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• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
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• i first saw Gundam Wing
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• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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Sunday, January 1, 2006
Merry New Years.
well, glad everyone read my fic.
thanks so much.
i really appreciate it.
anyway, it was awesome to see a new episode of Naruto today.
Haku, is adorable, and i'm completly secure in my masculinity to say so. man, when he was a kid, he was sooooo cute, that uber-soft face and huge doe eyes, even Zabuza can't resist it!
He may be a phycotic serial killer, but even he melts when Haku looks at him.
Haku [and my dad] ask why Naruto won't hit him. its that face, how could you hit someone so heart-meltingly soft-faced as Haku. he's just to pretty and kind to hit, sure he "killed" saskue, but its only because he had no choice, Haku gave them a billion chances to escape. he is too soft. his face shows it, i think thats why he wears the mask, so no one can see how warm his face is.
i'm coming up with a project, anyone a big EVA AND, it must be "and" not "or" Tales of Symphonia fan?
if you are, pm me. i require assistance.
Till then.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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Saturday, December 31, 2005
Because nobody requested it ,AP to my Peoplzez!!!!!
no one wanted to hear about my mis-advertures, so i won't bore you with them.
from now on i'm gonna post chapters of my fic Absolute Power. each week on Saturday, read if you want, because nobody requested it.
HAIL ZEON!!!!
And Hail all my fanfic gloriness!!!!
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Absolute Power ch.1
Absolute power
Mission 1
Operation G.T.G.
We see a raven haired boy dressed all in black, running through the streets of Neo-Japan, being pursued through by armed agents firing on him with handguns, him narrowly avoiding the shots.
(Black haired boy): Hi I’m kit Sune and this is my story…
Profile:
Kit Sune
Height: 5ft 7
Voice: Scott McNeil (Duo, Gundam Wing/Koga, Inuyasha)
Body: Lightly tanned, lean muscle build.
Clothes: A faded black sleeveless T-shirt, over which he wears a black jacket. He has on black jeans and black strap boots up to the bottoms of his shins. He has on black fingerless gloves and a black sheathed and handled Kodachi mounted on the back of his pants with its tar tape handle pointed right.
Face: he has two scars on his left cheek leading diagonally from right below his jaw bone to about 2 inches away from his nose. His hair is cut so his bangs are cut right below his eyes and halfway down his ears on the side the lower layer sticks a little further down. It’s a little longer in the back with the same under hair cut. His bangs are slightly raised and are parted down the middle .He the standard animae nose, his teeth are white. His face looks very scruffy, his eyes eyes: big and violet.
Personality: Kit is pretty layed-back, though he’s had a hard life and has a violent streak if you touch on an old wound. He is a ladies man, having the ability to turn almost any girl near him into a screaming fan girl. He is generally a nice guy and makes friends easily, though he’s very forward and tends to piss a lot of people off too. Kit has just become the new Gundam Fighter for Neo-America after Chibitie stepped down to pursuit a new line of work. He is an extremely skilled pilot (no shit he’s the Gundam Fighter after all)
(Kit :) I was sent here to take back some stolen technology, the Gundam RX-78[G]-KC and send it to my home base. All was going fine until…
Kit: Gundam loaded into shuttle, destination, Neo-America. Launching in 5, 4,3,2,1 launching!! (Into cell phone) Did you get that Sylven?
Sylven: (Treize, Gundam Wing) Roger that, I’ll meet you and the Suit at the rendezvous point.
Domon runs out, katana drawn, seething with anger, with armed agents standing behind him, guns drawn aimed at Kit.
Domon: STOP, THIEF!!
Kit: (like a sneeze, as it will always be) Shit.
A bunch of spot lights focus on Kit. Alarms sound. The agents open fire and a bullet blows Kit’s phone to shit.
Domon: (commandingly) Hold your fire men!!!! (To Kit) Where’s the Gundam?!!!!
Kit looks up into the sky for a while, and then looks Domon in the face.
Kit: I’d say its exiting Neo-Japan’s about now. Tell ya’ what, I’ll fight ya’ for it. I win I leave here with my Gundam and you back off.
Domon: And if I win…
Kit looks at him with a real cocky look on his face.
Kit: If you win you get that little toy back.
Domon: Fine, we’ll settle it that way!
Domon shifts his stance into a battle one.
Kit: (he takes a look at Domon’s sword) You’re gonna’ fight me with that rusted piece of junk?
Domon: (extremely confident) My sword’s rust gives it power, let’s see yours!
