Wednesday, March 8, 2006

yay random post-iness!
well i'd like to say the debate is dead, being as everyone else no longer wishes to debate me i can't really have one.

besides, some of the comments were a bit, ummm, disheartening, it seems the more i expressed myself the less pleasant some responces were, thank you everyone, your support and criticisms will be taken to heart.

but i must say, that if, according to one comment you don't care about my relationship then why come to my site?

i mean seriously, its half of what i talk about and most of what i care about. i mean this is called my otaku life, and basically she IS my life therefore i believe how much i talk to her does directly reflect her importance and influence over and in my life.

yes i suppose i'm still debating, but i don't really expect any respounces on it, its just i don't know when to give up, and what i fear the most is b eing misunderstood, if i died, but everyone knew my exact ideals and intention, and they were respected and protected i wouldn't mind dying. this life, this body, these are nothing more than my opprotunity to create my dreamsd and ideals and the vessel i was given to do this with. though now i'm starting to feel tht they are mewant to be the time i'm given to make her happy and the vessel in which to do this.

well i'm getting further in SC III and its still kinda annoying at times, but i like my Neko-Kunoichi Cavaleer. NO ONE CAN DEFEAT THE NINJA CAVALRY!!!!!!!

Ninja Cavalry, because Ninja were known for their skill on horseback!

i love using the store girls in combat, so cute, so sexy, yet so deadly. i only wish there was a toggle or adjuster for breast size, all these women look like Pam Anderson, and as you know i have a pension for the Ironing board build. [though i do like Sheena more than Colette]

i wanna play Dragon Quest VIII, but i suck at it! i mean i go by the "KILL EVERYTHING!!!!!" mentality and DQ8 does not likre that stratedgy.
i'm also stuck on Front Mission 4, and Kingdom Hearts Chain of Memories, i can't beat fake Riku! damn faker! was does Riku have to be such a pain in the ass to play as, Sora should have had the crappy deck setup, i mean this is to date the only way to play as Riku, it should be more fun!

Also, for something i'm writing, what is Naruto's Fox fire? is it like shippo's? or what he used on Haku?

any info would be appreciated.

thats about it, see yaz peoplezez later!
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Monday, March 6, 2006

1400 hits!
i have that many, i have no idea why.

i enjoy debating you guys, if you wanna stop we can, but i know i'm having fun.

maybe my feeling are petty and egotistical, but i believe them to be pretty important, though really in the long run anything is petty, i mean does my relationship really effect any of you? no just because i keep bringing it up, i guess it is ego feed for me to keep talking about it, but i guess i'm gluttonous, or just to lazy to find a new topic.

my post sunday was so uber-emotional because i was kinda "upset" i didn't mean to be so forceful, just one of those days...

i am a whole new person with her, i think thats a sign that its not self-centered, if i can change the self i previously believed perfect, without caring, infact wanting to be what she wants me to [forever with her, forever in me, ever the same]
maybe my beliefs are myopic and self-centered, but i'm the only person i can know well enough to serve so well, i try my best to be giving, but its not really in my character.

i believe becoming a better person, or rather viewing a change for another's sake only as a improvement is a sign that its not completly self-centered.

and i think its my own self hatred that makes me believe that if i benefit in any way, even unintentionally from something it makes it selfish. may it be being happy for her to be happy or the sense of relief in doing what's "just" maybe thats too harsh a view and i'm slowly reforming that idea, but i think its just my way.

you can't help who you are, i'm indifferent, callous, and offensive. but she makes me caring, concerned, loving and kind. normally i feel like i can't be far enough away and have enough walls, i stay so cold i freeze all those who touch me. but around her i leave all the walls, i can't be close enough, and i want to be as warm as a fluffy drier fresh blanket. i love the short leash because i it shows me right were to go, i pick it up and bring it to her, i like my short leash, it may be wrong, everything may be wrong, but i like it this way.

i bought "how to draw manga, Bishoujo: Pretty Gals," because i need help drawing better, like folds in clothing, well while i was there there was like 7 other people, nostly girls looking at the books too, i was looking through books and said "i just want to draw folds in clothing!" so this guy hands me "H.T.D.M. encyclopedia of outfits 3: Sexy sports wear!" i looked through it and said "there's 20 pages on how to draw different panties!" the girls were laughing so hard. the one guy said "how to draw Hentai." i asked if they actually had that one and the guy who gave me sexy sportswear said "aren't they all just that?" i said "yes but its thinly vieled, i'd respect someone who just said 'how to draw porn!'"
everyone loved that.

well i hope to get a scanner and even better and drawing, Bev does like my art though, she thinks i'm pretty good, but i want to get better, which i am, i really must master the little details, and symetry, nothing ever looks the same, i have to get better at that.

well see all you peoplezez at your sites.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!
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Sunday, March 5, 2006

last night of freedom.
Well monday i'm back in school, or hell as i call it, so one last midnight post.

now i've realized you guys are right, you can sacrifice without it feeling good, because i knew it was the right thing to do, but i think thayt justification of "the right thing"still makes it slightly self serving.

see i'm not saying that i do it because it feels good to me, i do it because it feels good to her, but i also enjoy it, so i see that as self-serving, in hind-sight i view the way it benefitted me, i still believe that we as as a whole cannot act without a reason or justification, but don't take that as me saying i or others manipulate, our benefits are unknown unknowns, we didn't even know we didn't know it'd feel good.

and if my idea of the best offer possible is petty, then guess what, i'm the most petty person in the universe, if my love is meaningless then my whole life is, this is still the most important and best thing that ever happened to me, so critcize if you want, but i believe in myself and my love, and nothing will ever change that.

and really whats more optimistic and romantic than thinking that you have the best thing that exists? i think thats pretty grand, if anything i'm too romantic, anything short of hallmkark moment seems to come up short, and so far its all been 700 feet tall.

and when i say offer i don't mean i expect anything but love, its not unconditional because i can't love someone who doesn't love me, maybe that is...

i take that back, i can love one who doesn't love me, shit!

but they have to be loveable! theres a condition!

could you love an ugly, poor, arrogant ass with no redeeming qualities what so ever? and i mean not one, because one would be enough.

and i don't see offer as material, its an analogy, fine: situation, relationship, connection, i think i got the best relationship, deal, pick a word. i say deal, because i'm not worthy of who i got. it was a deal, i sure hope theres no return policy!

not that i think she'd ever use it, god its hard to argue with people more cynical and picky than me! god, now ever word has to be perfectly calculated! lighten up, cut me some slack peoplezez!

and people seem to think i take this lightly, i don't when i nsay i love her and enjoy ever moment with her i mean it. i mean that she is my everything, and that her happiness precedes mine.
do you realize what that means to an egomaniac like me, putting another before yourself? its big shit. do you realize what it means to a sore loser to enjoy defeat? to someone who's always wanyed someone to call their own to be owned?

and yes, i love being a dog on a short leash, because if she let me go i'd run right back, so why bother letting me go, i like being owned and owning, but my ownership is that of something so loveable you keep it near you, but as logic says for it to be near you you must be near it, i like it that way. i am ywho i am, i love how i love, i may think in a twisted way but i found someone who excepts my twisted self. maybe i am sick, but i believe its love sick, and no matter what it is i don't want the cure, i love me, alomost as much as her, and she loves me more than herself, so i must be doing something right.

maybe you guys can be selfless, and act for no reason at all, unjustified and unmotivated, for absolutely nothing at all for yourself, well i never met a man who could do that and i sure as hell can't. its always "the right thing," or "for her," or "what makes her happy makes me happy," all of those things make me feel better when i consider the reason 20 minutes later, so i judge them as selfish, nothing i do is solely for another, but i believe its b ecause i enjoy serving her, so if it involves her its fun, and therefore selfish.

maybe my logic is wrong, but its mine, ALL MINE!!!!!!!! MUHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!

and you know what, i got two fingers attached to two fists on each hand that are ready to protect myself, my ideas, my dream, my reasons, and my love.

because i am one who eternally fights and feels he must earn everything.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!

ps i know Bev would be a great artist without me, thats why i thank her a billion times for everything she does for me, sure she doesn't need me, but through the kindness of her heart she does do requests for me, and i'm greatful for that.

and no one better ever excuse me of not being again, because to do so means you don't know me, and if you don't know me you have no right to criticize me.

