Monday, October 9, 2006

another wonderful day.
first off the top 500 can see what their ranking is on the member list, other than that you are in the dark, SO TRY HARDER!!!!!!!!!!

great... i just put a half hour into ordering a present for my lover, all cuz i put a 1 where a 7 should be in the credit card number, ay...
so now i'll be down a half hour in typing this out, thus i'll be down a half hour down in doing my report, then in visiting, and then i have algebra II/ Trig work.
boy do i have a fun day ahead of me.

yesterday was pretty okay, my dad dragged me to this town festival, which i was none to psyched for, but i'm trying to be a nicer person, plus the walking burns calories and not sitting around is good for my ass, i even resisted the urge to eat the carnie food, being as it is empty calories [bad for the body] and grease [bad for my skin] all i had was a big ass cup of lemonade, i had had 4 hot dogs for lunch. while wandering around i saw a cool[ish] sign place that had some cool car decal designs, so i can make my car look awesome once i get my liscence.
i also found another gift for my lover, so i made sure to pick that up, my dad looked at a lot of crap, but he didn't buy anything. i was kinda annoyed by having to walk slowly through a huge group of people and look at a bunch of craft-made crap i hated, but the chance to pick up a gift for my beloved, as well as to get up off my lazy ass is invaluable.

after that my dad took me to see Jackass 2, which was totally great, i mean we were in one of the smaller theatres, so it was a close-knit group, and the movie was the bomb! while watching it i realized from watching Bam how utterly dissatisfied i am with my own phsyiche and style, as i stared in the bathroom mirror in the imagine thetre i saw my baggy cloting as no longer being cute, but more like i was in a poncho. unfortunatly i don't come from a family back ground where i can just throw everything out and start over in clothing, so it looks like for a while my clothing will not meet my highest hopes, but as far as my body goes, well i'm working on that.

see unfortunatly Bev's parents are giving her less phone time, so when i got home i had a g00d hour of free time, so i just decided to burn some calories. i can't touch my toes, i never really seriously tried, espeacially because half the people in my gym class couldn't touch them either, but i want to, i really do, i want to be more flexible, so i did a lot of stretches, and i tried to tone my stomach and ass/theigh region, and damn do my theighs hurt, i thought what is was doing was working my stomach and lower back, but my theighs hurt a lot more, oh well, i'm sure i burned a lot of calories, and losing weight is was more important than building muscle right now.
i think my giving 2 cans of soda a day, and switching to onigiri for lunch is helping me slim down, cuz what i thought was tight before feels looser now, maybe its just me adjusting, like how i got used to boxers instead of briefs, but i'd like to think i'm improving, i want to get into better shape, so i can be sexy and drive the girls, espeacially mine, wild.

i know its going to be uber-hard to get better, i wanna try.

now i gotta get to work
thanks for reading.

-Quoting-

"i wanna be hot, i want to create lust in all those who see me. when i walk into a room full of girls, i wanna turn a dance floor into a swimming-pool."

-JD

i realize what a douche i sound like, i maybe should work on that too.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, October 8, 2006

And i keep posting...
i think i do because i have such great friends, plus i'm in the top 1% of this sites members, the top 500, now i'm no where near the top of that list, last time checked i was 310, wait now i'm 308. well anyway i guess if you think about it percentage wise, but if we were some evil organization in anime i sure hell wouldn't make a meaningful appearance, if one at all. God i'm self centered! but i guess thats a major quality of mine so you guys must love me for it!

but anyway may as well start talking about my day, because you all complain about my posts enough already, i don't need to waste space with pointless stuff.

