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Saturday, February 4, 2006
the other one.
no bro today, i see him tommorrow, i will tell him to get his ass over here and fix my computer.
lonely Vampiress, i really love knowing you! true definition of one, them girl vampire are seductive!
but enough of me sounding like Kaji, [i have the stubble too] many ask where this story of mine is, well it is posted below every saturday this week is ch.6 i can also PM it to you. either way please read it, for i wish it to be known!
many of you said you draw girls well, do you do requests? because i still can't scan, plus i like seeing others do my works in their own style.
remember every saturday, Absolute Power, or PM me for it on demand.
those of you who do read it:
Favorite character?
least favorite?
favorite couple?
biggest complaint?
any wierd couples you can imagine?
that last one is because Bev is obbsessed with yoai, Sylven x Kit, Kit x Negeta [throws up a little], Sylven x Marane, Ra x Sylven, Ra x Sarin, Ra x Aveian, and Marane x Sarin. she also likes Kit x Foxxy, incest is wrong! this isn't .Hack secret of the Twilight Bracelet! well please feel free to give me conspiracies and random couples, site evidence, do art! i want fan interaction!
seriously, i don't want you guys to read it like gospel, give my randomness!
also suggestions would be nice.
thats all
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!
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Absolute Power ch.6
Absolute Power
Mission: 6
Nuns And Roses!
~Warning this may be offensive to women, Italians, or Catholics~
George Desande has returned, only now his hair is spikier and he wears a black version of Illpallazo from Excel Saga.
George: Kit!! I will find you! And bring Allenby back to her rightful owner!
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Sylven is in the hangar building his Gundam.
Foxxy: HEY SYLVEN!!!
Sylven comes damn close to falling off the rig.
Foxxy: What cha buildin’?!
Sylven: (Sweating, thinking) Oh shit, I’m screwed now, I’m found out she’s gonna kill me.
Foxxy: looks like a Gundam except built crappy. Need help?!
Sylven: Excuse me, I’m a skilled pilot and mechanic.
Foxxy: Keep telling yourself that, it may come true! Look I’ve been workin’ on machines since I was a kid.
Sylven: You are a kid.
Foxxy: Just except my help.
Sylven: (sighs) Alright, I’ll let you help out.
Foxxy: YAY!!!!!!
Sylven: (thinking) I know I’m gonna regret this.
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Kit: Ah, Rome; When I shit-a it burns-a!
Aveian: (now able to stand) I don’t think that’s right.
Allenby: Close enough! Come on let’s go I’m hungry!
Kit: Me too!
Aveian: Don’t you two ever stop eating?! Oh no… (He looks at them, they both give him the puppy dog eyes) fine. (Lights one up) Do whatever you want.
Both: YAY!!!!
The three of them go into a restaurant. They sit down then look around.
Kit: Is it just me, or do you feel like you’re being watched?
Aveian: Yeah, I feel it too.
Allenby: Me too, it’s really creepy! Oh no!
Kit: What?! Is it Domon?!
Allenby: No, nuns!
Kit: Huh?
Allenby: Nuns, I went to catholic school and nuns really scare me!
Kit: don’t worry, I’m sure they won’t be comin’ over here, and if they do I’ll protect you!
Allenby: Thanks Kit.
Kit: No prob! Now waiter we’re waitin’ over here!
Waiter: (Tony Soprano) could you wait a god damn minute over there?! God bustin my balls!
A group of nuns stand up.
Head nun: You used the lord’s name in vain, repent!
Waiter: Fuck off!! I’m workin’ here so either sit down and shut up or get your ass’s outta here!
Nun: Repent or take your penance!
Waiter: Tony, Ralphy, get these cunts outta here!
Two thugs walk towards the three nuns. Suddenly the three nuns streak by the two thugs, the thugs fall to the ground behind them.
Kit looks at their hands.
Kit: Rulers?!
Nun: And you there!
Kit: Me?
Nun: Yes you, the gothic child.
Kit: First I’m not a kid, and second I’m sure as not one of those freaks!
Nun: Look at those scars on your face, that’s were you cut yourself isn’t it?!!
Kit: No! For your information these are both battle scars!
Nun: Lying is a grave sin, repent or burn in hell!
Kit: I’m warning you step off…
A ruler starts coming towards his head.
Nun: Repent Now!!!!!!
Kit jumps up.
Kit: …Or get knocked off!!!!!
Kit grabs his chair and sweeps it into one of the nun’s legs. He runs up and over the chair and jump kicks another nun then lands and punches another out.
Aveian: Here he goes again.
Nun: Hey you!
She runs up at Aveian from behind.
Aveian: (Shoots over his back) And here I go along with him. Allenby stay here, Allenby?
Allenby: Take this! (Punches out a nun)
Aveian: Of course, she is his girlfriend.