AGAIN HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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Saturday, March 4, 2006

Debate, the Foxxy x Bev.
Yes, the ideas i have said lately are far from hallmark moments, but see the thing is i say these things as, well me the most love struck duffus on the planet.

yes i believe we all have hidden motives, but no i'm not running around thinking of Bev's, i believe her motives are pure, against my better judgment, but i do believe, i'm not cynical in the sense that all this stuff i say is my main belief, my main belief is cloud nine myopic lovey-dovey mushy fluff uber-sappy love time, nothing but rainbow smiles and marshmellow dreams. i'm too naive to actually assess someones motives in real time. all this strings attached crap is merely hind-sight.

and really, can you actually believe that you can do something with NO personel motive, to do something with no justification, no reason, because if you have a motive or a reeason its a string thats attached, i don't see as having personal reasons behind your actions as a bad thing. i'm not talking about manipulation or deception, its just that i want to be self-less, but if you trace anything back far enough it was in some way for yourself, therefore i stated all things have strings attached.

and yes, if i loved someone more i'd leave Bev, and if my Uncle had a vagina he'd be my aunt! love is finding the best offer, i believe i will never love another more than her, if you did love another more than your current why would you stay with the current? but once again, i think i won the jackpot, so i don't see myself leaving. and i aqlso don't see the logic in asking a question like if i lov ed another more would i leave her? its just to pesimistic, i don't need that kinda drama i may think a lot, and over analyze, but i would never believe there is a better choice out there, i found the one and only, the best, and i don't see that idea ever changing.

i'm sorry if i'm to cynical, but its just me desperatly trying to retain some sort of logic while i'm drowning in love its the classic its too good to be true complex, everytime someone in a movie falls in love the always try to destroy it like in havest moon: another wonderful life [Game cube Video Game] when you propose to Rock he gets all choked up about the two of them admitting their feelings and suddenly fist clenched blurts out "I WON'T DO ANY WORK!!!!!!!" and the main character just nods, thus closing the nuse around his neck and obliterating all chances of escape.

i say these things because i try and consider alternatives, but in the end i'm just a dog on a short leash who loves his owner, but dreams of that house next door, i'll never leave, i don't want to leave, if i was in their yard i'd jump back into mine, but that doesn't mean i can't think about the other yard.

don't think i or her are manipulative, we always apologize for hitting eachother so hard emotionally, we don't know are strength, either one of us could make the other do anything, we just don't because we love eachother.


now for the post.

see when i first started writing AP in my notebooks 2 or 3 years ago, i created a little character by the name of Foxxy Sune, and i made her my ideal girl, today i've come across Foxxy in the flesh, by the name of Beverly Galindo, and real Foxxy hates made-up Foxxy.

see Bev hates Foxxy because she's too much like her, glompy, clingy, hyper, immature, cute, innocent, yet seductive and loving, she's a tomboy and a girly girl at once time, she'll kick your ass and kiss your lips at the sme time! and Bev is the exact same way, so she hates her. that is the one difference, if Foxxy met Bev, Foxxy would then be Bi.

Because thats the character i created, well at this point its like the character exists, not because i met Bev but because i know her so well and have written so much, so its not would should i make her do, its would she do, and i'm full convinced that Foxxy would go Bi for an almost exact copy of herself, and Bev hates going near other women, she's literally homophobic, lesbians scare her emencely. whic is funny because no one is ever literally homophobic, the hate gay people, i meet the only person on the planet actually afraid of them.

but no mastter what she hates she loves me, anfd knows Foxxy is my favorite character so she draws her all the time, and reads my story. and i know she has a good sense of humor so i tease her about being the real Foxxy, and be using her stories she tells me ass Foxxy's stories and using her reactions as Foxxy's which annoys her, in a good way,

hey, i've got to show her love too.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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Absolute Power ch.9
Absolute Power
Mission: 9
Breaking the fourth wall

~Warning~ This chapter may be offensive to homosexuals and homosexual sympathizers.

Kit: Why the hell are we in Greece?! We were just in China! We’re trying to get to Japan! Greece is in the opposite way as Japan!!

Aveian: It’s because the author wanted character development in this chapter so he opted to go for story over logic.

Kit: That sucks!

Voice: What was that?

Kit: Huh? Who the hell was that!

Voice: It is I! You’re creator!! The Great Fox Boy!!!

Kit: So you’re the miserable prick that writes this half-assed shit?

TGFB: How dare you speak to me like that! I made you!!

Kit: Yeah, and you live vicariously through me too!

TGFB: I swear if you don’t show me some respect I’ll end it here!

Kit: I’m sure everyone on FanFiction.net would love if you did.

TGFB: Shut up.

Kit: (shrugs and sighs) Fine, what do you want out of me?

TGFB: Stop questioning the story line.

Kit: Fine. Man are you stuck up!

TGFB: Good. That’s all I wanted.

Kit: Alright now where were we?

Aveian: We’re in Greece; we may as well look around.

Kit: I guess you’re right, not like we have much else to do.

Draco descends the stairs with a piece of paper in hand. He catches up to Kit and matches his pace. Aveian is walking ahead of them.

Draco: Does he seem different to you?

Kit: Its because he’s in love, love is a beautiful and powerful thing, (shudders) even if it is with Sora.

Draco: I had no idea he was as weak as you.

Kit: Why are you such a hater? It’s because no one wants ya huh?

Draco: Are you kidding? I’m a Prince, all the women want me, but they’re all just gold diggers, all they care about is becoming a princess and getting my money.

Kit: That does kinda suck; girls just want to rent lip space (points to himself) on this face.

Draco: Besides, love only makes you weak!

Draco starts to walk ahead, Kit speeds up to catch him.

Kit: Tell ya what; since I’m so popular and no one knows you here I’ll get you a date.

Draco: You loveable. You’re an idiot.

Kit: Oh yeah, I’m irresistible to the fairer sex, so what do you say?

Voice: (lisping) Hi there big boy!!

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Sylven is up on the cat walk, looking down on his men.

Sylven: My men, Black Vulpine has turned its back on us! It has joined our former leader’s radical group! Zeru and his men are coming here now! We must protect our Base! We must protect our lives! But most of all, (he brings Foxxy forward from the shadows behind him) we must protect our future! And we must be ready to die for this! So men, are you with me?

The crowd below erupts with a fury of agreement.

Sylven: Then we must get ready. They’ll come soon.

Sylven starts to walk off, Foxxy grabs his arm. He turns around and Foxxy stares up, their eyes meet.

Foxxy: Sylven… Thank you.

Sylven: Your welcome, now we have to get to work, my Gundam isn’t ready yet.

The two of them walk off and enter the hangar. Foxxy enters the cockpit on the lift and looks at the specs.

Foxxy: The only Weapons on here are the Machine guns mounted on in the wrists, the duel Beam Sabers on the back and the head Vulcans.

Sylven: That’s why we’re mounting these armor packs. They’re going to push the performance in all levels beyond any weapon before.

Foxxy: Then why not just mount it as standard equipment?

Sylven: These weapons are very heavy; after they’re out of ammunition and fuel they’ll only be a hindrance, so I mount them like this so they can be jettisoned afterwards.

Foxxy: Wow, you’re really smart.

Sylven: And you’re an S class mechanic, that’s why I’m trusting you with this high a level of work.

Foxxy: (Blushing) Thank… Thank you Sylven. I don’t know what to say.

