Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Beating the rush!
yeah, so today i got up at 7:40, cuz i had to get to my damn school to register. so yeah, today was fun! i got up at 7:40 , 10 minutes before my dad called me to get me up, and 5 hours before i normally get up. but i decided, as i had finally established some sort of normal looking concealer displacement, that washing my hair would serve no porpose, so i just sprayed on a little extra of my uber-girly in the heart covered container body spray, and my secret deoderant, and shimmering facial lotion, and head out. i wore my "it's a rat-flail!" VG Cats shirt, hoping against hope SOMEONE reads that comic, but NO-OH, everyone gets and laughs at the guy in front of me's "pop-tarts: Crazy good." shirt! *pouting* mine's better! but unlike most years were it takes like 2 hours to go through, it took like a 20 minutes, my frirnd Lada who came in like 3 seconds ahead of me, got through in like five minutes, but behid me, after like 5 minutes there were 50 people behind me, io just got in before the crowd. for some reason i got no science classes, so its kinda wierd. but oh well, i got a lot of classes i wanted, so whatever.

after i got home i got sick of seeing myself looking fake, so i washed to concealer off, and used my normal acne thing. my discoloration is almost gone, to the point the concealer doesn't do that much, so its not worth it. but i'm glad i learned how to put on make up, which is really cute, so i'm happy. i'm gonna keep trying to get better, but its no big deal now. i never knew it was this hard to just put on concealer, i'd like to say i have a new respect for girls, but i see it more as me sucking, i never say things are hard, its easier to blame myself. so yeah i've gotta learn how to do it better, i must master putting on makeup! i will do it! and after i master the makeup, i'll watch more Gravitation! and then fall asleep dreaming of my beloved girlfriend. i realize that seems wierd, but it works out fine, when your Gf is a yaoi-lovin, emo band obsessed, girl who likes to be on top and in control, my femininity as an asset.

and yes, we never met face to face, but we know eachother on the inside, and we have pictures of eachother too. so to me its enough, i will see her this next summer, or earlier. but i will see her in the future, and i'll be so happy when i do. but till then i'll be happy.

well i've been digressing for like 3 paragraphs. well anyway, being as i couldn't wash my lucious locks, they aren't reacting correctly, and keep falling in my face. so i pulled my shirt up over my hair, hell i may look like a retarded shiek, but a least i don't look like a preppy diclonious, and i can see. so i'm happy. plus i hate how my hair feels dirty. so i'm happier now, if dorky lookin.

well when i got home i was too awake to sleep, so i decided to train on my punching bag, and i hammer that bitch, i hit harder than ever before, and because i started using talcum powder, which protects my fists, so i had a good time. then i took to the stairs for 10 minutes, but i got pretty dehydrated, and i had no water, so i drank a half gallon of orange juice, which just made me tired and sick to my stomach, which didn't help.

yeah, i really wanted to burn some fat today, sense i had so much extra time, but it didn't help to have all that time if i have no way to help cool myself down and replentish my water loss. but i sure have more water now, so things will change now.

plus i plan to wash my hair, so it won't annoy me anymore.

i've been watching this new series on demandm ikki tousen, i have to say it is the most male-orient show ever, just hot girls beat the shit out of people, they all have big boobs, their clothes get torn off in fights, and mu favorite chatacter Saji's girlfriend pretended to kill him, then made out with him, then screwed him, then when ran away to draw attention from her, she made out with and had sex with her female assistant. so i think this show proves my manliness. also there are so many shots and camel toes that i learned more about female gentials from this show then sex-ed. so far they are always wearing panties, but the warning says explicit sex, so i'm waiting fot Saji to have sex on screen with someone! Saji is so awesome!

well thats about it i plan to write some Absolute Power tonight.

-Quote-

Bev: *voice breaking* Am i speacial to you?

Me: you're the most speacial person in the world to me!

Bev: *weeping* i'm so happy i'm speacial to you.

-Senshi jokes-

Chuck Norris counted to infinity - twice,
Senshi doesn't waste time like that, he's busy kicking ass.

-AP Comments-

Kit: i graduated 3 years early.

Draka: But you're an idiot.

Foxxy: Never underestimate the power of cheating!

Kit: damn straight!

Foxxy: Now shut up, you're interupting my Yzak x Dearka lemon fanfiction! Yzak's got the jungle love!

Kit: is Dearka black?

Sora: Call him and ask!

Kit: I should...