well in any case today was kinda uneventful, i tried to get further in Star Ocean, beating the bonus dungeons, but i died, and the damn dungeon has no save points, so i had to start over where i left off before, which meant i lost a lot of items i collected, plus aqll the progress i made, i sure hope that damn bat-swarm was just a random occurance, so i don't have to face them again, cuz i don't wanna have to keep running away or dying and having to start over again in that dungeon, which gets annoying, i also feel like seeing Albel's ending, because he has the best lines in the whole game, looks like a girl, and is voiced by that god of voice acting, Crispin Freeman! yeah, the whole girl thing kinda evaporated when i heard him alk and i thought "is that Cougar?"i also like that Michelle Ruff does the voice of Sophia, so i'm waiting for her to glomp Albel and go "are you the one just for me?" then Sandy Fox does random witch monster voices, so i expect to hear them to see Albel's crazy ass and go "Danger Danger, Emergency! That guy is scary!" Then we have steve Staley does Fayt's voice, so if a girl disagreed with him he could pimp-slap them and go "WHY CAN'T I MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!?"
But then again Albel's normal ending is pretty awesome, he goes in search of lost comrads, and encounters the Lord of The Netherworld [sadly its not laharl] who turned them into monsters, he then then challenges the devil to a fight. And Peppita's couple ending is so cute! Fayt learning about being a circus performer, and saying nothing makes her as happy as spending time with him, when i beat the game that time, i was still single and i wanted to see them kiss or do something cute like that, but now that i am with my beloved, i can see what a touching statement that is, so i don't really know if a second ending with albel would be worth it, i mean it would mean playing the same game all over again, 120 hours, with the average i play that would be at least 6 weeks, and that is a very long time to be doing the same thing over again, but then again was a really well written game, the story moved me to tears a few times, so it might not be too bad.
one thing i alway wonder about Albel is that he lives on a planet with mideval level technology, yet he has a fully functioning prostetic left arm, i guess he knows a really good auto-mail mechanic.

but anyway me and bev talked a lot today, not as much as yesterday, but still a lot. but we sure had fun, i made sure of it. i won't go into details, but i assure you that we were both quite pleased, and when we finally did hang up we were both really happy and will sleep smiling.

well i gotta write ANOTHER damn report, so AP is getting put off, i really wish i could manage time better.

-Quote-

Me: dumbass.

Bev: I'm not that stupid...

Me: I love you for heart, not your brain.

Bev: *touched* awwwwwwww, i love you.

Me: I love you too.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, October 7, 2006

Week o Lazieness
yep, i haven't committed to full-time visiting in a week now, yet you guys still visit me. its the fuckin end of the first trimester of the first semester, gay-ass 6 marking-period set-up.

well i'm better and out of the whole "future-shock," mood, i normally don't worry about it, its just those damn consoulers, now i understand that line from Clerks "Oh yeah, my high-school guidance consouler's life was pretty meaningless." i mean what kind of re-assuremeant is it when they gather us all into a room and go "IF YOU DON'T DECIDE EVERY ASPECT OF YOUR FUTURE IN THE NEXT 3 SECONDS YOU WILL DIE A MEANINGLESS PAUPER'S DEATH!!!!!!!!" But i suppose all you guys are right, all i can do now is enjoy life, i'll try to set up a plan for my future loosely, but nothing is definate. and i may as well shoot for my dreams, if i live a meaningless life job-wise, at least with all the effort i put into trying to be a VA i could mock the meneal life i live in different voices and realistic emotions. Or like i said, i could work on the next IGPX, level disaster, i could be head of PR for an anime broadcasting channel, hopefully with a better ssense than current CN, or even [as]. of course i THINK Anime Network is good, and its on comcast's end that i miss eps of DN Angel and FMP, just like my DVR keeps skipping Full Metal Alchemist, so i'd love to work for them an maybe help them get a channel on aforementioned God-awful cable provider.
i'd love to work in video games or Anime/ELOs, but i realize its a hard dream, so i best to a lot of "research."

and no worries my devoted Peoplezez, i am not depressed, for i have my lover to keep my strong, thanks for the concern, O Rival of mine, but i am not emo, and i was never cheered down, therefore any level of cheer-upping would have to be medically assisted and totally illegeal, besides, everyone tells me to take Lytjuh's, and thats just wrong on so many levels, like the price and time of mail delivery.

well today i couldn't visit cuz i went shopping, bought a bunch of pumpkins for carving in the future, and found some great gifts for my lover, so i'd have to say it was a meaningful trip, now i just have to order the best present via the inter-web, and then wait till all saint's day to hear my lover rejoice in my gifty goodness. see, who needs the physical presence of your beloved when you have material goods!? [that was sarcastic, i really hope you knew that]
plus they were great presents, i know she will love them and even be able to have some fun with them too, and i wasn't even looking for them, they were just there, random presents are sometimes the best, though in this case the are just stocking-stuffers for the grand finale, which i know she will really love.