Sylven: Just say you’ll make sure you do you’re best and I’ll be happy.

Foxxy: Then I’ll do my best for sure!

Sylven: Good. Now let’s show these fools mutiny will not be tolerated.

The two of them get back to work on their Suit.

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Back in The Man’s ship, it’s flying with a small fleet of other carriers behind it.

The Man: These fools will never see us coming. We’ll destroy their base and they’ll crumble at our feet.

Natasha: And I’ll get my new toys to play with!

The Man: I was planning on killing them, but that fate seems infinitely worse.

Natasha: Its true, I play very rough.

Sora: (thinking) Aveian isn’t there, so I can fight without holding back. Sorry Aveian, but once your captured we can be together.

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Voice: Hi there big boy!!

Draco: who the hell are you?!

Guy: Wow, you’re sassy and a cutie?!! I could just eat you up, and maybe I will if you play your cards right…

Draco: What?! I’m not gay!!

Guy: Please with that hair, those pants, those boots and gloves, OOOH, that cape!! And that cod piece, so kinky!!

Draco: Shut up or I’ll show you what its like to get poked with MY weapon.

Guy: Fine, come talk to me when you’re out of the closet!

The guy walks off.

Kit snickers.

Draco: What’s so funny!!!?

Kit: Looks like you’re as popular with men… (cracks up) as I am with women!!!

Kit burst out laughing. Then in a flash is covered with men hanging all over him stroking him.

Guy: (lispy) OOOh, your skin is so soft, and THAT HAIR!! What do you use!?

Kit: Get off, I’m not gay!!

Guy: Sure, dressed like that you must be Bi!!

Kit: (holds up wrists) Nope! I’m strait!

Guy: Well, we’ll change that! Come here and give us all some sugar Cutie-Pie!!

All the guys lounge forward and we hear loud smooching and pleasured groaning.
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Foxxy: This Suit is gonna be so awesome!!

Sylven: We’ll see once these parts are mounted and we go into battle.

The Gundam looks like the Alex, minus the blue forearm armor, the machine gun barrels are hidden in the wrists and forearms, when the hand is bend forward the barrel slides out into firing position and slides back in when the hands are lifted.

The extra weapons consist of a chest piece shaped like the Sazabi with a mega particle cannon inside. For each arm is a long spike squared on the sides and dulled in the tip. The blade is electrified and the particles allow it to pierce suits. It also has back, waist, and shin armor with extra Vernias. It also extra shoulder armor for arm protection with a Sword Striker style Beam Boomerang mounted on each shoulder.

Sylven: Lets get these components mounted; we probably don’t have much time.

BOOOMMMM!!!!!

Sylven: Shit.

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The Man: We’re here! Launch the MX’s I want to destroy them with they’re own weapons!!

The cargo ships’ hatches open and parachuting MX’s darken the sky.

Inside the base the attack alarm rings.

Sylven: (over his shoulder) ACTIVATE THE ANTI-AIR DEFENSES!!! EMEADIATLY!!!

MX Pilot: (evil smirk) This is gonna be easy!! Wait… What the hell, AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Large machine guns rise out of the ground and begin firing up at the Suits, blowing the MX’s clear out of the sky.

MX Pilot: Where’d these weapons come from?

Second Pilot: Who cares, they’re dead any way.

Then large 9 missile blocks rise up, they fire they’re missiles, which scatter everywhere up into the sky hitting Suits dead in the chest and out of the fight.

MX Pilot: Destroy those weapons!!!

The enemy MX’s fire down on the turrets and missile pods. They start taking out the defense systems.

Sylven: ALL SNIPERS FIRE!!!

Several MX’s fire upwards shooting right through the enemy Suits blowing them clean up. The remaining Suits start to land. The air-born ones begin taking out the gun turrets and missile pods. The Suits start to move towards the base.

Sylven: This is definitely not good!

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Smooching and pleasured moaning ring out.

Guy: Wait, where’s that sexy little Cutie-Pie!!?!

Kit: (rising above them) Up here.

Kit lands behind the mass orgy with his hands in his pockets looking calm and untouched.

Kit: Who says white boys can’t jump?!

Guy: So sassy!! You’re really gonna get it now!!

Kit: Shit. I say run!

Draco: A true knight never runs!

Kit: Fine then, you stay here and play with them, I’m sure they’ll LOVE you!

Draco: Good point: let’s retreat!

The two of them take off; the other guys aren’t far behind.

Kit: Sorry, but I want my body intact for when I finally gain true love.

Kit drops crow’s feet from out from his sleeves.

Draco: Were those crow’s feet?

Kit: Yeah, Sharp metal spikes to the feet do tend to slow enemies down.

Draco: It’s just unusual to find people using such old tools and techniques

Kit: Stick by me, this is only the beginning.

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In Draco’s ship, Aveian is laid back, contently relaxing. Allenby is in the front room with him, waiting for Kit.

Allenby: Why are you so happy?

Aveian: Same reason you’ve been sitting here, staring at that door sweating for 3 hours.

Allenby: Shut up!

Aveian: Admit it. You’re completely in love with our little Fox Boy.

Allenby: I’m just worried about him, friends can worry!

Aveian: Just think of it this way, if Kit’s dead, so is Draco, so it’s not a complete loss.

Allenby: Not funny!

Aveian: He wouldn’t die on you, he’d never hurt you like that; watch he’ll come flying through that door any second.

The door flies open and Kit and Draco run in breathing hard. Aveian points to them, then to his head and back to Kit.

Allenby: (Getting up) I hate you.

Allenby runs over to Kit. She holds onto his shoulders as he catches his breath.

Allenby: (very worried) What happened? What’s wrong?

Kit: So many gay guys: all wanted to love me.

Allenby: Draco (looks over at him) what happened?!

Draco: Everything he said is true, it’s horrible!

Allenby: Really? (Hugs Kit warmly) I’m sorry.

Kit: Its alright, I’m fine now.

Aveian: What do you expect? We’re in Greece, the gayest place in space or Earth.

Kit: Still its creepy, lets just leave.

Aveian: We can’t we still have business here.

Draco: Not with the damn fourth wall again!!

Aveian: Not the fourth wall, just in this tense we have business, B.V. and Zeru are onto us, we have to hide out here. Plus Sai hasn’t even had one line yet.

Draco: Fourth wall.

Aveian: It’s true though.

Kit: But what are we supposed to do?

Aveian: Its simple, just use some sodomite repellant.

Kit: what are you saying?

Aveian: just go everywhere with Allenby, you too just clutch onto each other like your life preservers in the middle of the ocean.

Kit and Allenby blush and look at each others, then Aveian, then Draco, then each other again, then back to Aveian.

Kit: We, I can’t do that!

Aveian: Why not, if you like each other it’s a chance to be nice and close, and if it’s plutonic it’s just messing around, all shits and giggles.

Kit: No way man! Not gonna happen!

Aveian: Then stay locked up in here, what do I care?

Draco: What must I do to get them to leave me alone?

Aveian: Just a second.

Kit: Allenby, how do you feel?

Allenby: (regaining composure) I’m up for it if you are! It’ll be fun!

Kit: Alright! I couldn’t stay in here all day anyway!

Allenby: Then let’s go!

The two of them, arms laced together, walk off for a fun night on the town.

Draco: They sure are gullible.

Aveian: Or brave.

Draco: Enough, what’s this stupid plan of yours?!

Aveian: Simple, but these on.

Aveian hands Draco a pair of chaps and a cape.

Draco: What the hell?!

Aveian: These will get ‘em off you.

Draco: (looking at them) Snake skin? This is the gayest thing I’ve ever seen!

Aveian: Yes, but its old gay, and gay people hate nothing more than old fashion.

Draco: That’s true, but one question: why do you have snake skin chaps and a cape, especially in my size?

