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Monday, January 22, 2007


Bad turn.
Yeah, i haven't really been having a good chain of events as of late. i mean its not like i'm livin in hell or something, just that things have gone a bit down hill.

first off i got my hair cut, last time it looked really good, but this time i really don't like it, its too short, and being as i take great pride in my hair, having it screwed up kinda makes me feel uncomfortable and messes with my confidence. of course its not like my hair would shrink on its own, so i guess i have to get it cut if it's ever going to look good again or not. i know that i should stop having my faher cut my hair, but its just that i don't know a salon to go to, i figure that once Bev gets here [in a few years] that i'll go where she goes, till then i'll keep getting the home cuts, being as i don't have the metro-sense to find a salon i want to go to. plus i know that as soon as i go to a salon i'll be getting manicures and pedicures too, so i really don't want to subject my parents to that, once i'm free and on my own i'll worry about that kinda stuff, besides, if my hair always looked great i wouldn't appreciate it, to have the suspence of "when will my hair look good again?" will teach my to love myself a bit more.

then there is all the fun that school brings to me. first off my cute girly backpack has been semi-broken, but i still used it cuz it looks so adorable, its black with a pink plaid heart, black sparrows, white and black flowers, pink plaid on the zippers and straps, and the two bird are holding a banner that says "love". but now it's broke, so now i have a Gundam SEED messanger-bag, which i'm really not used to, ya know: having a serrated nylon strap digging into my neck, plus its not as cute as my pack, and it doesn't hold as much, so yet another thing that is tearing down my ego.
and, being as its a new marking period i have no teachers, and i've lost all the rooms i felt safe in, Hubbard's, my Myth class, and Lezak's. i miss Lezak, he was my favorite teacher, i've got this new lady who seems nice, but no where as cool as Lezak. and i got Weiss again, my second least favorite teacher of all time [the first one was my band teacher from middle school] i really hope i can get back into Lezak's class, and out of Weiss's, i want public speaking, the class i have Weiss for, i just want a different teacher, i'd even take Gaylord, i just really don't like her. i'm going to try to talk to my consuelor to get the teachers i want, but from what i've heard from Kitty she is not very nice, so i'm afraid for my future. my mother says she's going to talk to her, but i don't know how much good that's going to do, but i guess it's better to try than to not, i could tolerate these classes, but i'd perfer not to have them.

and there is the fact that Bev has been keeping me up, which under other circumstances would be really good, but right now i need sleep, to get rid of the shadows under my eyes, especially now that so many other things are going wrong for me. at best even if it doesn't get rid of the shadows, and i still have those teachers, more sleep will make the time go faster, and that would make things more tolerable.

man, half way through the year and everything goes to shit, of course if i look back to september i'm sure i'd say that last marking period was going to suck, and now i miss it. i guess no matter how much it sucks things will pass by and everything will be okay in the end, when my hair grows back, i get used to my torture-bag, and i either get the teachers i want or abandon all hope and just accept my horrible fate.

-Quote-

"Weiss, the only teacher who could make me miss Gaylord"

-Me



HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!

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