Kit: (off screen) She’s not my girlfriend!!
Just then tons of nuns rush in and surround them.
Kit: Oooh, shit.
Man: (Italian accent) Kid, GET DOWN!!!!!!
Aveian, Kit, and Allenby drop to the ground and multiple Restaurant workers whip out Thompson machine guns and open fire cutting all the nuns down.
Kit: Thanks dude!
Man: Thank me later, now come with us if you wanna live.
Kit: Sounds good to me, lets go guys!
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Aveian: So where are we and who are you.
Guy: We’re the Italian Mafia! Who the fuck do you think we are?! And we happen to be in our headquarters!!
Kit: He has a point. But what do you need us for.
Man: Let me start from the beginning. A few years ago the new pope Benedict DCLXVI, his first proclamation was to take over Italy and purge it of it’s sinners.
Aveian: So basically to form a Theocracy.
Man: Yeah, well if you think we’re gonna lay down and take it, fagettabodet! The Italian mafia lays down for no man! So we’re mountin’ a resistance. And we’re hopin for you’re help.
Another guy: Youse guys in?
Kit: Why not?!
Allenby: Kit?!
Kit: It’s the difference between a dictatorship and a theocracy, and a dictator is a lot easier to over throw than a Theological leader.
Aveian: It’s hard to out preach a preacher. A lot easier to out shoot a shooter.
Allenby: (sighs) You guys are insane, but if Kit’s in, it has to be a worthy cause! I’m in too!!
Kit: Allenby…
Allenby: Don’t say anything. I know.
Aveian: Well, I guess that means I’ll have to join in to keep you idiots alive.
Allenby: Just admit it, you love us!
Aveian: Piss off.
Kit: So are these nuns are that dangerous?
Leader: You saw what they did in that Restaurant.
Allenby: Besides, if you ever went to catholic school you’d know how scary they can be!
Kit: Well, either way I’ll defeat them!
Aveian: Great, those are famous last words if there are any.
Kit: Come on Aveian, after all we’ve been through you think some NUNS can stop us?!
Leader: One thing though, the Church has developed a Gundam, we have one too, but I doubt it can stand up to theirs.
Kit: Don’t worry, we’re Gundam Fighters. I’m the American Fighter.
Allenby: And I’m the Swedish one!!
Leader: Well then I’ll back you up in my suit. I suggest you get to you’re ship and get prepared.
Kit: Roger that.
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Foxxy: See how much easier it is with me helping?
Sylven: I have to admit, this has been a lot faster.
Foxxy: So you plannin’ on takin’ on my brother in that thing?
Sylven: What would make you say that?
Foxxy: Duh, this Suit is obviously made for Dueling and at this level; there wouldn’t be any other reason. Besides, who doesn’t want to kick my brother’s ass?!
Sylven: You’re very keen.
Foxxy: (surprised) Really?! Thanks!
Sylven: Don’t thank me, just show how smart you are through you’re work.
Foxxy: Roger dude!
Sylven: You’ve pretty unique too.
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Kit: Aveian, sit this battle out, you’re still injured.
Aveian: (teasingly) I don’t have to take orders from you.
Kit: Come on man.
Aveian: Fine I’ll back you up from the ship.
Kit: Man, you just can’t stay out of a good fight can ya?!
Aveian: You know me.
Allenby: You’re like Sailor Moon!
Aveian: I swear, if I wasn’t in extreme pain I’d kick your ass.
Allenby: Just try it.
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George: I’ve located the enemy leader!
The man: (over Vid-screen) Good, kill the men and capture the woman for us to enjoy!
George: Roger, leader!
George’s new Gundam: Cape, is an improved version of his old one, the cape goes completely over the back and right arm and shoulder. It now has a Gyan style sword on each hip and the blue cape is now navy and it has a normal Gundam head and improved boosters.
George releases two bits and they open fire on Aveian’s ship.
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BOOM, BOOM!!!!
Aveian: What the hell was that?!
Kit: Looks like its battle time!!
Kit’s Gundam rises out of the ship.
Kit: So are you with those nuns?
George: Kit Sune, Prepare to meet your death at the blade of my Rapiers!
Allenby: (On intercom) George?!
Kit: You know him?
George: Ah, Allenby, Domon’s been looking for you1
Kit: (Beginning to get pissed) So you’re with Domon? (Rushes towards George) Then that Changes everything!!
Kit drives his Suits shoulder into George’s chest.
George: (draws swords) On Guard knave!!!
Cape Gundam flies towards Kit.
Kit: (aiming) Bad move!
Kit fires beam shots into Cape, the shots don’t slow him down. Kit throws his rifle down and draws on of his, staving off George’s.
Kit: (Neo-trace material climbing up his arm and neck) You tryin’ a double bladed style now, too bad you don’t have the skills to back it up!