Aveian: For me to answer that I’d have to break the forth wall again.

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Kit and Allenby stroll down the street; many potential suitors of Kit flee away from them like he’s got the plague.

Kit: Look at ‘em run!!!

The two of them laugh.

Allenby: You’ll have to take me with you everywhere I guess.

Kit: Not a problem.

Allenby: And you better pay for dinner or I’ll leave you alone in the middle of this pride parade.

Kit: Believe me, if that’s all it takes, I’ll pay.

Allenby: In that case I’ll pay.

Kit: Why?

Allenby: Cause you said you would, which means you deserve to not have to.

Kit: You’re weird. That’s why I like you so much.

Allenby: (laughs a little embarrassed) Me too.

Their eyes meet and the both smile warmly at each other and their cheeks turn a little pink. They continue walking as Greek men dive like stunt men to avoid them.

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The enemy MX’s start to land, taking out the defense systems, the whole base starts shaking, the ally Suits are getting pinned down.

Sylven: (Getting into a EVA style Plug suit) I can’t wait any longer!

Foxxy: What are you doing?

Sylven: If I wait any longer this place will be destroyed.

Foxxy: Let me go too then!

Sylven: (getting fastened into the cockpit) Sorry, I can’t do that.

Foxxy: Why?

Sylven: Because I’m fighting to protect you.

The cockpit door shuts and the Suit starts walking towards the hangar door.

The door opens, and Quick Sylver emerges.

Sylven: (sliding helmet face guard down) Lets see what you can do.

All the controls light up, the system bleeps and blips, cursors target enemy Suits and the Suit burst forward; Beam Saber drawn, towards them.

Sylven: (straining) EEEEERRRR, this is really intense.

Sylven jets strait towards an enemy MX.

MX pilot: (locking on) Bye-bye fly boy!

The MX fires, but Quick Sylver immediately, before the trigger is even pulled shoots off to the right. The beam passes through thin air.
MX pilot: Did I hit him, where’d he go?

Quick Sylver reapers streaking across the front of the MX cutting it down with the Beam Sword cleaving the Suit in two at the stomach, the blows and Quick Sylver keeps flying at just sub-sonic speed.

Inside the cockpit, Sylven is having trouble breathing, his chest is getting heavy, his loud cracking noises start ringing out.

Sylven: No! I can’t pass out yet! I haven’t seen its full potential yet!!

Sylven lowers the left wrist, the machine gun barrel protrudes, Sylven opens fire on multiple airborne Suits, destroying them, then without notice jets almost strait up and cuts down another descending MX.

Sylven: (eyes darting behind face guard) So many enemies, I have to protect Foxxy and live on to defeat Kit, SO I CAN’T DIE HERE!!!

Sylven Whips his Gundam around firing the left wrist gun, raining pain down on the enemy Suits.

Sylven: You will die! Not me!!!

Quick Sylver blasts down towards the ground.

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Draco, clad in his snake skin, enters a bar. He sits down at the bar tenders table. He knocks on the table and is surprised to see the bar tender is an attractive woman.

Draco: So, I’m guessin you’re a dyke.

Bar Tender: And I’m guessing you’re an alcoholic.

Draco: Actually, I don’t hold liquor well.

Bar Tender: And I don’t like girls, I’m actually kinda boy crazy.
(laughs softly, covering her mouth)

Draco: Then why would you live in Greece?

Bar Tender: Why would you go into a bar.

Draco: I thought if there was one place I’d be safe it’d be in a bar. Not many gays that like the hard stuff. So, why are you here?

Bar Tender: I guess I’m waiting for prince charming; I’m waiting for him to take me and carry me away to his castle. (she holds out her hand) the name’s Naomi.

Draco: (taking her hand) Prince Draco Spitfire.

Naomi: Are you hitting on me fair prince?

Draco: Don’t be a fool!

Naomi: Then why are you still holding my hand?

The two of them look at each other, their eyes meet and…

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Kit and Allenby enter a restaurant, the waiter reluctantly shows the to their seats. When he turns to walk away they notice something.

Allenby: He wearing…

Kit: Ass-less chaps? I think so.

Allenby: That’s great.

Allenby goes to sit, but Kit puts his arm out to stop her, he walks around and pulls her chair out for her. Then motions for her to sit down, she sits down and Kit goes to walk around but Allenby grabs his jacket and pulls him down into the chair next to her. She puts her arm around his shoulder and pulls him close to her.

Allenby: Oh no you don’t, you’re staying right here! I may not know what I feel about you, but I’m not letting you get molested. You’re always here for me, just let me protect you for once.

Kit: What brought this on?

Allenby: I don’t know but right now I just want to be close to you.

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Guy: I love you Philocetese!!

Philocetese: I love you Homunculus!!

In the corner a woman lays on the bar tenders table, she glows pink and no one seems to notice her.

Woman: (quickly and flatly) I Aphrodite, Goddess of Love, bestow upon you my blessings, {blows a loud kiss, two hearts float towards the lovers) may your love be prosperous and eternal.

The two hearts hit them and the immediately kiss passionately and hold each other.

Aphrodite: Oh, how far I, the Goddess of love have fallen, where did I go wrong for this to happen? Wait, I sense something, 3 straight couples. One is in this room, one is in a bar not far from here, and the other is split, but the man is very close to here. I’ll have to make sure these work out!

She disappears.

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Naomi and Draco’s eyes meet. Behind them Aphrodite enters.


Aphrodite: (smiling wide, speaking very seductively) ) I Aphrodite, Goddess of Love, bestow upon you my blessings, (blows a kiss) may your love be prosperous and eternal!!

Draco and Naomi launch into a long steam kiss; they moan with pleasure and Naomi grabs Draco and pulls him behind the bar.

Aphrodite: That’s right, no one can resist my spell of love, the t6wo of you will be bound together by fate forever on, and there’s nothing you can do about it, now, mister lonely is next!!

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Sylven: Everything, I can see everything!!

Quick Sylver blasts up and takes out an entire carrier.

Sora: (in Zeru’s ship) I have to get out there; before it’s too late.

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Aphrodite appears behind Aveian and snaps her fingers. Aveian gets up and calls Sora.

Sora is about to enter her Suit.

Sora: Gundam Pilot, prepare to pay! 13th MS Team launch, I’ll back you up in my… (Phone rings) Huh, (picks up) Aveian?

Aveian: Hey Sora.

Sora: What are you doing? I could get killed if they find out.

Aveian: I’m sorry, I just had to talk to you; I had a feeling.

Sora: A feeling, (she ship rocks, Sora looks to see the whole 13th Team has been destroyed at once)

Aveian: Sora? Are you still there?

Sora: (touched, almost crying) Aveian thank you!! (Burst out crying, falls to her knees) Aveian!! I love you so much.

Aveian: (lets out a little laugh) I love you too Sora, now stop crying, whatever happens know you’ll be alright because we’re together.

Sora: I know. Shit!

Aveian: What’s wrong?

Sora: I gotta go!! (Hangs up)

Aveian hangs up the phone and sits back down.

Aphrodite hovers behind him.

Aphrodite: That’s right, fall even deeper into my spell, now that you have succumb to it, you can never escape its all enveloping love. You two are forever bound together by the chains of love, never to be parted again, weather you want to be or not!!! Now, the final set of victims, or lovers.

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Allenby holds Kit to her; he rests his head on her shoulder.

Aphrodite appears.

Aphrodite: Too easy, now fall into my trap!! (she blows a much bigger, much longer, much louder kiss) you will be irresistibly drawn to each other, never to be able to get away.

The hearts approach them, they hit…

Aphrodite: Yes!!!

Then they bounce off and pop.
Aphrodite: What?!!

Kit: You are really comfy Allie!!

Allenby: Thanks, you’re nice and warm. I like this.

Kit: You are such a good friend, I’m glad we can be close like this, and not uncomfortable.