Kit draws his Kodachi underhand the puts his left hand on the hilt.
Kit: (sighs) Fine, just say I don’t say I didn’t warn you when you lose your Gundam!
They both run forward, Domon brings his sword down, Kit moves to the side then jumps up and shatters Domon’s blade with an in to out heel kick. He lands, having re-sheathed his sword and beats Domon down with a right jab to the gut and a left hay maker to the cheek. He stops for a second then brings his fist back lands a huge punch to Domon’s stomach. Domon falls back then reawakens to see Kit’s Kodachi to his neck.
Kit: (standing over Domon, looking down with a little smile on his face) Looks like I win, which means the Gundam is mine.
Domon: (Growls)…
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Domon is standing outside Rain’s place holding his stuff, Domon is VERY angry, Rain is crying uncontrollably and equally pissed off.
Domon: FINE!!!!!!
Rain: (Tears flying off her face) FINE!!!!!! (Door slams in his face)
Domon starts walking down the street venting, then starts constructing a plan.
Domon: (Thinking) Bitch! Fine I’ll just hook back up with Allenby; she’s hopelessly in love with me. I’ll just ask her to meet me at some resort colony, make my move and, BANG!! She’ll be putty in my hands. I’ll take the new Gundam with me; she’ll love it, and me!
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Having risen up, his fists are clenched his veins are popping out, hes hunched over in the DBZ power up position.
Domon: (growls) errrrrrrrrrrr, errrrrrrrrrrr, errrrrrrrrrrr, KILL HIM!!!!
Kit: shit.
Gunshots ring out; Kit makes a run for it. He takes off at high speed makin crazy maneuvers jumpin up on benches and running across fence tops, bobbing and weaving while the agents trail not far behind firing a barrage of 9mm ammo at him.
Kit: Shit I need to call a ship! Damn!! My phone is worthless! Wait. (Sees a ship up ahead) Wait!! Hold that door!!
He busts out even more speed desperately sprinting for the ships door.
Girl’s voice; hurry!
Gunshots, Kit cringes. His leg goes limp and he starts to fall forward, but someone grabs his hand and pulls him onto the ship.
Kit: (head down panting) Thanks!
Allenby is standing holding his hand, looking down at him happily.
Allenby: (sparkly bubbly effect) No problem. Hey, why where those guys chasing you anyway?
Kit is star struck he’s captivated by her beauty he can’t take his eyes off her, can’t even speak, he is powerless, he can only stare; he starts to blush when…
Kit: Damn it. (Cringes again and grasps his left calf)
Allenby: Are you alright?!
She pulls up his pant leg and sees a bloody wound in his leg.
Allenby: We better look at that!
Kit tries to get up, but falls back down on one knee quickly.
Kit: I’m fine. (Cringes again)
Allenby: No way, I’m dressing this wound!
She pulls a blue hanky out of her pocket and wraps it around his wound. She stands up and looks him in the face.
Allenby: By the way, the name’s Allenby Beardsly!
She’s gotten taller, about as tall as Kit (naturally or, it’s the friggin’ future, display some imagination!)
Kit: (laughing lightly) I already knew! And man are you an airhead, if I didn’t wouldn’t it be kinda useless to introduce yourself now, after you’ve already been all over me.
Allenby: (Smirks and holds a hand out to him) So you’ve heard of me?
Kit grabs her hand and she helps him up to his feet.
Kit: (Laughs) How could I not know you?! You’re the Gundam Fighter for Neo-Sweden!
Allenby: Well you know me but, on the other hand, who are you and why were those guys chasing you? (They both sit down in a line of chairs on the left side of the ship)
Kit: I’m Kit Sune, the new Fighter for Neo-America.
Allenby: What happened to Chibitie?
Kit: he left to pursuit his two dream jobs, professional boxer, and pimp.
Allenby; And those men? Why are you in Neo-Japan anyway?
Kit: You sure are inquisitive. I’m here to retrieve a piece of stolen technology. A few months ago a spy from Neo-Japan infiltrated my base. She stole the blue prints for my nation’s newest weapon, my Gundam. So I came here to take it back. Those men just got in my way. Since I played along, tell me why you’re here?
Allenby: Domon called me here; he said he had something important to ask me.
Kit: Domon eh, there’s somethin’ wrong with that guy, he’s different some how.
Allenby: Domon’s a little rough around the edges but deep down he’s a sweet guy.
Kit: He’s the one that siced those agents on me!