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, August 28, 2006

Poor Peoplezez.
yep, today was another love filled day, so you poor peoplezez have to hear about it.
well to start off my love woke me up this morning [afternoon], she has an 8 hour phone card, and she plans to use it!
so we talked for about 2 and a half hours in the morning, of course it was a sickneningly sweet, lovey-dovey goodness. she makes me so happy, and i make her really happy too. it seems like nowadays we really get deep inside eachother. a lot of things we say to eachother just causes the other to be overcome with happiness, i make her cry tears of joy so many times now, and she takes my breath away so much. we are so happy together. but she had to do her chores, and i had to take a shower, so we hung up early. she said she'd call in a half hour when she's done. well i left at exactly the half hour mark, with no call. though that is kinda expected, so i left, knowing i'd hear her sweet high pitched voice some time soon. so when she called she said she still wasn't done with her chores, she just wanted to know i was there and okay, so i told her to call back when she was done. which of course she did, because she just can't live without me! so we had another 2 hour conversation, in which we were very happy, i feel so in love when i'm with her, we both do with eachother, she gets all choked up, or her voice gets so calm and soft, so soothing, i could imagine just curling up in her arms and drifting off, getting lost in the love i feel from her. and she compliments me all the time, telling me i'm the best boyfriend ever, and that she will never let me go. i tell her how speacial she is, how there isn't a single person in the world like her, and that i wouldn't want anyone who wasn't her. she asks if i'll always forgive her, i told her of course, because there is no one i'd rather have than her, and that there is nothing in the world worth giving her up for. so she started crying, happy crying. its so cute when she does that. so we talked until the battery ran out, but we said good bye and had a happy hang up. when i got home i called her again and we talked for another 2 hours, in which i made her a lot happier. she got a lot of built up amarous intentions, which was fun for both of us, and after that we got even more cute and lovey, after all the naughty thoughts were gone, i'm so happy to be with her, i'm sorry if its all i talk about, its just i'm suprised how in love i am, and how happy i make her. i can't help but brag, or talk about it, because i'm just so glad to have it.
and, half way through the post she called again, and we talked some more. she just really wanted to talk to me. she was just laying in bed, trying to sleep, but she could fall asleep, i was on her mind too much for her to sleep. she told me her little sister took Peanut [the stuffed penguin i gave her for her anniversary] and that she wanted to talk to me, and have me make her feel better and safe. so we talked some more, and we talked about how great it will be when we can hold eachother, cuddle, and gfall asleep in eachother's arms, we we don't have to choose between sleep and spending time together. it may be years away, but its definatly worth thinking about. i can't wait to see her, i might if my mom takes her vacation late enough, i might take it during christmas vacation, or spring break [seeing your girlfriend for the first time on spring break, how fun!] but whenever i see her i'll be happy. till then, i'm more than happy enough with how things are going now. in fact if anythingm i'm too happy, i need her there to shower with affection, i'm just too happy to not do anything.

well, i gotta get up early, so i can register for school tomorrow, so i've goota hope that i think of Bev only in my dreams, cuz i need my sleep.
i also got a concealer pen, so i gotta work on making it work
i don't think it will help, seeing as main;y i wanted it to cover up my acne for me ID picture [even though they air brush it out, and the spots are almost gone anyway, at these points they're all just spots, i killed them all already] but hell, i'm learning how to put on make-up! how cute is that!?

also, thoughts equating me and my love calling me a puppy and equating that to adult yaoi is not sanctioned by me. but i have to say dogs, even puppies, are quite affectionate, and like showing their owners how much they love them, gay or straight!

also UFC IS NOT WRESTLING! ITS GLORIFIED STREET-FIGHTING! NOT SCRIPTED MAN-HUGGING!!!!

Between Bev and early sleep, no Absolute Power writing today.

-Quote-

"Fuck e-Harmony!"

-Beverly Galindo [Me: ♥_♥]

i love her so much!

-Senshi jokes-

Contrary to popular belief, America is not a democracy, it is a Chucktatorship,
which Senshi could overthrow at any time,
if it was worth his time.

-AP Comments-

Kit: Stop all the love before you corrupt me too!

Foxxy: *Reading "Mankind's closest companion"* i love yaoi!

Draco: God! do you think the clever synonym titles are really that entertaining?

Me: Avoids more copyright infringement.

Foxxy: this is much better than "Desireless," "Attraction," or "Light-Gold."

Draco: I wanna leave!

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, August 27, 2006

Puppy.
Ya know Rockinmuffin: i, along with my lover, refer to me as a cute little puppy. i see myself as one, i'm loyal, loving, caring, devoted, self-sacrificing, and obedient. i enjoy being my beloved's puppy, to just serve to make her happy, and it even serves to create some fun situations for me, she can teach me tricks, give me treats and take me for walks. i like being cute like a puppy, and i also need attention and affection like one, always begging my loving owner for more love and affection. she says she always imagines me as a cute brown puppy with big blue eyes, floppy ears, rolling over on my belly, trying to get her to play with me. which i'll be sure to do. i want to be her little puppy, and i'll always beg her for treats.

well now that that little bit of cuteness has been described, time for the rest of the post.
well today was UFC, which means i got to see guys get repeatedly punched in the face. but it also meant going over my dad's house later than usual, and meant no tallking to Bev tonight, i thought...
so i called her at 1 pm when i got up, and told her i'd call her back at 3, because i was afraid of going over my minutes again, she understood, and i called and talked to her then, and i told my weeny dog to watch the door for when my dad got here, before i went Bev told me to call her as soon as i got to my dad's house. so i left and when i got there my bro was there, and him and his girl were watching a show i like, and being as i figured my bro would ask too many questions i decided to wait till they left. so i began playing Gundam SEED: Never Ending Tomorrow. unfortunatly by the time he left i had become quite engulfed in the game, and totally spazzed out. i remembered a while later and called to apologize. my dad's home phone has unlimited long-distance, so we talked until the phone ran out of power, i just layed in my dad's room on the bed, i expected my bro to bust my balls over it, once i got off. but he didn't, he just joked that of course the phone died, they do that if you talk on them for hours straight. i guess Bev expected me to let it charge a little, then give her a proper good-bye, but i spazzed out again. she forgave me for both times, and gave me more kisses and compliments then i think i've gotten in a long time. so overall it was a really good day, that even when i fuck up big time, twice, that she will forgive me and love me, and still think of me and call me the best boyfriend ever. its good to know that there is nothing i could ever do to make her stop loving me. its good to be so in love. i'm so happy to have her.