Back in the ship Aveian gets to the control room.
Aveian: Two large incoming heat signatures!
Allenby: I’ll check it out in MY Suit!
Allenby’s Gundam rises out of the ship. It’s Noble only now with the “hair” cut slightly shorter, right above the ass. The legs are colored to look like it’s wearing knee high red boots. The “jewel” on the chest is now blue and heart shaped. The Berserker mode has been changed out for a new one which you will soon see.
Allenby: George! Get away from Kit now!!!!!!
George: Allenby, Good now that you’re out here it’ll make capturing you a lot easier!
Kit: Don’t you know to never take your eyes off your enemy!!
George turns around just in time to catch a sword blow to the left shoulder.
George: You foul knave, I’ll show you to strike me!
George swings both swords in, Kit jumps back avoiding the attacks.
Allenby: Kit! Don’t worry I’m comin’!
Kit: NO!!! Stay back and guard the ship! I’ll be fine!
Nun: Don’t worry you dirty street tramp you can fight me!
Allenby: I suppose you’re the church’s Gundam.
Nun: Correct, now feel the wrath of my Sister Gundam!!
Think Haow Gundam, only a Nun. With a big piece of wood on it’s back.
Leader: Don’t worry, I’ll back you up.
Old fashion gangster complete with Tommy gun and suit, in Gundam form.
Allenby: don’t worry about me, help out Kit.
Leader: No, this is my enemy and I won’t let you face her alone.
Allenby: Please, it’s really important.
Leader: Fine, I can’t say no to a real woman.
Allenby: Thank you.
Nun: Now let us settle this!
The nun draws her ruler, Allenby draws her ribbon whip.
Nun: What are you going to do with that? Wrap me a present?!
Allenby: You’ll see!!
Allenby lets loose a flurry of whip blows. The nun deflects them with the ruler. Sister Gundam then lumbers forward and attacks with the ruler.
Allenby: Too slow!!
Allenby in her Faye Gundam jumps backward dodging the blows, keeping a steady pace.
Nun: Take this! YARD STICK!!!
Sister Gundam whips a yard stick off its back and swings at Faye Gundam.
Allenby continues to jump back. Allenby jumps clear over the yard stick.
Nun: Now I’ve got you!
Sister Gundam drops the yard stick and drives the ruler into Faye Gundams body. Allenby’s Suit falls to the ground.
Kit: Allenby!!!
George: I suggest you watch out for yourself knave!!!
George drives a blade into Kit’s shield throwing him back.
Leader: Get off him1
The leader’s Tommy Gundam, fires its gun at George’s Cape Gundam. George jumps back.
Kit: Your guard is down!
Kit shoots forward and slices George’s swords out of his hands. George falls back and regains his stance.
George: You knaves are starting to become a nuisance, so it ends now!
All of Cape’s cape flaps fly up.
George: ROSE BLIZZARD!!!!
Hundreds of bits fly out and surround the two Gundams.
Kit: This looks bad.
Leader: Yeah, I say we’re fucked.
All the bits open fire and the two Suits are forced to jump around I defense. Tommy Gundam fires the gun into the cloud taking out a couple of bits; Kit uses the head guns to stop a couple too. A beam comes down and takes out the Tommy Gundams gun.
Kit: And it’s getting worse!
Allenby: Mobile Suit damage critical. Energy levels dropping. Destruction immanent!
Sister Gundam lumbers towards her fallen Suit.
Allenby: Purity Mode? Well, what do I have to lose?! Purity Mode Activate!!!
Faye Gundam rises up, blue faerie wings spread from the Suits back. The wings glow and start releasing a glittery dust into the air. “Little Busters” from FLCL starts playing.
Nun: So you’ve gotten yourself some new little wings, so what you still won’t defeat me!! WAIT!! I CAN”T MOVE MY SUIT WON’T MOVE!!!!
Allenby: Rain may have done this first, but I’ll do it better!! Cupid’s Arrow!!
Faye Gundam puts its right index and middle finger to its “lips” and blows a kiss, forming a little pink heart, with the point pointing away from Faye Gundam; she runs her fingers from the back backwards forming a shaft. Then a pink bow forms out of energy.
Allenby: Fire!!!
The shot pierces Sister Gundams chest taking the Suit down.
Allenby: (laughs) Feel the power of love! Whoa1
Faye powers down and falls to one knee.
Kit: Allenby!!!!
George: Got you now knave!!!
Leader: WATCH OUT!!
The bits gather and all fire at Kit from one direction. (Sort of defeating the point of bits)
Tommy Gundam leaps in front of the blasts, blocking Kit. Tommy Gundam falls to the ground.
George: Foolish knave! (The smoke clears) Wait, where is the other knave!?!