Allenby: (puzzled) That doesn’t sound like Domon. (Normal perky self) Oh well, guess I’ll have to talk to him when I get back home.
Kit: ( surprised and a little confused) You trust me enough to question one of your best friends after knowing me for like, five minutes?
Allenby: You seem like a nice guy, I’m pretty sure you wouldn’t lie about something like that. It’s not like you’re jealous of how close Domon was to me!
Kit: (thinking) Is she flirting with me? (Starts to blush) Why does that matter!? I’ve had girls tackle me and have there with me out of nowhere! Why is she so different?
Allenby: (jokingly shoves him, speaking in a friendly way) Are ya’?!
Kit comes back to earth with a thud.
Allenby: (Seductively) But who says I wouldn’t like it if you were?!
Kit looks nervous, shy, uneasy, basically everything he usually isn’t.
Allenby: Man, lighten up, don’t ya’ get a joke?
Kit: (regaining composer) Joke, right! So you said we’re goin’ “home”?
Allenby: Yeah, my home Colony, Neo-Sweden. (She kinda looks a little mopey)
Kit: What’s wrong?
Allenby: It’s just that Domon has been acting weird lately. First he leaves me for Rain, which I understood, then he starts flirting with me again, but he doesn’t show up at the romantic meeting place cuz’ he’s tryin’ to kill you.
Kit: Ennh, fuck him, anyone who would leave you hanging is crazier than tryin’ to kill me.
Allenby: (smirking with a cute look on her face) Kit. (He looks over) You’re still holding my hand.
Kit looks down, blushes then quick pulls his hand.
Allenby: (teasing, in a friendly way) You can put it back if you want, I didn’t mind!
Kit: Shut up. Shit. (Covers mouth)
Allenby: You’re just lucky you’re cute. Crap! (Covers mouth)
The ship lands, Allenby goes to help Kit up, she offers her hand and pulls him up, and then he stands without much trouble.
Allenby: What the hell?
Kit: I heal fast.
The two hop down from the ship. Allenby looks at Kit.
Allenby: So where do you want to go?
Kit throws his hands behind his head and starts’ walkin slowly, Allenby follows.
Kit: I figured we could go shopping; I have to pay you back for the stuff I ruined, and for saving my life.
Allenby: (sorta touched) Aww, you don’t have to do that!
Kit looks over at her as he walks.
Kit: Allenby, you’ll have to learn somethin about me, I don’t do anything because I have to. Now let’s go, just pick out something you really want.
Allenby: But…
Kit: (smiles) No contest, I’m doin’ it and that’s final! You’re too nice to let go without returning the favor. And there’s nothin you can do to stop me!
Allenby: (becoming less reluctant and starts to cheer up) Alright, I know a good place (claps hands together once)!
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Kit and Allenby are now in a clothing store. A blonde haired Tom-Boy greets them.
Tom-Boy: Hey, Allenby! Oooh, who’s the hottie? Is he your new boyfriend?
They two of them stop at the counter she’s behind.
Allenby: (laughing nervously) No, Sam, he’s just a friend!
Sam: Oh, does that mean he’s available?
Allenby: Go ahead, take ‘em!
That gets Kit’s attention.
Sam: Oh, I will, you’re all mine!! (Winks)
Kit looks very interested.
Allenby and Kit start walking away.
Sam: (doin’ the finger move) Call me!!
Kit: Now let’s get some clothes!
She quick grabs some stuff and goes into the dressing room.
Allenby: Don’t laugh if it’s stupid.
Kit: I’m sure you’ll look good in what ever you pick.
Allenby: What?
Kit: Nothin’. (Under breath) Open mouth insert foot, I’m an idiot!
She walks out in her new outfit. She walks out in a black sleeveless turtle-neck, like Matt from the first season of Digimon, only black. She has on black shiny black pants (of unspecified material) she has on brown gloves, loose around her wrists. She has on black dullish loose boots (also not sure what exactly they’d be made of) she has her stone pulled out, resting on her chest.
Allenby: (showing off her new clothes) so, how do I look?
Kit: (amazed) You look awesome!
Allenby: (kinda embarrassed) Thanks Kit!
Kit: (shifting back and forth with his hands in his pockets, looking over his shoulder) Well, let’s get out of here, I’m starting to feel a little uncomfortable.
Allenby: Come on, it can’t be that… (Busts out laughing)
A ton of girls are hiding behind clothes as cover staring at Kit longingly.
Allenby: You have quite the following!