as far as UFC goes, none of the fights sucked, but none were really spectacular. Forrest Griffin Verses Stephan Bonner was pretty good, it was like their first fight all over again, went 3 rounds, and Forrest won. like Forrest, he beat Tito Ortiz so awesomely, even if he lost the decision, almost everyone thinks he won the match. i mean they gave it to Tito cuz he finally got a takedown, which gave him big points, even if Forrest punched him in the face like 50 times, and sprawled and avoided every takedown cept like 2. and in the last one, even though he was on the bottom he stopped Tito's offense, and was actuallt taking it to Tito from the bottom, dominating, but they don't give points for attacking from the bottom, so Forrest lost. Speaking of the Hunting Beach Ass-Pirate, he has his work cut out for him. Chuck Liddel beat Sorbal in 95 seconds, by repeatedly punching him in the face. Sorbal went all swing crazy, so Chuck just kept his distance, the clocked him in the side of the head, to get him to look up, then caught him with a uppercut, dropping him, then hitting him with repeated right hands to the face, and the ref stopped it. after that, during his interview, Chuck pointed to Tito in the audience and said, "i'd love to take on that big headed guy out there." so Tito comes to the ring and Chuck says, "if you're in shape, come bring it." Tito says "i'll wait till you work off that belly first." then Tito runs out of the ring, guess he didn't want Chuck to knock him out like last time again.
And, october 10th, is Shamrock vs, Ortiz 3! its supposed to be a fight to the finish. i really hope Ken beats that wise-mouthed little bitch to the point of comatose. i mean in there last fight Ken just rushed Tito and put him against the cage, and Tito had this look like he just shit his pants, i guess he expected Shamrock to come out with a walker and an oxygen mask...

well today was all about love and fighting, how could it get any better?

i got home really late so i couldn't work on Absolute Power today.

-Quote-

Me: i love you!

Bev: Lotsa and lotsa?

Me: Forever and always...

-Senshi jokes-

Chuck Norris is the reason why Waldo is hiding,
but no one can hide from Senshi.

-AP Comments-

Kit: More lovey-dovey bullshit!

Draka: You believe it too so stop bitching!

Foxxy: Love is so grand, too bad love for me is so painful...

Sora: Tell me about it.

Aveian: I can relate.

Draco: definatly...

Draka: i cause pain!

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. its okay Peoplezez, everyone at one point or another thinks i'm a girl or gay.
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Saturday, August 26, 2006

Pointless rant.
the title that covers everything i do. i mean most of my rants are just silly and entertaining.
but hell, i aim to please. and i'm glad that all you guys enjoy coming to my site. and that all the new people are deciding to stay around. i'm making friends, which is good cuz i was afraid i was losing them.
yeah, my skin is pretty good, i just get acne on like my chin/mouth area. which is sorta unsightly, but the discoloration is seeming to fade, and now that i'm back on my pill the outbreaks will slow down. i wanted to see if it helped, and it sure as hell did. nature's cure works really well. i remember while i was on it i maybe got one pimple a month. i mean the biggest thing i bitch about now is that the discoloration from the last zit isn't gone before i get the next. but soon i'll be back to normal. but i'm glad i got used to having acne, cuz now i won't spaz out when i have a pimple, for a while i actually looked like a teenager! GASP! i guess its just how girly i am, i see models my age with no acne,or just normal people, and think why isn't my skin that clear? i forget about the dudes i see in school who's faces are much worse off than mine. but i never disliked those people or anything, i don't really see acne as looking that bad on other people, just myself. i'm just glad that the healing begins now, that hopefully everything gets better. but even if it doesn't i've grown to love myself, even if my skin does get bad, i still think i look good, and i know no matter what Bev will love me, so all i lose is vanity.
besides, thje acne makes me look more mature, i won't mind looking childish and cute again, but till then i look older!

yeah, i could never pull of emo, i'm too damn cute. cute and pretty, i can speak sexy, but i don't look sexy. and there's no such thing as a cute pretty emo. but i do plan to let Bev make me over when she gets the chance, i really can't wait for it, and whenever it happens i'll be sure to post pictures, but i doubt any picture where Bev is around, that i'll be wearing just my make-up. but hell, whats a better accessory that some lip-gloss prints of your Girlfriend's lips on your face?
though i think that will add to my cuteness, not subtract from it.
but i can't help being cute, my huge ice blue puppy-dog eyes, so bright and happy, my pouty lips, my poofy hair, which i part down the middle, and my cute little freckles on my cheeks. even my attempt at looking better by sporting the Kaji stubble only makes me look cuter, now i look like a chibi-Wolverine. i do!!!! i already come in SD! but i guess i'm thin and pale enough to be emo. i wanna tan, i just have nothing to do outside. thats why i'm so looking forward, well one of the reasons, of why i can't wait to live with Bev, is that she doesn't let me bitch. if i say i wanna tan, she'll drag my ass outside, and being as we are in love, there are plenty of things to do outside togther.
i remember all this [almost last] school year i kept thinking that i'd see Bev this summer, and how sad i'd be if i didn't. but now that its zero hour, and the mission is pretty much as aborted as it can get, unless i reached inside my head and poured saline acid on that dream [YAY! morbid pro-life humor!] and i don't feel that bad. i think i've just grown more emotionally mature, and that my highest dreams aren't just seeing her, its marrying and starting a family with her, so who gives a shit if i see her this year or next year, the fact is that i wake up everyday knowing that there is somebody who loves me. that i'm not alone, or unwanted, that there is a person who's greatest wish is to wake up in that same bed, and not let me get out of it, or her arms.
to know i'm loved
wanted
valuable
worthy
cute
loveable
pretty
desired
to know that i found the one just for me,
now i am truly happy. [why didn't i get a series of books involving a strange bunny-like thing telling me about my past and my goal in life?]

so maybe my site hasn't changed
but i love it just the way it is
i still just speak my mind
and i'm glad i'm accepted for it.

i probably won't work on Absolute Power its 95% done, but i need to do some exercise.