Kit: (Hyper Beam Rifle to Capes back) Behind you.
Kit fires a shot through Cape’s body. Cape Gundam sinks to the ground.
Kit: Allenby!
Kit runs up the Suit and into the cockpit. Allenby is laying on the ground.
Kit: (picks her up into his arms) (panicked) Allenby! Allenby!
Allenby: (slowly opens her eyes) (weakly) Kit.
Kit: Don’t talk, are you alright?!
Allenby: Yeah.
George: (Gundam rising) Not for long.
His bits rise and target Faye Gundam.
George: NOW THIS ENDS!!
An anti-ship missile impacts into the cloud of bits.
George: What the…
Two more hit his Suit, it falls and another hits its chest.
Aveian: (Vid-screen) Told ya I got your backs, looks like he’s dead.
George: (Suit rising with a struggle) Damn you knaves, you won this round, but I’ll return!
Cape Gundam flies off.
Kit: Do you think you can make it back to the ship?
Allenby: No, you’ll have to carry me.
Kit: Well if I have to… (They both smile) climb on1
Allenby climbs onto his back and Kit exits the Gundam and runs back to the ship.
Allenby: Uuuum, you’re warm.
Kit: Quit it you’re makin me blush.
Allenby: And you smell nice too. (Giggles)
Kit: Tease.
Allenby: Don’t provoke me.
Kit enters the ship and sets Allenby down on her bed.
Kit: I gotta go out and retrieve the Suits.
He feels a tug on his jacket.
Allenby: No, stay and keep me company.
Kit: Sorry, Aveian and you are injured so I have to do it, but I promise when I’m done we can spend all the time you want with each other. Okay?
Allenby: Alright.
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George enters the room Domon, Sora and The man are there.
The man: You failed.
George: (on one knee, head low) I know I ask of your forgiveness.
Domon: IDIOT!!! ( kicks George in the chin, knocking backward) And worst of all you endangered my Allenby!!!
The man: Now Domon, that thought process is counter productive, killing Kit is the prime objective, no matter how appealing the woman may be, isn’t that right Sora?
Sora: (through teeth) Yes, leader. (Thinking) pervert!
The man: well, since you failed George, it’s your turn Argo.
Argo: Argo no fail you!!! Argo will kill Kit Sune!!!
The man: Very good Argo, make sure you do.
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(Ending music)
Kit jumps back into Allenby’s Suit. He sits down and looks down at the control panel.
Kit: humph, (holds something up) I knew it!
He sets it down it’s a picture of him.
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He enters Allenby’s room. She’s asleep. Kit pulls her sheets over her and shuts the light heading for his room.
Kit: She loves me.
Ja Ne
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Friday, February 3, 2006
very random.
well i'm watching Oprah to see Dave Chapelle, i hate both of them, but i wanna see him explain disapearing to South africa.
Chapelle is a racist moron, Charlie Murphies storys were ruined by Dave with the "i'm [blank person] bitch lines" wheneverr i hear 'i'm rick james bitch" i go "let me cover you ion glitter so you can sing "superfreak" Chappelle also seems to hate all white people, so i just don't watch.
Oprah gets too much credit, my school has like 7 books on her dumb ass, but non on William wallace, Vlad Tepes, or other historical military figures. Jerry springer also has no books there.
oprah is interigating Dave, poor bastard.
i'm going to scan my stuff soon, even if i have to do it at my dads, but hopefully my brother will fix my computer so he can install it too, cuz i think he has one for me.
i can actually draw bodies and curves well, i can draw breasts well, just not small ones, mine always end up being gigantic. Foxxy is flat chested, but she looks well endowed when i try to draw her.
speaking of that,
anyone new wanna read it?
if you're reading what chapter are you needing next?
i love talking about my story, it'd mean a lot to me if you guys would read it if you're not.
HAIL ZEON!!!!
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Thursday, February 2, 2006
i have the power!
Absolute Power, i'm done with 12 but i want my favorite reader to look it over first, for her commentary is awesome, so other peoplezez you must wait for Bev!
my art is getting better, i'm try chibi now, which i'm pretty good at. but in full scale, i can't draw breasts, my pecs are exceptable, but the female mamory eludes me!
i must study and pratice, then scan as soon as possible.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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Wednesday, February 1, 2006
you guys will get it soon.
i've actually gotten people ask me why i have no art.
because i suck,
and have no scanner. but both of those things will soon be changed, i hope.
well i've been practicing, i still suck at feet [always pigeon toed people] hands are so-so, and i can't get expressions down. i mean i'm getting better, but i sit by a phenominal artist, so i can see what true art looks like, she looks like an anime artist, she could draw for like GAINAX [she's goth, lots of dark and red] so my wierd people just look even shittier.
but my clothes and bodies look really good. I'm doing my caracter Draco Spitfire [AP readers know him, all like 5 of you] and Foxxy Sune [my favorite character i ever created] Draco looks really good, cept the face and pigeon toed feet.
