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• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
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• 2005-03-25
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• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
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• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
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• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
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• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Friday, February 23, 2007
crazy beats everything.
i'm just so stuck on my Star Ocean rants, which isn't good, or maybe it is, its been a while since i had incoherent rambling rants on my site, and i'm sure my older friends [incoming pun] like Sempai and Myui would get scared by my lack of insane rants.
well today was the day i beat Albel in the fight with him, and do you know the only person to die on my team, Cliff. i think its karma, thats what that retard gets for raping Albel in so many fan-works. see thats what used to make me hate yaoi when i was younger, horrible slash fanwork like 01/02 Gundam Wing fanfiction, holy crap is that terrible! i blame bad slash authors for my years of hatred of all that is boy x boy, i mean when you can write a story where the relationship physics are WORSE than Shuichi's creepy stalking of Yuki, thats an accomplishment. come to think of it Cliff is a lot better in game, he looks terrible in drawing or in the art sections of the game, but in game he is pretty hot, he looks like Eri Yuki, same sharp eyes with eyeliner and mascara, same blonde hair, and i bet Shindo would be much happier if Eri wandered around in skin tight black leather pants with the crotch unziped. seriously no one zips up their pants in the future! everyone just lets their undies hang out [which i admit is nice on Sophia] its just weird. Also i think, yep, Dion is voiced by Asaba's voice actor, Liam O'Brien [who i love to imitate, he also does Gaara and Taishi] and Sophia is Michelle Ruff, who is Chii. OH DEAR GOD WOULD THAT BE HORRIBLE/ENTERTAINING! If Asaba found Chii... oh the fun would never end there! i mean Hideaki can actually out pervert Hideki, and here i used to think Albel x Sophia would be funny, but the damn game does it for me Dion x Ameena, a dogma couple! speaking of Ameena, seeing her always makes me think Sophia discovered "the truth" and crossed through the gate, explains why all of a sudden she can do all kinds of symbology, she saw "the truth" and gave Albel's arm as payment, or all of Aunt Ryoko, explains why she goes "POOF" but the idea of Taishi being the most trusted scientific developer in all of Aquios is just hilarious, hell, Dion is surrounded by all those tatooed half-naked women in the Runological research lab, i'd say if that's not "The Asaba Hideaki Mary-Land" what is?
Also note that Fayt's lips and his eyelids around his eyelashes are different clors that they should be, Fayt wears make-up! he is the best uke ever! he even acts like a girl! [i should talk, i'd be so the catcher accept bev is a girl, thus no catch] though i think him getting ass-raped by Cliff works so much better, they make such a cute couple, such great dialogue, like:
Fayt: What would happen if we finished the Runological Weapon?
Cliff: A lot of people would die.
this convinces Fayt to the point he asks...
Fayt: But they'd have completed it without us, eventually... maybe...
Cliff: yeah, maybe.
so Fayt decides to and says...
Fayt: Cliff, you'll still help right?
Cliff: Of course, i don't want to die on some back-water planet either [note residents of said "back-water planet" surround them]
Fayt: its times like this i'm happy for your groundless self-confidence...
Cliff: its not groundless, might i remind you i saved you quite a few times now.
Fayt: Okay okay! i just meant you were a little too self-confident some times...
lover's tiff. then we have:
Cliff: Mirage says i'm an artiste, like how i'm always watching pretty girls, shows my keen sense of estiques, or how i usual sct before i think, shows i speak through my actions.
Fayt: i don't think that's what she meant.
i love the dialogue, i missed it the first time through because i was enthralled with the great story, now i'm free to notice how well-written it is.
as you can tell i really like this game, i'm glad so many of you played it, and i suggest you PS2 owners who haven't should play it, i mean its made by Square, and filled with famous VAs, so how could you not play it.
another fun thing to do is create multiple Philosopher's Stones, you can create as many as you want, plus they get a 100 evaluation, which they better, its the fucking Philosopher's Stone! do you know how many peolple we killed to make this?! [thank you Albel for "aquiring" those lives] or even better if i can create it without killing thousands of people, that that Houenheim, Dante, Scar, Edward and Alphonse, i can make a philosopher's stone genocide free in ten seconds!
well i must say me and my lover have gotten very close tonight, we basically got stuck on all these hypotheticals, mostly if she lived next-door to me and was a childhood friend, we basically went back and forth with different scenarios that we might have faced, and making ourselves fall in love even deeper realizing how perfect we are for eachother, that in all these ways we did exactly what the other wanted, and i know i didn't lie, and i believe whole-heartedly that Bev told the truth too, for any of you doubters, i really think that true love is destined, and that no matter what happened me and Bev were chosen for eachother since birth. to me thats a good thing, i like believing in fate [with an "e", no "y" i wouldn't trust my destiny to Leingod] and that there is nothing either me or bev can do, we're stuck with eachother, that is incredbly cute to me, to think of that, that we are always be together and there's nothing we can do about it. to me i guess love is tied to powerlessness, that i camn't resist bev, or my deep desire to be with her and make her happy forever. it may be tied to my normal bossiness and need to control, that to me there is an allure or kink to powerlessness and feeling like i have no hope of ever getting away or resisting Bev, to be hopelessly and completly in love.
i may be wierd but i like to think i have no power in ever getting away from Bev, that no matter what [because as i say, resisting fate is part of fate] i can't get free of bev's power over me, and that she can't escape me, because i'm a fuck-up, and humanity in general is prone to fuck-uppery, so i just want to know there is a higher power squishing the two of us together like a little girl playing with dolls.
though i suppose i could trust myself and my love in securing our life together, i trust Bev enough to insure our love is eternal, so either way i'm good, just find our love being fate more romantic.
and just in case you're wondering i don't lement that me and Bev didn't fall in love in the way our fantasies we shared tonight played out, because i don't, if things had worked out that way, yeah it'd been acuter more perfect story, but life is imperfect, and i like our story, besides the fact we come up with these stories is cute, and we sure as hell, if we had been next door neighbors, have imagined the way things really played out, so i'm happy things happened this way, becaudse it creates one more scerario for us to fall in love in
and its the real way, so i like it best.
-quote-
Bev: Promise you'll marry me, i promise i'll propose...
Me: *kiss* of course i will.
this is exceptionally cute cuz she's usually shy about the fact that she'll end up proposing to me [she's the seme] so the fact she'd come out and say it so easily was unGodly sweet, she truly is perfect for me.
i like that she is the agressor, kind forces me to do that, i need kicks in the ass, plus to me being pushy shows that they love me, don't ask me why, i guess its because i'm so shy, i need her to push me a bit, so i can show her how devoted i am.
an example is she asked what if we were freiends and she asked if i wanted a drink from her cup, i told her i'd resist, and tell her it was because it'd be like us making out, she said she'd hold the cup to my mouth and tell me to drink, lining her lip-mark up with my lips, for extra kiss, and i'd do it, because i want her to put me in a corner like that, and thats what she'd naturally do.
hjense why she's perfect for me and i for her.
visit my love
HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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