Allenby: (pointing, with a little smile) You’re blushing a little!

Kit: (smiling and pointing back) You too!

Allenby: Its alright, I’m just glad to be close like this.

Aphrodite: They are madly in love!!! How can they resist each other even now? Wait, impossible!!! Their friendship, could it really be that strong… as to hold these powers back? It is!! I know now what I must do!!!

Aphrodite disappears.

Allenby: See, don’t you fee safer like this.

Kit: (adjusting his face, rubbing his cheek on her shoulder) Yeah, I like safety a lot!

Allenby: I can tell, and I like protecting you too. It feels really good!

The two of them stay like that, Allenby clinging to Kit for the whole dinner. A few of the braver Greeks approach Kit, but Allenby just looks at them and they hiss and shrink away. While they’re eating the two of them look very happy, they speak quietly and blush a lot. When they’re done the two of them walk out, with their arms around each other’s waists. Looking very happy, laughing and talking.

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Aveian is lying happily on the couch. Kit and Allenby enter.

Allenby: Wow Aveian, you sure look happy!

Aveian: I could say the same of you two.

The two of them look at each other, notice their wide smiles, and arm positions and quickly break lose and blush.

Aveian: You two are so hopeless.

Kit: Move!

Kit tries to pull him off the couch.

Aveian: What the hell?

Kit: Its “Turn Based time!!”

Aveian: Fine. I don’t need to watch that crap.

Aveian walks out and Kit flops down with his arms up on the top of the couch. Allenby sits down on the seat right next to Kit, so close she rubs against him on the way down. Kit’s arm falls off the top and onto her shoulder. Kit is shocked and blushes pulling his arm away.

Allenby: (holding his fingers) Leave it. Please?

Kit: (sighs) Fine. What ever you want, I don’t care anyway.

The opening theme starts playing and Allenby scooches closer to Kit. The two of them laugh the whole time, and they smile too, but for a different reason.

Kit: I love having someone to watch this with!

Allenby: Me too!

The mood is really getting good. Romance is in the air when…

Sai flops down on the couch.

Sai: What’s up Sis and Bro!?

Kit: Hold on!! Fox Boy what’s up!!

TGFB: Sai is in this chapter, and there’s really no where else to put him.

Kit: But what about the cute romantic mood?

TGFB: Its so obvious! A little comedy can’t hurt. AND STOP BREAKING THE FOURTH WALL YOU ASSHOLE!!!

The portal to heaven shuts.

Kit: he sucks.

Sai: lets just enjoy Duo!
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Aphrodite stands before a large, sheet covered machine.

Aphrodite: I have failed all my people, and disgraced love, I must redeem myself. I must do this! For the future of love!! I must make sure this mission does not fail!!

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(Duo:) And finally New Rule: The media is not responsible for your fucked up kid.

Face it, if you’re kid is watching R-Rated movies, listening to explicit music, and playing violent video games, and he kills some one, its not the medias fault: its yours.
Like people don’t baby kids enough already, now we baby parents too? Just cause you fucked and a little you came out doesn’t make you infallible. It makes you stupid! I’m a grown man with the right to have adult fun. So stupid parents, stop fucking up my fun and your kids futures. Learn to be a parent, not a moron…

TV clicks off.

Kit: I’m ready for bed. How bout you Allie?

Allenby: Yeah.

The two of them walk off to bed together, Sai is asleep sitting Indian style on the couch.

Kit: See you tomorrow Allie!

Allenby: Good night!

Kit: Night!

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Naomi, kissing Draco all over his face leads him to his feet by his hand.

Naomi: (between kisses) Lets… go… back to… my place… for… a little more… (extra big one on the lips) fun!!

Draco: (kissing back) Sounds… good!

Naomi leads a love drunk Draco off to her apartment, where she forces him onto the bed, disrobes herself then him, and then… well guess.

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Sora: Full retreat now!!!!

All Zeru’s ships start pulling back. Sylven finishes off those he can and then the Suit collapses to the ground.

Foxxy: SYLVEN!!!

Foxxy runs out to his Gundam. Opening the cockpit and holding Sylven, shaking him.

Foxxy: Sylven!! Sylven!!! Say something please!!! (crying) Sylven please!!!

Sylven’s hand softly grasps Foxxy’s shoulder.

Sylven: I think I did it. I saw the whole world, I could see everything at once!!!

Foxxy: Sylven! (holds him tighter) please stop just come back to me!!!

She starts crying uncontrollably.

Then she feels a hand pet her up and down her back.

Sylven: Foxxy, please stop crying.

Foxxy: You’re back. (squeezes him tighter knocking him down) I was so scared!

Sylven: (thinking) I can’t do this anymore, I have to make sure this never happens again.

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Zeru: This will be our most important mission, there will be no failure allowed!

Domon/George: Understood!

Argo: Argo understand!

Zeru: Good move-out!!

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Its morning. Kit gets up in his undies and jacket.

Aveian: Morning, guess what?

Kit: Sora gave you crabs?

Aveian: Radar picked up a large signature.
Kit: Great. I’ll get ready.

Allenby: I’m coming too!

Kit: Fine. It’ll be fun!

Allenby: I know it’s a chance to bond!

Kit’s and Allenby’s Gundams emerge from the ship. A pink Gundam approaches.

Aphrodite: I will do this right, it will be my final act. With this physical body I will do my greatest deed in all of my existence.

Aphrodite’s Gundam is a pink curvy feminine figure with long blonde “hair” its armor is darker red with red boots and gloves.

Kit: you lookin for a fight lady?

Aphrodite: I am the Goddess of Love, and I will punish you for your mockery of love you live.

Kit: That’s it!

Kit takes aim and fires the Hyper Beam Rifle. Aphrodite Gundam disappears then appears kicks Kit in the chest, sending his Suit flying back.

Allenby: You bitch!!!!

Allenby swings the ribbon at her, Aphrodite moves out of the way and spin kicks Allenby in the head.

Kit: Damn it! This is gonna be tough.

Allenby: Oh well, I know can do this together!

Kit: Yeah, let’s do it!!

Allenby runs forward and swings her ribbon at her. Aphrodite dodges and Kit fires several beams at her, at the last moment Aphrodite dodges and the shots just graze her Suit.

Aphrodite: Very smooth! But you’re gonna have to better if you want to beat me!!

Kit drops the rifle and draws a Kodachi and him and him and Allenby rush forward.

Aphrodite: Lovely Sword!
Aphrodite pulls out a sword; the beam blade is made of stacked hearts. She easily deflects both their attacks.

Aphrodite: You two are so weak! You’ll never defeat me!!

Kit: Oh yeah?

Kit drives his shield forward, Aphrodite tries to dodge but the shield nicks her side.

Kit: Damn! I missed!

Allenby: Don’t worry!

Aphrodite, having dodged has lost her stance, Allenby connects with a hard punch sending Aphrodite flying.

Kit: Think we got her?

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Draco is making out with Naomi. Suddenly the whole place shakes. Draco looks outside, he sees George’s Gundam outside.

Draco: (runs to his clothes and pulls out a communicator) Aveian!

Aveian: Yeah?

Draco: Send my Gundam here now!

Aveian: Okay, whatever.

George’s Gundam releases its bits just as they’re about to fire Drake Gundam slams into it. Draco jumps into it as slides by. Draco draws his sword and swings it towards George. George jumps back just in time to dodge it.

George: So the dragon knave got to his weapon in time.

Draco: Insolent cur! I will destroy you for your foolishness!

George: (swords switch on) Just try.

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Kit: I hope we got her.

Aphrodite: You didn’t.
She shoots forward and drop kicks Kit sending him flying. She lands in front of Allenby.

Aphrodite: Now your turn!!

Aphrodite goes to punch Allenby. But a glowing hand catches her arm.

Kit: Never touch her again!

Aphrodite: Both of you take this! Love Tap!!!