upon getting home i had already missed Pucca, so with a half hour left i watched my weekly instalment of Gundam SEED Destiny. i mus5t say that Kira coming back in the Freedom and kicking ass was a bit less awesome than expected, though he did have a tough act to follow, like when i watched Elfen Lied and Chobits at the same time, guess who won the "which is a better series," competition.
but i digress, Haro is the bomb. i don't care in he is THE NUMBER ONE MOST ANNOYING CHARACTER INH THE HISTORY OF ANIME, as often stated from several polls. i love Haro, he saved Kira, Lacus, Waltfeld, and all the people i don't care about, plus i love his voice and those funny sentances. like when the commandos break in he goes "won't accept that, i will not accept that." he even attempts to block Lacus's head from a sniper's shot, luckily Kira saved her before Haro had to die for her, but it just proves the talking pink robot-ball isn't purely annoying. Its also nice to see that Yuna is FORCING Cagalli to marry him, though Cagalli is really not the same person now, she is so weak-minded, where is all that idealism and self-reliance? Or is that what the Strike Rouge runs on and explains why upon entering it she chased Athrun like a love-sick puppy? either way Cagalli is getting on my nerves now, i wish she'd just shoot him, i bet Waltfeld could tell you she isn't exactly a newbie at shooting people. Next week is when Kira kidnaps his twin sister, from her unwanted marriage cerimony, in his Gundam. this is getting interesting...

well i talked with Bev for 4 hours today, and it was a really great time, we were happy, lovey, emotional, she made me laugh a lot, as did i to her, and towards the end we grew quite amorous. it was fun.

oh and speaking of that in 5th hour today everyone was checking out Bev's work, a picture she sent me and i printed out of herself, and rewading some of my love letters she sent me, somehow that invasion of privacy was fun, and led to some interesting conversations.

my Beverly-Lover you know you want to.

-Quote-

Bev: I've never done a stupid thing in my life

Me: *laughing uncontrolably* ye...

Bev: BAD stupid.

Me: *sweetly* No, just cute!

Bev: Good boy!

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, October 4, 2006

Day oh, Day
yep
i don't really know why i feel like i'm in a slump recently, maybe its because at school they started pressuring us about our futures again. i realize that i have to decide stuff like that at this point in my life, but i still hate it, i'm still afraid, it still hurts to even imagine it. i hate a lot of life right now, i hate thinking about my acedemic and work-based future. i wish Bev already lived here, i wish she could hold me in person and make me less afraid, i need someone to lean on, but at this point i stand alone, but as i say "all worth having is worth suffering for," so i guess its time to live the lesson, i'll get my prize in less than 3 years, but till then i get to play the game.

the sucky part is that i'm just not made for this future, there are no after-school activities i like, none, not one! i mean i'm guessing i'll have to pad my reseme, but i am at a lost of things to do, i mean i could be lazy and hang out at CARL [Composing And Reading Literature] but i don't really have anything to contribute, i'd be a member in name only, because i don't write poetry or little depressing emo stories for fun, all i write is AP, and i'm sure as hell not reading that out-loud, i guess i could print multiple copies so everyone can read, but i don't know if they'd care, or if they'd want to read it. i don't know if i'm even right for that group, its seems like there is no place for me. maybe i'll never get into college, i mean there are no EC activities i'm interested in, and my grades aren't exceptional, i'm no 4.0 student, around 3.5,6,7. i feel like i'm doomed in the future, well, at least after a year of being rejected from colleges i'll have Bev's shoulder to cry on.
at least i have my love to keep me strong.
man do i hate my bleak and painful future, i can't wait to have Bev with me, i really need her, fuck not relying on critches, when it comes to my future i'm broken.
yeah, right now i'm great, doing good in my classes, looking great, feeling great, loving myself, but its just being slothful, shirking off respouncabilty, because i have none.
i'm guessing i'm doomed
i'm destined to fail
but at least i'll have my lover to help me through it.
its sad, the two things i enjoy doing, writing anf voicing, i looved reading play roles in class, and writing in Creative writing, i mean MAYBE with drama and a lot of other training i could become a VA, but then i'd have to move to vancouver, houston, or L.A.
damn, just can't catch a break, even if i get my dream job i gotta move to get it. of course there is no dubbing studio in Detroit...
fuck it, there is nothing in Detroit, except broken dreams [luckily i live in Inkster]
i could be a writer, but all i like writing is AP like stuff, so at best i could make the next IGPX aka, massive publicity failure, and i don't think that pays well, coming up with massive failures. i mean damnit, no one ever becomes a VA off the bat, they're always REAL actors, and i don't want to be a REAL actor, i want to be a VOICE actor. i see some VAs are also comedians, so maybe i could go that route, but once again, its a once-in-a-lifetime job, everything i want to be is a lucky shot/massive talent job, i have no practical plan, i'm like all those poor people who's financial plan is winning the lottery, i suppose with how lame i am, with no exception vocational or intellectual talents a subpar job is perfectly exceptable.