-quote-

"this is love, wanna know what love is? this is love, the other night i was sitting on my couch with my girlfriend, and we were jokin around, and i tried to fart, and i shit my pants. so my girlfriend just sits there knowing what i did, busting my balls and laughing with me about it."

- Robert Kelly [the comedian, not the pedaphile]

quite true, i've told my Beverly all kiinds of horrible, disgusting, embarassing stories involving bathroom mishaps, and she just reassures me that its okay, and commends me for my bravery in telling her this kinda stuff.

-Senshi jokes-

Chuck Norris is so fast, he can run around the world and punch himself in the back of the head,
Senshi doesn't waste time like that, he just standing drop kicks Chuck in the face.

-AP Comments-

Marane: i made your ass really well Sylven, it feels really good down there!

Sylven: *face flushed, voice pained, brow dripping with sweat* Yeah, thanks for the hightened sensitivity!

Marane: Had to make it fun for both of us!

Foxxy: *not a drop of sweat on her* this is really hot! i need to get some water, before i get dehydrated.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Friday, August 25, 2006

Fem-fatale.
sad, but that is actually the roll i play in life. i'm that uber-girly pretty-boy who can beat the living shit out of of your ass, then wonders if his is fat.
and i love that roll, i love being me. i mean, i used to dream of having fangirls, and i thought about what i'd have to change to get them, no i realized i just have to be me. i've always wanyed to be more feminine, i always liked love, hearts, flowers, pink, foil lettering and glitter on shirts and other clothing. i always wanted to paint my nails, and wear make up, to some level. i always likes guy liner, and the idea of war paint, or the ancient japanese warriors trying to make themselves look and smell as beautiful as possible before battle. sure, most of those guys were butt-buddies, but that is inconsequencial. secretly i always wanted to wear ice blue [my eye color] shimmer eye shadow. i think if i did it i'd probably decide i didn't like it, but in my mind it seems like a good idea. but i dfefinatly will try the concealer, i would just use it if i wanted to feel pretty! i know it clogs your pores, i mean what kinda pretty boy would i be if i didn't know that? thats why i expholiate, i use facial cleanser, facial moisterizer, an estringent, i take an acne fighting pill, i sit in the shower in the steam to open my pores up. i take good care of my skin, and i'll make sure to once i use concealer too, i just want to look extra speacial pretty sometimes, probably just outside, once i'm home i'll take it off.
i'm very happy for the advice, i'll make good use of it. and i really do wanna dress more emo, but i want Bev to help me with that, so once she is around to give me a make-over, you'll see emo-JD! now able to justify his bitching, whining, and self-righteous ranting!
yeah, so as of now i'm just pretty, but i do want a bit of emo style. but i will never have the emo-bang, my hair will always be pretty, and there is no way in hell i'll have an emo-bang. i will shave my head bald before i have that. also, if my hair is getting dyed black, or i'm wearing eyeliner and shit, i'm tanning, no way will i be pale and in all black, uber-ugly!
also, i draw the line at lipstick, i will never wear it, though, maybe, and this is a big fuckin maybe, i might wear gloss, if Bev wants me to, because most of all, i wanna look hot to her.

but seriously, i can fight good. i fuckin irish, fighting's my blood! as well as drinkin, i do do drink when i'm unhappy, i just drink water, tea, and juice, because i wanna stay slim and sexy, and alcohol has a lotta empty carbs.

well today my dad offered to take me to Saline and get the LaGOWE for me for free. see Saline is right by the colledges, so there are lotsa people my bro and Senpai's age! [Senpai and my older brother are almost the same age... my brother is old!] but i digress [a lot] being as liberal arts douche bags are all around there, there are import stores all over, the one i go to Wall of fame has a really good supply of anime and sports stuff, so if you ever thought, "i need a Freedom Gundam, Rock Village headband, autographed hockey jersey and a replica NASCAR stock car, but i just want to go to one place..." this is the right place to go, they do most their buisness through the mail anyway, so feel free to order online.
but unfortunatly for me he cares more about those mail order people then me. i said i was looking for a LaGOWE, and he told me he was out, he has one "LEGO" left, but he's about to mail it.
why did he say that? why doesn't just say he's out? instead he tells me "you drove 50 miles here, but you're not as important as this guy in Buttfuck, Eygpt." he has a bad habit of not updating his site, so its not like the person would know he was out, he'll get another shipping in two weeks, thats within the 2-6 weeks you allow for shipping, it annoys me that'd he diss me to his face, so i just left he to pronounce Mobile Suits names poorly. he can have his Charr's Zackoo, his Goo-ize-ees and Goo-ize-ees R, and his strike rogues [can't admit its a pink Gundam, called "Rouge"]
well, i'll get my LaGOWE eventually, and Gundam SEED Destiny DVD 3.
till then i have episodes of Gravitation on demand and my Gundam SEED Destiny DVD 2.

Absolute Power 18 is 75% done!

-Quote-

Me: I like genetic engineering in fetuses.

Dad: Why?

Me: because i want a coordinator! i'm sick of all these naturals wandering around. i will name him Kira, or Dearka! but then i would have to worry about Blue Cosmos attacking my house.

the sad thing is my dad understands these conversations.

-Senshi jokes-

When Senshi goes to sleep every night, he checks his closet for Chuck Norris,
because he knows any day now Chuck Norris wll come out of the closet...

-AP Comments-

Marane: Now that your ass is clean Sylven *inserting himself* let me dirty it up again*

Sylven: Slow... *straining, breathing hard* a very slow death for you!!

Foxxy: *mouth watering* i love watching poor Sylven get raped, he's so sexy, espeacially in yaoi!

