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Sunday, February 4, 2007


posting again
well lets see what crazy things JD can post about today... i'm a bit distracted by the fact my lover is on the phone right now, which kinda points out the fact that Bev could REALLY "distract" me, but then again that is of in the distant future, and in mean time i really have to focus on today, or else i'll go crazy with anticipation [like its not driving me crazy already] so let's see what is going on in the mean time.

lets see, well i'm still playing Shining Tears, and noticing the reasons why X-Play gave it a 1. the story for the most part is retarded, i did play it all the way through, thinking it would get better, but it didn't. some of the stuff is really stupid, like Mao meeting her father, she literally makes almost none to no mention about hating him, or him even existing, until she meets him, then she tries to kill him, then launching into this huge long back-story, then she realizes that he loved her for some wierd reason, then her hair turns blonde for a level, and she goes from dark soul to light soul, and her attacks change a little, so yeah, that was lame. and being as i got sick of it on the last level and stopped playing for monthes, then started back up and beat the ending was kinda anticlimactic. but the ending with Mao being pretty flirty and hinting at adult content was pretty cool, and worth it. i suggest that if you have a PS2 that you pick up Star Ocean: Till the end of time, Disgaea: hour of darkness, and Shining Tears, in that order. RPGs are really all i play, so i know what i'm talking about when it comes to them.

but i don't feel like ranting about stuff, besides if i recommended a game would you guys really buy it anyway?

i guess i caould just talk about Bev, being as there is really nothing else for me to talk about, and because her squeaky beaner voice is going directly into my brain, and i kinda made her sad for a while, but she's happy again now, which is good, and now she is sad again... because i told her i get jealous of all the other couples on here, and at my school, because no one ever gets to see her, at school i see all these kids, madly in lust in the halls trying to eat eachothers faces, and i wish me and my lover could do that, except i know that next week me and Bev will still be together, unlike those two horny fools, or the fact that i hear people gossip about this couple or that one, how cute he is, how lucky she is to be with him, or when i guy mentions a girl he is going out with that others know they go "awwww, you're so lucky to be with her." or i even get jealous on here, mostly of Lytjuh and Silver-sama, they are so cute together, and everyone that knows one usually know the other one, so people have really detailed info and comments about them, but Bev doesn't really like being on here that much... the just posts for me... so yeah, i made her feel better, and she is sleeping happily now, so i feel a lot better. i hurt her over my vanity, i just want to be the prom King, i want people to think me and bev are so cute, and i want to be praised some times, i realize people already do, i guess i want deeper insight or something. she got scared that i'd leave her over this, but i told her, as i tell you now that that would never happen, i would never break up with her, let alone over my own foolish pride, i'll get over it. i just can't wait for her to be here, hopefully i can get her to visit to take me to prom, i'll definatly go to her's, i don't know, i guess i'm just desperate to do couple things, i don't know if i'm right or justified or anything like that, i just know that sometimes i get a wild thought across my head, and i need something i can't have.

i guess i am stuck on the future, because really all i ever talk about is RPGs, anime, Bev, or other wierd rants, and being as no one places the same games as me, and i have no anime to talk about, it was all Bev really this time.

if you guys do want me to write more about video games i will, it just seems like i bore you guys with it.

i plan to talk to bev before i go to sleep, so we can both be all lovey dovey and warm and fuzzy when we go to sleep, which is really all i care about, our relationship making us both happy. at the end of the day that's all that's important.

-quote-

Me: I wonder if i end Star Ocean with Albel being my soul mate if i'd get a shounen ai scene?

Josh: [friend, not brother] What do you mean?

Me: Square Enix made Star Ocean: Sqaure is behind Final Fantasy, Full Meatl Alchemist, and kingdom Hearts, all hotbeds of homo-erotcism, plus they made Loveless, which was straight up yaoi, so i want to see Albel x Fayt!

Josh: are you gay or something?

Me: i just want to here Crispin Freeman as Albel say some yaoi dialogue.

Josh: Gay Hideki?

Me: Yep.

visit my lover now, if you can


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!

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