all i seem good at is love, which i guess isn't such a bad thing, cheers me right up to think about my love, and romance in general, so i guess as long as i have Bev i'll be the happiest failure ever.

"We must stop global warming...
FOR THE PRESERVATION OF OUR BLUE AND PURE WORLD!"

-Me

visit my Beverly-Lover, she's back online.
please do it for me...

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Tuesday, October 3, 2006

   Muhahahaha
Yes I shall now post on JD's site!
In case any of you don't know i'm JD's girlfriend on he's site posting cus I wanna!
*Sticks toung out*
hehehe
tought it be fun...I have my own site but i love messing around!!!
weeeeeeeeeee....
yes I know I'm random and my spelling sucks at time.....
ok know i'm bored!
COOKIES!!!!!!
gatta go!
=^-^=

Ps: I like penis!
hehe
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Monday, October 2, 2006

enh.
well today has been a little less that great, i'll go into details as the post goes on.
well as for the good things, me and Bev spent a lot of time with eachother yesterday, there were a lot of on-and-off calls, so basically the whole day was devoted to Bev, Bev and AOTS [i've got a lot of old eps stored up, i have to get back to seeing the eps on time] but when i got home unfortunatly Bev was out, and even after she was supposed to be back the phone was busy, for over 2 hours, by 11:15 i was heart broken, i wanted so bad to hear her voice, it was at that point the phone was no longer busy, but then all i got was answering machine, so i left a rreally sappy message about how i tried, and i really missed her, and if she could to call me back. well at about 12:30 she decided to call me back [i swear she's messing with me at times, so cute] except it was on the accursed cell-phone, and being as she wasn't even supposed to be on she had to whisper, and couldn't really be too flirty, but it was really nice to hear her voice, and i was able to sleep in peace upon our hang-up.

but once i got up and went to school today it all kinda went down-hill...
well first hour was pretty good, we have to draw our favorite Greek god or goddess, i'm doing Aphrodite of course, as i was drawing her head i realized she beared a major resemblence to another character...
Zechs.
Seriosly! the head and face look just like Zechs! then, being as i drew her in her magic corset, she ended up being dressed as Chii, so now i have Zechs-face Chii-body. then of course we have my inability to draw boobs, so first her boobs looked all abstract shaped, then saggy, now they are way too round, but they are the best breasts i can remember drawing in a long time, plus she is wearing a corset, and is the goddess of beauty, so inhumanly perky boobs are a bit acceptable. i am getting better though, i drew really good eyes, they actually look symetrical for once, in fact i got the boobs and and legs in snyc too. at first i screwed up the body length, i made the navel-pelvis area way too long, but i made sure to fix that. i drew a pelvis and i realized itmakes legs a lot easier to draw, and i used my Bishoujo book to draw a great skirt, and the Zechs looking hair is awesome too, i really wish i didn't have to color it, i suck so bad at coloring, i know i'm going to ruin it, i want to practice inking and coloring on bad pics, but it appears i'm forced to use this one, i hope i don't ruin it too badly.