Kit: I'm so lucky all he wants to do is KILL me...

Aveian: Marane's the gay one.

Kit: i'd rather die then do that.

Aveian: Sure he feels the same way.

Kit: Got a point there...

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, August 24, 2006

Belated Anniversary of THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!
Believe me, the title is a lot better if you're me saying it out loud! in that case its hilarious, witty and cool. but probably to everyone else its just stupid.
but in any case my beloved's package to me came here today. i must say she got me much cuter stuff.
a beanie-baby bear holding a heart that says "cutie," a journal with kisses and lipstick tubes all over the cover and each page. colored mechanical pencils, cute baseball cap she customized for me that says "i love u," the "i" and "u" are in heart patches she sewed on, and "love" is in little red stones with fancy hearts around it in white stones, on the bottom she wrote "to my cute puppy," in hot glue with a pink heart patch with holographic hearts inside. yeah my GF Bedazzled a hat for me, she is so sweet. she also got me a cute pink stone heart, which i meant to symobize love. she also got me this cute squeaky fox head and long taily thing, i think it might be a real fox tail, being as she goes to mexico a lot. but its so uber-cute, and it's my favorite animal so i love it!
she was so sweet to give me all these things. i love her so much, i'm so happy to be with some one as sweet as her, i really don't deserve her, but no way in hell does that mean i'm gonna give her up.

yeah, its a long distance thing, for all you guys who are new to this silly little world called my life.
yes, me and my beloved are seperated by 1100 miles i believe, from inkster MI, to Las Vegas NV, so yeah, the distance sure is long enough. but as far as how close we feel to eachother, the distance is nothing at all. we are very in love, and we plan to move in together as soon as she graduates in 3 years, and she plans to propose to me once she feels we can support a family, or if she discovers she's with child. but until then i guess i'll just have to lay on the couch while on the phone with her, sighing with happiness and hugging myself. its enough, but i can't wait for more.

and Senpai, i'm broke, i lost all my money in a freak cell phone accident, but my dad is cool, he watches Gundam with me, he even knows the Mobile Suits pilots, and characters, he watched all of SEED with me, as well as Wing, he even defends anime to other people his age. my father. the 60 year old otaku. oh yeah, if he misses an episode of Naruto, InuYasha, Yu Yu Hakusho, Gundam, or any other anime we watch he asks me what happens, and even looks forward to anime night every saturday.

so yeah, i have no probelem hitting my dad up for money, i guess it helps i have no sense of shame about begging [like the cute little puppy i am! -^_^-]

well today my mom dragged me to the mall, making me think she was going to get me more clothes, but it turned out she didn't plan on doing that, so i wasn't able to visit you for no reason at all, sorry.
i'm realizing that i dress kinda emo, i just by baggy stuff, instead of skin tight, so i'm like a cute emo or something. also, i don't wear eyeliner and i have no wrist scars, so i guess i'm no emo. but basically if i bought things that fit me i'd have an emo wardrobe. Bev wants to dress me up all emo when she gets the chance, which i think would be fun and kinda kinky, i know i'm going to enjoy it, hell, i might even start dressing all emo. it sure would make my constant bitching and self-righteous rants a lot more apt, enh?

well till then i'll keep on being the same old weird me.
speaking of that, i'm thinking of learning on how to put on flesh tone makeup, like foundation on whatever to cover up the like 5 acne spots i have, is foundation or whatever hard to put on, gals, got any advice or should i just give up?
is it worth trying?
and is it atractive, or at least tolerable that i wanna do that?

i will write more Absolute Power today! no worries.

-Quote-

" i've never seen a pure world, but if i did, i don't think i'd like it very much."

- Andrew Waltfeld [Gundam SEED]

thats in honor of really wanting a LaGOWE action figure.

-Senshi jokes-

Senshi is my homeboy

- AP Comment -

Marane has Sylven on his back, strapped to the table at the waist, ankles and wrists. Marane is now treating his own tongue like toliet paper, cleaning out Sylven's already emaculate ass.

Sylven: *blushing, breathing hard and sweating* This makes no sense, i don't even have an asshole anymore. plus, not matter if you jusat went or not, the ass is always dirty.

Marane: *between determined, pleasured licks* 1. i could have washed you before, 2. yaoi plots don't have to make sense. just enjoy the free cleaning session. *crawls forward and deeply kisses him*

Sylven: I'd throw up right now if i had organs.

Foxxy: *watching on TV* I love these two.

All the guys: *vomiting uncontrolably*

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Anniversary recap.
yepness,
tis been a year now, and i must say that is has been quite a good one. i mean if think about how i was a year ago, and how i am now.
Love is a miracle.
and my beloved was very pleased with her presents. I got her a stuffed Penguin, a Dolphin bracelet both i got at that damn-ed aquarium] a Tomagatchi V3, and a gold bracelet with "love" inscribed on it. the set came with two, so now we have matching love braclets. i expected she'd be all love struck over the bracelet, but she was all excited by the Tomagatchi and the Penguin she named "Peanut." i wanted to get her this uber-cute brail necklace that says "i love you." but i ran outta time, sp all she got was that. she seems really happy though, she named the Tomagatchi "Mikai." so apparently she loves anime and nuts, i sure picked a winner...
but i love her, and i'm so happy to have her. i can't wait till we both graduate, and move in together. and i know i'll be so happy when she proposes to me, [because lets face it, i'm the girl in this relationship] so my future is lookin bright, good thing i got my pink shades.
her package to me isn't here yet, i sure hope i comes tomorrow. but whenever it gets here i'll be happy. i'm fine though, hearing her that happy is enough of a present for me.
so i'm happy, right now Bev is probably sleeping with the TV on, because she's afraid of the dark, and clutching the Hello Kitty and Peanut, because they smell like me, and make her feel safe and they protect her.
i was so happy today, i was all choked up thinking about how much i'm in love with her. i was so happy on the phone with her, hearing her get all excited about her penguin and tomagatchi, and forgetting about the love bracelet or romantic letters.
she's just so cute and speacial, one of a kind and i got her. it makes me so happy i have her, i never wanna let her go.
i hope i can spend the rest of my life with her.
and i have this site to thank for finding her.