Foxxy looks great, i just drew too small, so i'll have to do it again.
see how i'm getting better is by being picky, i used to go "that looks like an arm i'll take it!" and finish it but now i sketch everythimg first then go back and erase again and again going "thats not arm-y enough" and i learned to sketch light enough it erases clean. so i'm getting better, i just have trouble sketching faces, so i have to work on that, so my faces don't all look either crappy or all graphite shaded.
well, i hope to get a scanner soon, [if my lazy ass brother ever gets over here and fixes my computer up and enstall all the output devices like scanner and DVD burner] so i can put my pictures up, Bev is dying to see them so she can get payback for all my critical analyses of her drawing of my characters. i'm looking forward to it, because i love her so much. she plans to use mine as prototypes too, [i should title my pictures like Draco Spitfire 00]
well hats it.
HAIL ZEON!!!!
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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
short and random.
we had to come up with similes and metaphors in creative writing using random words. we each made up a set.
i made prophylactic and penguin.
you try making a simile or metaphor with them.
HAIL ZEON!!!!
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Monday, January 30, 2006
1100 [and 2] hits!
yep, got that many. #987 191 GB signatures.
aren't i awesome?!
well, i'm writing using my Absolute Power characters in my creative writing class, its fun!
i love that class, so many hot girls who are all interested in me!
well either Tina is avoiding me, or just forgot i exist, either way i don't really care. i made my move, theres nothing else i can do. if she's the one ruining what could be a friendship, oh well not my fault. it feels good to have no power over the situation.
thers some other girl, who looks like a emo Dafina, sounds like her too, i will now try to get to know her. i believe Duo put it best, i'm getting really good at fighting these losing battles.
i worked the heavy bag for a while today repeatedly saying "radically good speed wheels limited" and punching the bag visciously, and also going "radically good speed wheels unlimited" and punching until my arms actually couldn't punch anymore. on this note i always say "radically good speed wheels limited" when i run. i rip-off Cougar too much. and i know Cougar fights with his feet, i'll try that later. but basically after playing Cougar too long my arms were about in the state Zabuza's were during his final fight with Kakashi. so i just swung my limp arms from the waist and swung like 100 back fists, actually in rhyme hitting at the peek of swing. why didn't Zabuza fight like that? swing your limp meat arms at people! It works!
well my arms are so tired they're quivering, so its a good feeling.
thats it.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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Sunday, January 29, 2006
more fun.
i watched "Chasing Amy" today, thats a very deep and touching, and its a Kevin Smith movie!
well, everyone like my BG? i love the custom BG, inu Kagome is awesome for making it.
the one that never showed up was Pleinair from Disaea, i liked it, but it won't show up, and i like the custom thing better!
Bev is in Mexico today, she gets back tommorrow, when i go to the royal rumble at Emagine theatres, which sucks.
I hate rock Lee's voice, i thought it'd be froggier, i'm disapointed.
Wapol went down to easily on One Piece.
Wapol, Sanji's cigarettes musy magically become suckers, but Wapol can eat people.
i can't understand Yugi-oh, missed two episodes.
On IGPX Satomi said "lets kick their ass!" i was so excited, like a school girl hearing Justin Timberlake in person. i wanted to run in circle going "OMIGOD OMIGOD OMIGOD!" i love when Toonami lets some reality leak through, when i hear it i love it because i don't hear it enough.
does anyone wanna do art for me, espeacially people who read my story!
anyone need a new chapter of my story? please!
i need readers!
also, i'm finally ranted in triple didgits!
#997!
anyone know escaladebunnyDP, formally DemonPrincess on here, or kiwiseweetkisses, kissesfrom mel on here, i miss them.
well thats enough, see yaz later!
HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
the random other post.
in case you don't want to read my story i always post another post.
here's something i stole of sakura5's site.
its a great poem!
Confusion of the Heart
Lost, confused of what I’m truly searching for,
Pain, tears, I try so hard to keep it inside for so long.
Keeping it all locked in ‘till the day I can no more,
Moments of a day, the pain I feel for so long.
Why do I keep in for so long?
Why won’t I allow others in?
My heart is as though its gone so wrong,
I feel as though I’ve done so much to hurt within.
Every night I lay in bed,
Letting all my sadness come out.
Covering a pillow over my head,
Not allowing anyone to hear me shout.
While I sleep, I would get dreams,
That are so wonderful I never want to awake.
I feel happiness, and joy within my dreams,
But I also know a dream is only a fake.
I sometimes feel as though I too am a fake,
A person all made of lies.
Everyone thinks they know me so well, what does it have to take,
To let you all understand I’m just a bunch of lies.