second hour went without good or bad, but third hour was pretty bad, Lexzak is a great teacher, and all the guys are funny, but i realize that i don't belong with them, they never want to hear what i say, they don't care about me, i feel so shunned in there, they all laugh and tell funny stories, but they don't want to hear mine, they don't like me at all, i never really realized how painful it is to be shunned before. i mean there have been plenty of times i got the vibe that no one wants to hear what i say, but back then i wasn't this out-going, or the place was a cold, unsocial place, but here a place full of a buch of people who are all friends, who the teacher loves, and none of them want to hear what i have to say. its hard for me to be in a place full of activity and stay silent, but i suppose its better than feeling like my words are unappreciated. i just guess i better get used to it, whining like a little emo bitch solves nothing.
oh well, even an entertainer like me needs to know when an act ain't cuttin it. these ass-monkies are missing out, and i will havre more time to draw or write if i just give up on these pricks.
In Gaylord's, a.k.a. Lord of the Daisey-Dukes' class we have to do this absurd outline of the book we read, "Alas, Babylon." instead of a real paper about it he just wants so stupid listing thing that requires pointless memorization of things that don't matter, and we already took the test on the book, i really hate this guy.

well thanks to capt. Douche-Bag i may not be able to visit you guys til fri, but i promise i will as soon as i can.

i really hope i have a good on the phone with Bev tonight, i really need it!

-Quote-

Bev: Hi, i'm not supposed to be on the phone right now.

Me: then why'd you call?

Bev: Because you left that message, it was so sad and cute, i couldn't resist calling.

Me: Glad i'm too cute to resist.

Bev: You sure are!

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, October 1, 2006

knew it.
i had a feeling the majority of people here would already know Pucca, i was afraid everyone would know more about it and like correct me, luckily most of you either haven't watched much of it, or chose not to correct me on mistakes i may have made, of course its not really a complex show so maybe i did grasp the concept of the program.
on that subject it appears that good ole jetix shows one episode in re-runs a week, being as monday, friday and saturday, hopefully there will be a new ep tomorrow. i really do love this show, i mean its uber-cuteness is the perfect match for me and my likes. besides, i'm getting up at 8 in the morning, it better be worth it! i mean i shelped out of bed to see it, watched the adorable intro song and cinematic, realized i'd already watched it twice this week, re-removed my contacts and when back to bed till 12. i realize if my lover had been there she would have found me irresistably glompable, but unfortunatly i'm still by myself, so i had only my weenim to hold as i passed back out. i guess i think to much about the future, but it is definatly a thing worth dreaming about, its nice to have such a wonderful thing to look forward to. plus its Bev who told me about Pucca, so i know she'd watch it with me. also, its on at 8:30, and i call her at 9, upon which she usually, without knowing my previous viewing, greets me with giggles and kisses. life is perfect sometimes.

speaking of that i guess its time to rant about Bev, being as she really is all i have in the world. well i had to wait til Bev was free to talk, which was 4 for me, i must say that was a long wait, i was so bored, and i essentually had 3 hours to waste after my shower, biy it was great to hear her voice, not that it usually isn't, but it sure was today. we had a really great talk, we talked until the batteries ran out, unfortunatly the phone with unlimited long-distance in a situation where the time to talk is not ending in sight, the limitation is developed in the phone's energy supply, i guess i can't get a really good amount of talking in without literally paying for it, i wish my dad had the unlimited time on on his cell phone so i could just plug it into the charger like i do with my mom's, but i suppose i should be happy with what i got. but it really was a great time, we were so happy together, laughing, teasing eachother, being all cute a lovey, Bev being all adorable and airheaded, i just love spending time with her. when the phone died we were getting very seductive and i know if we were face-to-face the "do not disturb" sign would be up, but i made sure to throw in a lot of good, strong suggestive lines before the phone died, and Bev was able to find something to do while wqe were apart. i'm just glad she is so happy with me, she is always so over-joyed and happy to hear mt voice when she sees my number on the CID, and how sweet she is to me the whole time, complimenting me, saying how lucky she is to have me, and when she thinks she did something wrong how deeply hurt and afraid she gets, it makes me want to hold her and keep her safe forever, i want her to be with me forever, i just want to make her be okay. she is so valnurable and clings to me for safety, she is so beautiful in those moments, to me she always seems so strong, like my protecter, but that she can open up to me, that the thought of losing me is so painful to her, it makes me feel needed, wanted, like i matter, and it makes know that i have to make sure that i am as great as she believes i am, and that not only is it my wish, but my duty to stay by her side and keep her with me forever.
but i got to call her back at our normal time today. unfortunatly things got complicatec by my stupidity. see she had me call her mom's cell last night so we could talk, even though she was whispering and i couldn't understand a damn thing she was saying, plus i was so really sleepy i was about pass out, but in any case it called her cell, and tonight, being as all i look for is the area code i called her mom's phone for a long time, when i realized that i was so embarrassed, i felt like a complete idiot, i mean i was still happy to be with my lover, and she did such a great job trying to cheer me up, she tried so hard, she really is sweet. it didn't work though, not the deliberate act. after that she read me a bunch of women's mags, and i made a lot of cute and funny commentary, and just getting lost in the moment made me happy, even now i feel better.
get lost in the time you spend with your love, its a miracle cure for almost any wound.
i love her so much,
and she does such great things for me.