well, i have $58 dollars, but i can't spend it. because i'm weird. back when i had a chance of seeing Bev i said that i wouldn't spend my money till my mom took her third vacation week and there is no chance i can see my beloved. so now even though no matter what i can't go see her, but still i don't feel right spending anything. i really wanna get my LaGOWE Mobile Suit In Action and Gundam SEED Destiny DVD 3, but i feel wrong spending my money, and i have no idea when my mom will take her damn vacation. my dad acted like he would buy the LaGOWE but, not knowing my kooky-crazy rules, just gave me the money. so now i have a buncha money i can't spend. i tried to get him to let me pay him back later, but he's broke too. so i guess i'll just have to wait it out. like my dad said, i'm a man of my word, i'm not going to break a vow, no matter how silly it is. i'm hoping that it will pay off, or at least it will make me happier.

well, i know none of you watch this show but the episode of Rescue Me that was on todsay was so sad. it made me cry like 3 times, i'm serious, you guys should really check the show out tuesdays at 10PM and rerun at 11pm on FX channel. please watch it! the DVDs are out on the first two seasons, please watch! its so awesome!

well, i plan to watch my Gundam SEED Destiny DVD 2 over the 5 weeks i gotta pay my damn mom off during, cuz i found out i still owe $88, so during those weeks i'll be catching up on my Gundam-y Goodness. i mean the show is great, and i love hearing Reason at the end, its such a great song, right up there with Ningyo Hime. so yeah, i'm gonna re-watch it and get set for DVD 3 when i get it. i'm just sad that Reason only concludes 3 more eps past DVD 2. i'm gonna miss that song!

i have no good video game to play, so i'm gonna try drawing again.

i really need to write more Absolute Power sorry guys...

-quote-

"no sticking you carrot in the no-no salad!"

-a flamer on NEXT, NEXTing a bi guy.

-Senshi jokes-

Chuck Norris once ate three 72 oz. steaks in one hour. He spent the first 45 minutes having sex with his waitress, 30 seconds having his teeth knife-edged in by Senshi, and the last 14.5 drinking the steaks through a straw.

-AP Comments-

Foxxy: Merry Anniversary!

Kit: Happy Anninversary dip shit.

Draco: Happy Anniversary moron.

Aveian: Welcome to another year of misery.

Sora: You do her yet?

Draka: When you do, i'll give pointers.

Me: *sigh* Why do things always go this way...

Foxxy: *arm over my shoulder, patting my back* Because life sucks sometimes...

Kit: *taking the other side* Stay strong... pussy.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Anniversary bitches!
well, today was a day!
it was 24 hours long
and involved night and day.
well to think about it today had some interesting things happened today, so i don't need to just say random pointless shit.

okay today i ran into an old friend. well i'm pretty sure she wants to be more than that.
she started hitting on me a little while after i got together with my beloved, and i let her, because i'm such a stuck up douche bag, but after a while i felt bad, so i did the manly thing and told my girlfriend like the pussy-whipped little boy-toy i am.
but after then we became good friends, though she was hardly ever on. but we were good friends, and the longer we were talking the more our mutual friends told me that she was in love with me, that she used to be quite permiscuous, but she gave that up, thinking she could have me. so basically i broke this poor girl's heart.
so i've been pretty sad.
and today she starts coming onto me, and amazingly, i actually shot her down. for the first time in my life i actually resisted temptatation, it might help that all temptation in my life is online based as of today, but i resisted damnit! yeah, might help that my fuckin anniversary is tommorrow, i mean for God's sake, that would be like fucking a dominatrix then marrying her in a satanic ritual on Christmas Eve! yeah, so i basically told her not to, and tried to figure out how she felt about me. she kept saying she was just bored, which i thought funny because she complained that people call her a whore. so i tried to get her to admit it, but she just said she has been confused a lot lately, then signed off.
so yeah, i think i just made her even more miserable, but i know that i made my lover a lot happier, knowing that i now belong to her and her only.
so i'm sorry to all those my heart hurts
but you are insignificant compared to the one my heart heals.

speaking of that, right now is officially my 1 year anniversary with my beloved. and i really got a great gift, her sister finally doesn't hate me, so i can now officially talk about her on here again. though i have been for like what, a month? but yeah, her sister never liked me, and my love basically told me not to talk about her because she didn't want to get in trouble.
well i succeeded in for a while, but lately i began to slip, luckily now it is all safe.
i'm so happy!
now i can annoy all you with lovey-dovieness again!

well today i saw that Magnus i leaving, i'm really sad. there goes a great friend and mentor, i shall miss Magnus, but nothing can be done.

today i cleaned my room for like an hour and a half, see Bev said that she thinks the fact my room is so messed up is cute. but i realized my room isn't cute messy. there is a cute messy, clothes everywhere, maybe old boxes from my Gundams and Zoids, just basically big stuff. my room's floor is covered in little stuff, spare Gundam hands, Zoid parts, lego blocks, kenex [yes, i am the ONE fucking person who bought those!] laying all over, not to mention all the glitter from Bev's packages, and dog hair. but thats cute, those last two. so yeah i spent that time cleaning, at least i was moving my ass, while i did that i listened to a show about celebrity diets, and made myself feel fat [i'm so feminine]
but my room is a lot cleaner now, but still, you clean most of it up, but the little things here and there still make it look ugly, i'm still going to have to work for the perfect mess.
just like my body.