I feel as though I’m being nice for my own selfish needs
But you tell me I am not selfish.
Is my face so obvious for you to see?
So easy that I can not see, that I made a selfish wish.
My aching heart is killing me,
I can no longer hold it deep within.
I made a wish that night to be free,
To take me away from all this pain that I confine within.
I try killing myself,
All alone laying there knowing nothing at all.
Just wanting to disappear from this world by myself,
I slowly slipped away from all four walls.
I look up from my sitting spot,
I look out in the dark, and stillness.
I feel so alone, as though I’ve been shot,
Right before me I see a door in the darkness.
I try to open it, but it won’t open free,
I soon realized it was lock.
I look around in the stillness and found a key,
As the key went in, the door opened and I was in shock.
The door and key was in darkness,
‘Cause I had locked it myself, and never opened it again.
I felt pain and a rush of selfishness,
I awoke in sweat, and started to cry in vain.
All the pain I kept deep inside hurt me so bad,
I could no longer handle it, I sat there crying.
‘Till I felt better, and realized so what if I was still sad,
A goal I must finish even if I feel like dieing.
A guiding light, a gentle breeze,
Blowing through my hair.
I look out at the world, even if my heart freeze,
I will never let you down, and be unfair.
Even if snow begins to build and isolate me,
I know you are melting it away little by little.
With every smile you give me,
I soon will be able to give you my key even it it’s fatal.
I know you will wipe away the pain,
Day by day, and even if it never goes away.
Making you smile is the greatest gift, even when I cry in the rain,
I hope you’ll be there letting me lean on you for always.
No matter how much confusion I may have in my heart,
I hope you’ll always be here with me.
Helping me through and through and always be a part,
Of my life, and set my pain free.
anyone new wanna read my story or do requests for me?
i'm trying to get better at drawing, but not by reading a book, i wanna do it my own, i might ask for help, but i don't want professional souless help, i hope i get better.
i see improvement, but from my level, you can only go up!
i will get better, i just have to practice, study examples, and basically hit it lucky on one version.
even if it was by luck, i just want to see my dreams relized once.
i have all these great images in my mind my hands can't express, and it kills me to be so feeble.
i can only thank Bev for giving me the will to get better, a better writer, a better artist and a better person in general. i'm so greatful for all she's done for me.
well thats all for now!
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Absolute Power ch.5
Absolute Power
Mission: 5
Enter Sarin!
Head of the board: (over Vid-Phone) …And that is why we need you here immediately Mr. Wind!
Aveian: Fine I’ll be there immediately.
Kit: So you’re leaving so soon, Commander?!
Aveian: What can I say, it’s my duty. I’m leaving you in charge while I’m gone, Captain.
Allenby: (waving good-bye) Come back soon Aveian!!
Aveian shuts the door behind him.
Aveian: So sweet, maybe you’re on to something Kit.
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Aveian: So what was I needed for?
Head of the board: Commander Wind, Black Vulpine is going broke, we can’t maintain this relationship if we get nothing in return!
Aveian: So in other words, you’re saying you need money?
Head of the board: Correct, if you want to speak in lamense terms.
Aveian: And how do you expect me to get this money?
Head of the board: Frankly Commander, I don’t give a damn, but unless you do, we’ll have to terminate this little deal!!
Aveian: Fine, if you’re giving me a ultimatum, then I have no choice, I’ll get your money.
Head of the board: Well, if you’re going to be so cooperative I’ll give you a little help. (Hands him a disk) on this is the information of a little business partner of ours, deal with him and we’ll fill your order.
Aveian: How kind of you.
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Aveian: (on cell phone) Hey, Kit?
Kit: (on Vid-phone) Yeah, what’s up man?
Aveian: We’ve got orders. We’ve gotta meet up with an “associate” of are little friends at Black Vulpine. We’ll meet in Germany. That’s where he’s supposed to be. I’ll send the coordinates.
Kit: Alrighty, see you there in about a day.
Allenby: So we’re off to Germany!
Kit: I can tell, this is gonna be very interesting.
Allenby: You guys seem independent enough, why are you taking orders?
Kit: It’s from B.V. (sighs) and we need their suits so for right now we’re not in control.
Allenby: Well don’t worry, as long as we’re together everything will be alright!
Kit: Allenby… Thanks.
Allenby: No prob.
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Aveian: (in ship on Vid-phone) Sylven, I smell a rat.
Sylven: What, you don’t trust my organization?
Aveian: I don’t trust anyone.
Sylven: I didn’t trust them either, I was sent here to spy on you and see what you were up to. I think they’re planning something.
Aveian: Right now we lack the proper resources to launch a effective coup, so for now we should play along.
Sylven: Until when?
Aveian: Until we acquire the resources.