-Quote-

Bev: *reading mag* "I like tan blondes with self confidence."

Me: In other words bleach-headed fake-ass whores with leather for skin.

*Bev laughs uncontrolably in the cutest way ever.*

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, September 30, 2006

of Pucca and Periods
its a working title, and possibly the best i ever created.

first off i'd like to address the 4 comments i got today [which is fine, friday's post is a mid-term anyway]
Zeon is a military force from the original Gundam series, the military cry is "hail Zeon," so i use it.
Gundam SEED Destiny is not on TV, CN dropped it because somehow they found a way to screw up marketing Gundam... i have no idea how, i think they sabatoged it so IGPX wouldn't fail, and i did, too bad i liked both those shows.
i order my GSD from rightstuf.com, they are the best distributor, and an official one at times, i've seen them mentioned in credits.
And it seems that we have some Kira fans, i must say after Kira got all bad-ass i liked him, like post-Freedom, when all of a sudden he is like an ultimate weapon instead of a whiny annoying twerp. i can't wait to see him in action next week, because i watch my DVDs in moderation, and i like to pretend its still on TV.

but on to the first thing mentioned in the title, the show Pucca. Pucca is possibly the most adorable thing ever, this show makes "PowerPuff Girls" look like "Blood-Sport." its is just so cute and fluff filled. its basically about Pucca, who is a little 10 year old chinese girl, and she has a crush on Garu, who is this great ninja, she just basically chases, glomps, and kisses him frequently, its like this show was made for me. i mean yes the show has no plot or reason, it exists to be cute and it serves its purpose, and i like thinking that the two shows i think most about now involve either giant mechs with angsty pilots killing eachother, or adorable kissy-girl show. i diversify!
and the best part is that Chantal Strand does the voice of Pucca's best friend. so at one point, the first time she spoke, i said aloud "Lacus?" yes, and she has a pet chicken, perptually squawking and annoying, i often expect it to go "Haru, this is not the correct series, Lacus!" God i love Haru, if i could i'd live like Lacus, with hundreds of them just bouncing around being annoying. and Ching [as she is known] i quite skilled with a sword, prompting the thought "let us sing together, the song of peace... *no respounce* don't make me run you through with my sword!" and their swords are so cute, like little metallic sticks, that can cut through anything, its just so awesome! really, i beg you to veiw this show if you like any sort of cuteness, its on Toon Disney at 8:30 pm friday and monday, and 8 a.m. on weekends, but its in their anime block so its all anime commercials.

now for the opposite of cuteness. this is possibly the wierdest group of conversations ever. see first of all it started off with me and Bev talking about the "1 day period," pills. Bev reminded me that would require all the material be gone in one day. now being as we both viwed EVA is said "Wow! that would be like when Unit 01 burst out of the 12th Angel, it will rain blood!" i then brought that up with my mom, stating the way Eva's bleed, then brought up the 1-day period pills, idicated the delayed reaction blood spurt from my crotch area, then i brought up that would be 4-5 days worth of mood swings in one day, it would be countinual shifts "hehehe-WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAh-RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH-MMMMMMMMM-I feel fat..."
Then me and my bro watched a re-run of Eureka 7 we had on the DVR, the one where Holland rescues the volderak priest to save Eureka, we kept re-rewindin and re-watching the part where Holland beats the crap out of Renton "face in the bars! kick in the gut! YEAH!!!!!!!" Then there is the EVA rip-off scene were Renton kills all those KLFs, and they do the delayed-action blood spout, close up face shots of Renton screaming, and the creepy blood hallucinations, EVA homagy goodness!

well i'm tired and i wanna see Pucca in the mourning so i'm logging out [unlike Tsucasa or Rena, or Sora, i can!]