Kit: Now you see what I go through.
Allenby: Wait ‘till you’re famous!
A Latina saleswoman walks up to them.
Kit: Hey Chico! Why don’t you leave that Punta and get with a real woman?!
Allenby: You bitc…
Wiiiiiiiiiiiing!!!! The sales chick finds the tip of Kit’s sword to her throat.
Kit: (evil happy) Better watch what you say, I’ve got a little bit of a mean streak!
SalesHo: Fine then, you so stupid! I fuck good and everything!!
Kit: (through his teeth) Okay, let’s try this again.
They walk up to the counter.
Sam: Is that all?
Kit: (reaching into his pocket) Yep. (puts cash on the counter)
Sam: Cute and rich? You’re so lucky!
Allenby: (embarrassed, head down, blushing lightly) Thanks.
Just then an Agent runs in. he pulls out a gun.
Agent: Kit Sune I’ll…
Sam pulls out a pump action shotgun and blows the guy away, strait through a glass window and into the malls main hallway center.
Kit: Damn, you’re pretty tough!
Sam: (leans down on the table to look at him) Do you like tough girls?
Kit grabs the bag and starts to walk out.
Kit: I’ll see you later, (looks back and flashes her a look) Little miss tough girl!
Sam: Come back soon cutie! (Blows a two finger kiss) I’ll be waiting!
They walk out of the clothing store into the mall.
Kit: Hey, ya’ wanna go to the Arcade?
Allenby: I love the Arcade!
Kit: Awesome! Ya’ know you’re pretty fun, most of the girls I know just want to do their make up, fix their hair, talk about feelings, watch cheesy movies.
Allenby: (doubtful) Really?
Kit: Actually most of them just want to have really kinky sex! But either way I don’t like those girls the way I do you. You actually have good qualities besides looks and seductive charm. For the first time I’ve felt like I could be friends instead of just lovers.
Kit realizes what he just said.
Kit: (flailing arms) Not that I’m saying we’re lovers or anything I just met you and…
Allenby: We’re at the Arcade.
Kit looks really stupid and embarrassed.
Allenby: Chill out, I like you too. (she walks into the arcade then turns to face kit) Now let’s just play video games!
Kit: Hey, wait for me!!
Kit runs off after her. He catches up to her and they walk up to a machine.
Voice: Soul Caliber, 2… thousand!!!
Ding!
Voice: Choose your character! Hiten! Tiki!
The two characters appear in a moon-lit arena.
Voice: He uses his sword to cut down his destiny!
Hiten: (Mitsurugi) I will not deny your challenge!
Tiki: (Taki) Wooooooooooooooooooo!!! Come!
Kit and Allenby begin pounding the buttons and toggling the joy stick. Its getting close, Hiten impales Tiki and kicks her off his sword.
Tiki: (echoing) WAH!!!
Voice: Knock out! Hiten wins!!
Hiten: Still alive?
Voice: Round 2! Fight!!
They battle on ‘till Tiki does a huge move and takes out Hiten.
Hiten: (echoing) WAH!!!
Voice: Knock out! Tiki wins!! (Tiki poofs away behind some smoke balls)
Voice: Round 3! Fight!!
Down to the wire, both have only a sliver of life left. Hiten goes in with a hard blow, Tiki side steps then finishes him off a string of dagger blows.
Hiten: (echoing)
Voice: Knock out! Tiki Wins!
Tiki: (condescending laughter) That’s it?
Kit: Damn! You beat me!
Allenby: Yeah, but I’ve never had a fight come so close.
Kit: Rematch!
Allenby: You’re on!
They continue toggling and button smashing away.
A few hours later.
Allenby: (big yawn covers her mouth) Man I’m beat!
Kit: Alrighty then. I’ll walk you home!
Allenby: You don’t have to.
Kit: I already told you, I do things because I want to!
Allenby: Guess I can’t argue with that!
The two of them walk off together, talking happily.
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Kit and Allenby approach her apartment.
Kit: (starts to walk away) Well see you again sometime! (Allenby grabs his arm) Huh?
Allenby: You didn’t think I’d let you leave so fast.
Kit: (question mark over head) So…
Allenby: I only came here to get my stuff. I’m comin’ with you to America!
Kit goes from puzzled to shocked.
Kit: (shocked and surprised) Wha?!! (Pointing to himself) You’re comin’ with me!!!!?
Allenby: (smiles closes eyes and tilts head) Yep!! That’s the plan!!!