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Kit: So Aveian, what’s the plan? What are we doin’ here?
Aveian: The guy’s name is “Alrock,” we’re suppose to find and apprehend him, then bring him back to Black Vulpine Headquarters,
Kit: Alrock, Alrock, I know I’ve heard that name before.
Aveian: I know I remember it too.
Kit: Damn, I hate having to work for these bastards. It doesn’t feel right.
Aveian: I know, but we have no other choice if we’re going to put up a fight against Domon.
Allenby: Well, we at least have to find this guy. What we do with him afterwards is up to us but we should make sure he’s safe first. I’m sure they’re not relying on you alone to do this.
Kit: Then it’s settled, let’s go bag us a bounty!!
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The man: So, do you think they have any idea.
Domon: of course not, they’re idiots.
The man: Sora, is the new weapon ready?
Sora: (Black haired spy) Yes. He’s being held right now.
Mercenary 1: What you don’t think we’re strong enough?
The man: That’s not it, just worry about your money.
Mercenary 2: It doesn’t matter; as long as you keep up on your end of the deal we won’t question your motives.
The man: Good, that’s just how I like it! Aveian, you’re in for a surprise.
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Aveian: This is the place.
Kit: Damn it, I know I’ve been here before!
Aveian: I know, but we have to keep moving.
Weapons drawn, Aveian kicks the door open and he and Kit storm in.
Alrock: (Knives, Trigun) Hey there Kit!
Kit: (Eyes turn red) You!!!
Alrock: that’s right!
Kit rushes up and grabs Alrock by the head ramming him into the cement wall behind him.
Kit: You’re the bastard that fucked with me and my sister’s genes!!!!
Alrock: Don’t forget Aveian!
Kit tightens his grip, blood starts running down Alrock’s head.
Alrock: Go ahead kill me, but then you won’t get your reward.
Aveian: You know about the deal?
Kit, back to normal lets him down.
Alrock: What, you think I’m that stupid? I knew that B.V. would betray me just like Negeta did. And to think I made him a new weapon and everything.
Aveian: (point’s gun at him) Start talking.
Alrock: Negeta came to me and asked me to make another weapon like you, so I did. As did those idiots at B.V. And of course now neither of them are here to help me.
Aveian: So where’s this weapon?
Voice: ALROCK!!!
Alrock: well, looks like the party is startin’ guess you’ll get to see. Sarin, it’s time to wake up!
Profile:
Sarin (sare-In)
Age: Unknown
Height: 6 foot 3
Voice: (Zechs, Gundam Wing)
Body: skinny, thin arms, flat stomach, hard pecs, oh yeah, and two huge black angel wings.
Clothes: Albel from Star Ocean, only with no gauntlet and steel claws on both hands.
Face: Hair like Sesshomaru, with red eyes and a mask like Juromaru, only with holes instead of slits for air.
Personality: you’ll see.
A door opens and we see Sarin chained to the ground by his hands and neck.
Alrock: Sarin, it’s time to spread your wings!
Sarin’s eyes open and he raises his head, he spreads his wings then snaps the chains on his wrists then breaks the one on his neck.
Soldiers rush in.
Soldiers: Wings?!
Sarin flies forward and sinks his claws into the soldiers before they can fire off many shots.
Kit: What the hell have you created?
Alrock: The perfect weapon, better than you. Very good Sarin, now go back.
Sarin: No.
Alrock: WHAT?!
Sarin: I’m not going to fight for you anymore.
Alrock: How dare you!
Sarin: You’re too weak to fight for yourself; you need me for that, but I’m not going to be your tool any longer.
Alrock: But I created you!
Sarin looks over himself.
Sarin: Thanks a lot.
Kit: This is it; you’re comin with us back to Black Vulpine!
Sarin: If you two are working for Black Vulpine then you’re my enemy too.
Kit: (Readies his blade) So you wanna end it right here?
Sarin: No. I know you two are pilots; I’ll fight you in my Gundam.
Kit: First we gotta straiten some stuff up with your creator here.
Sarin: NO, we fight now.
Kit: Look pal…
Aveian: No, I’ll fight him you take care of Alrock.
Kit: No way, I’ll take angel-boy here!
Aveian: You take Alrock, that’s an order from your superior.
Kit: Fine.
Aveian: BlackStar awaken!
A mobile armor drops from the ship. It has a bottom like the Zeong only jagged like a stealth bomber and with a Sazabi style particle gun instead of the duel beam guns, three clawed hands that when the claws are closed form a triangle large rectangular shoulder armor with pointed ends and a torso and head like the Kampfer minus the horn. The whole suit is black on lighter black.
Aveian jumps in.
Aveian: What’s up old friend, ready to kick some ass?
Sarin: Now it’s my turn.