Aphrodite swings the arms Kit caught and touches Gundam’s cockpit. She puts her other hand on Allenby’s cockpit. Hearts float off the places she touches. Kit and Allenby’s eyes go blank and the pass out into dreams.

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Aveian: That’s 2 of them. The third should be coming…

Loud rumbling.

Aveian: Better get into BlackStar.

Aveian walks off towards the hangar. Aveian boards BlackStar and meets Argo outside.

Argo: Argo have to fight funny Suit!?

Aveian: This machine will be your death!

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Kit is off in dreamland. Allenby’s and his Suit a lying broken on the ground. Kit runs out of his and into Allenby’s. Allenby lies, bleeding from the mouth lying in her Suit. Kit runs over to her body.

Kit: Allenby!! (Crying, shaking her trying to wake her crying her over her) please wake up!!! Allenby! Please wake up!!!

Kit puts his cheek to her mouth, put he feels no breath.

Kit: Please wake up!

Wipes the blood off her lips and gives her mouth to mouth. He keeps trying to bring her breathe back.

Kit: Please wake up!!

Allenby gasps and coughs up blood. Kit wraps his arms around her.

Kit: I’m so happy you’re alive!! I love you Allenby!!

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Meanwhile in Allenby’s dream…

Allenby’s suit is violently thrown down. She hits the ground hard, as she sees Kit’s Gundam take a direct hit to the cockpit.

Allenby: KIT NO!!!

Allenby starts crying, then the cockpit hatch opens, Kit stands there, eyes full of hope and love.

Allenby KIT!!!!

Allenby tackles him and glomps him knocking him off the Gundam onto the ground.

Allenby: (squeezing kit) I love you, I love you, I love you…

Kit: (wheezing) Can’t breathe…

Kit: Wait…

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Allenby: Wait…

Both: They’d never say that! Not like that! This is all wrong!!

At that moment both their Gundams come back to life, Kit’s Gundam’s glowing hand starts to crush her arm.

Aphrodite: no ones ever broke that spell! Fine! I’ll pull out all the stops! Hand of Love!!!

With her flat hands pointed at their Gundams, she fires a pink beam at each of them blowing their Gundams back. Kit gets his shield up, it barely holds up. Suddenly he remembers and looks over.

Kit: Allenby!! No!

He sees a beam intersecting it; it stops the beam from reaching Allenby.

Kit: Aveian!

Aveian: You need to take better care of your woman!

Kit: Like you’re one to talk!

Aveian: True!

Argo: Stop ignoring Argo!!

Argo brings a drill down like a sword!

Aveian: Fool, you’re no match for me!!

Aveian fires the left hand off, that flies with a long wire leading back to BlackStar’s arm, the claw hits the drill, breaking the front part clear off. Aveian fires the right, hitting Gundam in the chest and driving him into the ground.

Aveian: Now Kit!!! Kill her!!!

Kit: Roger.

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Draco rushes forward, he swings his sword, George blocks with both of his.

George: you think you’re safe because you stopped my swords, but you forgot about my bits!

Draco laughs cocky.

George: What do you have to be so cocky about? You’re about to die and you laugh.

Draco: Just because you stopped my sword, (raises buster shield) doesn’t mean you’ve won!

George: Damn!

Draco fires the shield, George blasts back, and his bits block and Draco crushes them and shoots back to Drake Gundam’s arm.

George: KNAVE!!! I only need to launch more!!

Draco: (blasting towards George) I won’t give you that chance!!!

Draco rushes forward and drives his sword into Cape Gundam’s waist.
Draco: DIE!!!!!!

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Aveian: NOW!!!

Kit: Roger!

Kit rushes towards Aphrodite. She turns towards him.

Aphrodite: Don’t you mortals ever learn?

Aphrodite catches him in the stomach with a kick. Kit chuckles.

Aphrodite: What? What’s so funny?

Kit: This!! (Jets forward) Fox Trick!!

Kit drives his hand deep into Aphrodite Gundam’s left chest.

Aphrodite: You bastard!

She blasts him back with a Love Beam.

Allenby: Oh Aphrodite? (Cupid’s Arrow formed) Take this! Cupid’s Arrow!!!

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Draco drives his sword into George’s stomach, then drives him into a building, the sword pinning it into the building.

Draco: George, now its time for you to meet your cur fate!!

Draco starts pounding on George’s Gundam with his Suit’s fists, he smashes all the sensors out of the head, he kicks both arms, crushing the forearms, making George drop his swords. Draco pounds the body denting and cracking the armor. The whole suit, broken and shattered, goes out: the eyes turn out and the body slumps. Draco slides down his Gundam’s zip line. Naomi waits below.

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Screw Gundam hits the ground.

Argo: Take this!!

Argo fires all the Screw Missiles.

Aveian: Moron!

The missiles come up towards him; he scans the air with the Particle Beam Gun scanning across the missiles destroying all them.

Aveian: You’re so pathetic. You’ll never defeat me with such mediocre skills.

Argo: YOU NO ALLOWED TO MOCK ARGO!!!!

Argo fires the left Drill, Aveian catches it and throws it away.

Aveian: Now meet your fate weakling.

Aveian fires a barrage of missiles into Argo’s Gundam. When the dust clears screw Gundam is broken apart, sparks are leaping off it, it can’t move.

Aveian: Pathetic.

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The Love Beam hits Kit’s Gundam in the left shoulder blowing the whole arm off at the shoulder. His Suit falls back onto the ground.

Allenby: Cupid’s Arrow!!

The Arrow hits right in the hole Kit made.

Aphrodite: Hand of Love!!!

The beam hits right in the chest of Allenby’s Suit, taking it to the ground, chests damaged and smoking.

Kit: Allenby!!

Kit forces his Gundams remaining arm down and slowing himself to a stop.

Kit: Allenby!!

Kit jumps out of his Gundam and onto the ground, he runs at full speed to her Gundam. He forces the hatch door open to get into her. She lays unconscious.

Kit: Allenby, please wake up! (he puts his arms on her shoulders) please Allenby… don’t go, I need you!

He sees no movement.

Kit: (crying) Please, just wake up! I need you! Just get up …

He moves his face closer to her face. Their lips are just about to meet, when…

Allenby: (over-joyed) KIT!!!

Allenby tackle-glomps him out of the Suit onto the ground, she hugs Kit tight and squeezes him with all her strength.

Allenby: Kit I love you Kit; I don’t care about anything else! I just wanna be with you! I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.

Kit: I love you too! Now that we’re together nothing can go wrong! I love you Allenby.

Domon: Oh, how touching!

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Sylven is loading up a small transport with Quick Sylver and the attack armor. Foxxy, anxious is jumping around him.

Foxxy: Where are you going?

Sylven: I’m going to help your brother.

Foxxy: Good, can I come?


Sylven: Where I’m going is too dangerous.

Foxxy: (crying and yelling at him, he clings to his leg as he climbs up) Please! Sylven I wanna come!

Sylven: Its too dangerous! I won’t let you come to harm.

Foxxy: But Sylven, I lov…

Sylven: Don’t say things like that, it only brings pain.

Sylven climbs higher, Foxxy slides off, she’s trembling and crying too hard to hold on.

Sylven: Good bye… Foxxy Sune. (Thinking) I’m sorry I can’t stay and comfort you, but I can’t, I’ll only hurt you. Good bye.

Sylven’s ship takes off, Foxxy sits on the ground, rivers of tears pouring down her face. Hugging herself.

Foxxy: (crying uncontrollably) Sylven come back, I love you.

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Draco slides down the zip-line. As soon as he’s close enough Naomi jumps up and snags him in his her arms kissing him all over his face.

Naomi: (kissing him all over his face, dozens of times) Bad, bad boy running away like that, I’m never gonna let you get away, now you’re gonna have to pay for leaving me like that!!! And I know the perfect way!