-Quote-

me and Bev trying to resolve living arrangements.

Bev: if i can't find a good place to live around you you're coming to Vegas and moving in with me, got it!?

Me: Me live in the same house with you? i guess i'll manage, some how... *cute chuckle*

Bev: *suggestive* yeah, somehow... *giggles*

-AP Comments-

Kit: WRITE MORE AP YOU LAZY PALE-ASS LOSER!!!!!

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, September 29, 2006

Friday's are good days.
Yensid, i do believe you and i are thinking of the same petting, if we are not then i'm really in trouble, i'll grow up to be Miroku!

but anyway, enough of my demented fantasies, i shall now get on with the post.
Senpai, a fem-lez would be the "girl lesbian," i look like a efeminent lesbian. but i love my hair, its so cute, and i look even better with my pink sunglasses. its nice to be self centered, its fun to look in the mirror and be amazed how great you are. i mean yeah i have a little work to do but the frame work is there. what i hate the most right now is my body hair, i really want to be smooth and silky, besides the under-brush, it shall be my island of body hair. but until i have a woman's touch i'll be forced to endure my hairy curse. damned genes, i got good skin but not good calorie absorbtion or hair distribution, but oh well, i'm also pretty. i feel like Apollo, he was the most beautiful god, not handsome, beautiful. now i just need to make the body match the face and cleaning habits. i don't know, ladies, what do you think i should make great tight first, stomach, chest or ass? i need to know what is most important by the general female species. i got my scented lotion today its... grape fruit scented. yeah, its a wierd scent but its all that was available so i guess i gotta smell like pink grape fruit.
i really wish Bev was here, i know she'd have me lookin even better than i am now, not only could she give me advice, but she could also help me with other body maintanence, teach me how to shave and do it in the mean time, plus i could muooch off her stuff, like body glitter. plus she could always get my cuter by leaving her marks on me, nice glossy lip mark on my cheek or evidence of how much she sucks on my neck.
but alas i dream the impossible dream, and since i don't have Mu La Flaga to make the impossible possible i must wait.

now we have a bridge to my next subject, today was Gundam SEED Destiny day for me, and damn was this episode good, finally some insane one-of-a-kind Mobile armor in GSD, and i love when he grabs the Impulse's leg and Shinn screams "shit!" its just great to hear pilots yell things like that, plus the fight is just awesome. i love Shinn going into SEED mode, and going to school on those 3 pilots, taking all its beam-y things with his shield, then driving the sword through it's cockpit and killing all the pilots. i love the head guy was voice by Scott McNeil, so i was cracking Duo jokes.

Pilot: I'll crush you like a bug!

Me: I'll crush you like a bug, cause i'm the God of Death!

then Shinn getting a new waist and leg for his Suit, i'm thinking "since he jetisoned the old ones, does that mean they're just lost at sea?" then he pulls out those huge swords and shows why they are called "anti-ship beam-swords." don't mess with Shinn, he'll give you a anti-ship sword to the face! then there is just watching Eart Forces' ships shatter under the Minerva's main guns, or hearing poor Arthur get run down by Tallia.

Tallia: Fire the Tonheuser!

Arthur: Wha-

Tallia: Do you wanna die!?

Arthur: No...

Tallia: Then fire!

poor British guy, next time Kira returns to battle, my God is that going to be awesome! Freedom exploding out of a mountain side, Kira beating down thoser commando ass-holes. yes, i realize i'm rooting for both sides, that's why its Gundam, and why technically my FF sucks...
i just love what Freedom's G.U.N.D.A.M. stands for:
Generation
Unsubdued
Nuclear
Drive
Assault
Module
that is just so awesome, i never used to like Kira, until i realized that Lacus reminded me of my love, at least mamory-wise, and in fashion sense, plus they are both good with kids, good singers, and annoying... in a cute way. plus i love Kira's new outfit that looks like he stole it from Hot Topic, and the little dance sequence in the mid-episode breaker, so Kira is now awesome, plus sounding perpetually stoned is always good.
can't wait for next week!