A black Gundam rises up, it has the body of DeathScythe Hell with custom’s forearms and legs. It has huge black angel wings instead of the bat ones and a heat scythe and clawed fingers.
Sarin: Reaper Gundam.
Sarin’s Gundam initiates the Mobile Trace System. His suit is black with a black angel feather on the chest outlined in white.
Sarin: So, are you ready to die.
Aveian: I’ve been ready for 12 years now, (shoves throttle forward) but somehow an opportunity hasn’t presented it’s self yet.
Kit: Talk Alrock: what’s with the wings?
Alrock: What’s with the eyes, fangs and claws?
Kit: Those aren’t permanent!
Alrock: So he’s an improvement.
Kit: And how come you look the same as you did 12 years ago?!
Alrock: I made you, I made Sarin. I’m a very good doctor. (Shift to the battle) right now two of my creations are fighting for supremacy, let’s see with one wins.
BlackStar rushes at Reaper. Aveian opens the claws and grabs the scythe, yanking it out. Then he aims the beam gun in the other hand at Reapers chest.
Aveian: Game over.
Sarin: Not yet!
Sarin swings the scythe throwing Aveian back.
Aveian: Bad move.
BlackStar’s shoulders open and reveal missiles as do a pod that slides up on each hip. Aveian fires a huge barrage.
Sarin: EEEEERRRRRAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!
Sarin rushes strait through, missiles impacting, armor shredding, Aveian fires the particle gun in the center of the waist, taking out a section of Reapers left shoulder and body.
Sarin: Die!!
Sarin’s scythe cuts off BlackStar’s right arm.
Aveian: Die!!!
Aveian fires BlackStar’s left arm tearing off Reaper’s right arm and the scythe.
Sarin: I’m not dead yet!
Sarin blasts forward and digs his claws into BlackStar, Aveian fires the waist gun into Reaper blowing it’s legs off.
Aveian: (panting) Looks like…
Sarin: …It’s all over.
Both suits fall from the sky.
Alrock: A tie; didn’t see that comin’.
Kit: Aveian!!
Allenby: Aveian!!
The two of them run out to his suit.
Kit: Aveian! Are you alright dude?!
Aveian: (coughs) I could use a smoke.
Kit: (whips around) No you don’t!!
Alrock stops dead.
Alrock: Go ahead; bring me to those fools at Black Vulpine. You know what they have planned.
Kit: Yeah, I do. That’s the problem. So… just get out of here. But, if you get captured by Negeta or B.V. I swear I’ll kill you before you have a chance to ruin someone else’s life!
Alrock: Roger, come Sarin!
Sarin: (rising from his suit) No.
Alrock: WHAT?!
Sarin: Like I said before, I’m not your tool anymore. I’m living for myself from now on. Deal with your problems yourself. Be a man for once.
Alrock: Sarin your mine, my creation, my tool, MINE!!!!
Sarin: Not any more.
Sarin jumps back into his Gundam, it shudders and rises then flies off.
Aveian’s ship flies down, Kit climbs on with Aveian supported on his shoulder followed by Allenby.
Kit: Have fun.
Aveian: Don’t get caught, or else.
Allenby: See ya later Doc!
Lines drop and pick BlackStar up.
Alrock: Damn, my life sucks.
Kit: (lays Aveian down on the couch) You gonna be alright Commander?!
Aveian: After all we’ve been through do you really think I’d die now? (Lights one up)
Kit: Yeah, we can’t get rid of you so easily!
Allenby: So where are we off to next Commander?
Aveian: Italy, right after me and my armor recover.
Allenby: Right!! Italy it is! Come on Kit!!
Allenby grabs his wrist and pulls him off toward the cockpit, Kit looks back at Aveian smiling wide and gives him a thumbs up. Aveian sits up a little and returns the sign then falls back down on to the couch.
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The man: How did our little plan go?
Sora: The plan failed sir. The doctor escaped and his weapon ran off.
The man: Is that so? Well, this is quite unfortunate, (looks at Sora) but I think I know a way of getting over the loss.
Sora: I think it would be more beneficial to focus on the operation, wouldn’t it?
The man: (advancing towards her) Now come on, we can work anytime, let’s play!!!
George: I’ve located Kit Sune and Allenby. They are moving towards Italy, the Commander and his Suit are completely inoperable. Allenby is yet to activate her Gundam. I request clearance to pursuit them.
The man: (turns around) (sighs) Fine, track them down and defeat him, kill the Commander, save the Captain for me and the girl for Domon.
George: (Bows and opens his cape) As you wish leader! Those knaves shall meet defeat in Italy!
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(Ending music)
Sarin: Negeta Zeru, Marane Alrock, Kit Sune, I shall defeat you all and finally be free of all my chains.
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Sylven: (looking up at a unfinished Mobile Suit) Soon Kit, very soon.
Ja Ne
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