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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
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Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?
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Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Sunday, January 28, 2007
no good title imaginable at this time.
well at this point i'm still in a state where my mind is a bit clouded by lack of sleep. i got a good nights rest last night, but being as i was tired and passed out early last night i'm kinda tired now, which makes concentrating hard, being as my attention is divided between posting and Paranoia agent, even though i really don't like the series very much, its intruiging near the end and i don't believe i've seen this episode before. i think bev would like this series, but she usually falls asleep to early to see it i believe, that will definatly have to be resolved once we are living together, i hope we can just rub off on eachother and meet a happy medium, we both shifting or sleep habits to a point we both can agree on, but then again by that time we will both have jobs, so i suppose that are employment will dictate are sleeping time, no some mushy idealism like we choosing together, i can understand the will to be the last person in the world with your love sometimes, its not because you dislike people, its because life often gets in the way of love, that all the obligations of life, all the things that people must do in society get in the way of the romantic idealisms of hopeless romantics like myself, the world sure seems to cause me a lot of grief, but i'm not some stupid emo whose going to i'm going to change the world, or even that the world needs to change, and i'm sure as hell not going to rush some crowded place with a firearm thinking that that would a positive difference, or even a difference at all. people are stupid, myself included. i need to grow up, and understand the concept of a requirement, an obligation, because i've never done anything i didn't want to, because i never had the will to resist things, for me to wake up in the morning and actually have to go to school when i don't like it, up until now i had no trouble going there, but its so unbearable now, and i know i'll hate college too, and whatever job i get, i'll probably dislike it too.
no, i'm sinking into it, i'm sulking. what i should say is that i can't see the path i want to take, i can't see what road takes me to the future i want, i suppose because i never used to look, and being as so many people i know have already locked themselves into a path, i feel like i'm behind them, its very possible that these people will hate their jobs too, a bunch of pissed off nannies, chefs, welders and Photographers, maybe my tardiness to the occupational selection party will make it so that i am happier with my future employment. but it is quite a predicament, because the two things i want to do require a high level of skill to succeed in either. if i want to become a Voice Actor that means i have to aquire mad acting skills and get discovered, or i could learn bussiness and open an anime store, but in that case i'd have to not only devote my education to bussiness, but invest my future in my small business that if, by some chance target and other large businesses start carrying anime again, will tank, either one is kinda a big risk. but i suppose i do have a bit of time left to worry about those things, i do have time left.
As far as Bev goesw right now she is still on the road, probably coming back from cali, but on the other hand, if it were a one way trip, as opposed to from cali and back its quite possible she could get here, thus fueling my paranoia, i know by now no to trust my crazy random thoughts, but still i half expect see Bev waiting for me everywhere i go in my house. i'm not disapointed when i see she's not there, because i never really trusted that she was, its more of a melacholy, though i doubt that is the correct term, i'm thinking of like a remberence mixed with feeling of laughter and a bit of sorry, sort of like when guys in movies lament something, laugh then take a shot of whisky. sure i wish she was there, and i'm sad she's not, but its not like i'm dying over it, i just laugh a little at my own silliness.
who knows, maybe one of those times she WILL be there.
anything is possible,
if she does show up, i probably won't have much time for posting
i'll be too busy doing other things...
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Layla Kaley: The iPhone will come with a 4gig iPod and an internet browser, but you cannot download music via iTunes on the go. also, all third party software is blocked.
Josh: 4gigs!? good, now i can store a fifteenth of my songs on my phone, and even though its a iPod and an internet browser i can't get music on it. and i can't even put my own programs on it, but watch people will state that like a good thing, those Mac guys are like a Cult, "if Steve Jobs doesn't want me to have it, i obviosly shouldn't have it."
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Guy on "the loop": ...there is a reason why you can't install third party programs, they might make your phone go slower...
yes, so they should hack your phone and delete them for you.
microsoft, make me a ZunePhone.
look, there is Bev's site!
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!
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