Draco: (thoroughly pissed off) Woman, get off me!!!

Naomi: (seductively giggles, the speaks sensually) that’s not what you were saying a couple minutes ago!!

Draco: I was under some sort of spell; I have no idea what I was thinking. Now be gone wench!

Naomi: I know you love me! (Draco blushes) you’re just not ready to admit it (kisses him on the cheek) but when you’re ready to admit it (kisses him long on the lips) come back, and I’ll give you a lot more!

Draco: Pathetic wench. (Draco climbs into his Suit and the com-link switches on)

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Allenby: (surprised) Domon!

Kit: (raging) Domon!!!

Allenby: Domon! You’re here!!

Domon is above in his Gundam. Its Wing Zero Custom with only one set of angel wings and no Buster Rifle. It has a chest like Burning’s, it has swords on it’s hips like Burning too.

Kit: Allenby! Get to your Suit!

Allenby: Why, Domon is my friend!

Kit: Then why did he come here in a Mobile Suit?

Allenby: At least hear him out!

Kit runs off to his Suit. it activates. Kit’s Gundam rises. Allenby runs to hers and does the same.

Domon: Thanks, you’re making my job so much easier!

The ship he came from fires down wires that hit their Suits and electrocute the two pilots knocking them out. Their two Suits get drawn up into his ship.

Aveian: Give them back!

Domon: CANON!!!

The gun ports open up and barrels come out. The each fire huge beams out Aveian barely dodges, but they hit his boosters and his Suit goes down. Other wires pick up and retrieve Argo’s Suit.

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Inside his Gundam Draco holds his face

Draco: (speaking under his breath) Is it possible that I… No way… Could I have… loved her?

Aveian runs inside the ship.

Aveian: (over com-link) Draco! Get your ass back here! Right now!!

Draco: Stop shouting you asshole!!! What the fuck is wrong?

Aveian: Kit and Allenby got captured!!

(ending theme)

Aveian calls the base.

Foxxy: (normal bouncy self) What’s up!?

Aveian: Your brother and Allenby got captured! Where’s Sylven?

Foxxy: (heart breaking again, sadly) He left.

We see Sylven walking away down an endless black path.

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Friday, March 3, 2006

damn you!
damn you peoplezez and your interesting commentary! i feel like just debating philosphy with you guys now! you guys all think and speak to well, i must continue this discussion, i'll just write the rest of the post at the bottom.

yes i do suppose unconditional love would be ideal, but its humanly impossigble to do something unconditionally, i mean even unconditional surrender is under the condition you stop attacking them, if it were really unconditional one side would give up and the other side could still bomb them.

everyone has a motive, a condition, no human action comes no strings attached, the strings may be thin, invisable, loose and long, but they're attached and they will not be taken off.

we all do things for our own reasons, reasons we keep hidden, we may think we know another's reason for doing something, but really all we know is ehat the tell us they're reason is, which may be a partical truth or a complete lie.

therefore i accect my love, and her love for what it is, cleverly masked selfishness, byu only dwelling or speaking of the fact you want the other to be happy it seem selfless, when really it just happens is that your own desire was to make them happy, and secretly you are doing it for yourself. if we didn't feel love as a feeling then we wouldn't be in love because we wouldn't enjoy the sacrifice, i'm doing it because it feels good, everything is selfish, its just how openly selfish it is.

i love love, i love Bev, i love loving Bev, i love the feeling, love making her feel, its all just about feelings, motives, agendas, don't get me wrong, this anilitical outlook hasn't spoiled it for me, i'm still the same lov e sick, sar struck romantic as ever, just playing the cynic to try to justify my own foolish actions.

okay, now for the actual post.

today i got a pic of Bev!
finally!
and she is so damn uber-cute!
course to me love is the best accessory, the ugliest woman is the queen of the ball to the poor dope who loves her. but i think Bev is soooooooo cute!
man i love her, she acts cute, talks cute, giggles cute, and is cute, man i really don't stand a chance against her, i can't resist her, i melt, hard, anilitical, cynical, cold me turns into mush at a single giggle or word from her, she takes away all this power and intellect that only serve to cause me to become clouded.
i like being swimple, unable to do anything but be loved and love in return, a simple paradise for a complex man.

Bev also posted a pic for me she did of Foxxy, who she hates, for reasons i'll make a post out of tommorrow! because its fun!

and see she gets sad reading my helpling hints because she is so addicted to my voice she wants me to say them to her, plus she always takes the tone wrong when she reads it, like i'm angry, whern really i'm happy, like always.

so, per request, i reviewed it as Foxxy seeing a picture of herself, which was fun to do, and good because i knew Bev would like that review.

once again, selfishness masked as a sacrifice, isn't love grand?

i'm working ontwo fics, AP and one for chibi Cage and 3 other friends, both of which i'm kinda stuck on, i've started playing ToS again, from the duel at M izuho because i didn't realize that beating the game was like Digaea and not KH or Star Ocean: till the end of time, you start all over again, No es bueno! oh well, it was fun hearing the story of Mithos again, and i'll see all the Sheena x Lloyd scenes again, cept the flarior one, which is one of the cutest, because Lloyd is so oblivious, Sheena is flirting with him and all he talks about is how evil Crucius is, i think if she kissed him he'd say "i didn't need CPR." boy do i love that game.

speaking of GAINAX go herefor some awesome pics and info on the live action EVA movie.

well thats it.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!
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Thursday, March 2, 2006

one critic.
Myui, arguing with you is like arguing with myself.

i often think about if what i do is really self sacrificing, or if its only done because i enjoy making her happy, i guess the only way to prove it is to do something you completely don't want to do, so i believe no matter what you do its somewhat for yourself, there for everything we do do IS for PERSONAL pleasure, even if its done for another.

its like what Sensui said "human can justify anything, thats why i like demons, they admit they're evil." nobody ever does something they believe is wrong, we always qualify it with "i have to' or 'its the only choice" "its them or me" therefore if i were do do something completly against my nature it would have to be for a reason, and that reason would qualify it as a personal pleasure venture, thus erasing all notions of selfless-ness. we never do something completly for another, there's always something of personal interest in the action.

but i don't think that means love isn't real, because there has to be some reason to act more selflessly than usual. maybe love is finding pleasure in pleasing another, maybe thats how to define it, it goes along with my definition [love is someone making you do something you despise with every part of your existence, yet you enjoy every moment with all of your heart] pretty nicely, i can't really define love conclusivly, it is an abstract concept, but so is all emotion and belief, i can't explain any emotion, but i don't doubt their existances, so why doubt this one's?

possibly love is a human creation, a concept we are programmed at birth to believe and thus justifies or otherwise meaningless existances on this god forsaken shit-hole of a world we live on. possibly we did make love up, it may be artifice, a non-existant concept that in its draw is self-perpetuating, we love because we love love, maybe its not real, but i like this illusion just fine, if love is a lie then i don't need the truth, if its all fake then tag me the biggest phony. i bought into love and i'm not selling my stocks now, even though they've become worth so much.

i'm glad for you Myui, my single critic, because you make me delve deep into my own beliefs to justify them, thank you for being the needed opponent, or else i'd grow complacent in my time of idealogical peace. a battle of wits like this is just what i needed.

thank you, my worthy opponent.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!
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Wednesday, March 1, 2006

nothin in particular.
i probably will find something to rant about, but at the moment i'm thinking this post will be random.

i believe that the one you love is more important than the feeling of love, being as everything i do i do for Bev, not for love. i do things because she enjoys what i'm doing, i find joy in bringing her pleasure, emotionally and in some random instances physically. if i were doing things for the feeling of love i'd just watch episodes 22-25 of Excel saga all day, that makes me feel love, or i'd draw Foxxy all day, or write my fic, all of those give me a love-like feeling. but what i feel with her is saying "okay" before she even gets done telling me what to do. yes i am in love with the concept of love, but the tangible example is much more alluring than some concept,
and if you know me, saying reality is better than a romantic concept is quite irregular.