Absolute Power mission 18 is 70% done now.

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Teengirl616: i think maybe later im gonna go on my back porch and just sit in the dark and read...i hope i dont get visited my the possum that eats the cat food...
Teengirl616: dont listen to that crazy penguin!!! im not leaving yet!! probably in an hour or so

i have such great friends.

-Senshi jokes-

When some one asks Senshi what time it is he says "a second after." after that their neck and spine fracture and they black out. when they wake up they finally hear the crack of several stiff snap kicks.

-AP Comments-

Foxxy: i WANT Alex Shelley?

Draco: Why him, i got 20 pounds on him!

Foxxy: He can fuck a skull, imagine what he could do to a pussy!!

Draco: He'd probably video tape it and show it on iMPACT! as the next paparazzi production video.

Foxxy: exactly, i'll get famous too!

Draco: women scare me.

Foxxy: *rolling over onto his lap and chest* Can i try to terrify you then.

Aveian: There are other people in the room.

*Kit, Draka and Sora hide behind the couch watching anxiously*

Draco: Fuck it!

Laying down, pinning Foxxy under him, she giggles as he moans pleasuredly.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Monday, August 21, 2006

Continuation: Part again.
once more i will write a little about Snakes On A Plane, because i got some interesting comments.
I am not risking alienating my friends and fans over Snakes On A Plane, though it was good enough to, i even said, in my post that i wasn't going to push people away over the movie, i just tried to clearify the movie so people who didn't understand it could better understand where i was coming from. i'm sorry if i insulted anyone, but i was just eliminating the problems and misconceptions.

now on to the ye olde grapplin show. WWE Sports Entertainment!
and i think they were damn right to call it that, cuz it sure as hell ain't wrestling.
me and my bro seriously just watch this shit to mock it. because WWE is so fake its funny. like DX vs. the Macmahons. Okay, off the bat 5 male cheerleaders attack DX, and some how those two old men defeat 5 men in like 3 seconds, when on different occassions they're had close matches, or flat on got their asses kicked by them. so they like throw the cheerleaders out of the ring, at the cheerleaders just go away, my bro is like "can no one get back in the ring?" so then 4 more guys come out and beat the shit out of DX, throw HHH through the break-away announce table, so HH is like layed out on the ground. and in the ring the macmahon beat the crap out of HBK giving him at least 3 finishing moves, and outside HH finally crawls into the ring, and HBK tags him in... okay, he had to CRAWL to the ring, but he gets tagged, and boom he's all energy...
as Hurricane would say: WASSUPWITDAT!!!!!!?
and then HBK starts kickin ass too! this proves how fake their wrestling is HHH wasn't really hurt, and no finishing really does anything, because HBK took 3 and still came back like he was a fresh man.
also, Hulk Hogan vs. Randy Orton. okay Randy is one of the best wrestlers i've ever seen, and Hogan has so many fake parts, hips, knees, neck parts, back. i mean reverything on this guy is five seconds from breaking. Randy beats him down, and pins him.
now everybody know, Hogan never, NEVER loses matches anymore, and the way he doesn't lose [he never legitimently wins] is always uber-LAME! so Orton has him pinned, and the ref counts 3, bt then notices that Hogan's leg is on the ropes.
okay, that third count ios dogmatic, its like a judges gavel, it is supposed to be unquestioned, infallible. but the ref says "i now noticed that Hogan's leg was on the ropes, the match is not over.
pkay, thats like a judge going "on second thought, the guy IS guilty, death penalty!" IT DOESN'T HAPPEN!
that fight was shit.
then there was this brutsal fight between Ric Flair, and Mick Foley. Flaoir ended up with like at least 100 thumb tacks in his back and arm. foley took barbed wire chops to the chest, then got a barbed wire bat to his arm. and you could see his shirt around his chest was soaked with blood, and the huge gashes in his arm, this fight was KICK ASS! Flair took the barbed wire and was taking and aimind one pice and its barbs, scraping it across foley's head, saying he'll tear out his eye. but the damn match ended when Foley's friend ran into the ring, completly out of character, but obviously scripted, and begged Flair to end it, he was about to clock her with the barbed wire bat, but Foley quit to save her. i remarked to my brother "WWE sure knows how to ruin good matches."
then there was a scene where all the "Divas" are telling the new girl she's not one of them yet, all mean and bitchy, then all of a sudden they're like "no, we're kidding! we like you!" then the new girl goes "so was that my initiation?" they go "no," as they surround her, "this is!" then they take her in the shower and have this wierd homo-erotic water/groping/ass slapping fight. it was so retarded, i was expecting like a gang-type initiation, that would have been great, but no, just more porn.
and don't even get me started on the ECW match, there was a table set up ontop of ring steps, on part of the stairs on each side, so sabu goes to jump up it to DDT Big Show through it, but it slides off, so Big Show stands there, basically making Sabu have to stop, put it back up, then do the DDT, that was horrible too.
but fun to mock!

but the entertainment no scheduled was even better, some druk chick got up on the stage infront of the screen and started dancing, now there are stairs to the stage, and its a 3 foot drop on the other side, so she's a-dancin', and she decideds to get down, and does a 3 foot face plant. the bouncers pick her up, at take her on the tour of the theatre, because there's only one door and she fell on the other side, so she got paraded before everyone. so as we exit we see two groups of exibitionists. one group did a F5, Stunner, RKO, T-Bone Suplex, asnd Power-bomb. the other group did Hurricanranas a lot, and other twisty TNA moves, the one guy ran up, did a 360 rotation, landed back on his feet, the other guy did a 360 into a hurricanrana, so one of the other groups members said "Damn! That some TNA shit! you do a Canadian Destroyer and we can go home!" the other guy said "Canadian destroyer is too hard, we're workin on doing that later.

gotta work on Absolute Power hope to get some done tonight

-Quote-

Jim Ross: Big Show just hit an Extreme ChokeSlam!