-Quote-

the best line EVER in the crucible.

Abby: I will come upon you in a dark and terrible night, and i will wreak pointy reckoning on you!

nothing sounds more threatening then "pointy reckoning."

-AP Comments-

Foxxy: Stabbity death!

Kit: ju gotz pwned!

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Broke ass Scar.
yeah, first up on the post is i got my hair cut. i look really good, more feminine than i did with my long hair, the first thing i thought when i looked in the mirror was "i look like a really cute fem-lesbian!" i love my new hair, its the first time ever in a long time i liked my hair as soon as it was done! and the best part is that my dad cut the part near the center really short instead of just thining it, so i have a second layer that poofs up, and with the bangs so i look like a broke ass version of Scar, now i just need to get out my black sharpie and draw the markings on my arm. all day hot girls have been petting me, prompting a fun conversation with Stacy involving the differing meanings of petting. she being semi-disgusted [in a comical way] and me being jealous she actually gets to do it. we also discussed the perfect pet, Stacy said a puffin, i said "Bev, in a fur bikini, and a collar, and a leash." Stacy looked at me with the same expression of amazement that i could turn this too into a fantasy about my beloved, i replied with "Hey, i'd have a lot more fun with my pet!" i can't help it, i mean i'd much rather be on the collar end of the leash, but i can tell from her voice that she could be a wild animal, plus she is always talking about making me her "chew toy," so i know i'm going to have a fun time with this one.
while i was reading "the crucible," i came upon a revelation, the one character really seemed like nothing but a good wife, and for a fraction of a second i thought "but what i love Bev for is that she is a perfect girlfriend..." but i emeadiatly realized, that she is so much more, not only do i love her, i like her. she makes me laugh just as much as she makes me sigh all love-struck, she is my best friend as well as my lover. she and i work together on all kinds of stuff, she is my eternal partner, i love her as a person, and i really like her personality. it makes me happy to know i have so much.
and thanks to my rival for telling me what you told me over the lasst two days, its nice to know how you feel, and i understand and enjoy your negetive and positive input.

well beside that i worked a session on my bag today, so hopefully my arms will progress and i'll look more respectable soon, i need to work my body some too, i may do that later today, or friday, now that i look a lot better in hair i need to improve my body too, i plan to have Bev help me with hair removal, i just want the ole bush, other than that it needs to go, but i know not the best way to do the work.

and i need to work on my body a little, i just need to tone the frame, other than that i'm good. oh, and remove the hair, i want to be hairless, firm, soft and silky, bronze my skin up, cuz i need to be sexy! like i said, i will prove that commercial wrong. so far i use shimmer facial lotion on my face, fore-arms, hands, and chest, i use rain scented secret deoderant, fruit shampoo, i can't wait for Bev to pick me out and send me some perfume, and i need to get scented lotion for the rest of my body, i'm hoping strawberry, i need Bev's advice on what to get. asnd it will get better, i wanna get my navel pierced, two piercings in my right ear, and the tats i intend to get. i want to get it so i could put on a black skin tight halter top, black leather pants and charm bracelets, then let the drooling commence, but most of all i want Bev to lust after me. i mean i do perfer making love, but i do want to have the ability to moisten her under-garments on command, sure its a work in progress, but i want to commence it.
i do love myself a lot, all thanks to Bev, she really gave me a high self image, and i want to surpass her expectations sexiness wise, plus i just want to improve my body.
i love me so much, but i know Bev will always love me more, cuz she is the same way, and i feel exactly like that about her.

anyone want me to PM them AP? i'd love to have more readers!

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"Since these hand can't yet hold the one i love, so all they're good for is destroying those i hate."

-Me as i punch my bag.

-AP Comments-

Kit: Self obsession? like i know anything about that?

Draco: Good hair?

Foxxy: Cuteness?

Sora: Sex appeal?

Marane: Homosexuality?

Me: What a world i created...

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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