Kit: (sighs, shrugs shoulders) Fine, I ain’t gonna stop ya’!
Kit looks at her and smiles impishly.
Allenby: Yay! This is gonna be so much fun!!
Kit: Yeah. (Thinking) how the hell do I get myself into shit like this!? Well, at least she’s cute. Yeah, I think this’ll work out just fine!
(Words to that ending song from Gundam Seed)
A small transport ship lands. the two of them walk on and sit down across from each other on the wall mounted seats.
Young grey haired pilot: Hey, Kit, who’s the girl?
Kit: Long story dude!
Ja Ne
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Friday, December 30, 2005
JD has a fun time.
i couldn't visit yesterday.
i was helping my brother move.
he's moving out of the house him and his ex-girlfriend shared.
he has a fracture in his back so he can't do any heavy lifting, infact today he could barely move, he said the only reason he didn't go to the hospital was that he couldn't afford it. later he whipped out this japanese herbal stick on patches and he could move around agaqin, but still couldn't lift.
so me and his new girlfriend moved everything.
i respect my brother, because his girlfriends are always great people, who aren't exactly lust objects, but i know from experience, that to him this girl is the most beautiful in the world.
anyway, she had to work, so my brother's transexual friend helped out. she's pre-op, but we still call him her. becauses thats what she wants, and the best part is that she loves making and hearing gay jokes. she laughs like crazy at me sterotypical gay impression, and how i talk about how i'm not gay, but how everyone thinks i am, and that scares me. i even said "people call me homophobic, i always say 'those fags don't scare me'" now know that i have no problem with gay people, just please don't be lustful around me, at least let me turn or leave, and don't hit on me. thats what i told her about, because my brother went inside so i told her that mostly gay guys hit on me, girls flirt, but guys straight up hit on me i asked her if i look gay. she said "hunny, if you were gay i'd tell you to go back in the closet and try again" priceless. we played "gay or british" because i think i'm Adam Carolla. then we got Starbucks and white castle and talked politics.
thats the "short version" i'll tell more later if you wanna hear.
[those of you who know me know i'm begging you to ask]
so see ya later.
HAIL ZEON!!!!
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Thursday, December 29, 2005
Random rantings by JD
I saw End of Evangelion again Tuesday.
it was on a movie channel and my dad recorded it [we have DVR] i tried to avoid watching it, but we ran out of shows, it was my only choice, or admit in frontof my brother i didn't like the movie.
so i played Disgaea while i played, i got past the part i was stuck at, they're making a Disgaea anime, i can't wait!
anyway, EOE wasn't that bad second time around, still don't like when Asuka dies, infact after that point it sorta irks me, till Unit 01 gets free, then i'm like "YAY" again. i just don't like disliking Rei. i like Rei, she's my favorite Character, but her 3rd impact deeds, really scare me.
i'm also playing Harvest Moon, another wonderful life. boy, farming is fun!
i bought Raider Gundam today, i wanted Waltfelt's Gaia Gundam, but they no havy! me= pissed.
man those AMSIA suck. its arm broke in like 5 minutes, at least Raider has good hands, most of the "advanced" ones suck in the hand catagory.
i'm ordering A>W. Gaia Gundam by mail now, it'll come in faster.
i love my Rouge strike, the people i shop from call it "Rogue", its pink and red, i think they just refuse to admit Cagalli, miss Tomboy independent, pilots a pink Gundam and chases Athrun like as lovesick puppy. i personally love the GENESIS scene, and i'm a Cagalli fan. its fun seeing her cry out for athrun, if only she ran in her gundam swing her arms side to side.
well, thats all the ranting for now.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005
don't go [bad Duo impression] NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
ChibiCage is going to leave!
all peoplezez, everyone reading this,
please,
stop her from going!
i really like her so please let her know she's wanted here!
it would mean a lot if you did.
thats all.
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005
JD's Christmas rant.
sorry, no time monday for writing.
anyway, i got a couple Zeonography Gundams for Christmas.
man they have no articulation, stiffer than John Kerry.
MSIA is the only good one, they call the Advanced MSIA Advanced because you have to be an advanced owner to make them look good or keep them from breaking.
and why did CN ever let Gundam slip and stores stop selling the toys, how bad at marketing do you have to do the fuck up marketing Gundam?
i got a DVD of wrestlers before the reached TNA or god forbid, WWE [poor bastards] one match was RVD v.s. Christopher Daniels, then Samoa Joe interupted the match, awesomeness.
i got a punching bag too, i'm getting to get ripped, no lifting weight, just punching.
also got Project A-Ko on DVD, i'm indifferent on that gift.
well, i didn't get the stuff i wanted most for christmas, so i'm going to buy some of that stuff today.
has anyone e-mailed CN about bringing back good shows yet?
well, thats about it.