i'm drawing some pics to mail to Bev, so she can draw Foxxy perfectly, so i'm doing that now. im doing it for so many reasons, one i'm finally able to draw something for her, like she's done for me a billion times, so its good to get her back. two i can draw for me, the fact i'm able to draw something and it looks half-way like my imagination, so i love drawing now i love doing this now, i love drawing, people used to complain i had no art, for the first time i'm complaining too! i want people to see my art. i'm actually good enough now that i can judge others work by my own, i can tell if i considerate better or worse than mine, thats why i have those two pics Bev made at the intro, to remind me i'm still number two, and i can get better, also that i still belong to her, that i'm hers, and seeing something she made brings a smile to my face.

three, Bev is a better artist than me, i may be able to half ass it out and make an exceptable pic, but Bev does make art, she whoops my ass at that too.

but i am getting better, i made seductive eyes, in fact my whole valentine Foxxy pic looks beautiful, but i know when Bev gets it she'll make art. i give her the worse copy though, i trace the original and then finish it, and she gets the eworse of the two, Sorry bev but i want thegood one! besides you're just going to make a new better one.

i've improved so much, i drew Ra and Draco a while ago and they look so shitty now, it'll be wierd when Foxxy and all the Chib's look shitty.

speaking of like 5 AP character's who needs a new chapter, wants to do art, or has a comment, just talk about AP, and read it on saturdays! i don't post it for nothing! read it!

also i'm almost able to make banners and stuff, i just need a little more help, so help there will be appreciated too.

well, thats all, see it was all random!
i told you!

HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Ode to my Peoplezez!
You guys fuckin rock!
i'm so glad i met all of you, thank you, my loyal peoplezez!

this unessacarily long post is for you!!!!!


when i first got on this site it was just to see a few pics, but then i saw the otaku life option, and was like "a play for my insane rankings, perfect!" so i started ranting, and no one came, i'm serious, for the first few m,onthes on here i was excitited if i got A, as in ONE DAMN COMMENT!!!

i was crushed, i had a billion things to say and no one listened, i called for help and no one replied, i helpled myself and no one congradulated me. i was as desperatly alone on here as i was offline.

but slowly my silver tongue began to seduce follows, Chibi-Cage, i think you were the first to be a serial vistitor, and Shippo-Souten was the one that taught me everything about this site, Oceania16 was my first AP reader, then there was Kisses fromMel and DeomonPrincess [who has since left] who were my best friends on here, Mel is actually the one that got me to confess my feelings to Dafina. but they're not Peoplezez, well mel maybe, she lost her internet, so if she starts visiting then she's in, but DP, who was like that friend with benefits [at least i wished she wanted to be that to me] betrayed me, she left forever and never answers my IM's, she is the anti-Peoplezez.

Then we have the Next two biggies Yoshima [Bev] and AmiGouchi, i'd say Bev is the new mel, and Ami the new DP, Ami is on a lot less.

but i'm getting side tracked, because you guys are always here for me, the new guys, the present Peoplezez! you guys believe in me, respect me, compliment me, and support me.

you believe that i'm not racist, and that how i watch the BoonDocks makes sense, you believe my ideas, i was so scared that i'd get kicked off for my ideas, that my comments would only bear angry messages of disgust, but they bore messages of support, and those that disagreed did so respectfully. i have to thank you for that.

and when i speak of Bev, and i look at my comments all i ever read are swooning girls and guys giving the thumbs up. you guys don't see me as some stupid idealistic twit, you has his head so far up his love arrow pierced ass that he has no idea that he's a pawn, you treat me like i'm fuckin cassanova, like i'm billy shakespeare, you believe in me, and my over strong ideas, my blind ambition and see my romaticism as a good thing.

thank you, all of my peoplezez, for catching me when i trip, cause i already fell for Bev, all of you guys are the third most impportant thing to me, behind my love and my partner in crime my obese weeny dcg.

you guys let me believe that out there some where i'm not alone, thast there are people as crazy, or sane as me. that share my ideal.

thank you my peoplezez, i love every single one of you. and you all know i don't take that likely, and don't admit it easily.

thank you my peoplezez, i hope i support you as much as you support me.

HAIL PEOPLEZEZ!!!!!
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Monday, February 27, 2006

Love.
two posts today, love and my favorite new show, please read both.


now some of you said that you don't take love lightly.
to me that implies that i do,
was that your intenion?

well either way i will tell you all about lovre for me.

first off to me love is the heaviest thing on earth, i carry it like it ways as much as a planet,
because love is my world.

since i was a little kid i wanted love, i but i wanted the kind i couldn't have.

see many people have many different definations of love, this is mine:


Love:
love is someone making you do something you absolutly despise with all of your soul...

and making you enjoying every moment of it with all of your heart.


see i wanted to be that boy who gets kissed by the girl and goes "yuck" but secretly falls in love with her, fall for the girl who upon hearing "yuck" knows its her solemn duty to tackle the boy down and kiss him until his voice runs out, then kiss him some more just for fun. i wanted to fall in love against my will and hate evey moment of it while secretly loving ever moment of it.

i want to be reluctant, i want to be tricked, forced, ordered, and controled, because from anyone else i'd hate those things, but i know from that one person i'll enjoy them.

for all my life i wanted that scenario, but unfortunatly, unlike SEELE, my scenario did not pan out, i went through elementary school and didn't have that moment, no recess at middle school so the moment is much less likely to occur, then in 7th grade it happened, i had my first real crush, which means no reluctant love.

i mean i was gaga for this girl, all because she stood up for me, and she was cute, so i bought her a silver anklet with my points from a fund raiser, with all the grace a crushed school boy can, then i gave her chocolates on valentines, which she gave to my friend [at the time, the one that robbed me] so i wrote "do u [heart] me?" on a piece o paper and gave it to her, she never said anything. so next year i had a crush on this ditzy blonde who seemed to think i was funny, i never got around to confessing my feelings, too many stoned friends.

then in ninth grade everything changed i actually fell in love.

Dafina, i will always remember her, i'm still so drawn to her. at first it was a crush like any other, but then, she sat by me, and started talking to me, her cute smile, those soft eyes, that tender voice, those breasts the size of oranges [i'm drawn to flat chests, though it actually took me a year to remember to look and see how big they were] she liked me, she was so sweet, and two years older, but i didn't care! this was too perfect, we must be meant for eachother! so i wrote her a love letter,, in it i said how i felt, and calling on past experience i said, "i love you as a friend, if we can be more than that, i'd love that, if not i'm just glad we can be friends, and if we can't be that anymore either then just tell me and i'll never be near you again, just so long as your happy." i also asked, that if she willed it, i'd be honored to habve my first kiss with her, if just one on the cheek, the softest one on the lips, or more.

i asked if she wanted the final choice for me to go away, and she said no, in a way i knew she was sincere with all her heart i asked about the kiss, she just softly shook her head no, i felt like i had really fucked up , but then, i felt a soft, gentle warm embrace, one of love, it was Dafina and she spoke, in a voice so soft, so warm, so happy, but about to cry. she said that this hug was all she couldn't give me my first kiss, but she could give me this hug and that the last choice, for me to go away, she'd never want that, that she really valued me as a friend.

she may have been kinda dumb, so i let her copy of me, but she was wise, she knew many deep things, and all the ways of the world. i know she didn't kiss me, because she didn't want to take that milestone from me, without being able to give me more. i'm glad she didn't now, because she did so much more, she broke me into a million pieces, but then put me back together so lovingly, that i was stronger than ever.

Bev reminds me of her, but Bev is mine, and i'm even more her's. and Bev gives me my definition of love everyday, i hate when she does it...

but i love every moment of it.

hail zeon.


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