myOtaku.com: JD Person

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

What is my life?
yeah. stuff is just confusing now, i seem to have so much termoil in my life at this point, i'm thinking an amount [probably a lot] of it is my fault in one way or another, but it doesn't make anything less stressful.

As far as teachers go i think i'm stuck with my flaming hippy teacher and a person i dislike deeply from my past. all of Lezak's classes are full, so even if i could change teachers [which my parents are actually running my consuleor down to doing] i couldn't get his class. now someone came into Grimm's class and said they have Lezak, they hate hi and they want her class, now if i could trade with him i'd be set, my mom still hasn't thrown her hat in, so maybe she can set that up for me. if not i've basically resolved myself to the fact that i have two teachers i'd rather not have. and as far as Weiss goes, she's the only one who teaches that class, and i don't really know any other classes that i'd like to take, so in the end i think i'll just have to ride it all out. i wanted American Wars, but i guess not enough other people did because the class wasn't available, like even being taught this year, which is pretty lame, being as i really wanted that class.

Then there is what i constantly fear and think about, my proffessional future, or lack there of. being as my dream job is to be a Voice Actor, most likely i'm going to hacve to find something i can drudge about doing while i'm waiting to get roles, and most likely to retire from without getting a single role. its my unfortunate lot in life to choose a vocation which hard to get, much competed for, and has no career specific class, i mean i can take drama, i can go to U of M and major in drama, and then i can use some of those skills to try to get a job as "nameless soldier 3,267,453" and probably get turned down in favor of that guy who does Shinn's voice on Gundam SEED Destiny. but on the other hand if i was interested in auto-mechanics, i could take auto-shop I and II, welding, collision repair, auto-body design, automotive custimazation, or about 20 other Vo-Tech classes, same with most other vocations, but there is no voice acting class, not even a drama spin off like emoting, nope, just straight-up drama. i mean i'd take drama anyway, but i want a funnel like all the mechanics and chefs and scientists get, i want a class that prepares my exactly to do voice work and nothing else, 3-hours a day, full year of emoting and talking with the lip movements of the characters on-screen. now maybe, just MAYBE some preforming arts college might have a class like that, and in that case i might actually have a shot at someday becoming VA, but i realize that its a crazy goal and i'm setting myswelf up for a big downfall.

and this fact would be easy to deal with if i had one thing, a job to fall back on, but there is nothing. if media play or suncoast still existed i'd love to work there, but they don't. i could work at FYE, but i hate that place, they sell no anime and when they do it's available for 2 days then sold on clearance, now i suppose, as my dad tried to convince me of, that if i got high enough up i could turn t5hat store into a media play like place, but for me to do that i'd have to one get that far up in the ranks, which is only slightly more likely than becoming a Voice Actor, and even if i did get a high level control position, i'd have to get people to realize that my store HAS Anime, and that'd take a long while, and would probably get me fired or demoted before it caught on and worked, so that plan is all for shit. it'd be nice to work at one of the import stores in Ann Arbor [near all the cooleges] but most of those stores are owned by assholes and run by their shiftless moron spawn, so that kinda rules me out, and i think that if i worked there, i doubt i'd get payed well, and there really isn't much room for improvement in there, unless the guy sells the place to me, and then i'd be in debt and tied to the store, which isn't a nice future either. it seems as if everything i'm interested in is a terrible idea to be interested in proffessionally. so as far as i see it i'm fucked.

Dafina showed up to see how the school was doing, she recoognized me at first sight so that kinda threw off my whole "she didn't remember me, she was using me!" rant, i guess she just i don't know, lost contact with me. she never gets on AIMS, she never calls me or e-mails me, and she's moving out of state, so i guess she will just become a fond memory, which is fine, i've got enough shit in my head to cause me strife, i don't need one more.

so there is all my miseries, sure got a lot.
oh, and the reason i don't talk to Bev earlier is that the cell phone doesn't have good anytime minutes, all night and weekends, so i have to call her at 9 or later, which is fine, i like going to bed with her voice fresh in my mind.

-Quote-

Me: Well, i know i wanna bbe a voice actor, and i know i wanna work at ADV, now all i have to do is get acting talent and get hired, and luckily that is the easiest part.

sarcasm is fun kids.

"QUOTE!!! FOR BEV!!!"
Hehehe Hack on to my bf count again...cus i can! Muhahahahaha
I like turkeys!!!

hehehe tell me people is the saying
"CHEWY CHEWY CHEWY"
annoying..JD thinks it's anonnying
AY!
hehehe
I like doggies!
people look funny....I like monster! IT'S BLUE!!!!!
hehehe
I like being nuts!
see ya!
visit Bev.

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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