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• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
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• 2005-03-25
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• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
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• i first saw Gundam Wing
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• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
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• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
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• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Saturday, January 27, 2007
energy levels low
yeah, i'm pretty low on the energy, being as Bev was really sad last night, i ended staying up pretty late making her feel better. it was worth it, don't get me wrong, but it took the energy out of me. so yeah, i'm running on empty at this point.
i'll probably go to sleep after writing this, the phone will wake me up when Bev calls.
i usually stay up later these days, but i'm way too tired, plus its usually to watch shows that are not on this season, or to write AP, but i wrote 4 pages today already, and i need rest to get rid of the dark circles under my eyes. my dad wants to take me to some building show tomorrow, that i really have no interest in, but its an excuse to walk around on a day i'm at my dad's house and burn calories. i'd like to stay home and finish my homework, or play Shining Tears, but i'm trying to be a nice guy. then sunday there is a WWE show, my father thinks that somehow Mr.ASS and Road Dogg are going to crash the show and that some how that egotistical old shit Vincent Kennedy MacMahon would allow his show to be crashed, my brother was right when he said that if they showed up they're kill all the cameras pointing towards that part of the arena, if the crowd chanted for them they'd cut the crowd mics, and if that didn't work they'd just shut off the whole feed and cite technical difficulties, vince is to old, crotchedy and cunning to let his PPV to get crashed.
but thats all unimportantl. yeah, right now Bev is in Cali at a party, but i'm so tired and delerious i think that she could be coming here, hell, i keep thinking i hear her. i'm so damn paranoid, but at least this time i'm paranoid in a good way, i think people are stalking me i wanna be stalked by, i guess that's more of a dilusion of granduer, but either way i'm not exactly playing with a full deck.
hell, if Bev showed up ya know i'd be happy, but its pretty much impossible, but that won't stop me from dreaming.
as far as my future goes, yeah, i realize i have time to think about it, but i'm still worried about it, i realize i could get a lot of jobs i could do, and probably get payed well at, i'm intelligent enough, but i'd like to find a job that i have an interest in too, hence the wish to be a Voice Actor, or to work at an anime store, i want to do something i'm passionate about, but my passions seem to lie in the improbable, i'm sure if i did aim for ONE, i could achieve it, but i don't know if i could lock onto one, and then if i did, and that plan fails, well then i'll end up like my brother, working 14 hours a day as the manager of kinkos, he being the only useful employee in his store. and i realize that being a voice actor isn't a great fincial plan, hense, along with the fact i have no formal acting training and no liking for stage acting, my mania sprouts from. i realize i cpould survive, but i want to live, i want to take joy in my work. but i suppose that is luxury, and i already have a great luxury in my beloved, so i suppose no matter hoew soul sucking my future occupation is i'll be happy when i get home.
half the people tell me not to limit myself, that i have plenty of time, others tell me that if i didn't realize my life goal 3 years ago i'm doomed to wander listlessly through life with no happiness, goal or direction. yeah, junior year sucks, i bet senior year is even better.
oh well, i got over my future shock for the moment, maybe its just that i'm engrossed in time wasters, so i keep my mind off it.
either way i'm good right now.
i've got Bev
and as long as i have her i'll be happy
and if its up to her, i'll be happy forever.
-Quote-
Tarnowski: [my math teacher] these PCs are always breaking, macs never break.
Me: Yeah, but my PC can right-click.
T: My Mac can right click.
Me: yeah, if you hold "control" then left click.
T: no, the mouse has two buttons.
Me: you mean Steve jobs can spare the extra button, so no more laptops with 4 square-foot left click buttons?
T: at least you don't have to update all your software with a Mac.
Me: yeah, just reboot into OS1 so you can use Apple-Type, then reboot into OS6 for the picture editing, reboot to OS3 for video editting, yeah thats so much esier than installing updates then just opening any program you want.
T: yeah, but microsoft ripped of apple when they created DOS, and it was terrible.
Me: yes, but i don't have to reboot to DOS so i can make a spread sheet.
STEVE JOBS CAN BLOW ME, I'M BUYING A ZUNE!
*Steve jobs may not actually blow me, there is only one person allowed to do that, and its not him."
look it's Bev
visit her!
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!
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