HAIL ZEON!!!!!
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Sunday, December 25, 2005
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!!!!
Sakura5
FMA124
Tomboy2xxx
amine girl67
PsychoChaosNinja
Lady Subaru101
Shishou
Nordic Angel
anyway, yesterday was Christmas at my dads house. following fridays fun, i was hoping for good presents.
alas, none. my brother got me EVA action figures. cool, but the have the aticulation of a brick. and balance like Terra Ried at last call.
i also got a DVD burner, a shaver a and a cell phone.
all nice thigs, but i think like that victoria's secret commercial, give me everything i want, and nothing i need.
i want frivalous things!
oh well, at least i can have the creepiness of EVA with me always, and back my hard-drive, all while clean shaven [as clean shaven as Kaji, that is] and i'll never have to walk home again.
so i guess it was a moderatly okay Christmas Eve.
so i should stop bitching.
[me stop bitching? a Christmas miracle]
i'll be happy when i need these things later.
so to all you peoplezez reading this...
HAPPY CHRISTAS!!!!!!
and HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Saturday, December 24, 2005
when ice cracks.
oh boy, today was fun.
least of the fun is that my left contact was damaged, so it kept slipping. buy is it for your vision to keep going in and out.
but most of all was one of my grand plans failed.
for those of you who know me, you know i go out of the way and come up with crazy plans because i'm too shy to go upfront.
like tying my shoes at the bottom because a girl i thought was cute did it and i thought it'd be a good ice breaker.
well, anyway i had this grand plan to make something to hold mistletoe over my head, for obvious reasons.
i had this idea that tons of girls would take advantage of this, that this would be my chance to finally show some sort of warmth or affection towards me, good god was i wrong!
i kind of joked with myself that guy guys would come onto me, i was right.
two gay guys tried to kiss me.
that didn't help me already injured psyche.
the mistle toe didn't even look like mistletoe, it looked like asparagus. which may have been the reason that all the ignored me.
then, while i was emotionally weakened and frail, people kept asking me if it worked.
eventually, i broke. i started crying, a few tears at first, since i was in class, and taking a test, so that got my mind off ot. so i tore it off my head. but then my friend told me to put it back on, not to give up hope.
so i put it back on. now most everyone saw me break down in class, they knew how emotionally fragile i was.
so i sat by all these cute girls i usually talk to with my friend Keef.
i sat down, heart beating and hurting, my eyes full of pain and hope, best puppy dog face, hoping someone would give me at least one pity peck.
i got nothing, when the bell rang my heart sank, then my teacher asked if i had any luck, at that point all the dams broke, tears poured down my face. i put my hoody's hood up to cover my face and walked out of school. my friend did follow me and cheer me up later. but the fact still remains that everyone saw me in the water struggling, and let me drown, no one cared. it hurts. but not because i felt alone, because i got my hopes up, then broken.
i'm strong, but when you're drems break in front of you, i guess a few tears are okay.
]maybe i should learn to accept the real world, in which my idealistic, over romantisied ideas and dreams don't come true.
so i'll survive, no worries. i'll just be limping for a while emotionally.
no hail zeon, to important.
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Best Christmas song ever!
Merry F@#%in' Christmas
Old Saint Nick's got Bourbon breath
It's so cold you could catch your death
A cop sold me some crystal meth
It's a merry fuckin' Christmas
Everything's so Criss-muss-ee
The streets are twinkling with frozen pee
My priest just sat on Santa's knee
It's a merry fuckin' Christmas
All the kids go to bed each night
To dream what Santa brings 'em
Unless they're Jewish or Muslim
Or some other gyp religion
Crappy toys flyin' off the shelves
Midgets dressed up to look like elves
Spread good cheer or burn in Hell
It's a merry fuckin' Christmas
Cracklin' fires to keep me warm
And my collection of Asian porn
Cradle my bells and work my horn
It's a keep-on-truckin'
Last-year-suckin'
Midget-chuckin'
Slap-the-puckin'
How-much-wood-could-a-woodchuck-chuckin'
Merrrry fuuuuckin' Christmaaaaaas
like i said, best Christmas song ever!
HAIL ZEON!!!!
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