bush, as this was reported during the FEED segment of Attack of the Show, the host of that segement, Laylay Kaley said "and to anyone who realized that the comedian behind the Borat character is british, you are too intelligent for this arguement." its so funny hoe stupid politics get. Personally i'm glad that Bush can't run again, and that congress might become more bipartonsined, that way ignorant people won't have a scapegoat to blame all their problems on, i'd like to see what people will complain about when you give them everything they want.

well i haven't been reading the nipple rouge book for a while, i need to finish it so i can decide whether or not i will do my report on Gundam SEED, or the trashy romance novel, i think it is obvious which one i will do, but i feel like i should finish the shitty story, being as i already started it. i doubt it will be worth it in the end, but to me it is better to regret doing something, than to regret not doing that same thing. maybe that will lead me down a painful road in the future, but i'm pretty sure all choices lead to pain at some point.

well, lets see what else to talk about... well i'm still lamenting the fact that my love will be on vacation to mexico for a week, i along with her wish she could come up here and visit me, but i suppose through some sort of best of the worst thing she chose to go there, cuz her mom gives her money on vacations, and she plans to buy me crap. of course i'm happy that she will be happy, but i will miss her, good thing to know she's coming back.

and no Lytjuh, my good friend, my AP is not mainly yaoi based, i through some yaoi in, but most of the main relationships are straight. now if it ever gets made i'm sure i'd inspire plenty of me x Kit yaoi, being as that kind of utter dislike is often cause for gay love in the minds of horny fangirls. but hell, this coming from a person who's only reason for not watching Loveless and Sukisyo is that they're not dubbed, so i guess i have no right to mock yaoi lovin fangirls. especially since my soul mate is one, i mean go to her site and look at her BG, yaoi-licious!!!! and i picked it out, aren't i a great lover.

i'm watching [as] now. man was Crispin Freeman kicking ass on Eureka 7! cleft-chin gay disco shirt doesn't have shit on him!

now i'm watching Robot Chicken, its the one with apolcylpse ponies, i remember how much Bev said she wished they existed, she loved them. man she is emo-y, but in all the good ways, she isn't a suicidal poser, she is a happy person who just likes emo stuff cuz she thinks its sexy, i'm the same way, when i read "masque of the Red Death" i thought about how sexy it would be to have sex in the 7th room.

well thats been another brief peering into my soul
hope you enjoyed

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"Everyone has nipples, so why edit those out? girls have boobs, BOOBS, that is the difference, if they are gonna cover stuff up it should be all the boob except the nipple"

-My Beverly-Lover

-AP Comments-

Kit: I'm not gay!!!!!!!! ask Marane about being gay.

Marane: You can't prove anything, unless you have luminal.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, October 28, 2006

energy...less
i am tired as hell. i mean i am perpetually tired, but roight now i'm just wasted, so i'm updating an hour early so i can pass out on my bed, and wake up tomorrow slightly less wasted.
so i'll get on with the post so i can pass out as soon as possible.

well, i got a pretty good comment, saying "nipple rouge" sounds like an Athrun x Cagalli lemon fic. if i wasn't so utterly annoyed by fanfiction by now i might have thought of that, but now i'm dragging AP as far off the dogma of the original story as possible, i want to make it easier for it to be its own, stand alone story. [you could call it a stand alone complex, because nobody watches or cares about the show it is less and less related to each chapter] well i've got a lot of Gundam to talk about. i watched Gundam SEED Destiny, this episode wasn't that great, i was kinda annoyed that athrun could kick those Feddies' asses in a standard issue ZAKU, yep in his new Savior Gundam, he can't seem to beat them. of course then Dearka and Yzak had his back, so they synced a lot better than him and Shinn. i really wanna see the next ep, cuz its gotta get better, there needs to be more ass kicking, there must be. but i found out that i never even had to begin reading that trashy romance novel, if i had just asked HotPants he would have let me do it on manga, and i could have done the original SEED, which i probably will if this thing keeps going the way it is, i'm about 66% done, and its still just a plot used as a weak excuse to string together sex scenes, i mean i realize i write plenty of scenes like that, but i'm not published, and those scenes are just to develope characters, they are not the main attraction. i'm going to have a fun time finishing this shit-bag novel, but persevere i will. i learned of the Jimmy Carter look-alikes Manga-tolerance by seeing somebody did their's on magic knight rayearth, so i was like "SHIT, i should have asked instead of just bitching." so yeah, now i must serve my penance by reading "true blood" after that i will learn to ask about stuff.