Me: Yeah! X-TREME! It feels like some one took a tray of cookies, and ChokeSlamed them up your ass!!!!!!!!!!

-Senshi jokes-

Contrary to popular belief, the quickest way to a man's heart is not Chuck Norris's fist,
its your ribs after Senshi breaks them with a Warrior's Way.

-AP Comments-

Kit: wow, the WWE writers write even worse than you!

Me: thats why i love TNA.

Foxxy: i love porn! Oh, Sylven is om top! i bet Marane's ass is gonna hurt in the morning!

Kit: Hey, iMPACT! is one! *turns channel* TNA! TNA! TNA!

Foxxy: *snarling* if you wanna live... bring the yaoi back! *normal* wait, its pro-wrestling, close enogh. *cute giggle*

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sunday, August 20, 2006

New Saga, i guess.
well, being as everyone has a lotta comments on Snakes On A Plane.
so i guess i'm beginning a Snakes On A Plane Saga.
but nothing better than this to devote a Saga to.

First off, my Snakes On A Plane rant was based off of MANY people complaining about Snakes On A Plane, not a single one. so to anyone who believes that they are the sole reason for my Snakes On A Plane themed rants, and i'm sure many of you believed that, you are not alone, and you give yourself too much credit.

the Snakes are not on drugs, THEY'RE OPN A MOTHERFUCKIN PLANE! there is a chemical used to make the snakes attack prompting Samuel L. Jackson to go "Snakes On Crack!?" but they are not actually on crack, whoever replaced Carson Dailey on TRL is a misguided fool, and i have my own fueds with TRL, and especially the fans in the audience, but thats a fight for another time.
anyway, for the last time there are no plot holes, the movie is solid. and it is a good movie to begin with, but the best part of all is the other fans, its much more a THEATER experience, not just a MOVIE experience [i thank SomeGuy for that explaination] so i really suggest seeing the movie. but its not my place to be evangelizing, though i do enjoy doing it. because when you do preach, you create two things, followers and enemies, and i'm already losing Peoplezez. so i'll leave the Snakes On a plane segment at that for today.

and yes, i regret the loss of my 300 dollars, but fuck, i kept my beloved because of it. i mean if you could pay 300 dollars to keep love, wouldn't we all? so if i merely consider the loss of that 300 dollars due to extinuating circumstances as a sacrifice for my love than its no biggy. besides, i'm already planning for my future, i still won't spend till its completly impossible to go see my beloved, because i vowed to myself that i would, and even if its unlikely, there is a slight chance i could still see her, and after the time is up i will either have the loss of my first kiss or a slight build up of money to show for my patience. besides, i'm superstitous, so i see breaking a vow as a bad thing, so i will countinue down the path that i set up, and i slight problem, i mere stumble will not throw me from that path.

besides, i figure, with all my money lost, not a bad time to start my Christmas list.
so i started it up. i'm pretty psyched about the new releases in the Mobile Suit In Action line. like Providence, i mean how can anyone who watched Gundam SEED not want Providence? i mean it still seems impossible that Kira pulled that battle out of his ass and won! i still love the scene where Fllay dies, i liked Fllay, its just her death is funny. Kira diving to make the save, he blocks the shot, they both look happy, then a Bit just comes around and shoots the other side. i mean it is kinda funny, the simplicity of her death, its just funny to me.
i have to say that Gundam SEED is a lot better than the others in the series, in my opinion. i mean after watching SEED, Gundam Wing seems pretty lame.
understand who is saying this, this series made me dislike Gundam Wing, the series that made me love anime, the home of my favorite anime character for a long time Shinigami, Duo Maxwell, and the person who's politics i except as my Own Zechs Merquiese, Milliardo Peacecraft. Absolute Peace through Absolue War, and the idea that disarming yourself does not help peace.
but man, one i saw Freedom, then Justice, and the METEOR weapons, but most off all GENESIS. i mean that thing was awesome! i love watching Z.A.F.T. fire that baby off. watching Federation ships go BOOM! then them destroying the moon base. and now in Destiny there are even better scenes, when the Federation [or is it Blue Cosmos? is there really a difference?] attack the Plants with those Nuke equipped Daggers, and then that awesome weapon the Plants use back!
but best off all, the Junius Seven fragments wiping out whole cities, as Lacus sings some happy-sappy pop song. that scene sold the new series to me!

okay, enough ranting.

otaku is acting up, so now link to AP or Senshi jokes tonight.

-Quote-

"whenever God shuts a door, you can always break a windom to get in, if you don't mind getting glass in your spleen."

-my explanation for my life sucks sometimes, and why the solution to our problems are oftenso painful.

-AP Comments-

Foxxy: more porny goodness!

*Marane continues enjoying Sylven's nether bits, sliding his mouth up and down it, his saliva, and Sylven's own secretions trickle down Sylven's shaft*

Kit: Must hide from goodness! *burries head in couch cushions*

Foxxy: Just be happy Sylven isn't here, with your ass up like that.

Kit: Very funny, he wants me dead.

Foxxy: He still calls you "the one just for me... to kill."

Kit: I really hate my life...

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!
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