i finally got over to my dad's house, i hadn't gone since sunday. i spent all day catching up on FMA and InuYasha, then i watched TNA. upon the conclusion of the GOOD Wrestling my bro decided to start playing "dead rising" he never did what i asked, but its cool, his game. seeing that game really makes me want to get a 360 and a copy the game, but that is quite uneconomical, so i doubt it will happen.

tomorrow my dad is taking me to the movies, i'm hoping i can just get him to take me shopping to buy something, i know its selfish, but i feel like i need something for me right now. i probably won't get anything, but right now my brain feels like it is gone so, i'm probably not thinking clearly.

i really hope to get some extra tim with my lover before she goes on her B-Day vacation, i really need her, i'm glad she wants to go now, makes me happy, now i just have to worry about myself.

well i need to bitch to my bro to get me ink for my printer, for my report, i have till fri, but still, i just want to get everything worked out. Gaylord says i can do 2 for extra credit, and i just might do it.

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FOR THE PRESERVATION OF OUR BLUE AND PURE WORLD!!!!!!"

-me [fri]

-AP Comments-

Kit: Fine, go to sleep, leave our story unwritten, irresponcible piece of shit.

Me: Fuck off kIt, i'm tired.

Kit: Bad typing and weak come-backs... you are tired!

Me: Duh fuck-face.l

Kit: just go to sleep.

Me: Roger that [passes out]

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, October 27, 2006

energy...less
i am tired as hell. i mean i am perpetually tired, but roight now i'm just wasted, so i'm updating an hour early so i can pass out on my bed, and wake up tomorrow slightly less wasted.
so i'll get on with the post so i can pass out as soon as possible.

well, i got a pretty good comment, saying "nipple rouge" sounds like an Athrun x Cagalli lemon fic. if i wasn't so utterly annoyed by fanfiction by now i might have thought of that, but now i'm dragging AP as far off the dogma of the original story as possible, i want to make it easier for it to be its own, stand alone story. [you could call it a stand alone complex, because nobody watches or cares about the show it is less and less related to each chapter] well i've got a lot of Gundam to talk about. i watched Gundam SEED Destiny, this episode wasn't that great, i was kinda annoyed that athrun could kick those Feddies' asses in a standard issue ZAKU, yep in his new Savior Gundam, he can't seem to beat them. of course then Dearka and Yzak had his back, so they synced a lot better than him and Shinn. i really wanna see the next ep, cuz its gotta get better, there needs to be more ass kicking, there must be. but i found out that i never even had to begin reading that trashy romance novel, if i had just asked HotPants he would have let me do it on manga, and i could have done the original SEED, which i probably will if this thing keeps going the way it is, i'm about 66% done, and its still just a plot used as a weak excuse to string together sex scenes, i mean i realize i write plenty of scenes like that, but i'm not published, and those scenes are just to develope characters, they are not the main attraction. i'm going to have a fun time finishing this shit-bag novel, but persevere i will. i learned of the Jimmy Carter look-alikes Manga-tolerance by seeing somebody did their's on magic knight rayearth, so i was like "SHIT, i should have asked instead of just bitching." so yeah, now i must serve my penance by reading "true blood" after that i will learn to ask about stuff.

i finally got over to my dad's house, i hadn't gone since sunday. i spent all day catching up on FMA and InuYasha, then i watched TNA. upon the conclusion of the GOOD Wrestling my bro decided to start playing "dead rising" he never did what i asked, but its cool, his game. seeing that game really makes me want to get a 360 and a copy the game, but that is quite uneconomical, so i doubt it will happen.

tomorrow my dad is taking me to the movies, i'm hoping i can just get him to take me shopping to buy something, i know its selfish, but i feel like i need something for me right now. i probably won't get anything, but right now my brain feels like it is gone so, i'm probably not thinking clearly.

i really hope to get some extra tim with my lover before she goes on her B-Day vacation, i really need her, i'm glad she wants to go now, makes me happy, now i just have to worry about myself.

well i need to bitch to my bro to get me ink for my printer, for my report, i have till fri, but still, i just want to get everything worked out. Gaylord says i can do 2 for extra credit, and i just might do it.

-Quote-

FOR THE PRESERVATION OF OUR BLUE AND PURE WORLD!!!!!!"

-me [fri]

-AP Comments-

Kit: Fine, go to sleep, leave our story unwritten, irresponcible piece of shit.

Me: Fuck off kIt, i'm tired.

Kit: Bad typing and weak come-backs... you are tired!

Me: Duh fuck-face.l

Kit: just go to sleep.

Me: Roger that [passes out]

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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